Lu Shixuan slept for two whole weeks, and on a Wednesday evening, he slowly opened his eyes.
There was no one in the ward, the curtains were still open, and the afterglow of the setting sun came in from the window, making his eyes sour.He closed his eyes again, and after a while, opened them again.
Against the backdrop of the setting sun, the pale ward became gentle.For a long time, he just looked at the ceiling and the sunset outside the window alternately, his mind was blank, without any meaningful things at all.
It wasn't until his eyes touched the waterproof watch on the table that all the past rushed into his mind like sea water at high tide.
He bought it for Song Chu before boarding the ship. It didn't have any special meaning. He bought it casually. It was very commonplace. It was purely to find a sense of real existence between the two of them in such stormy days.
This was originally worn on Song Chu's wrist, why is it here?Song Chu has been here? !Is he still around? !
Lu Shixuan suddenly became agitated, panting heavily and struggling to get out of bed, only to find that the door was locked from the outside.He slammed on the door like crazy and shouted hoarsely, "Song Chu! Song Chu!"
The movement finally alarmed the people outside. Nurses, doctors, and several military officers opened the door and rushed in.
Lu Shixuan grabbed one of them by the collar and roared, "Where is Song Chu!"
The doctor first noticed the blood on his finger joints, and comforted him, "I'll call and ask for you, you can relax first, Song Chu is fine." He signaled several officers with his eyes to put Lu Shixuan back on the bed .
Lu Shixuan felt like his head was about to explode, the pain was terrific, the nurse was busy wrapping up his injured hand when he smashed the door just now, but he was extremely uncooperative, resisting anyone's touch, roaring like a mad patient Let everyone go away.
His whole body was like a ferocious beast trapped in a cage, his consciousness was not fully awake, he only knew that he wanted Song Chu, and wanted Song Chu to come to him.
Doctors and military officers were so overwhelmed that they could not appease him, but they did not dare to take strong measures against him.Fortunately, Jian Sheng arrived after a while. Seeing him, Lu Shixuan somehow calmed down, leaned on the bed, stared at him, and asked hoarsely, "Where is Song Chu?"
Jian Sheng looked into his eyes, and after a while, he said with difficulty, "...We are also looking for it."
Lu Shixuan only felt that the blood in his whole body seemed to be frozen by ice. He thought of Song Chu's face and his clear and bright eyes.
A hysterical sense of desperation rushed from the soles of his feet to his mind, a big hole was opened in his heart, and the pain made it almost difficult for him to breathe.
He closed his eyes, motionless as if dead.
Even the air seemed to be turned into a sharp knife, and every breath made the heart bleed with pain.
Jian Sheng sent everyone out and withdrew himself.He arranged for his subordinates to strengthen the care of Lu Shixuan, to ensure that no accidents would happen to him before he fully recovered, let alone let him run out to find Song Chu.
Although Dakong's forces were completely wiped out, the follow-up clearing operations continued. Due to Lu Shixuan's injury, this matter was completely handed over to Han Li and Jian Sheng.
Shen Yan was bored and wandered around the hospital all day, Jian Sheng didn't let him see Lu Shixuan, fearing that if he said something he shouldn't say again, it would make Lu Shixuan go crazy, and everyone would be in trouble.
Although Lu Shixuan was awake, he always fell asleep after taking medicine at noon every day, and when he woke up, it would be the next morning.He didn't have any tools or channels to communicate with the outside world, and since Jian Sheng was not born, he didn't even know how far the search for Song Chu had progressed.
He must not be able to get out, before his body is recovered.In the few days when he just woke up, as long as he was awake, he kept going crazy, his reason and consciousness were completely useless, he only knew that he wanted Song Chu.Several nurses and military officers who took care of him did not dare to approach him at all, and could only let him turn the ward upside down while ensuring his safety.
Let him go crazy for a few days, and cooperate with some medical treatment. After about two weeks, Lu Shixuan became a little bit normal, and he stopped smashing things, and stopped calling Song Chu's name heartbreakingly.He was just wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown, sitting on the hospital bed and looking out the window.
