This is a nurturing essay

Today's dinner is curry.

Lu Yu even wanted to start the journey of growing flowers and eating food, but he was afraid that Osamu Dazai would not get used to it for a while, so he restrained his eagerness to move.

"Six six."

"Ok?"

"You don't seem to go to work all this time." Osamu Dazai was thoughtful, "Could it be that you are a gnawing old man?"

"...Where did you hear that word?" Lu Yu twitched his lips, "I guessed wrong, I'm not."

Actually guessed one-third right?

"Then, writer!" Osamu Dazai raised the spoon in his hand.

"Fifty points." Knowing that Osamu Dazai had flipped through the writing materials collected in his bedroom, Lu Yu, who was sure he could guess, nodded, "It's more than that."

"The rest has to do with your special ability!" Dazai Osamu's kite eyes sparkled.

"Si Guoyi!" Lu Yu put down his spoon and applauded him.

"It's so perfunctory." Osamu Dazai disgusted, "I will find out the truth!"

"Come on, I support you!"

"What, you're just kidding me." Osamu Dazai puffed his cheeks, "By the way, why did you send me textbooks? Could it be that you want to send me to school?"

"Well... so, it's time to tell you." Lu Yu tilted his head, resting his face with one hand, poking the curry plate with the other, "I wanted to give you a surprise."

"If it was sending me to school, it wouldn't be a surprise at all."

"No, no, it's about the future arrangements. Is Xiao Zhi curious?" Lu Yu smiled and put down his hands and sat upright, "And why I appear here, why I met you and so on."

"Isn't this my entertainment project? I'm going to announce the answer?"

"For the next arrangement." Lu Yu smiled lowly.

Although curiosity can hook Dazai Osamu's heart, continuing to hide it is not conducive to the capture of Mao Mao - he is looking forward to Dazai Osamu's real approval of him.

"Then tell me!" Osamu Dazai also put down the tableware and sat upright.

"It's okay, you can continue to eat, it's not a serious matter." Lu Yu tapped the table with his fingers and began to speak.

"Well... I went to Tsushima's house to find a photo of my mother and the head of the Tsushima family. But it has been burned now-because she is about to get married and doesn't want her photo to stay in the hands of her ex."

"Married?" Osamu Dazai resumed eating curry.

"Well, it's probably next year. But I'm not here just for this reason—I'm an author, and I've recently run out of inspiration, so I decided to travel." The corners of the young man's lips curled into a sly arc, "Japan is my first Station. My original purpose was to travel around the world."

"Around the world?!" Osamu Dazai was startled.

"Yes, travel around the world and witness the world with my eyes." Lu Yu blinked, "The towering snow-capped mountains, the endless ocean, the barren and vast desert, the cold and dead snowfield... Can the Great Church cleanse the sins? , what was buried in the pyramid, whether the Mayans really predicted the future, what it would be like to look down from the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris... I want to know all, all of them.”

Osamu Dazai stopped again.He tried his best to imagine the scene in Lu Yu's words, but he couldn't start.

"But, I didn't expect to meet you at the first stop." Lu Yu touched the top of Osamu Dazai's head again.

"Originally, it was no problem for me to travel alone. But after I met you, I thought, if you accompany me, then this journey will definitely be more exciting."

Osamu Dazai lowered his eyes, refusing to look at him.

"I know you will definitely go with me." Lu Yu said with a light smile, "but you are still young, your future has infinite possibilities, and I cannot deprive you of the opportunity to develop in this area. So, you don't have to go to school , but we must learn what we should learn and keep our student status.

"Maybe in the future, I can still send you to college."

University?

Dazai looked up at him.

"...you think so far, you." Maybe at that time, I would have left you early and died in some corner of the world.

"Because the future is such a beautiful word, I can't help but speculate about her appearance." Lu Yu started literature and art.

"Okay, okay, I know you are a writer." Osamu Dazai said uncomfortably, "So are you going to start playing in Japan?"

"It's 'we', not 'you'." Lu Yu corrected, "I thought so at first, but I changed my mind."

"Ok?"

Lu Yu pushed the plate in front of Osamu Dazai towards him, and motioned him to eat quickly: "Xiao Zhi, although travel is wonderful, it also means that you have no fixed place to live. No matter where you go, you are an outsider, so you can rest assured A safe place. So people can't travel all the time, they need a 'home'.

"'Home' is a place where people can relax and sleep peacefully.

"Xiaozhi, before you start traveling, I want to give you a home."

Without waiting for Osamu Dazai to respond, Lu Yu continued:

"Although you may think I'm a little arrogant, I still want to work hard for it.

"You must have doubts about why I chose to take you away - the answer is, because we are very similar. In the past, I was as lonely as you, out of tune with the world.

"But someone brought me out." The grandfather in the previous life, the mother in this life.

"And you, my brother, I want to be the one who brought you out."

Speaking of this, Lu Yu showed a helpless smile: "I didn't want to tell you at first, but after telling you about my mother today, I also reminded myself. This kind of thing should not be hidden from you, we We should work together.

"So now I've told you all about the plan.

"We'll be here for a month, and by then you should already be familiar with the place. Then we start our journey - not Japan, where Japan is your 'home'. I hope when you're a little older, After being able to survive alone, you can travel in Japan by yourself.

"That's the whole plan."

Osamu Dazai finished his curry and pushed the plate away.They looked at each other seriously.

"So, in a month, where are we going to travel?"

Ah, he promised me.

It's not my wishful thinking to save him.

He is also desperately trying to save himself.

That's great, Osamu Dazai.

Let us work together and struggle to survive in this world.

Lu Yu's heart lightened instantly, his whole face bloomed like a spring breeze, and the gentle smile overflowing for a moment was enough to drown Dazai Zhizhi.

"Go to the Flower Country."

"Huh?? Isn't that your hometown?"

"Yes, let me show you my home." Lu Yu's smile still persisted, "There are a lot of flowers, miraculous scenery and many people. It is very suitable as your first travel destination. And... ..."

"and?"

Lu Yu turned his head and looked out the window.It was already evening, and the moon hadn't shown its figure yet, but Lu Yu knew that it was there, unchanging from time immemorial.

"And, one month later, it will be the Mid-Autumn Festival. This is the day for family reunion."

"Is that so..."

Dazai followed and looked out the window.

Will it be "family"?

"elder brother."

"Ok?"

"...ありがとう."

Thank you for finding me.

Thank you for taking me away.

Thank you for reaching out and grabbing me.

I will struggle hard, in this terrible world.

Before you... leave me.