rebirth double

Just today, this morning.

After hearing the doorbell ring, Tang Yuchuan went to open the door.But it was the man who sent Silence back last night who knocked on the door.The moment Tang Yuchuan met his eyes, Tang Yuchuan knew that this man was gay and coveted silence, because the surprise and fierceness in the man's eyes were too obvious.

"Silence told me about you, you share the rent, I know."

The man said this provocatively and walked towards the bedroom. Tang Yuchuan wanted to stop him, but there was no reason.

It seems that silence did not tell the man his relationship with himself.

When the man entered the door, he slapped Shen Mo's ass under the quilt with a slap, and then lifted the quilt of Mo Mo, while Mo Mo was not wearing anything at this time.

At that moment, Tang Yuchuan's fist was so tight that I wished I could just gouge out the man's eyes.The man also looked embarrassed, saying that he bought breakfast for Shen Mo to eat, and urged him to hurry up, saying that he wanted to go to the movies together.

Tang Yuchuan never felt that one day he would become an eyesore around a stand-in.Tang Yuchuan walked out angrily, Shen Shen asked him to eat together, Tang Yuchuan sat beside Shen Mo without hesitation.Hearing that the man wanted to go to the movies with Shen Mo, he almost said without thinking: "Shen Mo and I have something to do in the afternoon, so I can't go to the movies with you, right, Shen Mo?"

Mo Mo knew that he was wrong, and replied that it was so, and the man left after talking nonsense again.But no matter how Tang Yuchuan looked at it, he felt that the breakfast in front of him was an eyesore, and he didn't eat anything last night, so he stuffed it all into his stomach as if venting, and asked suddenly: "What kind of friend are you? Ferrari?"

Silence froze: "How do you know?"

Tang Yuchuan narrowed his long and narrow eyes, and sneered, "I'm not blind, can't I see the car keys?"

Shen Mo scratched his head angrily: "Ah, he's driving a Ferrari, and I didn't make it!"

Tang Yuchuan looked at Shen Mo with a wistful expression, and opened his mouth and said, "Isn't it just a Ferrari? If you want it, I can give it to you tomorrow..."

Tang Yuchuan suddenly stopped talking, but silently sat up straight, his glasses widened: "You also have a Ferrari at home?"

Tang Yuchuan didn't want Shen Mo to get to the bottom of his family's affairs, so he swallowed what was in his mouth and said, "Well, Ferrari, a model."

"I-fuck, Tang Yuchuan, can we stop panting when we talk? You want to scare me to death?"

Tang Yuchuan choked in his heart, and choked and said, "Silent, is it possible to be successful? A Ferrari scares you to death?"

Nodded silently: "Well, I am an out-and-out petty citizen."

Thinking about the movie that the man just mentioned, Tang Yuchuan felt so overwhelmed that he couldn't help but want to win back.He said to Shen Mo with a blank face: "There are still vacancies for the 10:30 show. Let's go to see the movie that person said just now. Hurry up and change your clothes and prepare to go out."

Looking at Shen Mo's stunned expression, he was in a better mood, and then warned Shen Mo: "Also, don't go out with that man alone in the future."

"why?"

Mo Mo asked almost without thinking, Tang Yuchuan's face froze, and he wrapped Mo Mo into his arms: "Because, he is the same kind of person as us."

"Ah? What do you mean?"

Tang Yuchuan's arm strengthened again, his eyes were like a falcon's, and he wished to crucify the silence in his arms.

Silence is his thing, so just looking at him is enough, what kind of a man is that man, he dares to call Silence's attention!

Tang Yuchuan stared at the silence, and repeated: "I said, he is gay just like us."

Silence almost pushed him away, shouting: "Who the hell is gay, I am not gay!"

He said, what did he say?

Not gay?

A large blank appeared in Tang Yuchuan's brain, whether it was shock or surprise, it seemed to be both.

But if he is not gay, what does this person think of him?A □□?

Tang Yuchuan suddenly stepped forward and grabbed his wrist: "Silence, I want you to repeat to me what you just said!"

"I'm not gay, I'm just..."

He said he wasn't?How could he not?He must be!

This kind of voice screamed crazily in Tang Yuchuan's body. He pressed Shen Mo on his upper hair like crazy, stripped him naked, and rushed into Shen Mo's body, panicked and urgent.

The two had just done it in the middle of the night last night, and Shen Mo's place was still very soft, Tang Yuchuan squeezed in almost effortlessly, and he started to go deep into the place crazily without giving Mo Mo any chance to breathe.

