rebirth double

"What do you think?"

Xiao Qi bumped me suddenly with his shoulder, and I suddenly came back to my senses.Xiao Qi looked at me and patted my shoulder and said: "Silence, I think you should find a girlfriend and live a good life in the future. I always feel that you are not in that circle."

I looked at Xiao Qi in a daze, I thought Xiao Qi didn't know about these things between me and Tang Yuchuan.

Xiao Qi smiled and said: "Although I saw you and Tang Yuchuan very few times, you were too obvious at the beginning. Of course I can see what kind of society it is now. Later, I asked my grandson, and my grandson also said Some. But silence, do you really consider yourself gay?"

"I……"

In fact, I know very well that I only liked Tang Yuchuan before, and I can't change it for anyone else, so strictly speaking, I still have a certain distance from homosexuality, but now my mind is in a mess, and Tang Yuchuan is not sure what to do in the future It's not a problem for me to hide and hide all day, it's really not the time to think about having a girlfriend.

"Qi Yuan!"

A girl's voice suddenly came from a distance, and I looked up to see a woman in a white dress with two dimples when she laughed.

Xiao Qi stood up: "Hey, didn't I tell you to call me and I'll pick you up outside?"

The girl smiled slightly: "What does that matter?"

Xiao Qi took the girl's hand: "Silence, this is my girlfriend, Chen Xiao. Chen Xiao, this is the good buddy I mentioned to you, Silence."

I swear, this is the first woman in my group of gay friends.I was a little excited, and quickly stood up: "Well, Chen Xiao, right? I'm silent, that...you sit, sit."

Xiao Qi chuckled: "Shen Mo, I said you are talking about the contract? Don't be so polite. Chen Xiao, Mo Mo is a few months older than me, you can call him Brother Mo Mo from now on."

I smiled slightly: "Then should I call you brother and sister?"

Xiao Qi nodded: "Success."

In order to show my sincerity, I picked up the fruit platter that was just on the table and put it in Chen Xiao's hand: "Girls, don't drink alcohol, and eat more fruits. Since you call me Brother Silence, this time it's fine." Mine. My brother is very nice, but sometimes he has a bad temper. If he bullies you in the future, you can tell brother Mo Mo that he will beat him all over the place."

Chen Xiao was amused by me, and nodded quickly: "Well, thank you Brother Mo Mo."

"Ah, silence, where are you from?"

I giggled and said, "Of course it's on the younger sibling's side, you have to stand aside."

Xiao Qi gave me a blank look, hugged Chen Xiao and said, "Baby, do you think Mo Mo is handsome, or I am handsome?"

Chen Xiao asked for a piece of watermelon and said, "Do you want to hear the truth, or a lie?"

Xiao Qi spread his hands together: "Yes, I know, but then again, see if there is any suitable girl around you to introduce to your Brother Mo Mo, this is not too small, right, Mo Mo?"

"what?"

This topic turned a little fast, and my brain couldn't keep up.I saw Chen Xiao ponder for a while, and then said: "Well, there is really one, my colleague named Zhao Meng, who works in the media, and we have been together for a year. Hey? How about I call her out, she is also A night owl, and it's only eleven o'clock, she must be in high spirits."

"what?"

My eyes widened suddenly, and before I could stop Chen Xiao, she called the girl.

I reckoned that Xiao Qi had seen my mouth as big as an egg, and he smiled and said, "Silence, what kind of expression do you have, just treat it as a friend."

"But……"

"But what? But, stop talking nonsense!"

Now I can't refuse, so I just nodded and said: "The bar is too noisy, why don't we go have some supper and call him out?"

Xiao Qi drank the last sip of wine: "Well, good idea, let's go, two games and two games."

After leaving the bar, those who had families and courtyards went home to find their wives. Chen Xiao said that Zhao Meng liked to eat hot pot just like her, and besides, they didn’t know what to eat at night, so we I went to a hot pot restaurant that Chen Xiao often went to. The hot pot restaurant was doing well. We waited in line for a while before we got a seat.

"Zhao Meng, this way!"

I turned my head quickly, and the girl in front of me was pretty, with big eyes and a high nose, and a height of 168.In fact, this is not a blind date in that sense, that is, meeting a friend.

Chen Xiao pulled Zhao Meng to sit beside her, and I sat with Xiao Qi.