Everything in the past, like a cartoon that gradually unfolded frame by frame, flooded into his mind.He began to be silent all day long, and even seldom ate food.
One night, Jian Sheng came to see him.
He didn't even look up.Jian Sheng looked very tired, and sat on a chair beside the bed. After a long time, he sighed and said, "Everything is coming to an end."
Lu Shixuan was still looking out the window.Jian Sheng paused, and then said, "Song Chu hasn't been found yet."
Lu Shixuan turned his head to look at him, Jian Sheng couldn't see what he was thinking at all, and was about to comfort him, Lu Shixuan said, "You go back, and send someone to pick me up when I leave the hospital." Roaring, his voice is already hoarse.It sounds like a sharp dull pain.
Jian Sheng nodded silently, "I see."
Not long after Jian Sheng left, the sky gradually darkened. Lu Shixuan took Song Chu's watch in his hand and just stared at it.At this time, someone pushed open the door of the ward and came in.
Lu Shixuan didn't move, and the man didn't go this way after he came in, he just leaned against the door.
Lu Shixuan heard a sneer.
"Do you want to know the latest news about Song Chu?"
There was a bit of complacency in this voice.
Lu Shixuan raised his eyes and stared at the man.
Shen Yan was not afraid at all, leaning against the door, waiting for his answer.After a while, Lu Shixuan held the watch in his hand and said slowly, "Tell me."
Shen Yan stared at him, quietly said, "Song Chu is dead."
The air was stagnant for a second, Lu Shixuan picked up the porcelain cup on the table and threw it at him viciously.
Shen Yan dodged quickly, the porcelain cup smashed against the door and shattered.Lu Shixuan stared at him sullenly.
Shen Yan spread his hands innocently, "It's been so long and I still haven't found him, maybe he was eaten by a shark long ago."
Lu Shixuan closed his eyes as if enduring something, and clenched his fists tightly.Seeing his painful appearance, Shen Yan's heart was filled with a kind of revenge-like pleasure, yes, if Song Chu was really gone, someone would be in more pain than him.
When he was proud, Lu Shixuan said, "...find someone for me." Although his voice was still hoarse, it was surprisingly calm.
"Who?"
"Gu Chuan."
Half a month before the scheduled discharge time, Lu Shixuan escaped from the hospital.
He and Gu Chuan made an appointment to meet at a cafe in city a.When we arrived, there was still half an hour before the appointed time.He was sitting by the window, looking at the neon lights flashing on the street and the streets with people coming and going.
"Brother Shixuan."
The low and clear voice rang in his ears like thunder, he turned his head trembling, saw Song Chu's face vaguely, and smiled at him, "Have you been waiting for a long time?"
Before he could answer, Song Chu had already sat down opposite him, holding a coffee cup in both hands, looking at him with bright eyes, without speaking.
He only felt that his throat was dry, his eyes were sore, and he wanted to speak but couldn't say anything. His throat seemed to be clenched, and it was almost difficult for him to breathe.
But at this time, he clearly heard his own voice, with a smile, younger than his current voice, "Have you finished your work in the laboratory?"
Song Chu on the opposite side nodded, "There is still a little report left."
The young Lu Shixuan reached out and touched his face, "Then write here, and we'll go eat after we finish."
Song Chu blushed a little, "I want to eat at your house."
Lu Shixuan smiled and said, "Okay, I'll do it for you."
The two also exchanged a shallow kiss quietly. Lu Shixuan looked at Song Chuhong's ears, and clearly heard his heart beating more and more violently. The sound became louder and louder, covering his ears like a tide. I felt as if I was slowly sinking into the bottom of the sea, and the surroundings became extremely quiet, only the sound of the sea water gurgling, and my consciousness was gradually engulfed by the darkness.
Suddenly, ear-piercing laughter came to mind, followed by the chattering noises of young men and women. Lu Shixuan opened his eyes with difficulty, only to find himself lying on the pillow of the sofa. He straightened up, took a deep breath, and slowly Looking around, I gradually regained the sense of existence in the real world.
