The fake play of pretending to be O and pretending to be A is really done

Leaving the hospital and walking all the way to the square, Leng Xi didn't say a word.

Gu Huaiyu grabbed him to sit on the bench, and asked calmly, "What are you thinking?"

Leng Xi was silent for a long time, finally squatted down as if unable to bear it, and looked up at him: "Why?"

Gu Huaiyu was also silent, and then said: "Why?"

"Just the two of us, can't we?" Leng Xi's tears kept rolling in his eyes, his voice choked up, and his expression was almost pleading, "I don't want any extra people, just the two of us together,? It's just the two of us for the rest of our lives, isn't it?"

"Brother, I beg you,? Can you think about it again?" Leng Xi crouched in front of him, holding his hand trembling, "I beg you."

Gu Huaiyu looked at Leng Xi's eyes filled with tears, begging him without a bottom line, his temples suddenly throbbed, his heart ached so badly that he could hardly breathe.

This is the treasure he holds in his hands. He is not willing to beat or scold him, even if he is pretending, he is not willing to make him suffer for more than two hours? How could he be willing to make him cry.

There is a mass of feelings in my heart that I don't know how to express, I can't go up and down,? It's stuck in my throat, choking countless words I want to say.

"I didn't want to ask you anything." Gu Huaiyu looked into Leng Xi's eyes with discomfort, "You don't have to accept it."

Leng Xi was shocked, and raised her head to stare at him in disbelief, her voice hoarse: "What about the result? What about the result I don't accept?"

His voice has never been so trembling,? One sentence made his whole body go numb.

Gu Huaiyu was also extremely uncomfortable, and his voice was extremely low, hiding the faint emotions of collapse: "I'll wait until you can accept it."

Leng Xi was stunned, blinked his eyes lightly, and the big tears that he had been holding back all the time rolled down, he understood that Gu Huaiyu wanted to break up with him.

"I don't want to break up with you." Gu Huaiyu wiped away his tears, and his voice began to choke, "I just want to give you time to think..."

"What's there to think about!" Leng Xi yelled and interrupted him, all the anxiety and collapse in his heart yelled out uncontrollably, "Is it me who needs to think about it now? It's you! Have you ever thought about you?" What will we do after he is born? We are only eighteen, who has the ability to raise him? What's more, I'm not at all! I'm not at all..."

He couldn't go on talking, I don't want children at all, this sentence sounds like a joke at the moment, the most weak and not funny kind.

"But I've already thought about it." Gu Huaiyu said softly, "I'll find a way, I just hope you can think about it seriously, I'll give you time, you can take as long as you want..."

"Can you just stop talking!" Leng Xi was about to collapse, "I want you, can't I promise you?"

His voice was choked, and he kept crying: "How can you force me like this? You know that I can't live without you, so don't tell me to separate, I can't stand it, I really can't stand it."

Gu Huaiyu watched him cry until he choked up, crying until his pretty face was completely overwhelmed by pain and collapse, his heart seemed to be dying.

His vision gradually blurred, his nasal cavity and eye sockets were sore, he raised his hand to wipe away Leng Xi's tears, and then said: "I know that you have never had children in your life plan, so I will never force you to take on things you don't want. You Can you really think about it? I beg you too."

The setting sun fell and slowly approached the horizon, and the sunset in the west dyed half of the sky red, and the scene was infinitely good.

Gu Huaiyu stopped Leng Xi from wanting to fight back, and leaned over to kiss him on the forehead: "Just stay with me for a while."

This seemed to be the first sunset they watched seriously together. Just watching the sun slowly disappear so quietly, the whole world fell into a haze.

Leng Xi opened his mouth, but couldn't utter a word. His mind was in a mess, his thousands of thoughts were all twisted into a ball, and he couldn't find a definite exit. He didn't know how to tell Gu Huaiyu to make him believe it.

Let him believe that everything in this world is not important to him, his own life is not important, the important thing is that he cannot leave him.

Every cell in Leng Xi's body thought this way, and he wanted to say the same, but he opened his mouth and lost the words.

And just as he paused while organizing his words, Gu Huaiyu's cell phone rang suddenly, it was Gu Yan.

So Leng Xi closed her mouth and signaled him to answer the phone first.

Gu Huaiyu pressed the call button, and before he could say hello, the voice from the microphone came bursting like a cannonball: "Brother, where are you? Are you going home soon?"

Gu Yan's voice was a little anxious, and the surrounding seemed to be full of noisy noises, like a vegetable market, but there were a few very familiar voices mixed in.

"What's the matter?" Gu Huaiyu was taken aback for a moment, his heart skipped a beat subconsciously, as if he had predicted the danger in advance, he had never heard such an urgent tone from Gu Yan.

