drowning

Before Xu Yanxin and Xu Zhao could open their mouths, they heard a man's roar from the side.

Xu Yanxin turned her head to look, and it was actually Lin Yao's father who was pulling her wrist and said, "I gave birth to you and raised you so big, and you buried me with that lawyer? Are you shameless?" Xu Yanxin was about to help, but Xu Zhao said coldly: "If you can help her for a while, can you help her forever? Come back with me, I have something to tell you." Just as the two were deadlocked, Jiang Yu walked up to him at some point. side, lowered his voice and said: "I will help. You go with your mother first."

"But……"

"We'll talk about our affairs when you come back."

He knew Xu Zhao's character, if he didn't obey her, there would be endless quarrels.

At 26, he still bows to her majesty.Only this time, he wasn't so obedient.Xu Zhao came here by car, and when Xu Yanxin sat in the familiar co-pilot, it was like going back ten years ago.He turned his head to look at Xu Zhao. She was well maintained and hadn't changed much. She still had the same serious posture, but there were a few fine lines at the corners of her eyes.

"You shouldn't meddle in Fujimi's matter. You send his only son to prison. Do you know how he will teach you?"

Uncompromising tone as usual.

Xu Yanxin twitched the corner of his mouth, "I don't know. But I know that if he teaches his son a few more times, he won't do such a beastly thing."

"He wants to teach you a lesson. It's useless for you to have nine lives. What's more, you can't get hurt a little bit."

Xu Yanxin looked out the window, "I've never been hurt."

Xu Zhao stopped talking, and the two were reticent all the way, thinking about each other.At the door of the house, Xu Yanxin did not get out of the car, but said to her: "If there is nothing else, I will leave first, I have something to do."

"What's the matter? Candlelight dinner or sweet talk?"

Xu Yanxin froze for a moment, only to hear Xu Zhao continue: "Do you really think I don't know anything? You have been like this since high school, and now you are going to move out or live with him. How rebellious are you? level, change majors, stay in city B and not go home, and then? Now even become a homosexual?”

"I'm not rebellious."

"I really like him."

Xu Zhao looked at his eyebrows over and over again as if he didn't know him, "You're crazy."

"I didn't. I wanted to tell you when I stabilized," Xu Yanxin said. "I haven't shared my secrets with you since I was a child. Because I don't have any secrets, I listen to you. When I grow up , I didn’t tell you because I was afraid of your objection. But now, I want to tell you a secret about me. I like him, and I may have liked him for a long time.”

"I should have stopped you from playing together, he spoiled you, didn't he?"

"No. I'm the one pestering him."

Xu Zhao frowned in disbelief and said, "Xu Yanxin, you are really crazy."

Families like theirs have only a seemingly democratic hegemony.There is no dispute between them, only confrontation.Xu Zhao said to him, "You move back home."

Xu Yanxin refused, and Xu Zhao said, "Are you worthy of your grandpa?" Xu Yanxin really wanted to ask, what does this have to do with grandpa, would grandpa interfere with where he lived?But the reason why guilt is guilt is because it seems to come without reason, and it seems to be prepared.Like a seed, buried in his heart, it will germinate sooner or later.

Grandpa can be involved in anything.

But he dared not go against "grandfather" in anything. If Xu Ruqing was alive, he would be laughed at for a long time.When he left, he almost emptied his room, but Xu Zhao restored his room, even the lamps on the desk were of the same style.The only thing that was different, perhaps, was the wind chime that he took away, hanging beside the bed.When Xu Zhao noticed the way he was looking at the bedside, he said, "Don't hang that cheap commodity by the window."

Xu Yanxin answered irrelevantly, "For you, am I a failure?"

Xu Zhao didn't say anything.

Before meeting Jiang Yu, Xu Yanxin had never realized the weirdness of being in a family.He seemed to only see the good side, what he missed was always the laughing and cursing between him and Shen Feng under Xu Zhao's majesty.He kept comforting himself that Xu Zhao was just strict, to the point of being a bit serious.He wholeheartedly thought that when he grew up, he would be able to fly out of the cage.I'm afraid all canaries think so.

Until he knew Jiang Yu.

When graduating from high school, Xia Song mentioned Jiang Yu to him in this way: "Jiang Yu, before you came to our class, never looked at people seriously. But the little girls in the class like him one by one, not only Looking at his face, he has the intention of inviting people to turn bad. It's amazing. People who have been with him for a long time are a little rebellious, and they are not as obedient as before. In fact, Luo Shishi was not so sick before. The match is like the east wind, and the more it burns, the more it burns."

At that time, Xu Yanxin also corrected: "This is all nonsense. Something happened, why do you still find the reason from him?"

Xia Song said, too.This topic is over.

However, he now figured out something else. It wasn't that Jiangyu made them go bad, so he had to bear the responsibility and consequences of their going bad, but that Jiangyu always walked faster than them.When they were still worrying about their grades, Jiang Yu measured the value of people like an elder. When they were running around for reality, Jiang Yu had already established a firm foothold in society.Jiang Yu seems to never be able to understand their troubles, and of course, they can't understand Jiang Yu's troubles either.

Many years ago, Xu Yanxin envied and admired Jiangyu's chicness.

Unhesitating, decisive and intelligent, he has all the qualities of a successful man.

But now, he is more sympathetic to Jiang Yu's state of mind.

Because there is nothing, so no matter what, it will not be worse than it is now.He just packaged loneliness as casual.