Chen Xiao introduced: "Zhao Meng, this is Qi Yuan's buddy, Brother Mo Mo. Brother Mo Mo, this is Zhao Meng."

I smiled: "Hello Zhao Meng, my name is Mo Mo, Humorous Mo."

As I spoke, I unpacked the disposable tableware and placed it in front of Zhao Meng. Zhao Meng nodded quickly: "Ah, thank you."

I have never encountered such a situation, and I was a little embarrassed. I hurriedly said, "Well, is the juice ready?"

Zhao Meng nodded, and I stretched out my hand and poured it on her. Chen Xiao touched Zhao Meng: "How is it, brother Mo Mo is handsome? You are still so gentle."

I really didn't know how to talk to girls, so I quickly waved my hands: "It's nothing, of course girls should be treated gently. Well, you two, look at what to eat."

I handed over the menu, and after Zhao Meng and Chen Xiao ordered, we started chatting about each other.Zhao Meng said that her hometown is in Wuhan, and there is a younger brother in the family. Because she studied in city B, she stayed here.

Zhao Meng seems to be a gentle and lively character. I thought it would be awkward, but fortunately, we have a lot of common topics. I am very glad that after sleeping for three or four years, I have not derailed too much from the world. .

After leaving the hot pot restaurant, Xiao Qi said with a bright face: "Silent, Zhao Meng's home is also on the west side, and the road is not far away. I think you should stop taking a taxi and digest it after dinner. Silent, you must I want to send it to the door. Chen Xiao and I will leave first."

After talking, Xiao Qi ran away without a trace with his arms around Chen Xiao, leaving me and Zhao Meng messing around in the street.

I looked at the high heels on Zhao Meng's feet and quickly asked, "Are you tired? Shall we take a taxi or go for a walk?"

Zhao Meng whispered, "Anything is fine."

I looked at the road and said, "It's not easy to take a taxi in this place, or we'll go for a walk. If you're tired, we'll take a taxi again. Do you think so?"

"okay."

The two of us walked all the way, Zhao Meng asked me: "Where is your hometown?"

I said: "Well, I'm from Beijing, but I grew up in City B and went to university here. But my mother is from City B, so there is an old house in City B, only sixty to seventy square meters .”

"Then do you live in city b now?"

I shook my head: "Now I live in Beijing with my dad. My mom passed away when I was very young. Tomorrow is my mom's memorial day, so I'll come back and have a look."

"That's it."

I looked up at Zhao Meng, and pointed to the old community not far ahead: "Well, my home is in the community in front."

Zhao Meng smiled: "It's not far from the apartment I rented, and it's only two bus stops away."

"Really? That's really a coincidence."

Just as we were chatting, suddenly a bolt of lightning hung in the sky, followed by thunder and heavy raindrops, the rain fell straight down.

I saw that the small shops around were basically closed, and there was no place to hide from the rain on the main road, so I quickly took off my shirt and put it on Zhao Meng's body, and took her bag in my hand inside.

"It's raining too much, why don't you go to my house first, and I'll take you back when the rain stops!"

Zhao Meng raised his head: "What did you say?"

I wiped my face: "I said, go to my house to shelter from the rain first!"

Seeing Zhao Meng nodded, I protected her and walked forward. I heard "Ouch" as I was walking, and I quickly supported her. I looked at her almost sprained foot, and Those few centimeters of heels sighed and squatted in front of her: "Come up!"

Zhao Meng seemed a little hesitant. I was only wearing a white vest and felt a little chilly all over, so I turned around and said, "It's okay, come up quickly."

The rain was so heavy that Zhao Meng looked at me and lay down on my back.This was the first time in my life that I was alone with a girl, sent the girl home alone, and carried a girl on my back. Who knew that God would treat me like this.

Zhao Meng is not heavy, so I put her body on my back and said: "Zhao Meng, you are ready to lie down, I am ready for the [-]-meter sprint."

I felt Zhao Meng's hand holding me tightly, and I didn't care about the three sevens and 21s and ran to the community. If I drenched the girl, I would be guilty.

I ran all the way to the door of the house, and then let Zhao Meng down, but we still became two drowned rats.I took out my mobile phone and began to illuminate it to open the door. Zhao Meng said, "I'm heavy, right?"

I waved my hand: "It's nothing, I think you should eat more, it's not good for a girl to be too thin."

I inserted the key into the lock, and gently opened the door. I never thought that the present scene would be like this when I returned to this house after four years. I thought... no girls would enter this door , I thought that it was impossible for me to come back.

