Rebirth to the peak of life

Chapter 40 There is a kind of love called letting go

At night when Chen Yin got off work, he sneaked a look around the door, and got into the nanny car after making sure that Qin Yan was not nearby. Cheng Dongdong looked back at him and smiled: "Why are you sneaking around like a thief?"

Chen Yin shook his head and smiled without speaking.

After arriving at the dormitory, Mao Yuheng was still sitting on the sofa in the living room watching a movie. Seeing him come back, he jumped barefoot to the window and opened the curtains: "Why didn't you go on a date with Brother Xiaoyan? He finally came back. "

"..." Chen Yin glanced at him speechlessly and went to his room to change his home clothes.

Mao Yuheng pulled on his slippers and followed him in: "Have you had a fight?"

"..." Chen Yin looked back at him while taking off his clothes: "A moral little Ling shouldn't look at the naked body of a man other than her boyfriend. Cover your eyes and turn back."

"It's okay, I'm a little zero with no integrity." Mao Yuheng said with a smile, and touched Chen Yin's waist while talking: "This skin!"

Chen Yin ignored him, quickly changed his clothes, and patted Mao Yuheng's buttocks: "Okay, unscrupulous little Ling, what do you want for dinner? Order takeaway or should I make it now?"

"Corn paste, that is the corn paste you boiled last time, you can fry two dishes by watching it."

Chen Yin pursed his lips helplessly: "Hey."

So Chen Yin washed his hands and went to the kitchen to cook. Mao Yuheng followed him after staying in the living room for a while. He leaned against the door frame of the kitchen to see him. Looks pleasing to the eye. "Brother Yin, did you quarrel with Brother Xiaoyan again?"

"..." Chen Yin paused for a moment with the hand holding the vegetable washing basket, and asked, "What is you? I haven't quarreled with him before."

"When we lived in the school dormitory, the two of you quarreled for a while. My God, the temperature around Brother Xiaoyan can freeze people to death every day." Mao Yuheng smiled and slowly moved over to poke Chen Yin's waist : "Quickly recruit from the truth."

Chen Yin was forced by him to the point of being helpless. "He... Well, anyway, he was so annoying and said a bunch of nonsense things like that he couldn't marry others because of me. How can I talk to him? I was so cold at the time, how could there be such a person? The domineering desperation without hesitation left me speechless."

Mao Yuheng showed a wicked smile: "I don't think you are too disgusted now?"

"Which eye of yours doesn't feel disgusted when you see me? I'll dig it out and wash it for you." Chen Yin chopped the kitchen knife on the chopping board: "I'm about to die of anger, can't I be a lover if I can't be a buddy? Can't I be a buddy? Can't you just be ordinary friends? Can't you be a stranger if you can't be ordinary friends? Is it interesting to have to kill them all?"

"Then who can say for sure? Brother Xiaoyan's character is that he will not give up until he achieves his goal." He moved his head forward and asked in a low voice, "Is it really impossible?"

"..." Chen Yin gently pushed his head back, and then relaxed and leaned on the countertop behind him: "I don't know if it's possible, anyway, I've never had any thoughts about men before. .Furthermore, even if I'm really bent, the one I like must be someone like you, right? How can I be like Qin Yan?"

Mao Yuheng covered his stomach and laughed: "You are so funny Brother Yin."

"What are you kidding about? After a while, dinner will be gone. Go out and watch TV quickly,"

Mao Yuheng didn't leave, but leaned his butt on the side of the counter, crossed his arms and said, "Actually, men and men are not as disgusting as you think. How do you know if you haven't tried it? According to the survey, one out of every ten people is purely gay and seven are bisexual, how can you be so sure that you are one of those two heterosexuals?"

"...You don't study your textbooks well, do you read something messy every day?"

"Don't worry about what I see, as long as it's useful to you. I'm not advising you to be gay, but I'm helping you to know yourself, a pure spirit of mutual help and friendship." Mao Yuheng put his chin on his shoulder. "And let me tell you one thing. Didn't I bring you food at noon today? I didn't buy the food, and I wasn't ready to come. It was Qin Yan who called me and said you didn't Let me eat with you."