After a year of dating, Tang Yuchuan was familiar with silenting any sensitive zone, so he stood there fiercely, forcing the man under him to scream uncontrollably, as if this could suppress the panic in his heart.

"There...no, don't, stop...Tang Yuchuan!"

Tang Yuchuan pinched Shen Shen's chin with one hand, as if he wanted to bite off every inch of my flesh and blood: "Silent, you still say you are not gay after this? You are so hard-spoken, huh?"

Why doesn't he admit it?If he wasn't, what now?Everyone is screaming at him for being fucked, and he can still say that he is not gay, how can he say it?

"Ah! It hurts, Tang Yuchuan..."

Tang Yuchuan seemed to go crazy for a moment, and rushed into Shen Mo's body without hesitation, and Mo Mo suddenly blocked his eyes with his arms.

"Tang Yuchuan, I just like you, I'm not gay."

Tang Yuchuan's body froze suddenly.

He said, he just said, what?

"Silence, what did you just... say?"

Tang Yuchuan's voice trembled a little, no one had ever told him that he liked it in such a tone, never.

Silence is also the first time to speak.

This feeling seems to be filled with endless beauty. From childhood to adulthood, Tang Yuchuan almost felt that as a Tang family, everything should be excellent.There is no praise, no encouragement, and no one likes him. No one thinks about it, as if they are longing for him and need him.

Tang Yuchuan excitedly raised a smile. He pressed his hands to his sides, intertwined his fingers, slowly bent down, kissed Shen Mo's lips and tasted them carefully. He smiled like a child. In the past, Tang Yu Chuan had never laughed like this before.

"Silence, say more, say you like me, say you like me."

Silently hugged him slowly, whispering slowly: "I like you...I like you..."

It turned out that this feeling was so wonderful, as if he had obtained a unique treasure that only belonged to him in this world.Tang Yuchuan changed his position and penetrated deeper. While kissing Shen Mo uncontrollably, he said, "Silence, call me by my name, call me by my name."

"Tang Yuchuan, I like you...Tang Yuchuan, slow down, I can't stand it...Tang Yuchuan, Tang Yuchuan."

The two of them ejaculated almost at the same time, and Tang Yuchuan felt a satisfaction he had never had before. He blinked towards Silence, kissed the tip of his nose, and said childishly in a tone he had never experienced before: "I will Call you Xiaomo, okay?"

After saying these words, Tang Yuchuan himself was stunned.

Shen Mo was also stunned, as if imitating him awkwardly, kissed the tip of his nose, blushing and said: "This, this is what you said, calling me that."

He picked him up and went into the bathroom. While washing, he suddenly asked silently: "Tang Yuchuan, you said someone from your family is an uncle or aunt?"

His expression froze, he lowered his head and whispered, "No, it's my brother."

Tang Yuchuan's cell phone rang suddenly. The ringtone belonged to that person, and he set it yesterday.He threw the bath flower away, wiped his hands and walked out.

On the phone, the man said that he could arrive in city b in the afternoon.Tang Yuchuan thought that the apartment had been unoccupied for several years, so he thought about going to tidy it up first. He went back to the house and changed his clothes.

Tang Yuchuan put on his shoes and shouted towards the bathroom: "Silence, my family has arrived early and I'm going out, so I won't be back for a few days. Remember to cook and eat, don't eat instant noodles!"

After Tang Yuchuan finished speaking, he closed the door. He drove to the apartment. This apartment was bought by his elder brother Tang Xia and Shen Mo when they were in college in city b.He cleaned the apartment inside and out, and went to the supermarket to buy some things and put them in the refrigerator.He felt that the time was almost up, so he left for the airport.

After picking up the man at the airport, the two talked and laughed and went back to the apartment.The man said he wanted to take a shower first, so Tang Yuchuan was busy peeling fruit, and put the towels in the small basket outside the glass door of the bathroom.

The man came out wrapped in a bathrobe. He looked at the tidy room, smiled and said, "Xiao Chuan, you don't need to come here to clean it, I can do it myself."

"It's okay, I'm off today anyway."

As Tang Yuchuan said, he handed over the peeled fruit. The man joked and thanked him, but the next moment Tang Yuchuan saw the kiss mark on the man's neck.

Who left it?The answer couldn't be more clear.

Tang Yuchuan quietly watched the man eating the apple, chewing it in small bites.Refreshing short hair, slightly thin body.But what appeared in Tang Yuchuan's mind was another silent and distorted lying on the sofa, shaking him wishing he could raise Tian Erlang's legs and say, "This is not very sweet? Tang Yuchuan, let me taste your hand. Is it sweet?"

