drowning

In the early spring of March, there was a lot of fog on the mountain, which made Xu Yanxin's face wet.

Usually a very eloquent kid, today was exceptionally quiet, even Xue Zhi couldn't help meddling in his own business.At first Xu Yanxin came to torment him with a lawsuit, but he still made a fuss. Gradually, somehow, like ice and snow at the end of winter, it slowly melted in the sun, and the sun also stood on Xu Yanxin's side.Xue Zhi pretended to sweep the floor with a broom, and said casually, "It's frowning, like someone owes you money."

The sorghum millet scratched Xu Yanxin's ankles itchy and red, and finally recovered, "I'm sorry, I just fell asleep. What I said yesterday..."

Xue Zhi snorted coldly, "I don't want you to sue if you don't take the money, or give it back. If you talk about this again, I'll blow you up." Xue Zhi sat beside him and caught a glimpse of the tattoo behind his ear, " What is this pattern, snow grass?"

Xu Yanxin didn't expect Xue Zhi to recognize it, and she regained her spirit a lot, "Uncle, you are really amazing, and the name of snow grass is better than edelweiss."

"A boy with tattoos like this is not afraid of being laughed at."

"Thin snow grass symbolizes courage. Only brave people can go up to the mountains and pick it," Xu Yanxin smiled. "If I were braver, maybe everything would be different. Uncle, don't you think so?"

Xue Zhidao: "Don't think that I don't know what you're going to say, don't persuade me, I can't fight the lawsuit. But you, running to me every day, don't you mean my daughter? I don't support you two being together."

Xu Yanxin was startled, first denied it, and then asked curiously: "Can I ask why?"

"A nosy person like you can't earn any legal fees at first glance, so I won't let my daughter suffer with you."

Saying that, Xue Zhi got up to go to threshing rice, but for some reason, as soon as Xue Zhi straightened his waist, he frowned, as if he was enduring the pain, Xu Yanxin hurried forward, but Xue Zhi pushed him aside, telling him not to do any more. Mind your own business.

When Xue Zhi drank a glass of water and endured the pain, he heard crisp sounds coming from the courtyard.The sun was shining, Xu Yanxin saw Xue Zhi coming out, and wiped the sweat off his forehead, "Uncle, is that the beating?"

Xue Zhi looked at him, but didn't speak.

When Xu Yanxin showed a puzzled expression, the middle-aged man with cloudy eyes finally said: "Why do you insist on pestering me to file a lawsuit? You can also see that if I have no money and no power, you will not get any benefits. Instead, because I would offend big business."

"I just don't want to see innocent people being wronged for nothing."

"How do you know I'm innocent?" Xue Zhi walked slowly to the center of the court, and suddenly said: "Tingting's mother is sick, and she sold a house, but she still hasn't been cured. She left early, and I dragged her up alone. Money, no skills, earn a basic salary every month. Since she was a child, she has never participated in a school trip. I am sorry for her. I always think that it would be great if she could invest in a more promising family I'm even more sorry for the whole village, everyone is having such a hard time, and this kind of thing still happens."

"uncle……"

Xue Zhi said: "Xiao Xu, you are a good boy."

"But you are still too young," Xue Zhi waved his hand at him, "you go, I don't need a lawyer."

On the way back, Xu Yanxin thought, he seems to have led a messy life.Be it emotionally or professionally.He always went into the narrower way which was more difficult.When he was in P University, there were many people who had high hopes for him.As the grandson of an academician and possessing extremely high talents, everyone thought that he would embark on the path of mathematics research.But he didn't, he chose a brand new path.He chose neither painting nor mathematics.A person like him who is vague about everything will choose a compromise even when choosing the path of life.

As for feelings, I am even more confused.

When Xu Yanxin called Wei Xun, he was busy flirting with the little boy in the bar.Wei Xun answered the phone, thinking that he was going to accompany him to some weird exhibitions.Unexpectedly, Xu Yanxin proposed to drink.

"You want to drink?!"

Xu Yanxin was very dissatisfied with his reaction, "Of course I also have times to drink away my sorrows." When the two met, Wei Xun still had a person hanging on him.Upon closer inspection, it turned out to be a boy wearing a wig.Xu Yanxin quickly looked around, there were either muscular men with strong muscles, or boys with thin clothes, and there were not a few people hugging, kissing and flirting.Xu Yanxin was worried, but that bit of melancholy was not enough to keep him calm in such a hot environment, his face soon became hot, "This, this is gay, right?"

