Rebirth to the peak of life

Mao Yuheng was taken aback by Chen Yin's words, and he almost stuck the chopsticks in his throat. "What... what's going on? You didn't give him to... because you couldn't bear to be harassed, did you? That's against the law, brother!" He said and made a gesture of wiping his neck.

"What are you thinking?" Chen Yin smiled helplessly. "Why do I feel like I can't tell you anything serious?"

"Why can't you talk about serious things? Besides, you guys who love men and women can't be treated as serious things." Mao Yuheng curled his lips and said, "With Brother Xiaoyan's character, if you didn't kill him, he Can you give up? Or... you were given by him... Then he just gave up after that?"

"...I don't want to tell you anymore, I'm going to sleep." Chen Yin looked at him speechlessly, as if to leave.

Mao Yuheng clicked his lips: "Hey, don't talk halfway, I will be suffocated by you, and I will go to sleep after I finish talking. I thought you were tempted by the affectionate energy of the two of you talking on the phone in the car before." It’s too much, I can hardly stand jumping out of the window.”

"It's because your acceptance is too low." Chen Yin said with a smile, then licked his lips and sighed. "I'm a little tempted..."

"!!!" There were three big exclamation marks on Mao Yuheng's head. "Then you two are in love with each other?! Why are you still pretending to be Lin Daiyu here?"

"I'm just a little tempted, and I haven't reached the point where you said that the two are in love." Chen Yin suddenly felt that it was a bit fun to sit here and discuss the same-sex relationship with Mao Yuheng, a young boy who had just grown up. He smiled helplessly smiled. "Why do I feel that I am in such a happy situation now?"

"You're very cheerful, just act when your heart is moved! Why are you making yourself like this now?"

Chen Yin shook his head lightly. "I don't want to act, and I don't want to continue. The heartbeat is dangerous enough, and this matter can only stop here, otherwise the consequences will be more unacceptable than the dead man I am now."

"Then...how did you tell Brother Xiaoyan? With his temperament, it's impossible for you to agree as soon as you say it. How many times have you told him before, isn't he still like that?"

"I just said, I like him, but I can't be with him, because I want to be a star, I'm afraid of public opinion, I'm the only man in our family, my mother is waiting to have a grandson, but he can't have one, so we You two can't be together." Chen Yin's hand was a little itchy, and he tapped lightly on the table. "Do you have a cigarette?"

"It's not that you don't know that I don't smoke, no, I haven't seen you smoke before? After being emotionally hurt, you even became addicted to smoking? It's not like that, you are the one who dumps people, brother." Mao Yuheng First, he strayed off the point for a while, and then turned around the corner again for some unknown reason. "That shouldn't be the case. You just said this and then he promised not to pester you?"

"... I... said something before." At this point, Chen Yin felt a little embarrassed again, and forgot about smoking. "I said, let him sleep with me for one night, he won't think about it anymore, and our relationship will come to an end."

Mao Yuheng's eyes lit up immediately: "Then is he asleep? I'll go, Brother Yin, you're too wild, you've lost your life now!"

"Comrade Mao Yuheng, can you learn to grasp the key points? Your Chinese class is taught by a physical education teacher, right?" It was a sad thing at first, but when Mao Yuheng disturbed it, Chen Yin immediately became less sad, and only grasped Crazy.

"For me, the important thing is that you two sleep. Are you going to sleep after all?"

"I've spoken so harshly, can you sleep if I want you?" Chen Yin used to be such a quiet and handsome man, but now he even learned how to roll his eyes.

"That's true..." Mao Yuheng thought for a while, sat there and drank two spoons of preserved egg and lean meat porridge, and suddenly realized that he patted his thigh. "Brother Yin, you are such a thief. I always thought you were an honest person!"

Chen Yin exhaled lightly and ignored him, he wanted to be sad alone for a while.

"You must have seduced our little brother Xiaoyan first, our poor little brother Xiaoyan must have been so stupid and very happy, thinking that you finally opened up your heart to him, and the relationship between the two is deeply rooted, but in the end you are fooling around A basin of cold water has been poured on people, and the relationship between the two of you has been elevated to the level of humanity and sociology. Our brother Xiaoyan must have been dumbfounded at first, and then began to blame himself, thinking that he was a dead gay. You, a straight man with a promising future, turned around and left sadly. You are such a thief!"

I have to say that Mao Yuheng's analysis was quite in place, and he revealed all his little-known dirty thoughts. He leaned on the back of his chair with a wry smile and sighed softly.

Mao Yuheng glanced at his expression, and knew that he was bald when he got excited, so he hurriedly saved him carefully: "I didn't mean that... I was joking with you... It's not a big deal, it's not a big deal. It’s what you want and what I want, you can’t force it.”

