rebirth double

After that, I was carried into the ambulance and then wheeled into the operating room. After the doctor gave me anesthesia, I fell asleep.

In the dream, I seemed to have a long, long dream.

"Xiao Mo... Xiao Mo..."

I seem to hear Tang Yuchuan calling me, his voice makes people feel very uncomfortable.

I don't know how much time has passed. In my dream, I seem to dream back the bits and pieces of those years in college, crying, laughing, happy, and sad.

And no matter which one it is, it cannot do without Tang Yuchuan.He is stained with the best years of my life and cannot be peeled off.

I opened my eyes suddenly and woke up completely from the anesthesia. I tried desperately to sit up, but my back shoulder hurt.

"Brother, don't move!"

Xia Hao suddenly held me down, and I grinned in pain.I grabbed Xia Hao: "Where's Tang Yuchuan? What about others?"

Xia Hao sniffed: "He's fine, he's fine."

"Then, those people... are they dead?"

Xia Hao shook his head: "No, but he was stabbed a few times and fell into a coma. Brother, it's okay, the Tang family can settle this matter."

I breathed a sigh of relief when I heard Xia Hao say that.

"Little Mo!"

"dad……"

My dad also had a worried look on his face. I looked at his gray sideburns and the soreness in his eyes: "Dad, I'm sorry to make you worry."

My dad stretched out his hand and stroked my hair: "Don't say that, I owe you too much, and you two too much."

Xia Hao said: "Brother, grandpa is here too, but after he heard that you were fine, he clamored to cut that Su, so I sent him back first."

I couldn't help but find it funny when I heard Xia Hao say that. Seeing that I was in a better mood, Xiao Hao said: "When you get old, you will be like a child. Grandpa is a typical representative of protecting the calf. I heard that you were kidnapped." At that time, I have to go out and clean up those people myself, and my father and I finally stopped them."

My dad looked at me and slowly held my hand. He seemed to want to ask something, but he seemed to be very conflicted.

I said, "Dad, what do you want to ask?"

My dad sighed, and suddenly asked, "Xiao Mo, what is your relationship with that child from the Tang family? Are you really just friends?"

Now that things have happened, I feel that if I don't say anything, my dad can also see that there is something wrong between me and Tang Yuchuan.

I took a breath and said with difficulty, "Dad, I've had a good time with him..."

My dad's body froze, but he said: "Well, let's talk about this later, you should have a good rest first."

Liao Shaoze came in from the door, Xia Hao and his father went out, Liao Shaoze looked at me with a frown, and just grabbed my hand: "How do you feel?"

I shook my head: "It's okay."

Liao Shaoze just looked at me like this, without making a sound for a long time, I didn't know what to say, Liao Shaoze was silent for a long time, then raised his head and said: "Silence, you actually still have Tang Yuchuan in your heart, right?"

I bit my lip and didn't speak, Liao Shaoze touched my head: "I knew it, when I saw you at that moment, I knew it. Silence, as I said, you are so easy to understand." Liao Shaoze As he said that, he got up and kicked the bench violently. I was taken aback, and I heard him scratching my head fiercely: "I really don't want to lose to Tang Yuchuan!"

"silence!"

The door of my ward was knocked open suddenly. Looking at Tang Yuchuan who was wearing a hospital gown with gauze tied on his head, I felt that the blood was about to flow backwards.

Tang Yuchuan ran over a few steps and grabbed my hand, his body was shaking so badly that he didn't say a word.Tang Yuchuan was holding my hand tightly and looking at me helplessly. I didn't want to see him like this, so I said, "Why are you running here with bare feet?"

"Xiaomo..."

"Besides, why are you staring at a mourning face, I'm dying!"

Tang Yuchuan shook his head: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't protect you well, I made you become like this."

I gave him a blank look: "What does this have to do with you, what about Xu Cheng? Is he all right?"