Wei Xun said yes, the child hanging on his body didn't know how old it was, and it was very flamboyant, "First time back? What model?"

Xu Yanxin was stunned for a few seconds, "I took a taxi and haven't bought a car yet."

Wei Xun laughed out loud, but the boy turned black and cursed: "Idiot." Seeing that Wei Xun didn't intend to continue flirting, he turned his butt and left.The boy was very thin, and he was wearing a pair of black leather pants and a wig. From the back, he looked like a girl with a hot figure, but he didn't expect that there was a big secret hidden in the pants.Xu Yanxin was a little awkward, "Why did you ask me to drink here?"

"You harassed me with a little boy, and you still dislike me?" Wei Xun shoved him, "Hey, what are you using to drink away your worries? Love worries, or are you worried about a case?"

Xu Yanxin lowered his head and sighed: "There are all of them."

Wei Xun almost spouted wine: "You haven't figured out the Jiangyu matter yet? It's so simple. You two are flirting and having a bed sheet. Your brain is not bright, and your body can't lie. If you can react, it means you It’s a deep cabinet, so if you want to do it, you must find a reliable one, Jiang Yu and I are both good, you choose yourself.”

After hearing this, Xu Yanxin lifted the stool and sat a little further away, looking at him warily: "I didn't expect you to have something against me?"

"Please, I'm gay. You used to always hug me. In the past two or three years, Xiao has missed you a few times." Wei Xun said, "But it's gone now, don't worry, even if you're bent , we can also cover a quilt for pure chatting, it’s okay. I like hotter ones now, and your pure and innocent ones don’t attract me much anymore.”

Xu Yanxin was quite speechless, "You constitute sexual harassment."

Wei Xun put his shoulders on his shoulders and said with a smile: "Don't, continue to talk about you and Jiang Yu. Do you want to consider my proposal? Don't dawdle, how old are people, what is the bed? What can't be solved?"

"Be serious, I, I... Jiang Yu is not that kind of person." Xu Yanxin's face was almost familiar.

"Then you two start dating first? You just say, you have thought it over, let's talk first."

Xu Yanxin immediately said: "Then, if I only have friendship with him, wouldn't I be playing with his feelings? No, I don't want to do such a thing, it's too unfair to him. Is there any way to know how I am? Do you like boys or girls?"

Wei Xun looked at him, suddenly smiled and said, "Actually, I have an idea, do you want to know?"

Wei Xun waved at him, and Xu Yanxin naturally approached him.However, Wei Xun quickly moved closer to him, as if to kiss him.Xu Yanxin's brain was soaked in alcohol, and he was still in a coma, but his body wouldn't lie.He subconsciously pushed Wei Xun and almost pushed him off the chair. Xu Yanxin was taken aback for a moment, then subconsciously helped his arm, and then became angry after realizing it, "How could you..."

Wei Xun turned the mutilated shoulder and said, "If it was Jiangyu, would you have pushed me away just now?"

"I, I don't know."

Wei Xun twisted his earlobe and said with a smile: "I know, Xinxin has been weak and sick since she was a child, she rarely paid attention to her body, and she didn't even watch a few pornographic movies. She is stupid and innocent. But physiology can't lie Damn, if it was Jiang Yu just now, wouldn't you push him away? If Jiang Yu kissed another little boy in front of you..."

Xu Yanxin subconsciously said: "He won't."

"Why not? He's single, handsome and rich, with a clear sexual orientation, and he's not like you thinking about it all day, why can't he be nice to other little boys? You don't like anyone, why should you ask for this and that?" Wei Wei Seeing that the corners of Xu Yanxin's eyes were red, she pressed against his forehead and said softly: "Xinxin, let me tell you a little secret of his, the GAY circle is very small."

Xu Yanxin pricked up his ears.

"He comes here to drink alone every day," Wei Xun looked at the figure not far away, "Today is no exception."

Before Xu Yanxin could turn around, someone grabbed her wrist.

The visitor looked unfriendly, looked back and forth between him and Wei Xun, then dragged him behind him, and asked coldly, "Who are you?"