"Don't go home yet." The anxiety and tremor in Gu Yan's voice could no longer be concealed, "Dad received a stack of photos today, it seems that someone secretly took them, and not only did Dad receive them, but also sent a copy to the hospital. Yes, everyone was, was..."

Everyone, of course, refers to all those who have evil intentions and want to take a share of the troubled waters when the old man of the Gu family is about to pass away.

Gu Huaiyu stood up suddenly, because he got up too anxiously, one of his feet couldn't stand firmly, the blood brushed away from his head, he was dizzy for a while, and Leng Xi was frightened half to death.

Leng Xi quickly supported him, but he gently pushed him away.

Gu Yan's voice seemed to come from another world, it was extraordinarily ethereal, and he asked tremblingly in a shocking tone, "Brother, brother, you, are you pregnant?!"

"Ah."

Gu Huaiyu admitted generously that he didn't intend to hide it at first, and was ready to have a showdown with his family since he made the decision, but he didn't expect it to be so soon.

"Then, what, what should I do? What should I do?"

Gu Yan's calm mask seemed to have finally cracked. His tone lacked confidence, full of confusion and helplessness. All his rationality and ability to make decisions seemed to be shattered by a hammer. At this moment It is estimated that if he is asked to jump into the cesspit, he will not want to jump for a second.

"What does it have to do with you?" Gu Huaiyu still smiled, "You want to ask me what to do?"

"Then, what do you do then?" Gu Yan changed his words mechanically, as if he still didn't quite react.

"I'm going home now." Gu Huaiyu said after a moment of silence, "The fact that I am an Omega will always have a showdown with outsiders."

"Don't come back!" Gu Yan immediately became anxious, "Dad and Aunt Xiao are very angry, all the offshoots of the Gu family have jumped out now, it's very chaotic. You can't come back now, you stay away for two days, you go, you go Xixi..."

"I don't want to avoid it." Gu Huaiyu said, "I wanted to make it clear to everyone, don't worry, I'm fine, just wait for me at home."

When the phone was hung up, Gu Yan looked at the phone with complicated emotions, and was stunned, not knowing how to react.

Gu Huaiyu quickly made a decision, turned to Leng Xi and said, "Something happened at my house, I have to go back, you,"

He paused, and then slowly mustered up his courage, and said, "I won't contact you recently, and you don't contact me either. I want you to think about it, and then contact me after you think it through. Okay?"

Leng Xi opened her mouth and was about to speak.

Gu Huaiyu interrupted him again: "Is that okay?"

Leng Xi: "...OK."

Leng Xi suppressed her throat and could only say this one word.But Gu Huaiyu only wanted to hear this one word, and he left after getting the answer he wanted.

When he returned home, the members of the Gu family had already left. When Xiao Nan saw him, his eyes flickered uncontrollably, and he hesitated to speak.

Gu Lihan was flipping through the documents in the living room. When he heard Gu Huaiyu's voice coming back, he quickly raised his head, with a look full of resentment, without concealing it: "Do you know what you did?! You still have the face to come back?!"

A stack of photos was thrown on the ground with the sound of the wind. Gu Huaiyu looked at the photos one by one, and they were extremely clear. Less than a day later, the photos were all washed out. It seemed that they had been premeditated for a long time. time.

It seems that Gu Lihan is not the only lunatic in the Gu family, he is very popular, and many of them are collateral uncles and major shareholders staring at their family.

Gu Lihan's roar filled his ears: "There are still two weeks! The shareholders' meeting is still two weeks away! You have made such a big mess for me at this time! Have you ever thought about me and your mother!!!"

"Whose is it?!" Gu Huaiyu heard Gu Lihan's furious voice, his face was ferocious, he tore up the gentle dignity he usually pretended in front of outsiders and stepped on the soles of his feet, and asked hoarsely: "Gu Huaiyu! What do I ask you? !You fucking talk to me!!!"

He said he wanted to rush forward, Xiao Nan immediately stepped forward to stop him when he saw this: "Don't be impulsive."

Then he turned his head and urged Gu Huaiyu: "Xiaoyu is obedient! Answer your father's words! Is it time to get angry?"

Gu Huaiyu quietly watched his father go crazy, thinking it was quite funny, surrounded by broken and noisy memories, but he only recalled a certain fragment of his childhood.

He remembered that when he was about three or four years old, the three of them sat in the garden and basked in the sun on a sunny weekend afternoon. The garden was full of jasmine, because it was Xiao Nan's pheromone.

Gu Huaiyu didn't know jasmine, so he sniffed it hard, but he choked and sneezed.

