rebirth double

As soon as I left the cafe, Tang Yuchuan's phone calls started to bombard me like he didn't want money.The more I watched, the more upset I became, so I simply ignored him and went home.

As soon as I entered the porch, Tang Yuchuan was already standing there, asking, "Brother Cheng, where have you been, why did you come home so late?"

I didn't know why Tang Yuchuan was so concerned, so I said, "I went shopping, it's a bit late. Is your brother back?"

Tang Yuchuan lowered his head: "Not yet."

I responded and sat on the sofa and turned on the TV. I thought about what happened tonight and thought it would be better not to tell Tang Qin about it.

And Tang Yuchuan has been following me for some reason these days, saying that he wants to play games and eat instant noodles.I watched TV and he sat next to me without saying a word. I glanced at him several times and found that he was also looking at me, and he was looking at me with a very inexplicable look, which made me feel uncomfortable.

It has been more than a month since Tang Yuchuan came back here. In fact, I found that Tang Yuchuan has changed a lot, and even became a little childish. In fact, he turned out to be a very wise person.Although we are the same age, he is not an approachable character, but he is still good to me. Of course, who told me to look like the person on his heart.

It's just that he had a little convulsions in the last half of the year, probably because of the reason for the silence, which has nothing to do with me.But after Tang Yuchuan came back this time, he became a little childish in front of Xu Cheng, and his tone of speech became softer. I thought it might be because of Xu Cheng's wife attributes. Who wouldn't want to act like a baby with such a person? .It's just that I haven't seen Tang Yuchuan acting like a baby, a big man at 187, and I get goosebumps just thinking about it.

Just as I was meditating, the door opened. When I looked up, I found Tang Qin, who was carried back by the driver.I shivered and jumped off the sofa.

"No, this, how much did you drink?"

Tang Yuchuan and I rushed to help Tang Qin, but Tang Qin glanced at me faintly. Those eyes were full of lust, as if he wanted to pin me in place.I instinctively retreated to the back of the sofa, and Tang Yuchuan quickly took the honey water from the nanny's hand.It's just that it doesn't matter if he let go, Tang Qin threw me on the sofa like crazy, and he kissed me hard when I couldn't react.

A smell of alcohol poured into my mouth, Tang Qin, who has always been elegant and steady, tore my clothes like a beast in heat, exposing my chest, he opened his mouth and bit my chest Pink meat ball, I couldn't help moaning, maybe because my body was too eager for the touch of his favorite person, the body catered almost out of my control, which made my heart arouse fear.

My mouth hurts from being bitten, Tang Qin nimbly hooked my tongue and entangled him hungrily, he bit my tongue so painfully that my eyes were starved, he bit my lower lip to his territory Even if I push him desperately, it won't help.

"Well...Tang Qin...Tang Qin, don't be like this..."

Tang Qin didn't listen at all, he pulled down my pants, I shook my body, and heard Tang Qin say: "Xiao Cheng, I want you, I want you..."

Tang Qin's hands eagerly touched my legs, and his lips rolled over my neck.

"Tang Qin, you hurt me... ah..."

I desperately pushed him away, but turned my head to see Tang Yuchuan holding a glass of water with a pale face and froze there.Not to mention Xu Cheng, even if the old me was raped in front of him, I guess he wouldn't be sad.Although I really don't want to ask this scumbag for help, I don't want to be raped by Tang Qin even more. I endured it, and shouted: "Tang Yuchuan, you are so fucking blind!"

Tang Yuchuan didn't know what happened, he threw the cup in his hand to the ground with a "boom", and then he rushed over and pulled his brother up from me with one hand.

I wanted to cry, so I pulled up my pants in embarrassment and ran upstairs, then closed the door.I have never felt so aggrieved before, this feeling of being used as a stand-in is too uncomfortable, just like those years when Tang Yuchuan ruthlessly penetrated me and shouted silence, silence.

Tang Yuchuan doesn't love me, and Tang Qin doesn't love me either. I can only love myself and never be someone else's substitute. If I despise myself, then I will be ashamed.

The fire in my heart had nowhere to go, so I started to smash whatever I saw.As long as this body can hold and throw anything, I will fall to the ground hard.Having fallen enough and tired, I just sat on the ground and panted desperately, trying to vent the sadness in my heart.I haven't cried, even after I found out everything, the more they hurt me, the more I can't cry, I can only cry for the people who love me, the people who love me won't let me cry.I have already been looked down upon by others, I can no longer show those people my cowardly appearance!

"Brother Cheng, brother Cheng!"

The door was knocked, it was Tang Yuchuan's voice.

"Brother Cheng, what's going on? Brother Cheng, are you okay, open the door!"

"Get out! Damn it, get out of here!"

I picked up my chair and slammed it on the door. The loud "bang" made my heart palpitate even more in the middle of the night.

"Brother Cheng! What's wrong with you, open the door!"

What's wrong?What's wrong?

Tang Yuchuan, I-fuck-you-mother!

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I sat facing the floor-to-ceiling windows all night, but my mind was still blank. It wasn't until the sun pierced my eyes that I realized that I was indeed a little impulsive last night.

