This is a nurturing essay

The story happened many years later.

Osamu Dazai is already as old as Lu Yu who took him back then, and Lu Yu's travel footprints have even set foot in other worlds.

Although they had less contact these years due to traveling across the world, on important days, Lu Yu would always rush to Osamu Dazai, no matter how far away they were.

For example, the Mid-Autumn Festival.

On the eve of the Mid-Autumn Festival, Osamu Dazai hurried back from Yokohama to his home in Aomori City.

Although they have houses in many places, in Dazai Osamu's heart, there is always only one place that can be called "home".

Osamu Dazai tidied up the house in a rare and diligent manner.According to the usual practice, on the second day, that is, on the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, the almighty Kusuo A Meng will suddenly appear and conjure a Lu Yu for him.

Looking forward to it!

I wonder what surprise my brother will prepare this time?

...what a big surprise.

Saiki Kusuo, with pink hair, green glasses, and a strange lollipop suppressor, pulled out from behind him...Shota with no expression on his face.

"There is a problem with the world shuttle, and my brother has already solved it, but June has been affected a little bit, and his age and memory have been fixed back to the six-year-old state. But it will be fine after a day. That's probably the case. I will withdraw first. I'll leave it to you, Dazai."

Because he can't use telepathy to Osamu Dazai and can only speak, Saiki Kusuo feels very awkward every time he communicates with Osamu Dazai, and he can always talk as little as possible.

Putting down Zhengtai, Qi Mu teleported away quickly.

Leaving Osamu Dazai and Shota in front of him staring at each other.

Osamu Dazai squatted down with a strange mood, and looked at the boy in front of him.

He was wearing Saiki Kusuo's old clothes when he was a child, and he was very thin.The black hair was messy, and the small face set off the iris-colored eyes, which were a little scary, looking empty and dead.He looked at Osamu Dazai silently, without expressing the slightest attitude towards what just happened, as if he didn't care that he had been handed over to another person.

Osamu Dazai gasped.

"Lu Yu?" he asked in Chinese.

Little Lu Yu didn't respond, just looked at him.

Osamu Dazai thought for a while, leaned close to the boy's ear, and softly called him the name of his previous life.

This time, the boy responded, he tilted his head, his voice was dry and indifferent: "Who are you?"

God!

God!

Is the world converter so powerful!Actually directly affect the age of the soul? !

Dazai covered his heart.

Brother, was it like this when you were a child?

Although I heard Lu Yu say, "I used to be as lonely as you", Dazai Osamu did not expect that the gentle Lu Yu would be like this when he was a child.Now he really felt that this child was much worse than he used to be.

Looking at the little Lu Yu, Osamu Dazai felt a strange affection——

Brother, did you feel the same way when you saw me back then?I finally understand why you took me away!

He is so cute!

If Lu Yu was in a normal state, he would definitely complain about Dazai Osamu because he had to wear ten layers of filters to praise a thin and dull child as cute.But now he is that thin and dull kid, so he just silently watched Osamu Dazai's face change, without any reaction.

Osamu Dazai picked up the child and raised it high: "That's right, I'm Osamu Dazai, your brother! Look, aren't we exactly the same?"

Xiao Lu Yu looked at him quietly, without any reaction.But Osamu Dazai always felt that his eyes seemed to be looking at the mentally retarded.

"Hey, don't you believe me, brother? Look, this is our future home! I've tidied everything up, and I'm waiting to bring you here for the Mid-Autumn Festival~"

Osamu Dazai was not discouraged, he hugged him like a doll, and wandered around the house.

"...I don't have a family." Probably because Osamu Dazai's hugging posture was not standard, Xiao Lu Yu was really uncomfortable, so he finally spoke.

Osamu Dazai froze.

He put down the child in his arms, sat on the ground himself, and covered his face.

He has top brains.

The moment he saw Xiao Lu Yu, all the memories from 12 years ago came to mind.

Lu Yu smiled at him.What Lu Yu said.Lu Yu patted his head.

