This is a nurturing essay

Before the New Year, Osamu Dazai lost his first baby tooth.

Lu Xue dug a small hole in the yard and buried Osamu Dazai's tooth.

"Okay, Xiaozhi, don't lick the place where the teeth have fallen out, new teeth will grow soon!"

Dazai nodded resentfully.

"Let's go Xiaozhi, the written blessings should be finished, let's paste them." Lu Yu stood behind Dazai Zhi, holding his shoulders with both hands, "Continue to drink more milk and supplement calcium."

The Tsushima family did their best to take care of Osamu Dazai. Osamu Dazai is nine years old and less than 1.3 meters. It must be a calcium deficiency caused by picky eaters and neglect!If it were him, the child started to lose teeth after only half a year of raising it!

In my heart, I planned the calcium supplement recipe for Dazai Zhi for the next week, and Lu Yu, who thought he was a good parent, happily took Dazai Zhi to post the Spring Festival couplets.

Osamu Dazai closed his mouth tightly, feeling the strange feeling of the missing teeth, and resisted licking.Thinking of Lu Yu's clicking pictures, he was a little bit annoyed, but also a little bit happy.

Changing teeth means that he is growing up.

Osamu Dazai thought.

I, with the help and protection of one person, grew up well——

Be a good one, man.

It's... unbelievable.

Lu Yu fiddled with the couplet towards the door: "Xiao Zhi, do you see it right?"

Dazai Osamu came back to his senses: "The debt goes to Zhuo Pian... Uh!"

Lu Yu began to hold back a smile: "It's okay, just get used to it, we won't laugh at you." Unless you can't help it.

Covering his mouth, Osamu Dazai glared at Lu Yu resentfully, trying to get used to the pronunciation: "Quickly adjust!"

"Hey, hey~" Lu Yu adjusted the Spring Festival couplets with a smile: "What about now?"

"So annoying."

Afterwards, they pasted the characters "Fu" and window grilles one by one, and hung a row of lanterns on the ceiling.

"Tomorrow, I will buy new clothes and clean up the house. The day after tomorrow is New Year's Eve." At night, Lu Yu lay beside Osamu Dazai's second-floor bed, and touched his fluffy head, "Have a good dream, Xiaozhi. "

Osamu Dazai lay on his side facing Lu Yu, with the lower half of his face tucked into the quilt, and he resumed his slow voice when they first met: "Well, good night."

The lights in the room were turned off and the door was closed, leaving him with a silent darkness.

The small lanterns on the ceiling, the grilles on the windows, the paper-cut kittens on the wall, the blessing characters on the bedside and the couplets at the door accompany him to sleep together.

-

The 29th of the twelfth lunar month.

The family went shopping for clothes together.

Different from Lu Yu's style of buying out of a store, Lu Xue is like every ordinary woman who loves shopping, shopping around and wandering all over the street.

"Little Lu Yu, what do you think of mom wearing this dress?" Lu Xue changed into a pure black winter dress.

Lu Yu nodded bluntly: "It looks good."

Osamu Dazai answered without waiting for her to ask: "It's beautiful!"

Then Lu Xue changed into a red winter dress.

"this?"

"nice!"

Beige coat.

"nice!"

Knit sweater in army green.

"nice!"

"Can you two talk about something else?" Lu Xue was furious.

"But it's really pretty." Without looking back, Lu Yu took out a red jacket, "Xiao Zhi, change this!"

Osamu Dazai desperately shook his head: "I don't want it!!"

"Change it, change it~"

"I don't change!"

Lu Xue was at a loss: "You two had so much fun by yourself..."

The two sons are grown up and don't want a mother anymore.

After thinking for a while, Lu Xue became happy again: "Then I'll join too!! Xiaozhi try this!"

In the end, Osamu Dazai still put on the little red jacket for planting flowers, and also attached a watermelon hat.

As a price, Lu Yu also bought a dark red Tang suit jacket with dark gray wide-leg pants, which looked like a grandfather.

Lu Xue wore a slim-fit long-sleeved cheongsam of the same color as Osamu Dazai, covered with a cape-style fur coat.

It was a successful purchase.

Lu Yu, whose enthusiasm for shopping was exhausted, pulled the exhausted Osamu Dazai, and followed behind the elated Lu Xue.

Shopping, really tired.

in the afternoon.

Lu Yu put on small sleeves and a small apron for Dazai Zhi, and wrapped his curly hair with a scarf: "Xiao Zhi is responsible for cleaning the windows."

Osamu Dazai's eyes sank: "Let me clean the windows on the third floor?"

Lu Yu looked around to make sure that Lu Xue was not there, and hurriedly whispered to Dazai Zhi's ear: "There is nothing to clean, my mother doesn't know how to clean at all, and the housekeeping is usually very clean. So we are just pretending. "

Osamu Dazai was puzzled: "What's the point?"