Tang Yuchuan shook his head: "Brother Cheng is fine, Xiao Mo, why are you so stupid...how can you..."

I looked at Tang Yuchuan's self-reproach, and silently lowered my head: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have made up my own mind to make you worry."

I suddenly remembered the most important thing, and raised my head suddenly: "You came at just the right time, I didn't get hurt by that man, really!"

Liao Shaoze grabbed Tang Yuchuan suddenly. This was the first time that I saw that thing called hostility filled Liao Shaoze's body, which was much more terrifying than anyone I had ever seen.

I was shocked by such Liao Shaoze, and I heard him say: "Tang Yuchuan, don't think that this is the end. I still know why my elder brother came to Xia's house to arrest me. If you dare to make Mo Mo sad , I promise I won’t let you off like this. If you treat Silence badly, I will snatch Silence away right away, you’d better remember it for me!”

"That, Liao..."

Liao Shaoze just turned around, turned his back to me and waved: "Let's go, silence."

I suddenly felt that Liao Shaoze's character was really incomprehensible, innocent, scheming, gentle and steady?It seems that there are some of each kind, and it seems that none of them can describe him.

Tang Yuchuan just looked at Liao Shaoze's back and kept watching. I don't know what he was looking at, but as long as I think of Tang Yuchuan losing control at that time, I feel very scared.

I gently tugged at the corner of his clothes: "Tang Yuchuan, you... how do you feel about your mood? No... Are you okay?"

Tang Yuchuan's body was shocked, he just grabbed my hand so tightly, and said anxiously: "I thought you were touched by him, and your face was covered with blood, that's why I lost control Xiao Mo, are you afraid of me? Don’t be afraid of me... I’m really not mentally ill! Brother Mo Mo told me, he said he told you about my hallucinations, but I’m fine now, everything is fine Well, really, don't..."

"What the fuck are you talking about!"

I almost jumped up, Tang Yuchuan's appearance made me feel worse than death, how could I think he was crazy, what kind of person did he think of me?

Tang Yuchuan was taken aback by my yelling, and silently lowered his eyes: "I'm just afraid...you said you don't have me anymore in your heart, you don't want me anymore. And you and Liao Shaoze...if you think I'm out of my mind again Avoid me again, I really don't know what to do..."

With a sore nose, I said with difficulty, "Tang Yuchuan, go back to the capital, don't go back to city B again."

Tang Yuchuan didn't answer me, just kept silent.

Mo Mo is right, if I don't make a choice, I will regret it, and it is really possible for Tang Yuchuan to guard the small house of tens of square meters by himself, and Tang Yuchuan looked crazy at that time, I I don't want to see it for the rest of my life.

I looked at Tang Yuchuan's pale face, and slowly reached out and patted the back of his hand. This was the first time after my rebirth that I was willing to take the initiative to touch him, using the identity of silence.

Although he just patted the back of his hand lightly, the tension in his heart was like a huge wave.When I stopped blindly avoiding at this moment, I was surprised to find that... I don't know how to get along with Tang Yuchuan anymore.

The two people who used to be so close now don't know what to say. I feel a little sad, so I can only say softly: "Tang Yuchuan, go back and lie down, I'm fine."

"Xiaomo..."

I simply turned my head: "I, I want to be alone."

Tang Yuchuan went out without saying anything. I lay on the bed and tried hard to think about what to do between Tang Yuchuan and me.When I saw that man pointing at Tang Yuchuan with a weapon, all I knew was that my mind was blank at the time, and I rushed at him without even thinking about it. It was a subconscious, and Tang Yuchuan looked crazy...

Before I met Tang Yuchuan, I never liked anyone.

Only Tang Yuchuan was the one who let me know what liking is, ups and downs, and everything that others will never experience. I hated myself, hated him, and wanted to run away from him, but I couldn't.

When Shen Mo told me about Tang Yuchuan, and told me that he is still living in that small house in City B, I felt extremely uncomfortable.