But who knows what is going on in this world?

I thought it would be a wave of moisture, but to my surprise, instead of the smell of moisture in the room, there was a smell of air freshener, and I was familiar with this smell, it was Tang Yuchuan's most The brand I often buy has an inexplicable floral fragrance.

I turned on the light in the living room, habitually put the keys on the shoe cabinet, and habitually took off my shoes and put them in the shoe cabinet, but when I lowered my head, I saw that there was still a key in the shoe cabinet when I was in college. The running shoes I bought together with Tang Yuchuan are the same color and style, except that Tang Yuchuan's feet are one size bigger than mine.

My movements froze a bit, as if everything had returned to the beginning, and I just got off work one step ahead of Tang Yuchuan, what is this?Their very existence is pointless.

There is no dust on the surface of the shoe cabinet. It looks like someone often comes to clean it. The tablecloth and vase on the dining table were also selected by Tang Yuchuan and I.I just want to throw away all these things related to Tang Yuchuan right now, so I don't see anything.

"Silence, your house smells so good..."

Zhao Meng's words brought me back to reality, and I quickly took out my pair of slippers from the shoe cabinet: "Zhao Meng, there are no women's slippers at home, so you can wear mine, my feet don't smell bad."

Zhao Meng was amused by me, so she took off her pair of high heels without saying anything. I looked at Zhao Meng's dripping hair and skirt, and hurriedly said: "You can't do this, I'll get you some Wipe it off with a dry towel."

I pushed open the door of the bedroom. I remember that the unused sheets and bath towels were all placed on the far right of the bedroom wardrobe. I opened the wardrobe and found a few unused bath towels. There are two sets of bathrobes.Looking at the black bathrobe, I felt a sudden pain in my heart like a needle prick.

The black one belongs to Tang Yuchuan, and the white one belongs to me. It seems that that sweet dream has come back again, as if I have always been loved by Tang Yuchuan. The illusion is too real, so it is too easy to confuse people. Speaking of Tang Yuchuan’s The acting skills are also superb, and for three whole years I was not another silent existence at all.

Oh, it's hard for him, after all, I'm far from Mo Mo's character.

I handed the bath towel to Zhao Meng: "Zhao Meng, wipe it off first, I'll see if the bathroom is still usable."

I pushed open the bathroom door, and a black bathrobe was still hanging there. I subconsciously wanted to turn on the faucet to see if there was still hot water, but when I looked up, I found the couple cup on the sink. , a small blue elephant, and a small white elephant.

The noses of the cartoon baby elephants are all curved. If they are placed face to face, their long noses will form a heart-shaped pattern.

When I went to the supermarket with Tang Yuchuan, I chose it myself, and he laughed at me for being naive.The toothbrush is also matched, there is half used toothpaste, towels put together, and a small piece of clean paper towel is exposed next to the toilet.Nothing has changed, but everything has changed again, and nothing has changed.

The house seemed to be full of Tang Yuchuan's figure. I remembered the week before my accident. At that time, I didn't dare to go home, so I could only go to Xiao Qi's house to escape, and I didn't dare to touch those things when I got home.In the end, I went to Hainan as if I was running away. I wanted to sort out my mood and go home to clean up these things, but who knows, I never came back.

I went into the compartment and turned on the shower head, and found that the hot water can be supplied normally.There are still bath flowers on the shelf at hand, as well as those shampoos that Tang Yuchuan and I have been using.

I looked at the bathtub outside the door, looked at the washing machine, and I suddenly remembered the way we used to make love in every corner here.They are both young and full of vigor, and they react after touching each other a few times.When we were doing that, we were very in tune, and at that time it seemed that there was an endless love, longing for each other.

The water flowed slowly into the sink. On the white wall, I remembered the way Tang Yuchuan pressed me against the wall and pierced me fiercely.

I suddenly squatted on the ground and blocked my ears, but beside my ears were the forgetful "Tang Yuchuan" I yelled, and the "Silence" that Tang Yuchuan yelled when he was in a daze.

They intertwined and roared, as if they were going to tear my body in two and push me into a bottomless abyss.

Damn!

With a "bang", I hit the wall with a punch. I don't think I can stay here anymore. It's too dirty and can't be cleaned. It's better to sell it, all of it.

I wiped my face and quickly walked out of the bathroom.