There is no Song Chu here, he is already 34 years old, and the good years in his 20s have long passed.
He was alone, guarding that sweet time, but now this sweet memory is like a cactus rooted in his heart, stinging him every time he breathes.
He thought of Song Chu's admiration and dependence on him, his crazy possessiveness, Song Chu's outstanding kiss in his sophomore year, and the choice he had to make for his safety.
He thought that Song Chu would forget everything, but he didn't expect that Song Chu would still remember his love for him even though he was hypnotized.
Gu Chuan came on time. I haven't seen him for more than a month, but he looks a lot haggard.
"Boss Lu, why do you think of me?" Although Gu Chuan looked haggard, his temper remained unchanged, and his first words were still jokes and sarcasm.
Lu Shixuan looked at him, his eyes were so deep that no emotion could be seen.
"I've come to settle accounts with you."
Gu Chuan was stunned for a moment, his face became a little unnatural, and he snorted, "It's up to you, a dead pig is not afraid of boiling water, and I don't lie."
"Where did you get Song Chu?"
Gu Chuan snorted and spread his hands, "I didn't find it either. If I found it, I'd send it to you sooner. He's not my type."
Lu Shixuan was silent for a long time, and then said in a low voice, "Please pass a message to him for me."
"After all that, I don't know where he is."
"Let him take care of himself, I will find him soon, and let him wait for me."
Gu Chuan stared at him for a while, and then said quietly, "Lu Shixuan, I think you're crazy."
But Lu Shixuan said, "You don't look much better, doesn't Qiao Xingzhi have time to accompany you?"
Gu Chuan's face turned very ugly in an instant, "That old thing, it's too late to coax the person next to him, how can he have time to talk to me."
After being silent for a while, Lu Shixuan said, "The deal I told you on the boat is still valid now, you should think about it yourself."
Gu Chuan snorted coldly, "My business hasn't been resolved yet, so you're in a hurry to be my matchmaker?"
Lu Shixuan ignored him and just looked out the window in silence.
There was no one in the ward, the curtains were still open, and the afterglow of the setting sun came in from the window, making his eyes sour.He closed his eyes again, and after a while, opened them again.
Against the backdrop of the setting sun, the pale ward became gentle.For a long time, he just looked at the ceiling and the sunset outside the window alternately, his mind was blank, without any meaningful things at all.
It wasn't until his eyes touched the waterproof watch on the table that all the past rushed into his mind like sea water at high tide.
He bought it for Song Chu before boarding the ship. It didn't have any special meaning. He bought it casually. It was very commonplace. It was purely to find a sense of real existence between the two of them in such stormy days.
This was originally worn on Song Chu's wrist, why is it here?Song Chu has been here? !Is he still around? !
Lu Shixuan suddenly became agitated, panting heavily and struggling to get out of bed, only to find that the door was locked from the outside.He slammed on the door like crazy and shouted hoarsely, "Song Chu! Song Chu!"
The movement finally alarmed the people outside. Nurses, doctors, and several military officers opened the door and rushed in.
Lu Shixuan grabbed one of them by the collar and roared, "Where is Song Chu!"
The doctor first noticed the blood on his finger joints, and comforted him, "I'll call and ask for you, you can relax first, Song Chu is fine." He signaled several officers with his eyes to put Lu Shixuan back on the bed .
Lu Shixuan felt like his head was about to explode, the pain was terrific, the nurse was busy wrapping up his injured hand when he smashed the door just now, but he was extremely uncooperative, resisting anyone's touch, roaring like a mad patient Let everyone go away.
His whole body was like a ferocious beast trapped in a cage, his consciousness was not fully awake, he only knew that he wanted Song Chu, and wanted Song Chu to come to him.
Doctors and military officers were so overwhelmed that they could not appease him, but they did not dare to take strong measures against him.Fortunately, Jian Sheng arrived after a while. Seeing him, Lu Shixuan somehow calmed down, leaned on the bed, stared at him, and asked hoarsely, "Where is Song Chu?"
