rebirth double

The sun shines on Tang Yuchuan's body through the window, just like the morning in the dream, but there is an extra voice in my ear, it is the sound of the broken dream, it is unbearable to hear.

Tang Yuchuan fell asleep lying on my bed. I looked around and thought I should be in a hospital ward.

My head was a little dizzy, and I carefully recalled what happened just now. I looked at Tang Yuchuan's quiet side face, and my heart felt sour one after another.

Even if you shout the word silence over and over again, what does it mean?Even if I hug him desperately, trying to leave marks on his back with my fingertips, even if my body is branded countless marks by him... what does that mean?He never loved me, he loved silence, but that silence was not me.

I originally thought that he would still have a little bit of me in his heart, but Fan Chengjun's words completely woke me up, and made me fully realize what I was in those three years.

Oh, so I don't count anything.

I should have understood a long time ago, why should I take chances to deceive myself and others?

Fuck!

"Hmm... brother Cheng, are you awake?"

Tang Yuchuan sat up slowly and looked at me, and I nodded.

Tang Yuchuan asked: "What's the matter with you, brother Cheng, brother Mo Mo and I were scared to death by you like that."

I twitched the corner of my mouth: "It's just dizzy and uncomfortable, I can't breathe, maybe I have low blood sugar."

I didn't know how to explain it, so I had to talk nonsense. Tang Yuchuan frowned and looked at me in doubt. He seemed to want to say something, but he didn't say anything in the end.

I thought for a while and said, "Tang Yuchuan, don't tell Tang Qin about this, I don't want him to worry about it."

Tang Yuchuan looked at me and nodded in agreement.Silence came in from the outside and Tang Xia, Tang Xia also looked worried when she heard that I fainted.

I looked at Tang Xia and smiled: "Brother Tang Xia, don't show such an expression, I'm just a little dizzy, maybe it's hypoglycemia, or I'm a little anemic, it's okay."

Tang Xia sighed: "How come you fainted after a good time."

I scratched my head in embarrassment: "Don't tell Tang Qin about this. The company has been very busy recently. I will take good care of my body in the future. Don't worry about me, I'm fine."

I felt that I was just dizzy from anger, and I couldn't die without a blood vessel bursting.

It turned out that I was only fainted for half an hour, but dreaming about those made me feel like a lifetime away.When I got back to Tang's house, it was already time for lunch. I was lying on the bed with my eyes closed, when I heard my phone vibrate. I opened it, and it was a text message from my grandson.

"Brother, how are you going to spend your birthday tomorrow?"

I stared at my grandson's text message in astonishment, and was stunned for a while.I just remembered that tomorrow is indeed my birthday, but I really don't know how to spend my birthday staring at other people's heads.Before I could reply anything, my grandson sent another one.

"Li Xiao said he arranged to meet you at the quiet bar last time at nine o'clock tomorrow morning."

I think it's okay for me to relax when I'm depressed, so I agreed after thinking about it.

I got up at six o'clock the next day, but when I woke up, Tang Yuchuan had already changed his clothes and was about to go out for a walk with his meal ticket in one hand.

It's just that after seeing me, my precious son's meal ticket threw himself on me and refused to go out.I saw that there was nothing I could do, so I changed clothes and went out with Tang Yuchuan to play with it for a while.

In mid-October, I was sweating all over after playing Frisbee with the meal ticket in the early morning. After I came back, I ate some breakfast. Tang Qin gently rubbed my hair as usual and went out. To be honest, I don't know why Tang Qin always likes to touch Xu Cheng. Aren't they both the same age?

After breakfast, I went upstairs to take a shower, changed into a white T-shirt, a sweater cardigan and a pair of slim black pants, and was ready to go out.I have to say, after half a year of fitness activities, Xu Cheng's body has become much stronger. The fainting yesterday was really purely accidental.

I went downstairs and walked to the entrance, Tang Yuchuan couldn't help standing up when he saw that I was going out.

"Brother Cheng, are you going out?"

I nodded, and said nonsense, "Well, it's thanks to a policeman who helped me when that happened last time. He's a nice guy, so I'm going to treat him to a meal."

Tang Yuchuan rushed over and grabbed my wrist: "Last time? What happened to you?"

I reacted abruptly, wishing I could slap myself twice for a moment.I was hit by a car, and I only told Tang Qin about what happened to me in the hot spring area.

Tang Yuchuan... I guess he now thinks that Su Rong was arrested because he was caught by Tang Qin for harming his elder brother.

I said bald for a while, and it was impossible to take it back, so I had to shake my head impatiently.

"Tang Yuchuan, in fact, it's not just your brother Tang Xia who had an accident, but also your sister-in-law who found someone to kill me. I think you also know that the child your sister-in-law conceived before is not your brother's. I guess I was bumped when I found out about this. Yes. Some time ago, after we went to see Brother Tang Xia, I was almost hit by a group of people driving, but I happened to meet a passing policeman at that time, and I took my life. I didn’t know these things at the time, but I found out later Yes. The little policeman was my savior, and he was a nice person, so I wanted to thank him."

I wanted to get rid of Tang Yuchuan's restraint, but Tang Yuchuan pulled it suddenly, and I leaned against the wall behind me.

Tang Yuchuan's tone became sharp.

"You didn't even tell me?"

I was speechless, so I had to say: "I belong to your brother, if you want to tell, you can only tell your brother. You are younger than me, what should I tell you?"

Tang Yuchuan's face was a bit ugly, he opened and closed his mouth for a long time, then suddenly let go of my hand, and said quietly: "We, we are a family, and I am not a child of how old. My brother is often not at home. If you have anything to do in the future, you can tell me as soon as possible, it's better than my brother being in a hurry."