Lu Yu taught him many things, but he never taught him how to love someone.Probably, in Lu Yu's heart, he taught Dazai to rule his lover all the time, use his every move.

Or maybe he thinks that loving someone cannot and cannot be taught.

Regardless of the reason, in short, after watching Osamu Dazai demonstrate for so many years, I finally had the opportunity to practice it.

Although it is a bit despicable to say so, Dazai Osamu was actually a little secretly happy when he saw Xiao Lu Yu.

This time, it's up to me to bring you out of the darkness.

but……

Not at all.

He can retell the story of the year, but he can't play Mr. Monster like Lu Yu.He can set off many more fireworks, but he can't give Xiao Lu Yu a gentle smile and a warm hug.

What should I do, brother.

I really want to save you.

But I... can't do it...

How much courage does it take to redeem a person?

Even if it's just for one day, as long as I imagine the consequences of failure, I'm too afraid to do anything.

Can you help the coward again, brother?

The little Lu Yu silently watched the tall young man in front of him sink into depression, and did nothing.

This time, he won't reach out and touch his head.

But Osamu Dazai is not the Osamu Dazai he used to be.After only being depressed for a while, he raised his head again and smiled at Xiao Lu Yu: "I am really your brother, it doesn't matter if you don't believe me, we can get along for a while, and you will know when we get acquainted. "

Little Lu Yu looked at him carefully, then nodded hesitantly.

"You agreed? That's really great!" Osamu Dazai cheered, "Let's go, my brother will make you something to eat first!"

In order to take care of Xiao Luyu's fragile heart, Osamu Dazai did not make his beloved Vitality Chicken Soup and Firm Tofu, but just made ordinary sandwiches.

When he was making the sandwich, Xiao Lu Yu stood behind him, watching his movements with a little curiosity.

After the sandwich was ready, Osamu Dazai carried Xiao Lu Yu to the chair in front of the dining table.Little Lu Yu hesitated, picked up the sandwich in front of him, and took small bites.

Osamu Dazai noticed that after the child took the first bite, his eyes lit up, and then he chewed slightly faster.

If Lu Yu had memory, he could probably recall that this sandwich was almost exactly the same as the one he made for Osamu Dazai back then.

A beautiful fried egg, a layer of golden floss on the salad dressing, fried bacon just right, and neatly stacked cabbage leaves.

It's a pity that Xiao Lu Yu is eating the sandwich now.

Probably because Osamu Dazai looked at Xiao Lu Yu too intently, and Xiao Lu Yu stopped eating the sandwich.

"Do you... want to eat too?" Little Lu Yu hesitated for a moment and asked in a low voice.

He is an angel!

Osamu Dazai whimpered in his heart, and made a relieved expression: "No need, brother..."

The story of eating crabs suddenly appeared in his brain, showing him a sense of existence.

So Osamu Dazai changed his words in the same way: "Brother won't eat it, because this sandwich was specially made for you."

"Specially...for me?" Xiao Lu Yu tilted her head, wondering, "Why?"

"Because," Osamu Dazai showed a gentle smile, "you are my family, a very important family. Therefore, you will be happier eating the sandwich than I am. Therefore, I am willing to give you the sandwich .”

"Oh..." Xiao Lu Yu still looked a little puzzled, and he carefully looked at the half-eaten sandwich in his hand.

Got it kid?Is it time to feed me next?Is it right?

Dazai's eyes sparkled.

"Then." Little Lu Yu said slowly, "Why don't you make one for yourself?"

Dazai Osamu: "..."

With Osamu Dazai's ingenuity, he could make up a hundred reasons to fool Xiao Lu Yu.Ten of them could even move little Lu Yu to feed him a sandwich.

But Osamu Dazai did not use any of the hundred reasons.

He just smiled and said to Xiao Lu Yu: "At this time, just say 'thank you'. Come on, I will teach you. Xiexie——"

"Have you learned?"

Little Lu Yu nodded.

"Then what should you tell me?" Osamu Dazai blinked with pikapika in his big eyes.

"You're welcome." Little Lu Yu said seriously.

Dazai Osamu: "..."

I may have taken a fake strategy.