rebirth double

There was darkness all over me, and I groped forward, as if being sucked into a white vortex.At the end of that place, I seemed to see myself standing there and waving at me, but my smile was so bright that I couldn't remember for a moment that I had smiled so presumptuously.

I looked at my face, but it felt more and more strange.

"Here we come, don't rush!"

A figure suddenly walked past me, and then quickly walked towards the smiling me, I will never forget that figure from the back, that profile, that is Tang Yuchuan, the man I once loved deeply.

Not far away, I saw Tang Yuchuan stretching out his hand without showing any traces, then put his arms around my waist, and asked me in a low voice: "What shall we eat out today?"

I tilted my head and looked at him with a smile, as if the whole world was in my eyes.

"Well... this is a problem, I have to think about it."

They walked forward while talking, and I looked at me and Tang Yuchuan who were not far away talking normally, and I suddenly couldn't remember which day it was, that moment, that moment.

I shook my head, and when I opened my eyes again, the scene changed.

I saw a silver car, it was Tang Yuchuan's car, it was impossible for me not to recognize it.I walked over slowly, but saw two people desperately embracing each other deeply in a small space, one was Tang Yuchuan and the other was me.

"Silence, silence... I like you, I like you..."

I looked at my picture of myself who was in a state of confusion and fascination because of Tang Yuchuan's vigorous conquest and Wangqing's confession, and I was almost paralyzed in an instant. The closed car door didn't budge.

Don't believe him, don't believe him, it's all fake, it's all fake!

I pulled desperately and yelled until my hands were bright red.How much I want to hold myself in the car hard, slap myself hard, and wake myself up hard.But I can only watch the ignorant me sitting there being fucked by Tang Yuchuan fiercely. I listen to my ecstasy moaning, wishing I could disappear from this world.

I could only kneel helplessly on the ground and cover my ears tightly. I started to beat the ground and shook my head.But the sky is like a cracked mirror, falling from a high place one by one, no matter how I escape, how I cover my eyes, but every side of the falling crystal is Tang Yuchuan, and I used to be.

When all the sweetness that was once turned into the most painful torture...

In love, the most unbearable thing is shame, and that is everything Tang Yuchuan bestowed on me in the end.

Memories sharpened their edges and corners, piercing into my brain like cold awls one after another. I was in pain, I yelled, I was desperate, but I had to accept that I had nowhere to escape.

When all the chaos slowly gathered and then disappeared as a black spot, I seemed to see a glimmer of light.

"elder brother!"

elder brother?

My head seemed to be exploding, and my blurred vision gradually became clear. At the end, what I caught was Xiaohao's anxious and even twisted face, which was covered with tears, and there was a heavy drop. It landed on my face, slowly slid down and sank into my neck, from warm to cold.

"You finally woke up, you finally... finally... brother, brother!"

I wanted to open my mouth to comfort him not to cry, but my throat felt like it was going to burn, this wasn't the first time I felt this way.

"Little Mo!"

A deep voice exploded in my ears, as if trembling with vicissitudes.Those are the tough facial features of a middle-aged man, that is, my father.

"dad."

I opened and closed my mouth, but couldn’t utter a single word. I was surrounded by antique decorations of all sizes and the sound of “didi” from cold instruments. I remembered the first day I saw my own body. At that moment, I became extremely sober at this moment. This is the Xia family, and this is the room where my mother and I used to live.

I'm back?Am I back in my own body?

My head hurts, but I still force myself to think about the past desperately.Then I thought of Tang Qin, and Xu Cheng, those were not my dreams, they were all real, and now, I am back.

I looked at Xiaohao and my father who were crying so badly, and suddenly I couldn't laugh or cry.

Life is really his mother's fucking!

I suddenly felt that God is quite fair. During the more than a year when I lived in Xucheng, I knew a lot of things that I didn't know before... things like broken bones, things about the sports meeting, and the first time we lived together I saw everything clearly about my birthday.

I think God arranged this way because I was so aggrieved that he let the man named Fan Chengjun tell me something, no matter it was four years ago or now, it was he who told me about Tang Yuchuan and Silence, And things I should have known earlier.

I am not decadent, I am not sad, I have never been so relieved like this moment, I want to live, live hard, live for myself.

……

After I woke up, the Xia family invited doctors to take turns for me. Almost all the doctors said it was a miracle. Xiaohao and my father were very excited, and I was also very excited.

Or it can be said that I have experience for the first time. After passing through Xu Cheng's body, my subsequent rehabilitation is much easier. First, I have experience, and second, my original physical fitness is simply inferior to The weak Xu Cheng is much better.