Chen Yin froze there without saying a word, his heart was full of mixed emotions for a moment, he didn't know what he was feeling, and he couldn't figure it out after a while, anyway, he would never give up his heart that had been straight for two lifetimes just because of Mao Yuheng's few words, and then lie down. Is it acceptable for ordinary men to be fucked by others?

Mao Yuheng watched his face for a while, then took a spoon to stir the porridge in the pot. "How can you make it so thick and fragrant every time?"

"Stir in one direction, don't stick the pot, and put some soda noodles." Chen Yin took the spoon in his hand. "Put it down and go out to watch TV. I'll fry some shredded pork with green peppers and it will be ready in a while."

When going to bed at night, Chen Yin rarely suffered from insomnia. He never suffered from insomnia. Even in the few days when he was just reborn, he would always get stuck on the pillow. Today was an exception.He was thinking about Mao Yuheng's words, yes, how can you be sure that you are one of those two?Or perhaps the majority of the eight?

But... so what if it's one of those eight?Why would he trouble himself like this?No matter how much Qin Yan likes him, no matter how reasonable Mao Yuheng's words are, they can't compare to the cruelty of social reality.Besides... Damn, why did he suddenly start thinking about this? !

Chen Yin patted the quilt angrily, warning himself, sleep!sleep!If you think about all this mess again... just sleep.

When he woke up the next morning, Chen Yin was a little downcast, not like the usual kind of sleepy with some confusion, but the kind of sleepiness where the whole body and mind were extremely uncomfortable and he basically didn't sleep.

Mao Yuheng was still under the blanket, and when he finally couldn't hold back to pee, he squinted his eyes and saw Chen Yin's face clearly, and asked in a daze, "Brother Yin, why are your dark circles so heavy? not good."

"Go back to sleep after peeing, you can't open your eyes, can you still see his face clearly?" Chen Yin patted his butt, came out of the bathroom, changed his clothes and went downstairs.Cheng Dongdong was waiting for him below in the nanny's car, and he looked around again, but Qin Yan didn't come.

Chen Yin couldn't tell what kind of feeling he was feeling in his heart, the complicated one was thicker than the cornmeal he drank last night, the ones he liked and the ones he didn't like, the ones he moved and the ones he hated, they were all glued together and couldn't be separated.

When Cheng Dongdong went to the company to park the car, he went in first.As a result, he ran into Qin Yan as soon as he entered. He was wearing a suit, a very slim suit, which highlighted his advantages of wide shoulders, narrow waist and long legs. All the female employees in the company were looking at him.Since he knew Qin Yan, he has never seen him wear a suit. This is the first time, besides being good-looking, there is also an indescribable charm and feeling, the vitality of a young man full of power, and this kind of abstinence. The decent suits are surprisingly well matched together.

Qin Yan faced the elevator door and waited to go upstairs. Chen Yin hesitated for a while and walked over. He stood where Qin Yan took half a step back. He didn't know whether he should say hello. He suddenly felt a little embarrassed. What happened yesterday There should be few people who are not embarrassed.

Qin Yan stood there with a casual and upright posture. From the reflection of the elevator door, he saw the figure behind him. He turned his head to the side, meeting Chen Yin's eyes.Chen Yin was stunned for a moment, not knowing what to say, or he didn't say anything, he felt his face was about to smoke.I saw Qin Yan smiling at him, not the usual relaxed and enthusiastic smile, but a somewhat formulaic and emotionless smile. "morning."

Chen Yin looked at him, and only replied after a while: "Morning."

The elevator door opened with a ding, and the two walked in one after another. Qin Yan pressed the floor and asked him, "Which floor are you going to?"

"...the eighth floor."

Upon hearing this, Qin Yan pressed eight for him, and stopped talking.

Chen Yin licked his lips and said, "Why are you suddenly wearing a suit today?"

Qin Yan looked back at him with a smile: "After all, I'm here on business, so I have to put on a show."

His appearance is definitely not related to the word gentle and elegant, but after changing his body, his skin suddenly smelled a little bit, like a beast in clothes, Chen Yin thought about it and didn't say anything.