After thinking about it, I felt that what Tang Yuchuan said made sense, so I nodded: "It will be done."

Tang Yuchuan sighed, and said, "Brother Mo Mo and I originally wanted to take you out for shopping, but since you have something to do, Brother Xiaocheng, then forget it."

I subconsciously looked in the general direction of Tang Xia's room on the second floor, and asked in confusion, "Where are you two old men shopping?"

"Tomorrow is my birthday."

Shen Mo suddenly said something from behind, I was a little stunned, I didn't expect Shen Mo to be so close to my birthday.

Silently said: "Speaking of which, since Tang Xia's accident, I haven't celebrated my birthday. The last time I celebrated my birthday was Xiao Chuan's junior year. I went to see the sports meeting that Xiao Chuan participated in that year and stayed in city b , because I wanted to help a professor with some matters. Originally, Xiao Chuan said that he would celebrate my birthday with me, and even bought a cake to come to me. But at that time, Tang Xia also came, and we had a big fight because of some things. The place was in a mess, and Xiao Chuan was dumbfounded when he was carrying the cake. In the end... it wasn’t actually a birthday, and the cake was not even opened. So Tang Xia woke up miraculously this time, and it happened to be my birthday again. I just want to book a third-floor room to celebrate. I wanted to ask you to go with me, but if you have something to do, Xiao Cheng, we won't call you.

I suddenly felt dizzy, and shook my hands hastily: "All right, then you go shopping, I'll go first."

I wandered out of the Tang family, wandering on the asphalt road as if my soul had been taken out of me, like a walking dead.

I think I must have been a little melancholy these few days, otherwise, why would God think of a way to make me laugh and cry, life would be better than death.

Tang Yuchuan and I met when we were about to go on summer vacation in the first half of our junior year. He stayed at my house for two months because of my broken arm bone.At the end of the summer vacation and the beginning of autumn, Tang Yuchuan and I got into an embarrassing fight because I took a photo of him and he yelled at me aggressively for me to delete this trivial matter. For months, I felt at the time that Tang Yuchuan didn't come to admit his mistakes first, and of course I couldn't be a grandson first.

Then something happened that made us reconcile, and that was the night we made our relationship official and had sex for the first time.That is to say, Tang Yuchuan and I started dating officially when we started our sophomore year, and he never moved out of my house after that.

But at that time my birthday had already passed, and my grandson only sent me text messages when he returned to the military academy, so his birthday was not celebrated in his sophomore year.

During the autumn sports meeting in September of my junior year, Tang Yuchuan and I had been dating for a year.Li Xiao came to see me at that time, and because I still got into a fight with Tang Yuchuan, I separated from Tang Yuchuan for a while and then reconciled.

My birthday is October [-]th, and Li Xiao had already returned to Shenzhen by then.I still remember that on my birthday that year, Li Xiao mailed me a cute little thing, yes, it was my son’s meal ticket later, and it was written on the attached note.

"If he bullies you, tell our son to bite him to death!"

Of course, I won't tell Tang Yuchuan, the jealous madman, unless I'm hungry-fuck, and Xiao Chrysanthemum will tell him if she doesn't want to get better.I like dogs very much, so when Tang Yuchuan asked me where the dogs came from, I lied and said that they were born by a classmate's big dog.

That day I wanted to tell Tang Yuchuan about my birthday tomorrow, but Tang Yuchuan suddenly said that he would go back to his hometown that day because he had something to do at home.As soon as I heard him say something was going on at home, I couldn't say anything, so I told him about my birthday tomorrow.Tang Yuchuan seemed surprised. Seeing him like this, I said that family matters were important, and Tang Yuchuan didn't say anything else.

My birthday was on Wednesday and I had to go to class, so I bought myself a small cake at night, and put a candle in it, which means I have passed 21 years old. When Tang Yuchuan came back, it was after eleven o'clock in the evening on NO.18.

When I was in a drowsy sleep, I felt something suddenly press on me, and I was woken up by Tang Yuchuan.

Tang Yuchuan didn't know what was going on that day. After waking me up from a dream, he pressed me to do it once. After doing it once, he went to the outer room naked. When he came in, he held a A big cake with a symbolic candle on it.

I saw it said, silence, happy birthday.

I was very excited at the time, and I hugged him when I went up, and finally the cream covered both of us, he lay on me and licked it clean, and we did it again, and then we went to the bathtub to take a bath together, just Did it again in the bathtub.

That night made me very tired, and when Tang Yuchuan penetrated me in the bathtub, he said to me: "Silence, I like you."

That was the first time Tang Yuchuan said he liked me, and he had never said it before.

Even if I asked him about the sports meeting, he didn’t say anything about it on the night of the reconciliation, but he said it that day, and he said at the time: “Silence, I like you. If you like to listen, I will talk about it later. , just to tell you."

At that time, I was in a state of confusion, thinking that it was Tang Yuchuan who suddenly opened the second channel of Ren and Du, and my whole body was numb, and when it was pressing me, it was gentler than usual.It was also that night, he made it for me with his mouth for the first time, and he swallowed my penis directly in a perverted way. That day, I even had the illusion that my whole body would be licked by him until it turned into water under him. .

So much so that the next day I had a sore back and a sore back, so I asked for leave and didn't go to class.

When I think about eating the cake that Tang Yuchuan wanted to give to Brother Mo Mo, and smiling like a silly flower, I wish I could hit my head to death. It was for his silent brother.

The depression in my heart had nowhere to vent, and I kicked a certain electric pole more than a dozen times crazily.