This is a nurturing essay

After the meal, the two went to the mall as planned.

In order to fulfill the obligation of "bring Osamu Dazai to see the world", the wealthy honestly took the children on the classic Japanese transportation - the tram.

After getting off the car, Osamu Dazai, who was originally in high spirits, turned into a pickle.

"so many people--"

"This is the life of ordinary people."

Seeing that Dazai Osamu was uncomfortable because he was not used to the tram environment, Lu Yu patted his head and hugged the listless child into his arms.

The squeamish bag who was carried away at the age of nine adjusted herself to a comfortable posture, wrapped her arms around Lu Yu's neck skillfully, and pulled herself together: "What should I buy first?"

"What would Xiaozhi want to buy first?"

"Then buy things for my room first." Dazai Osamu patted "Sea Car" on the shoulder, "Didn't you say you want me to decorate the room myself?"

"Hi, hi." Lu Yu checked the direction, "I thought Xiao Zhi would want to buy some snacks first."

"I'll go, Liuliu, don't worry."

"Don't call me that."

The tall young man was walking in the mall with the boy in his arms. With the addition of hair and eyes, he looked very similar.

Lu Yu wore the same preppy white shirt and black trousers as Osamu Dazai today, and a black casual suit jacket over it. His curly hair was scattered, and he looked like a young college student—but he was only 21.

When going out, Osamu Dazai was also stuffed with a small uniform-style black coat.

Selfish father and son (strike out) brothers pretend.

Choose from the futon.

"What color bed sheet does Xiao Zhi want?"

"It's grown-ups who make the choice, and I want the children's."

"Learn and apply, full marks."

Choosing wallpaper is also a technical job.

"Xiaozhi, you can only paste one kind of wallpaper at a time, you can't have all of them."

"But I have four walls."

"That makes sense, why didn't I think of it? Then buy four."

Other large furniture should also be prepared.

"Xiao Zhi, this little frog's table is so cute, it's not as good as ours..."

"Yeah."

"Then this rabbit chair..."

"Liu Liu, are you six years old?"

"It's a pity that I'm 21, but Xiao Zhi, you are 9 years old!"

"Please be sure to give me a normal desk for a 21 year old."

"All right……"

The carpet is the last stubbornness of my brother.

"Xiaozhi, Xiaozhi, the cat and cat carpet!"

"Hey, there's really nothing I can do about you."

How could Snow White not have a bed net.

"Six Liu, pay for it."

"Follow your orders~"

Fancy lamps are also very attractive.

"There are no lamps like the one you gave me."

"Because it's a unique product from my home, I'm here to give it to Xiaozhi."

"You lied to Mr. Tsushima."

"Don't you have it?"

It seems that arranging a room is indeed a passionate job.It was already noon after these two people who had no "restraint" attribute at all finished shopping.

Osamu Dazai broke free from his arms and ran all over the ground when he entered this special area. It was only now that he realized that he was exhausted and followed Lu Yu obediently.

"tired?"

Lu Yu swiped his card to pay the bill, left the address for someone to deliver to the door, and turned around to hug Dazai Osamu.

"I'm so tired—I can't walk—"

"Too bad, there are still a lot of things I haven't bought." Lu Yu said in a distressed tone, "At least you have to buy your clothes."

"Let's talk about it in the afternoon." Dazai Osamu's voice was soft, and if his tone was a little protracted, it was no different from being coquettish, "I want to eat crabs."

"Okay then. I know a good crab pot."

The store was not far from here, so Lu Yu simply carried the man over.

"Liu Liu, your hair has grown." Osamu Dazai lay on Lu Yu's shoulder, playing with his too long hair.

Lu Yu sighed: "Xiaozhi, let's call him another name. Isn't it good to call him brother?"

"Slimy and disgusting."

...Thank you for not comparing me to a slug.

Lu Yu was so tired that he gave up struggling.

What else?As long as he is happy.

So let's eat crab meat pot.

The restaurant arrived soon, and the crab meat stew was placed in front of them not long after.

"I don't know how to peel~Brother, help me~" Osamu Dazai narrowed his cat's eyes, so cute.