Tang Yuchuan was suddenly confused. He felt very uncomfortable. He didn't know what he was doing this year. He couldn't be with this person for the rest of his life. He should let go, because his elder brother Tang Xia is much better than him. , he understood from the beginning.I didn't want to get this person, but changed the way to get a substitute. What's the reason?

But at this moment, looking at it this way... that little beast actually doesn't look like this person at all, right?It's not like anywhere.

So why do you do that kind of thing?Why do you need a substitute?As if all the attachments didn't make much sense, he thought he should let go, but does letting go mean letting go of silence?Let go of that noisy little beast, let go of that... person who said he liked her?

Tang Yuchuan looked at the hickey on the man's neck again, stood up abruptly, and said, "Brother Mo Mo, I have something to do tonight, so I'm leaving first."

The man didn't say anything, just smiled: "Well, that's all right. Xiao Chuan, just do your own thing, and drive slowly on the road."

Tang Yuchuan returned home after eight o'clock. He started to make silent phone calls, but silently turned off the phone.Tang Yuchuan just went from eight o'clock to eleven o'clock, as if he lost his soul.The room was pitch black, and Tang Yuchuan suddenly thought of the time when his parents had just passed away. At that time, he was also sitting at home alone. The home had no taste of home, and there was no one around him.

Now, why is he still alone?

Who can accompany him?

The person who said he likes him, the person called Silence...can he stay with him?How long can I stay with you?

Tang Yuchuan wiped his face and slapped him again, but Silence still turned off the phone.

Time passed slowly, Tang Yuchuan felt uncomfortable, helpless to the point of panic.He staggered downstairs, entered a tavern and started drinking, and then returned home in a daze.

No one at home, why no one, why is he always alone?

The effect of alcohol overwhelmed Tang Yuchuan, he really wanted to hug Silence, listen to him making noises, hear him call his name, hear him say that he likes him, and see him sleeping in his arms.Tang Yuchuan couldn't wait to feel such peace of mind.

A ray of sunlight shone in early in the morning. Tang Yuchuan only felt his eyes hurt badly, and he was almost sober from the wine. Only then did he realize a serious problem, that is... Silence did not come back all night.

Tang Yuchuan rubbed his temples, stood up unsteadily and almost fell, he dialed the silent phone again but it was still turned off.

Why shut down?Who did you go out with?Is that man?

So what does this mean?

If, if he lets go, will he turn around and not recognize himself?What is he in his heart?You said you liked it one second, but stayed away all night the next?

No no no!

Why do I have to wait for him, he is just a substitute, what is he!So what if I like it, why should I be so rare for a fake like?Why?

With a lot of doubts and anger, Tang Yuchuan stayed like this from the morning until seven o'clock in the evening without eating or drinking. His headache was splitting, until the sound of the key turning came to his ears, until silence appeared in front of him.

Anger is on the verge of breaking out.

"Silence, you still know how to go home!"

He wanted to rush up to question him, but the silence in front of him changed his appearance, and he almost couldn't recognize it.His hair was also dyed, and the style of clothes he was wearing was also changed. He was completely unfamiliar, as if... he was not the one who said he liked him.

Silently, he smiled: "How about this new look?"

Tang Yuchuan stared at him blankly, walked to the water dispenser silently and said, "Didn't you go to the hotel, when did you come back?"

What does he mean, is he driving him away?

Tang Yuchuan looked at Shen Mo's side face, his gaze slowly slipped down, the shirt that Mo Mo was wearing caught Tang Yuchuan's attention.He knew that it was impossible for Shen Mo to wear such thousands of shirts. Who gave them?

Tang Yuchuan suddenly felt pathetic.

Who left the kiss marks on that man's neck?

Who bought the clothes on this person?

It's not him, it's not him, why?He can't get that person, and he can't keep a substitute?

Tang Yuchuan only felt that his head was hurting like it was about to split open. He pulled the corners of his mouth and said quietly: "I came back after eight o'clock last night, and now it is after seven o'clock in the evening. For 24 hours, you haven't returned your phone all night. Not open either."

Shen Mo hurried over, showing a flattering smile: "Sorry, sorry, my phone is out of battery, they are all Apple 4 chargers and I can't use them, we have been playing Landlords in the hotel all night, the second It’s not early when I wake up. Xiao Qi said he was going to have his hair cut, so I went. My hair is permed and dyed, and I just came back after tossing around all afternoon.”