The first thing to recover was the voice, and the limbs that could move a little. I told my grandson and Li Xiao the good news. They couldn't believe it, and almost broke down in tears on the phone.Afterwards, they would come to Xia's house to see me from time to time. I especially told them not to let the Tang family know about this matter. I don't want to have any more involvement with the Tang family.

I asked my grandson to inquire about Xu Cheng, after all, I remembered that I was hit by a car.The grandson said that there was nothing serious about Xu Cheng, but that the skin was scratched on his leg. The grandson also said that Xu Cheng had completely become Xu Cheng, and thanks to me, he didn't have to go through painful rehabilitation. I have a deep affection with Tang Qin.

After hearing this, I breathed a sigh of relief, and felt that those who owed Tang Qin had finally made up for it.

Now I can finally be myself, I am not dead, I am still alive.

The old man of the Xia family also came to see me. Although his words were still a bit lukewarm, I could feel that he was actually very excited. It's just that he has been a soldier all his life, and his stubborn temper cannot be changed. up.

In fact, he has admitted that I am the eldest grandson of the Xia family since he was a child, but he just doesn't accept my mother.As Xu Cheng, I woke up in March last year, and after more than half a year of rehabilitation, Tang Yuchuan came back in early August, and I have been living in the Tang family since then, and the real me woke up at the beginning of November this year Yes, by the time I fully recover, it will already be April of the next year.

Speaking of which, I met Xu Cheng a few days ago. It was when I went to the supermarket. Fortunately, Tang Qin didn't see me, otherwise he would be surprised if he saw a face similar to Shen Mo's.

Xu Cheng is indeed a little wife. He told Tang Qin gently what they were going to buy in the supermarket this time. Tang Qin was also like a good man at home, pushing the shopping cart in the supermarket, not at all like usual. Boss looks like.The two of them kept chatting and choosing things. When I saw Tang Qin smiling from the bottom of his heart, and when he said "Xiao Cheng", I was really happy for them from the bottom of my heart.

When I went back, I went to the barbershop. People always told me to start from scratch, so I happily dyed my hair brown, cut the bangs that covered my eyes, and fixed the shape.

Or to say that changing the hairstyle is equivalent to changing the person. I think I am so handsome, but I saw a pink suture scar left on the top of the right head close to the hairline.I shook my head, and decided not to think about the origin of this scar, after all, I learned a lot from it.

"Handsome guy, are you satisfied with the hairstyle we gave you?"

I smiled: "Well, I'm quite satisfied."

I looked in the mirror and was about to pay the bill, but the stylist who put on some light makeup quickly said: "Ah, you don't need to pay, Mr. Xia said that it will be charged to his account."

Mr. Xia?

It suddenly occurred to me that I mentioned it to Xia Hao unintentionally yesterday. I said that my hair was too long and I could hardly see the way. Then Xia Hao recommended me to this store, or I said these people, including the store. Why are you so polite.

I put away my wallet: "Well, let's do it."

A young student opened the door for me. I changed my hairstyle and I was in a good mood. I turned around and approached the mall and changed myself from top to bottom. The little girl selling clothes strongly recommended me to buy this tender green shirt, which is similar to this A pair of light gray slacks.As soon as I came out of the fitting room, a few girls beside me hurriedly asked for the same style for their boyfriends to try on.

I looked at myself in the mirror and felt that I was still a 26-year-old young man. Maybe it was because I slept for a long time. Those days became a dream.

Just when I was about to go home, my cell phone rang, and it was Xia Hao calling.

"Hey?"

"Brother, it's me, where are you?"

I looked around: "I'm shopping, are you off work?"

Xia Hao smiled: "Well, brother, let's not eat at home tonight. I just want to introduce some friends to you. It's time for you to relax. Where are you now? I'll pick you up."

I thought about it, and it was not interesting to go home to eat, so I agreed.Xia Hao's company is quite close to here, I only waited for more than ten minutes for him to come.After I was determined to be dead, the driver's license I obtained would be invalidated, otherwise I would still be able to drive Xia Hao's luxury car for two hours.

However, the efficiency of the Xia family is quite fast. The ID card and other things were done right after I woke up. My grandson also gave me the old house in city B that he bought. The money was given to him, but he insisted on not taking it.

He said that when he bought that house, he and Li Xiao were halfway through, and it was considered buddies.Now that I'm still alive, they say they want to treat these as my gift of rebirth.As soon as I thought that they were not short of this little money, I accepted it, otherwise they would think that I didn't treat them as brothers.

I thought about how since I woke up, I hadn't gotten together with Li Xiao's grandson, and I thought that today happened to be Saturday, so I asked them to have a drink together.

Li's family is engaged in catering and entertainment, Brother Shao Ying is mainly in charge of the Shenzhen side, the capital side is managed by Li Xiao in the past few years, we didn't want to be far away, so we simply went to a bar in the west, ready to have a drink return.