This is a nurturing essay

There are no lights in the villa.

Lu Yu easily carried Osamu Dazai upstairs.

The bedrooms in the villa are all on the third floor.There are four rooms, one for Lu Xue, one for Lu Yu, one for the study, and one for the guest room.

If Lu Xue's future marriage partner comes here, he will live in Lu Xue's room.But his marriage to Lu Xue does not mean that he will become Lu Yu's "father", after all he is only ten years older than Lu Yu.Their relationship is not suitable for a festive reunion like Mid-Autumn Festival.

Instead, it was Osamu Dazai...

He will be one of us.

Both Lu Yu and Lu Xue believed so.

If Lu Xue cleaned up the room for Osamu Dazai, he must have changed the guest room.After all, there is no one in their family who can come to live in the guest room.

Holding the child with one hand, and pushing open the door of the original guest room with the other hand, the inside really changed a lot.

how to say……

Like a cat litter.

The "soldiers" that would not be offset by human disqualification strengthened his eyesight, and Lu Yu could easily see the appearance of the room.

The whole room is decorated in a cartoon style, and there are not many things placed there.After all, many of Lu Yu's behaviors were heavily influenced by Lu Xue, so they all chose to let the owner of the room fill it up by himself.

However, Lu Xue's vision for choosing furniture was completely different from Lu Yu's simple and solid colors.The furniture Lu Xue chose was childish, the whole room was covered with soft carpets, the bed was actually a bed and a table, and the chair was a big hanging chair, it was like a cat climbing frame.

Lu Yu couldn't help laughing, looked at Dazai Osamu who looked a little embarrassed in his arms, turned around and went back to his room.

Xiaozhi, it’s really because your high-rise bed is not suitable for me to help you change your clothes and take care of you, so I’m sorry for you to sleep with me for another night~

Lu Yu put Dazai Zhi back on his bed. Seeing that the child was sleeping deeply, Lu Yu was not afraid of waking him up. He happily changed him into pajamas, and virtuously brought a basin of water to wipe his hands and face. He brought another cup of warm water to coax the child to rinse his mouth.

Drunk Osamu Dazai was limp and slid down like noodles. After rinsing his mouth, he mumbled "You are so annoying".

What a young master, Xiao Zhi.

Lu Yu felt that all his patience in his life had been spent on this child.

Covering Dazai Zhi with a quilt, Lu Yu turned around and went downstairs.

Lu Xue has already tidied up the yard and is in the kitchen tidying up things that need to be washed.

"Mom, go to bed first. We'll talk about it tomorrow." Lu Yu walked up to her, walked around her and held her by the shoulders.

"Yeah, I'm not going to brush, I just put it on first." Lu Xue smiled, "Go to sleep too."

"Okay." Lu Yu frowned, "How is Xiaozhi?"

"He's a good boy." Lu Xue glanced at the moon outside the window through the window, and said with a smile, "He really looks like you. Are Youemon's genes so good?"

Lu Yu knew that this "likeness" did not refer to appearance, but something deeper.

"It's none of his business, the two of us are mutated." Lu Yu sighed, "The first time I saw Xiao Zhi, I thought, ah, he is really lonely..."

"I thought, let him go on like this, he will fall into darkness... So I took him away without authorization." Lu Yu said in a daze, "Until now I often think, am I too arrogant? I Am I just gratifying my own compassion? Am I really entitled to another life? I..."

"Hush—" Lu Xue stretched out her index finger and pressed it against his lips.

She patted Lu Yu on the shoulder.

Lu Yu lowered his head meekly.

Lu Xue touched her son's head, exactly the same as Lu Yu touched Dazai Osamu.

She whispered softly: "Mom's son has grown up and is able to redeem other people... This is really good..."

"Lu Yu, go on according to your ideas. You are really, really, really good, and you are the pride of your mother."

Lu Xue rarely called him by his full name.

"Go, go to Xiao Zhi's side. Help him continue walking."

"...Well, I see. Thank you, Mom." Lu Yu was silent for a moment, and then showed his face.

We will all be at a loss and hesitate.

But it doesn't matter.

Because we are not alone in this world.

-

After a month, Osamu Dazai woke up again in a strange room.

But this time, the owner of the room was by his side.

Osamu Dazai raised his head, looked at the familiar face, closed his eyes again, and buried himself a little deeper in the young man's arms.

I fell asleep very late at first glance... I will definitely wake him up...

So reluctantly, let the perverted brother hug me and sleep for a while.

For the sake of him remembering to wear pajamas every time.

Because of Osamu Dazai's rare thoughtfulness, the cook got up late today.

"Ah... everyone, let's make do with it, and we can have lunch later." The curly-haired young man sat at the dining table, holding his chin in distress, "I have wronged you."

"This breakfast is also great, Xiaozhi and I both like it, right, Xiaozhi?" Lu Xue winked at Dazai Zhi.

"Yeah." Dazai nodded.

It's what it is, this soup called pimple soup is really delicious!

Lu Yu smiled: "That's good."

Osamu Dazai waved at Lu Yu.Lu Yu tilted his head and leaned over.

"I have a gift for you too. It's in the notebook on the table in your room."

A brilliance of surprise bloomed in Lu Yu's eyes.

"Thank you Xiaozhi~"

After tidying up, Osamu Dazai got into his new cat litter and couldn't come out.Lu Yu went straight back to his room to collect the gift——

what.

It is a familiar paper.

In the picture that "Ms. Liujo" met Tsushima Shuji for the first time, the composition question was the small four-frame drawing drawn by Lu Yu himself to test Dazai Osamu.

That temptation was very successful, and Lu Yu was sure that Osamu Dazai was just a child, just a little special—that's all.

But Lu Yu was still very disappointed that he didn't see his real answer, so he secretly put this paper in Dazai Osamu's locker.

This cabinet will be filled with all kinds of "bonded" things, Lu Yu thought, this paper is definitely a mission item, and he is definitely qualified to enter.Moreover, maybe one day Osamu Dazai will remember and do this question again?

Although Lu Yu himself felt that he was dreaming.

But I didn't expect that this "maybe someday" would come so suddenly.

Put together with the examination paper is a piece of manuscript paper, on which is Dazai Osamu's immature handwriting, which is full of flowers.

It read: "The kitten was very confused, and once thought that his existence was wrong. But one day, a big black cat very similar to it suddenly appeared, and it got acquainted with the kitten against its wishes, and then Take the kitten back to its own cat litter."

"The big cat began to teach the little cat how to survive as a cat in this world full of dogs and experience happiness from it."

"The big cat is still trying to find other cats in the world. But the little cat thinks it doesn't matter if they can't find them. Because, they are no longer alone."

Lu Yu covered his eyes.