Xu Cheng has been sleeping for three years, what kind of mood does Tang Qin use to wait day by day?But the lover who finally waited for him didn't remember him, he could only watch but not touch, Tang Qin had been patient all the time, and now he couldn't bear it anymore and wanted to kiss his lover, which is understandable.But it happened that I took Xu Cheng's body, in fact, I was the one who was wrong, right?But how innocent am I?After thinking about it like this, I can only attribute everything to Tang Yuchuan.

"Xiao Cheng, it's me..."

I felt pain in my heart when I heard Tang Qin's hoarse voice, and opened the door slowly.Tang Qin looked at me and then at the smashed-up room and suddenly hugged me.

Tang Qin's body trembled a little.

"Xiao Cheng, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I drank too much yesterday, I will never force you again, don't blame me, okay?"

I felt Tang Qin's hug but suddenly felt cold all over my body. Ever since my mother died, I really wish someone could give me a hug.Later, I thought I finally had Tang Yuchuan, someone who could accompany me for a long, long time.

In fact, when Tang Yuchuan said to me the phrase "I feel like home here", I was already tempted.Although I look heartless and fearless, in fact I am very insecure and a bit cowardly.That's why when I was with Tang Yuchuan, I hugged him like that, desperately trying to get the kind of warmth that only belongs to me.

But in the end everything is fake, if I hadn’t longed for it, I wouldn’t have felt hard to bear, but Tang Yuchuan gave me hope, gave me warmth, gave me everything I once longed for, and everything I never had before, and then he will I pushed into the abyss.

No one can warm me anymore, in fact no one is willing to warm me, not Xu Cheng, not silence, but me.

The boundless coldness rushed towards me, so I hugged myself desperately last night, and then warmed myself.I understand that feeling, so I tried my best to give Tang Qin everything I could, I slowly raised my hand and hugged him, I stood on tiptoe and kissed his forehead.

"I'm sorry, Tang Qin, this is all I can give you now."

Tang Qin's tears fell on my exposed collarbone, and there was still a trace of warmth. He just called Xiao Cheng over and over again, Xiao Cheng.I desperately looked up at that beautiful crystal lamp, and told myself over and over again not to cry, not to cry, no one can make you cry.

In fact, it was not easy for Tang Qin. He pretended to be high-spirited and went to the company meeting even though he was really uncomfortable.I don't know why Tang Yuchuan, who is so good, doesn't help his brother, doesn't join the Tang Corporation.

After Tang Qin left, I nestled on the sofa, pressing the remote control to change channels aimlessly.The sky was so gray that people couldn't breathe, and the wind was blowing the trees outside the window to sway. I tuned to a comedy channel and turned the sound very loud, so that it sounded like there were many, many people, many, many Happy things stay with me.

"Brother Cheng, were you okay yesterday?"

Tang Yuchuan's voice made me tremble uncontrollably. I was used to his tenderness and enjoyed his tenderness. I never dreamed that this kind of tenderness would turn into a nightmare that would make my life worse than death.There is always a lot of helplessness in life, like I want to escape from Tang Yuchuan, but if I really leave Tang Qin will probably search the whole capital city to find Xu Cheng, so before I can figure out a good way, find out Before the things I want to find out, I can only suffer in silence here, like a kind of endless torture.

I thought about it for a long time and felt that in the final analysis, I did not really let go of Tang Yuchuan, but a person who desperately wants to forget is swaying in front of your eyes every day. I think no one can forget.From Tang Qin's point of view, I slept for three years, but from my point of view, I only parted with Tang Yuchuan for half a year.

There are only two roads in front of me, the first one, I hide far away, so that I can never see Tang Yuchuan again.The second is that I can practice a peerless magic skill that can be regarded as invisible even when I see Tang Yuchuan.

Obviously, the first road was blocked by Tang Qin, so I can only take the second road.

I rubbed my temples hard, then patted the sofa next to me to signal Tang Yuchuan to sit beside me.Tang Yuchuan also sat beside me without saying a word, and I smelled a familiar smell, which only belonged to Tang Yuchuan.

I mustered up a lot of strength before I opened my mouth and said: "Is there such a saying in psychology that if a person hates a person, there are only two ways, one is to detour, and the other is to stare until there is no more?" Feeling, right?"

Tang Yuchuan was taken aback for a moment, and nodded in agreement.

I twitched the corners of my mouth, and Tang Yuchuan would of course agree, because this is what he told me back then.The reason is that I was very afraid of one thing at that time, that is, the appearance of many, many maggots wriggling together.But that girl Tang Yuchuan wanted to take me fishing, and out of conscience let me hang insect bait.I was forced by him to look at the pot of wriggling worms, not to mention how uncomfortable it was.But I have to say that this trick is not bad. I stared desperately for a few days, and finally I really didn't feel hairy.

And now, Tang Yuchuan is that pot of worms.

I said, "Tang Yuchuan, can you stop asking why, and just sit still and let me watch until I get tired of watching it?"

Tang Yuchuan frowned and said, "If I want to ask why?"