Tang Yuchuan grabbed Shen Shen's collar, and Shen Mo began to struggle: "Let go, what are you doing?"

However, this silent resistance completely angered Tang Yuchuan. He couldn't stand it. Why did he think of himself like this? He was just a stand-in. Why should he?

He originally wanted to mock her, but instead he asked, "This shirt costs at least a few thousand. Who gave it to you? This hairstyle doesn't look like an ordinary shop. Who got it for you, huh?"

He had already guessed it, but he still couldn't help asking.

Mo Mo's eyes widened: "Ah... so expensive?"

He couldn't listen to his explanation, and the twisted jealousy that surged up madly made him lose his mind. This silence belongs to him, but now it's put on someone else's chain, he doesn't allow it!

Tang Yuchuan went to kill Mo Mo's clothes when he came up, thinking about washing them.

"Silence, you like me, you say you like me!"

What he said, what he said yesterday, why did it change?He didn't recognize him just by his appearance.No, this person can't leave, he can't let go, if, if he lets go, he will... have nothing?

No, no, no, no!

Shen Mo was also anxious, and hurriedly asked: "Tang Yuchuan, how much did you drink? What's the matter? What did my brother say? Or... found out about us?"

He stared at Mo Mo and said, "You never wore the white shirt I gave you, but you wore it when he gave it to you. I said your black hair looks good, and you dyed it if he asked you to dye it. Mo Mo, did you wear it? Is what I said right to fart?"

He told him to stay away from that man, but he didn't return all night, why?

Mo Mo looked a little aggrieved, and said with his mouth curled up, "How can I? You said you wouldn't let me see Li Xiao alone, and I didn't see you alone. You said you wouldn't come back to live, so I went to play cards with my friends. Besides you The white shirt I bought is too formal. I look like a news anchor. How can I wear it? Besides, I also want to get my hair styled. I'm not five or sixty years old, so I can't change my look occasionally? I know it's my fault that I didn't return home and didn't call you at night, but it's not like you get so angry? No, what's wrong with you?" Shen Mo suddenly hugged him, his face full of stars Ask him: "Tang Yuchuan, you, are you jealous?"

Tang Yuchuan's body trembled violently, and he froze almost instantly.

Seeing the kiss-mark on the man's neck, he didn't feel any turmoil in his heart. If a double didn't return all night, he would be completely confused?

What's the point?Why is he like this?

It seemed that a voice was about to come out, but Tang Yuchuan was too scared to admit it.

He pushed the silence suddenly: "Jealous? It's up to you?"

Just rely on him, a substitute?What are you kidding?Is he mocking him?

"Tang Yuchuan, what do you mean by that? What do you mean by me? You mean I'm not worthy?"

Looking at the silent questioning eyes, Tang Yuchuan suddenly felt palpitations.He kicked the door with a loud "Boom!" as if venting.

He walked out of that house, and he felt that if he stayed any longer, something would destroy him completely.Tang Yuchuan went to a hotel to stay, but he didn't go to that person's place, he didn't want to go, he just wanted to be alone and quiet, he was too tired.

Tang Yuchuan slept until the morning of the next day, completely confused.

The third day was Monday, Tang Yuchuan went to school and borrowed a classmate’s mobile phone charger to turn it on, the text message reminders of silent incoming calls made a fuss for a long time, Tang Yuchuan didn’t know what to say, in fact yesterday he didn’t have anything I want to understand.He thought for a while, and there were still many things he couldn't figure out, but now he can confirm two things first.

First, he couldn't let this person go.

The second thing is that he can't wear clothes given by others, and can't look at men other than him. He said he likes him.

Thinking of this, Tang Yuchuan sent a short message to Shen Mo, telling him to dye his hair back.

Shen Mo did as he did, and sent a photo back. The strange feeling from the day before yesterday disappeared a little, and Tang Yuchuan told Shen Mo that he still looks good with black hair.

Just when Tang Yuchuan was in a better mood, the man called.That person heard that Tang Yuchuan's school was going to hold an autumn sports meeting, and he also knew that Tang Yuchuan would also participate, so he said he would come to cheer him on.

Tang Yuchuan suddenly thought that Mo Shen might come to him at noon, and his palms were almost sweating.He sent a text message to Shen Mo, saying that his brother came to the school and told Shen Mo not to come to him.

It's just that Tang Yuchuan may not have realized that at that moment just now, what he was nervous about was not how this person would explain to this person after seeing Silence, but that he didn't know how he would explain to him after seeing this person. explain.