"But he went to the special forces the next day after the two of us broke up..."

Mao Yuheng could already stuff an egg into his mouth. "...Isn't it? Brother Xiaoyan's heart is not so vulnerable, is it? Those who were hit by you went directly to the special forces?"

"It's not that anyone can go to that place if they want. It is said that their team leader has been recommending him before. He hesitated and didn't go, but then...he went..." Chen Yin sat there and rubbed his eyes. There was only three mouthfuls of porridge on the table. "I'm going to take a shower and sleep, you can eat something by yourself."

Mao Yuheng sat there blinking his eyes and nodded, not daring to say anything.First of all, this matter cannot be explained clearly in one or two sentences, and secondly, this matter cannot be explained clearly by him as an outsider.

Serving the motherland is of course a good thing. No one dares to say anything about it, but this profession is indeed a bit dangerous, and we have to admit it objectively.Qin Yan made this decision, regardless of whether it was an idea long ago or a temporary decision, it must have been catalyzed by Chen Yin, otherwise he would not have left the next day.Although everyone is an adult, whether it is Qin Yan's heroic sacrifice or military merits in the future is his own business, but as long as Chen Yin recalls this matter, he must always be concerned about it. After all, he also admitted that he Excited, aren't you?

Thinking about it this way, Mao Yuheng somewhat understood why Chen Yin became so thin in a month, he sighed silently, drank his porridge, forget it, the worst thing is being trapped by love, being alone all the time It's not that annoying, he has a lot of shit on him.

Chen Yin came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, and his hair fell on the bed without blowing it. The familiar environment and smell made him finally feel a little safe.When he left the army this morning, he heard from the squad leader that Qin Yan had already passed the selection of the special forces, that is to say... more dangerous, close to death...

Chen Yin didn't dare to think about it at all. Although Qin Yan made this choice to die, he was still worried, afraid, and guilty.

Thinking about it, I closed my eyes and fell asleep at noon.

I don't know how long he slept, anyway, it was dark when he woke up, and if it wasn't for the dog barking like a rabies from the neighbor's next door, he could have continued to sleep.Three or four hours of sleep?

Chen Yin got up from the bed and went to the toilet. The door of Mao Yuheng's room was closed. When he came back from the toilet, the clock on the wall in the living room pointed to six o'clock.Chen Yin went back to his bedroom and climbed into bed again, took out his phone and looked at it, only to find that it was already [-]:[-] the next morning, and he had slept for nearly [-] hours, and the quality of sleep today was quite high.

He was hysterical on the bed for a while with his eyes open, before he had time to think about anything else, he got confused again, what the hell?Leave him alone, leave him alone... You can't carry anyone's life, this life is your own...

After sleeping for another hour, the birds in another neighbor's house started howling again. Chen Yin wondered if the neighbors next door turned into acrobats during the month he was away?I started training dogs and birds early in the morning. The most amazing thing is that they all barked like this. Mao Yuheng still slept like a pig, and there was no movement at all in the house.

He got up and washed his face. After getting enough sleep, he felt refreshed. The leftovers from yesterday were still there, but he didn't really want to eat them, so he cleaned them up. The porridge was poured into the toilet, and the vegetables were thrown away. Into the trash can.He took the keys and went downstairs to buy breakfast. While waiting for the fritters, he looked around in a strange way, and when he realized his behavior, he was already a little depressed.

When I went back to the dormitory, I opened the windows and curtains to ventilate. As soon as the cold air came in, the stale air in the room was blown away a lot.Chen Yin took off his black down jacket, sat at the dining table, separated the two entangled fried dough sticks, then tore them into pieces and soaked them in tofu brains.This familiar habit of eating tofu brains from childhood gave him great comfort, no matter what kind of relationship it is, it is not as important as filling his stomach.

After a while, Mao Yuheng came out staggeringly, with his unkempt curly hair, shivering from the cold wind blowing in from the window: "Why did you wake up so early? I thought you had to sleep all day and all night."

"Almost, it's almost twenty hours. You can brush your teeth and come over to have breakfast. It won't taste good when it gets cold."

Mao Yuheng is a typical Sichuanese taste. They eat hoof flowers and small noodles for breakfast. After staying with Chen Yin, a Henan native for a long time, his eating habits have gradually developed a mixed taste of the north and the south.He rubbed his eyes, settled the major issues in life first, brushed his teeth, and ran out to eat.

Chen Yin helped him straighten the broken hair in front of him: "Slow down, no one will grab you."

"I'm afraid I'm too sleepy. I have to eat dinner and go back to sleep while I'm sleepy."

"... As far as you are speaking and thinking clearly now, the sleepiness has long passed, right?"