This is a nurturing essay

It was probably a sandwich that attracted little Lu Yu's favor, and Osamu Dazai could feel that the child's attitude towards him was much gentler.

how to say?

From watching kidnappers to watching strangers.

But Osamu Dazai became very energetic after being depressed.After little Lu Yu ate, he took the child to his room again.

Over the years, Osamu Dazai's room has changed a lot.However, the weird style of four kinds of wallpaper on the four walls remains unchanged.

Osamu Dazai carried the child to sit on a lazy sofa that was bigger and softer than before, and sat cross-legged on the opposite side, and said with a smile, "Shall I tell you a story?"

Xiao Lu Yu shook his head: "No need."

Osamu Dazai pretended to be deaf: "Well, once upon a time there was a boy who was born different from others. He couldn't feel the happiness and pain of others. He could easily see through other thoughts..."

Osamu Dazai mixed those stories back then with his own situation, and made up a hodgepodge. In the end, the protagonist was rescued, and he was happy to hear it.

Little Lu Yu lowered his head, wondering if he listened or not.Osamu Dazai was quite happy with what he said. After he finished speaking, he asked, "How is it? Do you have any ideas?"

Little Lu Yu raised his head in a daze, thought for a while and said, "Then he is so lucky."

Osamu Dazai blinked: "Why do you say that?"

"The people who were kind to him didn't die." Little Lu Yu was rarely serious, "How lucky that is."

Dazai's face froze.

Certain details that he had noticed a long time ago and that he forcibly ignored had emerged in his mind against his will, automatically giving him an answer.

yes.They do all have the loneliness of being apart from the outside world, but this does not mean that the origin of this loneliness is the same.

Osamu Dazai's loneliness comes from "heterogeneous".He is too smart and doesn't get enough love and guidance, so he thinks he is incompatible with human beings, and begins to doubt whether his life in this world is meaningful.

And Lu Yu's loneliness is different from that of Dazai.After all, although Lu Yu in his previous life was smart, he was definitely not as smart as Dazai Osamu.On the surface, he is even dull, taciturn, and dull.

Lu Yu's loneliness - just like Xiao Lu Yu himself said just now.

"Those who were kind to him are all dead."

That's why he's so skinny.

So he closes it.

"Big brother, stay away from me." Little Lu Yu's legs curled up, and his hands wrapped around his calves, as if giving himself a hug.

"I'm unlucky."

— I am unlucky.

——I am the dead star.

——I will kill all my relatives and friends.

——So, please don’t treat me any more.

—Leave me alone...

Let me die like this, alone.

"...No way." Osamu Dazai finally raised his hand, holding the little boy in his arms, "Tell you a secret, okay?"

Xiao Lu Yu shrunk a little tighter, not understanding why this person insisted on approaching him.

There are not no people who have done this before, they are all good people, and they all want to help him...

But, in the end, he was killed.

Leave him alone, in this lonely and terrifying world.

Why, don't you take me with you...

"In this world, there are supernatural powers." Osamu Dazai said in a mysterious tone.

"All kinds of abilities, all kinds of strange things. Some people can control gravity, some people can transform into tigers, some people can instantly kill people when they touch them..."

Osamu Dazai's voice became lower and lower: "And I am also a person with supernatural abilities."

Little Lu Yu looked at him in surprise, as if to say, big brother, you are quite old, why do you still believe this?

Osamu Dazai smiled mysteriously: "You don't believe it, do you?"

Little Lu Yu didn't say anything, but his eyes already expressed his disbelief.

"But I have evidence." Osamu Dazai took out the phone from his pocket, "I'll show you."

Little Lu Yu hesitated for a moment, but went to see it anyway.

This is Osamu Dazai's work profile.

The 21-year-old Osamu Dazai is a well-known investigator of supernormal abilities in the world.He accepts all entrustments that may be related to supernatural powers, and he is extremely good at leveraging his strengths, swimming among the major forces like a fish.

Almost all state agencies or large supernatural organizations want to keep Osamu Dazai.Disqualification in the world is easy to use, and Osamu Dazai is easy to use. The two together are simply strategic weapons.