I thought maybe this is fine, we are quiet and quiet... But God is thinking of ways to torment me, Tang Yuchuan saw me in the most embarrassing state, and I saw him in a mad state.

I'm really depressed, I don't know why other people's feelings are smooth sailing, or make small troubles, but I live and die, die and live again.

Apart from Tang Yuchuan, I don't know who else I can fall in love with. I don't think there is any more... There is no second time for that kind of feeling, and it's like I didn't leave myself a little way out.

If Tang Yuchuan and I parted ways, I might be alone for the rest of my life.And Tang Yuchuan might just guard our former little house...

What's the point? What does it mean to let go?Really letting go doesn't require hard work, does it?

Silence is right, I am timid, I am afraid, I am escaping, I admit it.

But when I was pressed down by a man, I didn't think of others at that moment, but Tang Yuchuan was what I thought of, and Tang Yuchuan's name was called out.

……

Afterwards, Tang Xia and Shen Mo, as well as Tang Qin and Xu Cheng also came to visit me. My wound didn't hurt the vitals, it was just a skin trauma, but it hurt so bad when I moved a little, I couldn't sleep well.I looked at the moonlight outside the window and felt empty and uncomfortable, so I thought about getting up to smoke a cigarette.

Xia Hao just lay on my bedside, and he woke up as soon as I got up.

"Brother...Are you going to the bathroom, shall I help you?"

I waved my hand: "My leg is fine, I just... have insomnia, I want to stand outside, Xia Hao... Do you have a cigarette?"

Tang Xia glanced at me, hesitated to speak, silently handed over the cigarettes and lighter in his pocket, but suddenly asked me: "Brother...do you still have Tang Yuchuan in your heart?"

My hands froze, and I didn't know how to answer Xia Hao's question, but Xia Hao sighed and said: "Brother, in fact, there are some fates that cannot be avoided no matter what, let me see... Tang Yuchuan is brother debts."

I saw how Xia Hao was about to roll his eyes, and couldn't help but smile: "Well, isn't it a sinful debt..."

As I said that, I walked out with a cigarette. In the middle of the night, the hospital corridor was empty, and the footsteps echoed like ghosts and ghosts.I shook my head and went to the rooftop, lighting a cigarette.

After taking a few breaths, I heard a rustling sound. I raised my feet and walked west, but suddenly found Tang Yuchuan sitting on the edge of the roof in a hospital gown, and his feet were already dangling. Outside the tall building.

"Tang Yuchuan!"

What is he going to do, what is he going to...

Without even thinking about it, I rushed over and hugged Tang Yuchuan's waist and pulled him down. Tang Yuchuan let out a muffled grunt and we both fell together.Because of this pounce, there was a piercing pain in my back, and I couldn't help clenching my teeth.

"Xiaomo..."

"Tang Yuchuan!"

I couldn't bear it anymore, and gave Tang Yuchuan a punch with all my strength. Tang Yuchuan who had just stood up was stunned by me on the ground. I rode on him and picked up his hospital gown, wishing I could just bite him to death .If, if I am one step late, will he jump off?Yes or no?

"Tang Yuchuan, what the hell do you want to do! Just die without saying a word?"

Tang Yuchuan just looked at me like this, and asked quietly: "If I die...you should be very relaxed."

I froze suddenly: "You, what are you talking about, ah?"

Tang Yuchuan smiled: "I can't give up on you, but you resist me so much, I'm afraid that if I pester you again, you will hate me. You said that you no longer have me in your heart. Today I will go to the ward to see you, you I don't even want to see me..."

"So, you are going to die?"

Tang Yuchuan hugged me suddenly, very lightly, but buried his whole face in my chest: "Xiao Mo, you are worried about me, aren't you?"

I gritted my teeth: "I just want you to live a good life, why do you just..."