In the dark, he squinted his eyes to see the pop-up box on the screen. It was a photo of a black dog and a short text "I've taken care of Lin Yao's matter."In the photo, in broad daylight, the black dog bared its teeth and opened its mouth wide, and the culprit was the sausage.Xu Yanxin could almost imagine how foolish he was when he was teasing the dog.Jiang Yu didn't ask him why he didn't come home, but just sent him a photo of the dog. The photo was taken during the day, but he didn't send it until night, as if asking - when will you come to see me?Of course, it is possible that Jiang Yu didn't expect to see him so much, it was purely his fantasy.

But the Jiang Yu he knew was indeed such a devious person.

Xu Yanxin told him, don't feed it ham sausage, it's all additives.

Jiang Yu replied almost instantly, you don't care about your dog, and whether he eats ham or not?

Xu Yanxin smiled, have you eaten yet?

Jiang Yu came back after a while, why did you ask me as your dog?

——No, I regard you as a lover.

Xu Yanxin pressed the pinyin one by one, and passed it on, very cautiously, as if sending something very solemn, he couldn't wait to know Jiang Yu's reaction.However, Jiang Yu did not return.

His hot heart gradually cooled down.

white moonlight.Cinnabar nevus.

Facing the white moonlight and the cinnabar mole, will Jiang Yu ignore it like this?He lay on the bed tossing and turning, tossing and turning, the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became. He went to the balcony and cursed vigorously at the white moon in the sky.Let Xu Zhao listen to his madness, Xu Yanxin is indeed not far from mad.What white moonlight, what cinnabar mole - he held the railing and roared: "I don't want to be a stand-in." He was a gentle-spoken person, and with one voice, he actually lit up all the voice-activated lights in the building in front of him.

The voice is loud and magnificent.

The lights in Xu Zhao's room next door turned on instantly, as if to say: If you continue to make trouble, I will listen.

Xu Yanxin deliberately irritated, and shouted: "Jiangyu——!"

Xu Zhao was so angry that he turned on his cell phone instead.He muttered in bewilderment, "I didn't call Siri" and turned on the phone, and there was a text message from Jiang Yu on it - why are you so crazy at night?

He opened his eyes and said nonsense - I just got out of the shower and was going to bed.

— look down.

Xu Yanxin's heart slowed down a beat, and when he looked down, he guessed that Jiangyu might come, just like ten years ago.Jiang Yu just stood under the lights of Wanjia, his handsome and sharp eyebrows were hidden in the smoke and fire, and even the eyes that looked at him became more affectionate.Xu Yanxin replied to him half-smiling and half-seriously—you came to elope with me?

The person who stood out everywhere smiled softly under the light, and replied to him—do you really think you are Juliet?

—I am not Juliet, and you are not Romeo.Then why are you here?

--walk.

—A walk across half the city?

Jiang Yu replied - you clearly know.

Gritting teeth, full of resentment.

Seeing this, Xu Yanxin couldn't help laughing. He, Juliet, was not the Rapunzel who was trapped on a tall building. He was always Xu Yanxin who chose to turn back in the fire.He is 26 years old this year, and he has been an adult for eight years, and he is still four years away from thirty, so he is an adult.But there was persistence and drive in his heart.He glanced at the grape trellis under his eyes, and turned over the balcony under Jiang Yu's panicked expression.

Ten years ago, what was he thinking when he jumped off the attic?

He can't remember.

Yet more than ever he kept his thoughts in mind.

Jiang Yu was obviously frightened, and regardless of being discovered by Xu Yanxin's parents, he climbed into the iron fence of their house as neatly as a high school student at that time, and quickly caught the person who was stepping on the rattan trellis, who was frightened every step of the way.Jiang Yu didn't even know whether to be angry with him, "Do you know how dangerous the action just now was?"

"I know."

Jiang Yu couldn't hold back, and scolded: "What do you know, you have always loved to do dangerous moves since you were a child."

Xu Yanxin grabbed his waist tightly, "Don't talk about it. It will be your birthday soon, will you invite Zhang An?"

Jiang Yu didn't expect him to mention this suddenly, "He has something to do and wants to go back to England."

"That's great," Xu Yanxin said subconsciously, and then she was stunned, "I have never had anything that is inevitable since I was a child. Whether it's comics or freedom, I dare not yell anymore if I apply a little external force .But it’s different now." Because he has no obsessions, all people and things are equal before him without tilt.

It has just rained, and the smell of the soil is mixed with the fragrance of the grapes.

"Jiang Yu, I also have selfish intentions."

Jiang Yu hugged him, and the narrow waist was close to his palm, but he didn't dare to touch it, like a dream that woke up at any time, Jiang Yu was not the poor guy who burst the bubble, he was calm and self-possessed, He could always see his eyes go weak before falling into a deep sleep.However, Xu Yanxin didn't know his timidity and hesitation, and hugged him tightly, curled up in his arms like a bird with its wings folded.Everything is true.Everything is served piping hot.The drizzle he had drenched dried, heated up, and evaporated, leaving only a fire that hoarsed his throat, "You're 26, are you ashamed to say these things?"

"That's right, I only did what I should have done at the age of 26 at the age of 16." Xu Yanxin said softly, "It's a lot late."

Jiang Yu finally couldn't help it, and took his hand along his wrist.

A full ten years.

Only then did Jiang Yu catch the spot of blue on his sleeve.

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60 chapters!