Jian Sheng looked into his eyes, and after a while, he said with difficulty, "...We are also looking for it."
Lu Shixuan only felt that the blood in his whole body seemed to be frozen by ice. He thought of Song Chu's face and his clear and bright eyes.
A hysterical sense of desperation rushed from the soles of his feet to his mind, a big hole was opened in his heart, and the pain made it almost difficult for him to breathe.
He closed his eyes, motionless as if dead.
Even the air seemed to be turned into a sharp knife, and every breath made the heart bleed with pain.
Jian Sheng sent everyone out and withdrew himself.He arranged for his subordinates to strengthen the care of Lu Shixuan, to ensure that no accidents would happen to him before he fully recovered, let alone let him run out to find Song Chu.
Although Dakong's forces were completely wiped out, the follow-up clearing operations continued. Due to Lu Shixuan's injury, this matter was completely handed over to Han Li and Jian Sheng.
Shen Yan was bored and wandered around the hospital all day, Jian Sheng didn't let him see Lu Shixuan, fearing that if he said something he shouldn't say again, it would make Lu Shixuan go crazy, and everyone would be in trouble.
Although Lu Shixuan was awake, he always fell asleep after taking medicine at noon every day, and when he woke up, it would be the next morning.He didn't have any tools or channels to communicate with the outside world, and since Jian Sheng was not born, he didn't even know how far the search for Song Chu had progressed.
He must not be able to get out, before his body is recovered.In the few days when he just woke up, as long as he was awake, he kept going crazy, his reason and consciousness were completely useless, he only knew that he wanted Song Chu.Several nurses and military officers who took care of him did not dare to approach him at all, and could only let him turn the ward upside down while ensuring his safety.
Let him go crazy for a few days, and cooperate with some medical treatment. After about two weeks, Lu Shixuan became a little bit normal, and he stopped smashing things, and stopped calling Song Chu's name heartbreakingly.He was just wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown, sitting on the hospital bed and looking out the window.
Everything in the past, like a cartoon that gradually unfolded frame by frame, flooded into his mind.He began to be silent all day long, and even seldom ate food.
One night, Jian Sheng came to see him.
He didn't even look up.Jian Sheng looked very tired, and sat on a chair beside the bed. After a long time, he sighed and said, "Everything is coming to an end."
Lu Shixuan was still looking out the window.Jian Sheng paused, and then said, "Song Chu hasn't been found yet."
Lu Shixuan turned his head to look at him, Jian Sheng couldn't see what he was thinking at all, and was about to comfort him, Lu Shixuan said, "You go back, and send someone to pick me up when I leave the hospital." Roaring, his voice is already hoarse.It sounds like a sharp dull pain.
Jian Sheng nodded silently, "I see."
Not long after Jian Sheng left, the sky gradually darkened. Lu Shixuan took Song Chu's watch in his hand and just stared at it.At this time, someone pushed open the door of the ward and came in.
Lu Shixuan didn't move, and the man didn't go this way after he came in, he just leaned against the door.
Lu Shixuan heard a sneer.
"Do you want to know the latest news about Song Chu?"
There was a bit of complacency in this voice.
Lu Shixuan raised his eyes and stared at the man.
Shen Yan was not afraid at all, leaning against the door, waiting for his answer.After a while, Lu Shixuan held the watch in his hand and said slowly, "Tell me."
Shen Yan stared at him, quietly said, "Song Chu is dead."
The air was stagnant for a second, Lu Shixuan picked up the porcelain cup on the table and threw it at him viciously.
Shen Yan dodged quickly, the porcelain cup smashed against the door and shattered.Lu Shixuan stared at him sullenly.
Shen Yan spread his hands innocently, "It's been so long and I still haven't found him, maybe he was eaten by a shark long ago."
Lu Shixuan closed his eyes as if enduring something, and clenched his fists tightly.Seeing his painful appearance, Shen Yan's heart was filled with a kind of revenge-like pleasure, yes, if Song Chu was really gone, someone would be in more pain than him.
