First love, he disturbs me and destroys the country

Liaojiang lay stiffly.Gu Nian pressed against him, crying on the side of his neck.

The neck was wet, and warm liquid kept rolling down on it, drop by drop.

There was a man choking in his ear, obviously holding back the suppressed crying until it became hoarse, but he couldn't control it, and it was all exposed|exposed, gasping, whimpering, and constantly collapsing.

Liao Jiang was bound tightly by two hands, it didn't hurt, but he couldn't move, which even blocked his chance to comfort him.

Maybe the person who hugs him doesn't need comfort, but just desperately wants to vent his emotions.

When Gu Nian's voice faded and his mood calmed down, Liao Jiang pulled out his tightly held arm, pulled his hair, and pulled him away.

He said coldly: "I don't remember the past."

Gu Nian had to lean back, revealing his crying face, his eyes were bloodshot, his eyes were dark blue and thick, his brows were slightly wrinkled, and he was about to cry, his eyes stared at Liaojiang in a trance, and said softly: "Yes, you don't remember."

"I can just remember, remember how we met, fell in love, and separated in nine years, and remember how I found you." Gu Nian was expressionless, ignoring the hair being pulled by Liao Jiang, and wrapped his body tightly, Leaning on the side of Liaojiang's neck again, lick|lick those tears that were already slightly cold.

"Go away."

"Do not."

Liao Jiang reluctantly let go.

Gu Nian bit her neck: "I'm just a dog you picked up at the corner of the alley. I'm absolutely loyal. I won't roll away. I can only be abandoned."

Liao Jiang couldn't remember the past, so now he could only speak nothing.

Gu Nian's voice was calm, like a withered leaf, with a rotten smell: "You have no feelings at all, you don't treat people as people, and you only use me as a practice when you practice making poison."

"The luckiest thing for me is that you said that you can only use me, and everyone else is unworthy. What a reward."

"When you were young, you were stubborn, lacking in common sense, and acting recklessly, but everything about you, I regard as my standard."

Gu Nian took a hard bite, and chattered Jiang Chang hissed in pain.

"I'm so 'loved' by you, life and death. Five years later you throw me a script, you ask me: 'Is it really comfortable to do this?', I said: 'Only a slave can let you Comfortable.’ So we imitated the storybook and played songs every night.”

"I found that I can actually control you, from calm to breakdown to aftertaste. Sometimes I will stare at your body in the middle of the night, stare at you behind you, and keep looking at you. I grow taller, change Strong, no longer subject to poison sanctions, and you have never scolded me for transgressing the rules, so I unilaterally feel that we are equal. I love you, but I never asked if you love me."

"I don't dare to know, are you...or are you only obsessed with physical pleasure, you never asked."

Gu Nian bit Liaojiang's Adam's apple, let it roll in disorder, and said vaguely: "I have been waiting for real equality, waiting for the opportunity to ask, and getting the result I want. I have been waiting for four full years, but nothing has come yet. Before it's too late, you'll disappear."

"In the middle of the night, you said you wanted to eat snacks from the night market, and I bought them for you. We lived in a small house on the corner of the street, far from the night market. I ran there, and when I came back, I was afraid that the snacks would be lost. Walk slowly, and you won’t be there when you come back. There is a note on the table, do you know what it is written on?”

Gu Nian asked himself and answered: "It's a farewell, you said 'this is a clean break, there will be no more meetings', and there will be no sound for a whole year, and I will be alone, until the house is burnt to the ground, and all thoughts are empty. I left the university. Shizu, come to the godly country you have mentioned many times."

"This place is completely different from the storybook. They fight, kill, gamble, be rough, and money is everything. I don't like it here. But I don't want to go back to the Dashi clan."

"So I stayed here for three years, until not long ago, my heart seemed to be beating again."

"I saw you again."

"You don't need to say that you forgot, I know that in your memory, you live in a hut alone, go to the night market by yourself, refine poison by yourself, practice hidden weapons, no one else, and no me."

"In these days, I worry about gains and losses, and I got lucky with your amnesia product, as if I could stand with you on an equal footing, and even be stronger than you. Until I saw the note you left in the middle of the night, I found that Without you, I am still vulnerable."

Gu Nian let go of the wet Adam's apple, kissed Liaojiang's chin, and carefully flattered him: "Can you please don't leave. If you want to leave, can you take me with you?"

There was a moment of silence in the room, Liao Jiang broke away from him and sat up, saying, "You get out of here now."

Gu Nian opened his mouth, but didn't move.

The two stalemate.

Until Liao Jiang took out the dagger, pressed it against Gu Nian's neck, and said, "Get out now."

Gu Nian pressed forward a little, and the sharp blade pressed in a little, bleeding out a drop of blood.

Liao Jiang didn't take the dagger away.

Gu Nianxiao casually brushed away Liaojiang's dagger, wiped the blood on his neck casually with his palm, and then wiped the side of Liaojiang's tear-stained neck without hesitation.

When Gu Nian put his arms around his neck and kissed him, the dagger stabbed hard into his thigh, but Gu Nian ignored him and kissed him wholeheartedly.

For him now, the most beautiful thing is to find it after losing it.

The sky outside the window was bright, and it was late at night when people were quiet, only the voices of women and maidservants sweeping and whispering came from downstairs.

Gu Nian was arranging her long clothes beside the bed.

The bleeding wound has been stopped with medicine, and it is self-evident as to whose medicine it is.

He leaned over and kissed his wet red lips, turned around and packed up the unused food box and left.

The door slammed shut with a loud "click".