rebirth double

When Tang Yuchuan rushed to Hainan Island, there was nothing left.

It was as if nothing had happened, as if the person who was silent had never existed.

At that moment, there was no expression on Tang Yuchuan's face.After Tang Qin found out about this, he asked someone to go to the forest under the bridge to find it and fish it in the water.Even though it had been half a month, those efforts were useless.But Tang Yuchuan stood by the bridge and watched. No one knew what he was looking at. The search and rescue team invited was still looking, but Tang Yuchuan had already gone back.

In fact, Tang Yuchuan never believed that something happened to Mo Mo. He started self-hypnosis when he saw the bridge.He told himself, "Xiao Mo is still waiting for me at home, Xiao Mo is still waiting for me at home..." over and over again, with bone-chilling clarity.

The man was with him at the time, and Tang Yuchuan behaved normally, but because Tang Xia and Xu Cheng both had an accident, Shen Mo went back to the capital first.

Tang Yuchuan didn't feel the pain, because he felt that Shen Mo was beside him. As usual, he returned to his home with Shen Mo, and as soon as he opened his eyes, he kicked the little pig out of bed, and then the little pig would He groaned twice, then hugged his waist recklessly and said, "Tang Yuchuan, my back hurts, I don't remember..."

Tang Yuchuan rolled his eyes at him: "We didn't do it yesterday, don't play tricks!"

After the meal is ready, Tang Yuchuan will prepare the bowls and chopsticks for two people as usual, and then desperately put food into the bowl of Shen Mo. He can see the way Mo Mo is gobbling, but he can't see that the bowl is so much that it has fallen out of the bowl. side dishes.

Shen Mo likes to eat an apple after eating. Tang Yuchuan turned on the TV, put the pillow on his lap, and then took a hair dryer to dry Shen Mo's hair, but he couldn't see the apple that had started to oxidize but hadn't shrunk.

After a week like this, the little girl from the pet shop called Tang Yuchuan, saying that it was time for the boarding ticket, and asked her to go to the pet shop to collect it.

Tang Yuchuan patted Mo Mo on the sofa, and said with a smile: "Leave Xiao Mo, go pick up our son, he should take a bath too."

As soon as she entered the pet shop, the little girl smiled and asked, "Why are you alone today, where is that handsome guy?"

Tang Yuchuan was stunned for a moment: "Isn't he right next to me, keep silent, let's go!"

Tang Yuchuan couldn't see the surprise on the little girl's face at all. He walked out with the meal ticket in his right hand and Shen Mo in the left and right, and asked Mo Mo with a smile, "What are we going to eat tonight? Is the beef stew made with potatoes?"

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One day half a month later, that person came. Tang Yuchuan was busy in the kitchen at that time. After opening the door, he opened the shoe cabinet as usual and took out his Xiaomo slippers, and put them close to the person's feet. One put: "Xiao Mo, I've prepared the meal and put away the bath water. Do you want to eat first or take a bath first?"

In an instant, the man grabbed Tang Yuchuan's hand like this: "Xiaochuan, you... what's wrong with you?"

"Me?" Tang Yuchuan looked at his apron: "I'm fine, let's eat first, you must be hungry, right?"

Such a day lasted for two days, and the man couldn't stand it anymore.Tang Xia has become like that.Everything in him was exhausted, and he felt nothing but despair.He pointed at Tang Yuchuan and shouted: "Xiaochuan, wake up, silence is dead! He has died in Hainan Island!"

Tang Yuchuan froze slightly, slowly hugged that person, and asked anxiously: "Xiao Mo, what's wrong with you? Did something bad happen to you at work? Tell me, and I'll settle it for you. "

"Xiao Chuan...how come you are like this? What's going on..."

The man didn't dare to ask again after that, he was afraid that Tang Yuchuan would be overwhelmed when he really woke up.

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It was the same day as usual, the doorbell rang at around five o'clock in the afternoon.The man was sitting on the sofa watching Tang Yuchuan who was drying clothes on the balcony. When Tang Yuchuan heard the doorbell rang, he hurried to open the door. There was a courier outside the door.

"Mr. Shen? Please sign for it."

Tang Yuchuan turned around and glanced at the man: "Xiao Mo, what did you buy?"

How did the man know what Shen Mo bought, so he could only keep silent.

After the courier left, the man went back to lie on his side, and when he came out again, he saw Tang Yuchuan sitting on the ground with a photo frame in his hand.

Tang Yuchuan just hugged the photo frame, his face was ashen. The man looked at the photo frame. The photo frame should be a handmade part, and there were a few words engraved on it: "Silence, Tang Yuchuan, happy third anniversary." There is also a heart shape.

"Xiao Chuan..."

Seeing Tang Yuchuan dead, the man felt very uncomfortable. He hugged Tang Yuchuan and said with red eyes, "Xiaochuan, don't be like this...you can cry if you want to."

Tang Yuchuan didn't take any action, he just said: "Brother Mo Mo, I want to be alone for a while."

Tang Yuchuan woke up from his dream, he knew it.

The man couldn't say anything, so he had to walk out the door, but he couldn't rest assured, so he sat at the door of the unit.

Tang Yuchuan didn't know how long he sat on the ground, he stood up in a daze, and staggered back to the room.Tang Yuchuan's cell phone rang suddenly. It was his second brother Tang Qin who called, but Tang Yuchuan didn't answer.

Looking at the blackened phone screen, Tang Yuchuan entered the silent birthday and unlocked it.He clicked on WeChat and wanted to find a photo in Moments and put it in this photo frame, but just after logging into WeChat, he heard a burst of noise, and all the voice messages were sent by one person, silently .

The corners of Tang Yuchuan's eyes were a little wet, and the silent and funny head pierced his eyes like a needle, causing severe pain.