He said he didn't like the smell, but Gu Lihan smiled and blew his nose for him, then hugged him on his lap, and seriously explained to him the name and origin of every flower and plant in the garden.

When explaining jasmine, he said it was the smell of his mother.

He immediately said that I also want the taste of my mother in the future.

Gu Lihan smiled and said to him, from now on you will be the sweetest Alpha in our family.

How did they become like this, Gu Huaiyu didn't want to think about it in detail, maybe it started from the moment when he stopped waiting for Gu Lihan to get off work, and Gu Lihan stopped telling him the names of flowers and plants.

Their father-son relationship was on the verge of disintegration. The expectation of his father's image in his mind was completely wiped out at this moment, and he felt that it was a joke that he had been looking forward to it for so many years.

It wasn't until this moment that he fully understood that he had been expecting Gu Lihan's approval for such a long time.

Regardless of whether he listened to his words and pretended to be an Alpha that he didn't like at all, or had very complicated feelings for Gu Yan before, in the final analysis, it all stemmed from his expectations for Gu Lihan.

He wanted his approval, he wanted to hear from his father that he was proud to have him as a son, and it had nothing to do with his gender.

But all these expectations disappeared in a farce like this. What he broke was not the parent-child relationship that was already estranged and full of control, but his own expectations for this parent-child relationship.

He found that as long as he pretended to be Alpha for a day, he would never be able to get out of the cage in which he trapped himself.

And these two lives are not only his children, but also the key to this cage, the key that he has been looking forward to in his subconscious to be able to face himself bravely.

It seems that only at this moment did he really start to breathe, peeling off the most authentic and straightforward self from the layers of shells.

He feels free.

Gu Lihan's voice was extremely cool with anger: "Take it off."

Just four words, none of them are interrogative sentences, but declarative sentences.

It was as if he was talking about an extremely natural thing without even asking for his opinion.

Gu Huaiyu looked at Gu Lihan without saying a word, and turned his gaze to Xiao Nan.

Then he found that even his mother, who always loved and spoiled him, was looking at him pleadingly at this moment, hoping that he could "figure it out", her eyes were full of hope, hoping that he could say something she wanted to hear.

"No." Gu Huaiyu was almost cruel, "I want to keep it."

Xiao Nan's eyes widened suddenly, full of shock, but also with the anger of a mother: "Do you know what you are talking about?! You are eighteen this year, and you have one month to go to college! Why do you want to go to college?" Keep it, why do you have to ruin your own life?"

Her tone was full of disbelief, even persuading her with perplexity: "Xiaoyu, Mom, please, take it away. You don't have the ability, time, and simply can't bear the weight of a life."

Gu Huaiyu was wrenching pain in his heart, but the corner of his mouth was smiling. He shook his head slowly and said, "No, I can make this decision, which means I can take responsibility."

"You can be responsible for the fart!" Gu Lihan interrupted him angrily, the veins on his neck and forehead were clearly visible, "Do you know what you destroyed?! Ah?!"

"What is it?" Gu Huaiyu sneered, "Is it because you want to take advantage of my ambition to monopolize the Gu family?"

"you!"

"Calm down!" Xiao Nan shouted loudly, standing between the two of them, silently looked at Gu Huaiyu's stomach again, and asked coldly, "Whose child do you say first?"

Gu Huaiyu looked at them quietly for a while, and then said word by word: "It's mine, as for the others, you will never know for the rest of your life."

"You think I can't find out if you don't tell me?!" Gu Lihan was so angry that he calmed down. He took out the last photo from his pocket and threw it on his face, "It's the person who accompanied you to the hospital, right? ?”

The photo slipped in his hands, Gu Huaiyu pinched the photo and took a quick glance, and found that it was the moment when he and Leng Xi were communicating at the door of the consulting room, there was no overly intimate behavior, but the aura between the two could still be seen at a glance be different from others.

Gu Huaiyu paused, then slowly raised his head, without any fluctuation in his expression, he threw the photo back with his backhand.

Gu Lihan's pupils shrank, he frowned subconsciously, and his heart skipped a beat.

"Don't be so troublesome, I'll tell you whatever you want to check." Gu Huaiyu stared at him and said word by word, and at the same time told Xiao Nan, "His name is Leng Xi, he is in Class [-], Grade [-], his parents are divorced, and his mother is a lawyer. .”

His voice was full of indescribable joy, his limbs stretched out, and he felt that he was laughing.

Gu Huaiyu said: "He is an Omega, and so am I."

The author has something to say: Highlight: the contraceptive effect of small umbrellas is only about 97%. Contraceptive pills are not good for your health and you must take less. If you want to dink in the future, you can choose to let the man have a ligation, which is the safest. (thumbs up

In the end, whispered BB: I really won’t abuse, trust me.