But Osamu Dazai knows too many secrets, and the forces of all parties are jealous of each other, so he can live in peace - his style is also unique and changeable, and the only constant criterion is "don't be the perpetrator".

He walks in the chaotic world, and then firmly upholds "justice".

This guy acts like he's dancing on a tightrope, but no one else can do anything about him.There are many people who want to kill him, but Osamu Dazai is so lively that he is running around the world, and no one can kill him.

Snow White's elder brother is the Prince of Transcendence.In addition, there are dwarves (Chuya:?), mice all over the world, white dragons...

Can't beat it.

In the mind of Osamu Dazai, who cannot be silenced, there is a secret that can plunge the whole world into chaos.If there is a "global list of dangerous weapons", "Osamu Dazai" will definitely be at the top.

Therefore, at this moment, the information displayed in front of little Lu Yu was absolutely terrifyingly detailed.

Xiao Lu Yu stared at the person using the supernatural power in the video, and was stunned: "...Is this true?"

"I don't think special effects can do this." Osamu Dazai put away the mobile phone coveted by the supernatural power departments all over the world, and smiled brightly. "I think you are probably a supernatural person."

"I...?" Xiao Lu Yu was in a daze.

"Yes. Your ability is probably something like 'bad luck', but you can't control it, so it became like this." Osamu Dazai said seriously.

"what……"

"Actually, I had someone send you here because I detected that you might be a supernatural being..." Osamu Dazai took out another machine and put it on the carpet, "This is an instrument for detecting supernatural beings. As long as you have supernatural abilities If someone touches it, the red light will turn on, and for ordinary people, it will turn on. Do you want to try it?"

Little Lu Yu looked at the little machine with a broken expression.After a long time, he stretched out his hand.

red light.

People with different abilities.

"Just... because of this? Because of this, they all died...?" Little Lu Yu suddenly trembled crazily.

His voice was hoarse, as if he wanted to cry, but he couldn't shed any tears. He could only make a broken sound similar to the cry of a cub: "This kind of thing...this kind of thing...why does it exist..."

Dazai hugged him even tighter.

He knew it was painful.

Because he has confirmed the "you killed them" thing.

But Osamu Dazai could only do this... He found that the child had fallen into the depths of despair, and it was impossible to pull him out in a short while.

But Osamu Dazai only had one day.

Although he knew that Dalu Yu would come back tomorrow...

But what if?

What if this child is the little Lu Yu from the past on a certain timeline? ?

Osamu Dazai dare not gamble.

When this child goes back to the past, will someone really bring him out?Osamu Dazai didn't want to pin his hopes on the ethereal future.

So he chose to die and survive.

Brother, this time, it's not that I don't want to say it.Rather, it is useless to say it.

Sorry, little brother.If you really exist in a world that I don't know, and one day you know the truth...

Then hate me.

But now, I must bring you back.

"It's okay, it's okay, I found out, it's fine." Osamu Dazai patted Xiao Lu Yu's back coaxingly, "Didn't you say that I am also a person with supernatural ability. My supernatural ability is called-'Disqualification in the World' .He can disable all supernatural powers. Very powerful, isn't it?"

"Human disqualification?"

"Yes." Osamu Dazai lowered his eyes, his tone was misty, as if he was telling a beautiful fairy tale, "I will help you seal this ability. And I will not be killed by your ability... Even if you rely on Me, my boy."

Little Lu Yu finally cried bitterly.

However, he wailed for a long time, but only shed a single tear.

That drop of tear fell on Osamu Dazai's hand, then slid down the carpet and fainted.

Osamu Dazai's hands trembled, as if he had been burned.

Afterwards, Osamu Dazai carefully cut off a strand of his own hair with scissors, braided it into a net with Xiao Lu Yu, and then made a guard with his own hands, and put the net into it.

Osamu Dazai is very skillful with his hands.As long as he wants, he can do anything.

He solemnly tied Yushou around Xiao Lu Yu's neck: "Don't take it off, wear it for six hours, and it will temporarily seal your ability. In the future, only I can undo the seal again."