When he was proud, Lu Shixuan said, "...find someone for me." Although his voice was still hoarse, it was surprisingly calm.
"Who?"
"Gu Chuan."
Half a month before the scheduled discharge time, Lu Shixuan escaped from the hospital.
He and Gu Chuan made an appointment to meet at a cafe in city a.When we arrived, there was still half an hour before the appointed time.He was sitting by the window, looking at the neon lights flashing on the street and the streets with people coming and going.
"Brother Shixuan."
The low and clear voice rang in his ears like thunder, he turned his head trembling, saw Song Chu's face vaguely, and smiled at him, "Have you been waiting for a long time?"
Before he could answer, Song Chu had already sat down opposite him, holding a coffee cup in both hands, looking at him with bright eyes, without speaking.
He only felt that his throat was dry, his eyes were sore, and he wanted to speak but couldn't say anything. His throat seemed to be clenched, and it was almost difficult for him to breathe.
But at this time, he clearly heard his own voice, with a smile, younger than his current voice, "Have you finished your work in the laboratory?"
Song Chu on the opposite side nodded, "There is still a little report left."
The young Lu Shixuan reached out and touched his face, "Then write here, and we'll go eat after we finish."
Song Chu blushed a little, "I want to eat at your house."
Lu Shixuan smiled and said, "Okay, I'll do it for you."
The two also exchanged a shallow kiss quietly. Lu Shixuan looked at Song Chuhong's ears, and clearly heard his heart beating more and more violently. The sound became louder and louder, covering his ears like a tide. I felt as if I was slowly sinking into the bottom of the sea, and the surroundings became extremely quiet, only the sound of the sea water gurgling, and my consciousness was gradually engulfed by the darkness.
Suddenly, ear-piercing laughter came to mind, followed by the chattering noises of young men and women. Lu Shixuan opened his eyes with difficulty, only to find himself lying on the pillow of the sofa. He straightened up, took a deep breath, and slowly Looking around, I gradually regained the sense of existence in the real world.
There is no Song Chu here, he is already 34 years old, and the good years in his 20s have long passed.
He was alone, guarding that sweet time, but now this sweet memory is like a cactus rooted in his heart, stinging him every time he breathes.
He thought of Song Chu's admiration and dependence on him, his crazy possessiveness, Song Chu's outstanding kiss in his sophomore year, and the choice he had to make for his safety.
He thought that Song Chu would forget everything, but he didn't expect that Song Chu would still remember his love for him even though he was hypnotized.
Gu Chuan came on time. I haven't seen him for more than a month, but he looks a lot haggard.
"Boss Lu, why do you think of me?" Although Gu Chuan looked haggard, his temper remained unchanged, and his first words were still jokes and sarcasm.
Lu Shixuan looked at him, his eyes were so deep that no emotion could be seen.
"I've come to settle accounts with you."
Gu Chuan was stunned for a moment, his face became a little unnatural, and he snorted, "It's up to you, a dead pig is not afraid of boiling water, and I don't lie."
"Where did you get Song Chu?"
Gu Chuan snorted and spread his hands, "I didn't find it either. If I found it, I'd send it to you sooner. He's not my type."
Lu Shixuan was silent for a long time, and then said in a low voice, "Please pass a message to him for me."
"After all that, I don't know where he is."
"Let him take care of himself, I will find him soon, and let him wait for me."
Gu Chuan stared at him for a while, and then said quietly, "Lu Shixuan, I think you're crazy."
But Lu Shixuan said, "You don't look much better, doesn't Qiao Xingzhi have time to accompany you?"
Gu Chuan's face turned very ugly in an instant, "That old thing, it's too late to coax the person next to him, how can he have time to talk to me."
After being silent for a while, Lu Shixuan said, "The deal I told you on the boat is still valid now, you should think about it yourself."
Gu Chuan snorted coldly, "My business hasn't been resolved yet, so you're in a hurry to be my matchmaker?"
Lu Shixuan ignored him and just looked out the window in silence.
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