"The sense of ritual, the sense of ritual." Lu Yuyu said earnestly, "When a family cleans their home lively together, it can shorten the distance between each other."

Osamu Dazai looked at the window cleaner in his hand.

"Six six..."

"Ok?"

"Our home in Aomori..."

The boy's voice seemed to be contained in his throat, and it sounded vaguely, falling into Lu Yu's heart, making him soft-hearted.

"Next year, next year we will return to Aomori for the Spring Festival in Japan."

"What about here?"

"Come back for the flower-planting Spring Festival." Lu Yu patted his turban-wrapped head, "You can have all the children's things."

Osamu Dazai showed a small toothless smile: "You keep what you say, brother."

"Of course." Lu Yu showed his face, "Go now."

-

The New Year's Eve arrived as promised.

Osamu Dazai put on his new clothes and slipped off the second bed.

Osamu Dazai, who was wearing a cute little red jacket, opened the window.The cold wind outside the window rolled in, carrying a hint of smoke.

Ok?

Osamu Dazai stretched out his head vigilantly and looked down.

Lu Yu sat alone in the front yard with a burning cigarette in his hand.

cigarette! !

Osamu Dazai has lived with Lu Yu for so long, and he has never touched this thing!

He shivered and rushed downstairs without washing his face.

On the first floor, Lu Xue, who had already got up, was cleaning something, and was startled when she saw Osamu Dazai: "What's wrong, Xiaozhi?"

But before she finished speaking, Osamu Dazai ran out the door.

Lu Xue was in a daze and didn't chase after her.She looked down at the thing in her hand—it was a photo of a middle-aged couple.

Posthumous photos.

Osamu Dazai had already run to Lu Yu's side.

On a very cold day, Lu Yu actually only wore a thin white exercise suit.He leaned against the wall of the villa, with one long leg bent, his right arm resting on his leg, and a quietly burning cigarette was held between the drooping right index finger and middle finger.

There was no expression on the young man's handsome face, his kite-colored eyes remained motionless, as if caught in some memory.

After running all the way to Lu Yu, Osamu Dazai realized that he seemed a little impulsive.

What was Lu Yu thinking?What should he say to him?

Dazai hesitated.

Fortunately, Lu Yu's attention was drawn from the memories.He looked up and saw Dazai Osamu, with a dazed look in his eyes: "What's the matter, Xiaozhi?"

"I... saw you lighting a cigarette..." Osamu Dazai, who had always been ghostly, couldn't think of what to say.

"Ah." Lu Yu understood.

Relying on his ability, he snuffed out the cigarette with his hand and flicked it into the trash can in the corner.Then he flattened his legs, fanned the smoke around him, and opened his arms to Osamu Dazai: "Come on, Xiaozhi."

Osamu Dazai slipped into his embrace that still had a trace of smoke.

Not cold, but unexpectedly warm.

"I miss you, Xiaozhi. I miss the stories of the past and the people who left." Lu Yu told him gently, holding the boy in the little red jacket tightly.

"Is it already lost..." Dazai Osamu murmured.

"Yes, it has been lost." Lu Yu said frankly, "Remembrance is a very important activity. People can't live in the past forever, but they can't completely abandon the past. The past is a part of me, and it is my past that makes me Be it my happiness or my sadness...

"All the hardships have made me who I am today. Therefore, I don't regret every encounter."

Dazai didn't know what to say.

But Lu Yu knew it.

Lu Yu said: "Xiaozhi, although I'm not sad, there are always people who have sad memories. When you want to comfort him, just give him a hug and tell him that you are here... that's enough. "

"Have you learned?"

Dazai nodded.

"Then go and see mom." Lu Yu let go of him, eyes full of encouragement, "She probably needs company, but she doesn't want me to worry. So, please, Xiaozhi."

Osamu Dazai nodded, leaned into Lu Yu's ear and said something, then ran back to the villa.

He leaned close to Lu Xue and hugged her.

The boy's iris-colored eyes are big and round, and the baby's fat little face has grown a lot, and the lack of a small tooth makes him even cuter.

Under Lu Xue's surprised eyes, Osamu Dazai hugged the woman sitting on the sofa.

"I'm here, Mother Lu Xue."

"I will accompany you."

This is the first time Osamu Dazai called Lu Xue "Mom".

Lu Xue hugged the boy in her arms tightly, her voice choked up: "Thank you, Xiao Zhi."

Lu Yu stood at the door, quietly watching this scene with a smile in his eyes.

Just now, Osamu Dazai told him——

"Brother, after the new year is over, help me find Sayuri."

I see, Xiaozhi.Let's face your past together.