And the voice showed the time when it was sent, which made Tang Yuchuan feel even more sad.

It was in the capital, that day, Shen Mo ran into him and that person in a water center, and all these voices were sent by Shen Mo that night.

Tang Yuchuan watched those voices and slowly pressed down.

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"Tang Yuchuan, why did you turn off the phone?"

"Tang Yuchuan, who is that person?"

"Tang Yuchuan, are you avoiding me?"

"Tang Yuchuan, don't you think you owe me an explanation? What do you mean now?"

"Tang Yuchuan, why don't you avoid me?"

"Tang Yuchuan...why are you avoiding me..."

"Tang Yuchuan, brother Mo Mo... who is it?"

"Tang Yuchuan, you said you would never lie to me."

"Tang Yuchuan, I beg you, turn it on!"

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The silent voice sounded extremely weak. Tang Yuchuan grabbed his heart and squatted on the ground helplessly, but he couldn't cry a single tear.No matter whether the cell phone was left in the water center or Tang Xia had an accident that night, he is unforgivable.

He killed the person he loved the most in his life with his own hands, because of his hesitation, because of his timidity and cowardice.

Looking down, it was the last voice, and the time was shown as the second night after Silence escaped from the hospital.

The last one, this is the last voice of silence.

As Tang Yuchuan thought about it, his grief couldn't be further increased, and he dared not press down on his trembling hand.

The screen was pressed down slowly, and then turned on again. After repeated several times, Tang Yuchuan finally clicked on the voice whose duration was displayed as "32" seconds.

The small room was originally deathly silent, the sound of the night wind blowing against the microphone came from the voice, and the sound of silent heavy breathing, five seconds, ten seconds, 15 seconds, 20 seconds... There was only silence in my ears breathing.

Tang Yuchuan seemed to be suffocating, he murmured: "Xiaomo..."

Then, Silence's last words to him were...

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"Tang Yuchuan, I have devoted my heart and soul to you, but you only regard me as that person's substitute...haha, Tang Yuchuan, Tang Yuchuan...how can you f-mother me!"

……

It shouldn't be like this, it shouldn't be!

He felt that he still had a lot to say to him, he hadn't told him that he loved him, he hadn't brought him back to the capital, and he hadn't spent his whole life with him.

He can hate him, he can not forgive him, but he can't even give him a chance to explain.

He can't do this, he can't leave Tang Yuchuan alone in this huge world, he can't punish him in such an extreme way.

Tang Yuchuan just grabbed his phone and walked into the bathroom. The bath water was put away early in the morning. Just a few hours ago, he was still happily waiting for Silence to get off work.

The temperature of the water was just right, but that person disappeared forever.He just lay down in it, the water in the bath overflowed, he felt that he owed an explanation to Shen Mo, owed him his life, and he wanted to find him.

The blade cut across his wrist, but Tang Yuchuan felt extremely relaxed, as if Shen Mo stood in front of him and waved at him, then grinned and said, "Tang Yuchuan, hurry up!"

Tang Yuchuan picked up the phone and pressed the voice button.

""Xiao Mo, you have to wait for me. I haven't explained it clearly to you, so you are not allowed to go.You wait for me, I'll come to you right now...you, wait for me..."

If that person hadn't discovered it in time, Tang Yuchuan's life would have been lost.

Tang Qin slapped Tang Yuchuan when he found out about this.But after confirming the fact that Shen Mo was dead, Tang Yuchuan's heart collapsed. For a while, he even fell into a state of autism. I couldn't close my eyes all night, and even had to rely on pushing nutrition needles to survive.

Both his body and heart were greatly hurt. When he thought of Shen Mo being killed by his own hands, and when he thought of Shen Mo's heartbroken eyes at that time, he wished he could kill himself.

Finally one day, Tang Yuchuan vomited blood, and the doctor even told Tang Qin to prepare himself mentally, saying that Tang Yuchuan might commit suicide again.

After hearing this, his second brother Tang Qin almost knelt down to Tang Yuchuan.At that moment, when Tang Yuchuan looked at his second brother's sad expression, he knew that nothing would happen to him.

He started to eat and live like a normal person, but in fact Tang Yuchuan was no different than dead.And no matter how Tang Qin and that person persuaded him, Tang Yuchuan refused to return to the capital. He seemed determined to stay in his and Shen Mo's former home. No one knew how long he would stay until Xu Cheng woke up three years later. That's it, Tang Yuchuan was taken back to the capital by that person.

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Sometimes a turn around is a lifetime, he missed too much.

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Just now, Tang Yuchuan watched Li Xiao and the others take the silence away.

Just now, Silence cried.

Just now, Mo Mo grabbed his heart and said to him, "Tang Yuchuan, you never know how important you were to me once!"

He knew that his explanation was too late, but what made Tang Yuchuan at a loss was not that Silence didn't forgive him, but Silence had already forgiven him.

Yes, Mo Mo no longer believed him, Mo Mo didn't believe anything he said.

What could hurt more than this?

For Tang Yuchuan, this is a pain that goes hand in hand with death.

What should he do, what exactly should Silence do to believe that he has liked him since his junior year, and only him.

He can't find the answer...

He only knew that it was impossible for him to let go of his hand, let alone watch the silence being snatched away by others.

He still has many, many things that he hasn't told him.

He hasn't told him how much he loves him.

Silence said that he didn't know, once, how important it was to him.And he also wanted to tell him...

"Silence, you don't know how important you are to Tang Yuchuan."

But it's not the past, it's always, it's the future, it's always so important.

He felt that he owed Shen Mo a lifetime, and similarly, Mo Mo owed him a lifetime.

It’s been agreed for a lifetime, without any one of “us”, it’s not considered a lifetime, is it?