This is of course a lie.

But the little Lu Yu grasped this guard, as if he had grasped all hope.

"You have to know that there are many misfortunes in the world. I have sealed the power for you. From then on, their misfortune has nothing to do with you..."

"really?"

"Of course. I never lie." Osamu Dazai patted his head.

"Well... thank you, big brother. Really, very, thank you." The boy said a little unskillfully.

Osamu Dazai finally earned this "thank you".

He said: "You're welcome... But, as a reward, if you meet someone similar to you in the future, you must remember to save him."

Little Lu Yu didn't understand what he was talking about, but he still wrote it down carefully: "I remember it."

"Ah, that's good." Osamu Dazai smiled, "Come on, let's go shopping~"

All kinds of clothes are changed again, I want to take pictures, take pictures!

So Osamu Dazai hugged the naughty little Lu Yu who didn't know how to reject him, and went to change his clothes all afternoon, and got some photos.

In order to strengthen the credibility of his words, Osamu Dazai then specially called Atsushi Nakajima from the Armed Detective Agency from Yokohama, and when the other party turned into a big tiger in front of Xiao Lu Yu, he changed him back with a human disqualification.

Gained the adoration of little Lu Yu.

Dun: "...Mr. Dazai, do you want me to coax the child?"

Osamu Dazai gave him a deep look: "Atsu-kun, you don't even know what you got and what I lost."

Dun: "?"

Osamu Dazai: I actually let others see my little brother! !

In order to save his young brother, Osamu Dazai felt that he had sacrificed too much.

Atsushi: ...I don't quite understand what Dazai-san is thinking.

Osamu Dazai sent people away when he ran out of tools, and stuffed him with a large box of mooncakes, as if he was asking Atsushi Nakajima to come and get a gift for the detective agency.

After that, Osamu Dazai took little Lu Yu to eat crab meat stew, and told a new story at night...

This was the happiest day in Xiao Lu Yu's life.

So when Osamu Dazai asked him if he wanted to sleep together, Xiao Lu Yu easily agreed.

Osamu Dazai hugged Xiao Lu Yu in black cat pajamas and fell asleep. Before going to sleep, he said a lot of words, the focus was on showing his awesomeness and making Xiao Lu Yu believe that his supernatural power had been sealed.

Tomorrow morning, little Lu Yu should go back.

Osamu Dazai shouldn't have slept, but he still chose to sleep deeply, leaving everything to himself the next day.

Holding the boy in his arms tightly, Osamu Dazai whispered in his heart: Happy Mid-Autumn Festival, brother.

good night.

sweet Dreams.

-

The next day.

Osamu Dazai opened his eyes in the morning light.

Beside him, the little Lu Yu had disappeared.Instead, there is Lu Yu, who is more and more handsome in his 30s.

The man was wearing simple home clothes, leaning on the head of the bed.Dazai fell asleep in his arms before he woke up.

"...Good morning, brother." Osamu Dazai rolled his eyes.

"Good morning." Lu Yu lowered his eyes and rubbed his head, "Sorry, I missed the Mid-Autumn Festival."

"It's okay, it's the same today. Let's call Lu Xue's mother together." Osamu Dazai yawned and sat up straight.

The single bed contained the two of them, making it a bit cramped.Neither brother, however, commented on the situation.

Lu Yu hesitated for a moment, but still said, "Xiao Zhi, I want to thank you for my six-year-old self."

Osamu Dazai smiled: "Did I help him?"

"Yes. You helped him. You are his salvation." Lu Yu said seriously.

"That's it, that's good." Osamu Dazai jumped off the bed.

Well, Osamu Dazai, perfect landing!

"I'm going to wash up~ I want to eat thick egg for breakfast!"

"Okay." Lu Yu bent his eyes and suddenly stopped him, "Xiao Zhi."

"Huh?" Osamu Dazai didn't look back.

Lu Yu smiled lowly: "...ありがとう."

Thank you for such a wonderful and incredible dream.

Osamu Dazai paused, did not look back, and continued to walk forward.

Lu Yu smiled and looked out the window.

Ah, it's another fine day.