Lu Yu let out a "huh".Good guy, now he's an older brother again.If I believe you can't peel crabs, I'll take your surname, Dazai Hato.

But how could Lu Yu have the heart to refuse Mao Mao's temptation?So he finished "heh" and got started.

Osamu Dazai happily waited for the feeding.

"I haven't peeled so many crabs for a long time." Lu Yu, who was feeding the cats, was speechless.

"Hey? Don't you like eating crabs?" Osamu Dazai asked vaguely with his cheeks puffed up.

"No, I just haven't taken care of others like this." Lu Yu raised his eyebrows and said thoughtfully: "This reminds me of an incident many years ago."

"What what?" Osamu Dazai was very concerned about Lu Yu's mysterious side.

"That was when I was young." Lu Yu recalled the past, and his expression softened, "I was still young, and my mother had no other relatives, and she didn't want to hand me over to a nanny, so she took care of me herself. But she doesn't know how to cook, so my family's meals are cooked by others."

"That day, the cook was busy at home and asked for leave. At that time, my family lived in the suburbs far from the town, and there were no restaurants, so my mother decided to cook by herself.

"Of course she failed, it's super unpalatable." Lu Yu smiled with eyebrows twisted, "At that time, there was a crab."

"Crabs can also be made to be unpalatable?" Osamu Dazai was incredulous.

"Probably yes. But that time, crab was the most delicious dish, probably because crabs have shells? Because crabs are the only edible ones, so my mother peeled all the crabs to me bit by bit. .”

Lu Yu looked at the pile of crab shells in front of him, and said, "It's like this."

Dazai Osamu: "..."

Without giving Osamu Dazai a chance to complain, Lu Yu continued: "At that time I asked my mother, Mom, don't you like eating crabs?"

Osamu Dazai found the opportunity to answer quickly: "She must say 'yes', because she loves you."

Because she loves you, she will let you have good things with peace of mind-this is the "love" of human beings.

"The answer is wrong." Lu Yu shook his head, "She said: 'On the contrary, I like eating crabs very much.'"

"Eh?"

"I asked her, 'Then why don't you eat it?'

"She answered me very seriously, because she wanted me to eat more than herself, because she loved me."

"And then?" Osamu Dazai tilted his head.

"Then I wanted to give him the crab." Lu Yu lowered his eyes, his eyelashes cast shadows, and his voice sounded like the night he first met Osamu Dazai, "She refused and told me that if it was because she ate the crab If I don't have enough to eat, then she will only feel sad for me not having enough to eat, and will not feel happy for herself eating crabs."

"So you ate the crab?" Osamu Dazai stopped what he was doing and listened quietly to Lu Yu's story.

Lu Yu nodded.

"I'm grateful to my mum, not because she's willing to let me eat crabs - a meal is just a small thing for mother and son.

"I thank her for saying that to me. Instead of making me feel comfortable accepting crabs, she told me that she was willing to sacrifice her own happiness for mine.

"This was very shocking to me when I was young, and I have been cautious about other people's 'love' since then, and I am grateful.

"This incident also made me realize that 'letting the other party accept all this with peace of mind' may not be the best way to express love. Speak out and let the other party know that I have such a beautiful relationship, maybe it will be better good.

"Xiaozhi, you just said, she will say 'yes' because she loves me.

"But—she said 'no' because she loved me."

Osamu Dazai looked at the crab meat on the plate in a tangled look, finally picked up a piece with chopsticks, and held it up to Lu Yu: "... Open your mouth."

Are you satisfied?It took me a long time to tell a story about this.

Lu Yu smiled and lowered his head to take away the crab meat.

"Thank you for the hospitality~"

Very satisfied, Xiaozhi.

"By the way, what's the ending?"

"The ending...Because I was too old to eat too many crabs, and I started to have a stomachache that night..."

Osamu Dazai froze as he happily ate crabs.

Lu Yu finally laughed out loud.

The story is true, Xiao Zhi.That happened in the previous life, and the protagonist is not my mother, but the grandfather who adopted me.My mother in this life did something similar though...

The world is still beautiful.

So, you who have heard this story, don't do such foolish things as the leader of the IF line in the future.

If you don't tell me, how does he know that you love crabs?