The elevator quickly reached the eighth floor, and when Chen Yin got down, the door closed before he had time to greet the remaining person in the elevator. "..." This attitude changed a little too quickly, didn't it?What do you mean this is?

Standing in the elevator, Qin Yan lowered his eyes and frowned. He didn't know if he could let go, but being hated by the person he likes is really something that makes people unhappy.Isn't there a lyric?What is a kind of love called letting go?Let go of his... hands.

When Chen Yin walked to the recording studio, the staff including Ye Ziyi were already there. She attached great importance to this album, and she had already made bold words that she would pay for it at her own expense. It was really different.The song she and Chen Yin sang together was a dance song with a fast rhythm. When Chen Yin came back from filming "Jingmen Inn", the two of them had to practice dancing together, and filming the mv was a relatively large project.

But because Chen Yin didn't sleep well last night, meeting Qin Yan in the elevator this morning was another kind of weird treatment, he was rarely unprofessional and absent.

The teacher who was recording outside said: "It's okay, it's like this when I didn't open my voice in the morning."

Ye Ziyi didn't have such a good temper, she looked at him with eyes that were about to eat people. "You broke up with your boyfriend?"

"..." Chen Yin couldn't laugh or cry. "What boyfriend?"

"It's the little boy who said he didn't know me yesterday. Young people can't experience any setbacks. If they break up, they will die. I don't care how you growl in your heart. Here, you have to show me your attitude at work." Ye Ziyi raised her eyebrows and glared at him.

Chen Yin was warned a bit, and logically he should be in the mood, but it was his first time recording a song in a recording studio, everything was very fresh, and he couldn't grasp everything well, which drove Ye Ziyi crazy. "Are you here to mess with me on purpose?"

"I... really haven't."

The staff outside were still somewhat authoritative. Seeing that the atmosphere was not right, they hurriedly said to the inside: "No hurry, we are not in a hurry, we have a whole day. Then... let's take two photos of the working status first, and put them on the Internet for publicity. "

Ye Ziyi's nostrils were already spitting fire, so she had to adjust her expression again, with a smile in her eyes, looking at the lyrics and at Chen Yin, as if she was very happy to cooperate.

If Chen Yin couldn't take a better picture, Goddess Ye would probably have to throw him out of the window, so he was very cooperative when posing.The photo was taken after a few clicks, Ye Ziyi raised an eyebrow and asked him: "Have you adjusted your status?"

"……All right."

Recorded until noon, Ye Ziyi was still not particularly satisfied, but this time it was not Chen Yin's fault, it was Goddess Ye who was too picky, the teacher outside the recording said it was okay, she would do it again, do it again, do it again, and again ...

During the meal, Chen Yin sang so that his brain was a little hypoxic, Cheng Dongdong laughed at him: "Are you so serious?"

Chen Yin whispered: "Goddess Ye is too demanding."

Qin Yan had a meal with Mao Yuheng at noon, and he had to leave in the afternoon, so he had to say something before he left. In fact, there was originally a seat for Chen Yin at this meal, and he knew that Chen Yin would definitely not want to come, so he would I can’t eat well, so I didn’t say it, forget it...be great, there is a kind of love called letting go, sacrificing my love, and fulfilling his beauty...

Mao Yuheng was eating enthusiastically on the opposite side: "Actually, I helped you persuade him, but the effect was not great, but I think Brother Yin still has potential in this area, and you can figure it out if you work harder."

Now that Chen Yin is in the rising stage of his career, he is already too busy to see him, and if he pesters others so shamelessly, the final result is probably that he doesn't even have to be friends.Qin Yan shook his head: "Forget it... I'll take it easy, I must have scared him that day."

"Damn!" Mao Yuheng couldn't help cursing. "I also want to be scared like this, you guys are so good..."

That being said, Qin Yan still wanted to say goodbye to Chen Yindao before leaving.Standing outside the recording studio, through two layers of glass, I saw Chen Yin's devoted singing and interacting with his female partner, everything seemed so harmonious.What do you say you messed up?Qin Yan secretly scolded himself.

As soon as Chen Yin looked up, he saw a familiar corner of clothes flashing past the window, but he didn't care after thinking about it.

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