Wei Xun raised his legs in a daze, "Oh, I just want to ask you, who are you? That little beauty agreed to have a room with me." Xu Yanxin just wanted to say, Wei Xun, what nonsense are you talking about, but his There was a piercing pain in his wrist, Jiang Yu seemed to crush his bones.He turned his head to look at Jiang Yu's expression, still showing his usual disdain and meanness.Xu Yanxin thought, what would Jiang Yu say?Will you misunderstand him for messing around, feel disgusted by him, and contradict his promise?Or... the little deer in Xu Yanxin's heart came back to life, jumping up and down.

However, the romance in Xu Yanxin's fantasy is obviously not Jiang Yu's style, Jiang Yu said viciously: "I am his brother."

Wei Xun almost laughed out loud, "Oh, brother still cares about the bed?"

Jiang Yu said: "Is there a problem?" Immediately, he pinched his lower finger bone and made a crisp sound.

He looked like he was going to fight if there was a problem. Although Wei Xun wanted to be an excellent wingman, he didn't want to make an honorable sacrifice so soon after all, so he said with a smile: "No problem, little beauty, go well, remember to give me a hand when you get home." Call." After that, he even cast a wink at Xu Yanxin.Xu Yanxin was covered in goosebumps, and was about to explain, but Jiang Yu glanced at him: "Shut up."

Jiang Yu had never been so fierce to him.

Xu Yanxin didn't dare to say a word, and obediently followed him through the crowd to the underground parking lot, where he was thrown into the passenger seat by Jiang Yu.Although he was a little dazed after drinking, he still had a sense of safety and knew that he was wearing a seat belt. Jiang Yu noticed his little movement, pinched his shoulder, and asked in a low voice: "Xu Yanxin, don't you like girls?" ? Then you go GAY, do you know what will happen after that? Do you really think that someone took you to open a room to sober up? Are you really stupid or fake stupid?"

Xu Yanxin answered irrelevantly: "I heard that you go to that bar every day? And you, do you also drink with boys?"

Jiang Yu avoided answering, and said with a sneer, "You're going to sleep with someone else, and you still care about this?"

Jiang Yu was angry at him for being unprepared, angry at him for thinking about it endlessly, angry at him for always seeking sympathy with red eyes, but most angry at the moment when the man was close to him.

It turned out to be this kind of taste.

He could let Xu Yanxin go free and live a normal and healthy life, but he couldn't accept that he was missed by other men.

Jiang Yu held the back of his head with his hand, bringing their foreheads to touch. They were so close, and it was unknown whose breath was so hot that they both burned their throats and made their voices hoarse.

There was a heavy rain outside, and the majestic tone made the soil soft and moistened the air in the whole world.

Only Jiang Yu's voice was dry and deep, "Did you let him kiss you?"

Xu Yanxin said in a low voice, "No, no." His heart was out of control, and he was racing around in his chest, as if he was looking for the closest angle to touch Jiang Yu's chest.

Jiang Yu thought, Xu Yanxin was drunk and stupid, her eyes were red, and her face was even redder than her eyes.

When he woke up the next day, he would forget everything, just like forgetting every kiss he had.

"Then do you know why I'm angry?"

Xu Yanxin shook his head first, then nodded again, Jiang Yu laughed at himself, thinking that Xu Yanxin was being stupid again, but Xu Yanxin wet his palms and eyes, as if he knew something important, and said in a low voice: " It was my birthday four years ago, I was secretly angry, I thought, how can you not remember my birthday, and not prepare a gift for me."

"But now I realize that I didn't want your gifts and blessings at that time." Xu Yanxin twitched her eyelashes, "I just wanted you to kiss me."

"Jiangyu, you missed my fourth birthday. Can you give me a kiss this time?"

Jiang Yu didn't say anything, it was as quiet as the sea.And he was riding in a bumpy boat, staggering and fearful.Just when he was at a loss, the sea submerged him, or rather, engulfed him.

He couldn't break free, or rather, didn't want to break free.

Jiang Yu kissed him openly for the first time, just like every secret night.

"Xu Yanxin."

"There are so many people in this world, but you just provoked me."

In the movie that made Xu Yanxin drowsy, he only remembered one line from beginning to end.

I love you more and more each day as time goes by.

The author says:

Wei Xun: For nothing