"But I want to be with you. Without you, I can't. Am I a coward? You look down on me, obviously I did something wrong and hurt you, but now I'm still saying this..."

"Tang Yuchuan..."

Tang Yuchuan suddenly stretched out his hands and held my face: "Fool, I won't die, I was just thinking about something just now, I owe you too much, you don't want to give me a chance to redeem my sins, I just I can wait for you in our former home, no matter when you come back, I will wait for you there, waiting for you to go home..."

"you……"

Tang Yuchuan suddenly sneered, and wrapped his arms around me even tighter: "Xiao Mo, you are really cruel. You sold all the furniture. I went to the nearby flea market for a long time and found nothing. Found, some have been dismantled and replaced with others, even if I have more money, I can’t buy it back. Just like you... no matter what I say, you no longer believe me, no matter how I want to compensate you, You don't want me anymore. Xiaomo...you don't want me anymore..."

I couldn't speak a word, and looked desperately at the night sky, but I didn't see a single star.

Tang Yuchuan shook his head and asked me: "Xiao Mo, why did we come to this point, why... Before I met you again, I thought I liked Brother Mo Mo, I would want him to live well, would I hope he and my brother can have a good life. That's why I want to get close to you when I meet you, but slowly... I found that you and brother Mo Mo are two different concepts...True love makes people become I am narrow-minded, so when people like Li Xiao appear, I will get angry, jealous, and not like myself, saying that love is selfless, it is all nonsense! I am not such a great person, I can’t do it When you meet a better person, who is more suitable than me, let go. Because I love you, I am afraid, timid, and hypocritical... I don’t want you to know the existence of Brother Mo Mo, even though I knew it at that time Oh, I don’t really like Brother Mo Mo, but I chose to escape. In the end, how did you meet... I was obviously so careful, but everything was destroyed irreparably. ...why...why..."

"Tang Yuchuan..."

Listening to Tang Yuchuan's trembling and deep voice, I was heartbroken. I used to think that I was the only one who cared about the relationship between us. During the days when I became Xu Cheng, I only saw the bad things. Remembered the bad ones.

I was sad because I cared, and because I cared, I was injured to the point where I didn't want to take revenge, I just wish each other to be safe.

But things have two sides, what I see, what I hear, what I think is not the whole thing, just like my Tang Yuchuan just played me for a fool, but in fact the three people I fell asleep Years, but he is worse than death.

"But...but I can't give you up to others. When I saw the photo of you and Liao Shaoze together, I suddenly hated myself so much. It felt like I wanted to swallow blood, Xiaomo... …I……"

I slowly grabbed Tang Yuchuan's arms and pushed him away. The defeat in Tang Yuchuan's eyes was so obvious.

This is the first time after rebirth, the first time I took the initiative to hold Tang Yuchuan's hand and clasped his fingers tightly.

Tang Yuchuan's body shook violently, and he raised his head in disbelief: "Xiao Mo?"

I looked at him, and finally got up the courage to ask, "Tang Yuchuan, can I trust you again..."

Tang Yuchuan just blindly pressed his forehead against our clasped hands, and then wept unceasingly.

Tang Yuchuan has cried so many times that I can't bear to watch it again, but this time, I want him to become... This is the last time.

I heard Tang Yuchuan say: "Xiao Mo, can I hug you, just for a while."

I slowly opened the other arm, desperately holding back the soreness in my eyes, and nodded to him with a smile.

Tang Yuchuan hugged me carefully, but he didn't dare to use force because of my wound.I felt the warmth from Tang Yuchuan's body, and felt palpitations for no reason.

Should I hate God?Let me meet Tang Yuchuan.

Should I be grateful to God?Let me sink in again.

The road ahead is so long, I don't know what will happen, but I don't want to let go now, because I feel that I am loved and needed.

Tang Yuchuan did a lot of mistakes, but as Shen Mo said, if it was punishment, I would have almost destroyed Tang Yuchuan.

Isn't that enough?