drowning

If the curtains hadn't been drawn and the sunlight could still be seen, Jiangyu would hardly be able to tell the difference between night and day.Even if he lived on a high floor, he could vaguely see those banners raised.The refrigerator has gradually become empty, and the paths up and down the stairs are inextricably blocked. He may die of hunger before being drowned in spittle.At first he thought it was just a big start, but this incident really angered the whole society, and it became the fuse that ignited the whole society, and it was out of control.

Although the rich and powerful controlled the core media, and the trending news was taken down one by one, they couldn't bear the anger of the whole society.Countless people have stood up to speak out, some for justice, some for attention, but it is always good. There are political and business people who are pulled down every day.And he, the unscrupulous lawyer who tried to cover up the facts, was naturally also in the ranks of condemnation. His phone number, address and past were randomly checked, and news whether true or false made him fall from a high place quickly.

All the friends in the past were silent, only Maohou took the initiative to contact him and asked him how he was doing. He looked at the dense crowd downstairs and said: "What can I do, there is no substantive evidence, and the punishment of the Lawyers Association is nothing more than letting you down. I go to the community to be a volunteer, and it doesn't affect the real estate and capital chain under my name. As for Ruixin's desire to remove me, they have to spit out all the resources I fed in before. They think it's not worthwhile. , the delisting matter is over. It’s just that I won’t be able to receive cases from ordinary people in the future, and now I really have to work for the powerful, but it’s easier.”

Jiang Yu laughed softly and said, "Anyway, I'm not fit to uphold justice."

The hairy monkey fell silent for a moment, then roared, "Is this what I'm asking? I heard they've been squatting downstairs for a week. Do you want me to find you?"

"No need." Jiang Yu said.

"I watched you grow up, and I never doubted your original intention when you did anything. I just thought you were a kid with special ideas, but you are really a mess this time, Jiang Yu, you didn't Power determines the lives of others."

Jiang Yu leaned against the wall, looked at a distant point outside the window, and replied, "Yes."

"But you are still young, and the mistakes you make now can be undone. Don't do stupid things."

Jiang Yu smiled and said, "It is impossible for a black-hearted person like me to commit suicide."

"Don't talk about me, how is he?"

But the hairy monkey avoided talking about it: "You still have the nerve to ask, you are really not good enough for him, hang up."

Jiang Yu glanced at the hung up phone, but smiled softly.Perhaps people in the dark should not be greedy for sunshine.He likes Xu Yanxin, or it is more appropriate to use the word love, but until today, he realized that Xu Yanxin will really give up on him this time, and the connection between them will finally be severed.In the end, he became the kind of person that Xu Yanxin hated the most.Without him, Xu Yanxin will finally usher in a bright road.This fits with every pessimistic thought of his. Xu Yanxin abandoned him as if he had written the script. He should have accepted this ending willingly. After all, he had rehearsed it thousands of times in his mind, but at this moment he No sense of relief.

He said as if talking to himself: "I'm really not reconciled."

The doorbell rang twice, and he sighed. He was complaining about those unrelenting reporters who didn't even give him a chance to lament, but a familiar voice came from outside the door: "Jiangyu."

He froze, then opened the door.

This is not a dream.he thought.

Xu Yanxin had no expression on her face, her eyes were downcast, and there were a few raindrops on her hair.

"you……"

Xu Yanxin stuffed him with the things in his hand, and said in a calm tone, "This is a packed meal. If there is nothing else, I will leave first."

Jiang Yu subconsciously grabbed his wrist and asked, "Why?"

"With strength, you can reflect on yourself."

Jiang Yu wanted to laugh, to appear calm, but he couldn't draw the corners of his mouth. He remembered too much from the past.The person who relies on Xu Yanxin is actually him, and the person who cannot do without Xu Yanxin is also him. He talks about him being troublesome and naive, but he is still the one who draws warmth from him.If it weren't for Xu Yanxin, he would have stayed in the shadows of this city as everyone imagined. Because he wanted to be the one who protected him, he walked out of the shadow of his parents and escaped the miserable life. But what is it? Time to lose yourself?Obviously want him to be happy, but it always makes him sad.

He squatted down as if unable to support himself, held Xu Yanxin's wrist as if pleading, and said, "Why, you are always so gentle to me."

"I've already made up my mind. I want to take a completely opposite path to you. I will stay in London forever and fall in love with someone who has nothing to do with you. But since you like girls, why do you still draw that manga? Now that you know All my ugliness, why do you still come to see me? If you are so gentle to me, how can you let me let you go..."

Xu Yanxin didn't say anything, just stroked his hair.

Jiang Yu thought, he couldn't let him go at all.

When he fell from a height, the people surrounding him gradually left, only Xu Yanxin was still there.Xu Yanxin seldom talked to him, just came and left silently, maybe even Xu Yanxin himself didn't think about what would happen to them in the future, he just accompanied him instinctively.Jiang Yu lost a lot, but gained time. He used the remaining time to look at Xu Yanxin and himself.

Sometimes Xu Yanxin would talk to him and ask him if he regretted it later. Jiang Yu thought for a long time and said that he regretted not believing in this world.

Jiang Yu asked Zhou Suxi to say a few sporadic names not entirely out of his own interests. He just didn’t trust this world enough. Everything in this world is good, but it lacks the soil of justice, and there are too many voices lost in this world. .If Zhou Suxi speaks out all the darkness and is targeted by those with real power, he will lose the opportunity to speak out. After all, the memory of the audience is extremely limited. There are countless audiences who shed tears for Zhou Suxi today. Afterwards, these people forgot that there was such a poor Zhou Suxi in this world. It would be better to find some justice through a few people, he thought.

But the facts have proved that people's pursuit of public morality is like air. Although it is invisible and intangible, it is always reassuring at critical moments.Not to mention that when the mainstream platforms tried to suppress the news, well-known celebrities, led by Shen Wang, reposted the appeal and took the initiative to stir up the muddy water.Xu Yanxin said that when Zhou Suxi found out, he showed an expression that looked like he was laughing or crying.The person he regards as the source of his tragedy is doing justice for him.

He told Xu Yanxin that he lost.Losing the lawsuit, he also lost to the world he didn't trust.However, for the first time, he felt that it was not bad to lose.He tested Xu Yanxin, but while fiddling with the flower pot he brought, Xu Yanxin said: "It is cost-effective to buy something that should be ten yuan for one dollar. But is justice cost-effective? Because justice is too rare, so pursue A little justice, is it fair to get something like this? I think, I'm afraid not."

These words made Jiang Yu stunned for a long time.

Xu Yanxin went to see Jiang Yu for several days in a row. Several reporters sensed that something was wrong and planned to interview his "friend", so they kept blocking the elevator door.Xu Yanxin had nothing to do, looked at the food in his hand, and had no choice but to get into the survival tunnel.He had only reached the seventh floor, and he was sweating profusely. Just as he was taking a rest, he heard footsteps behind him, neither light nor heavy. Xu Yanxin looked back and saw that it was a middle-aged man with a pale face and twisted expression, holding the handrail Xu Yanxin was feeling weird when his hand was missing a finger, but the man suddenly laughed and said with unfriendly eyes: "Xu Yanxin, I have been looking for you so hard."

"That kid refused to see me, and I lost a finger. Since he doesn't care about his own father's life, then I don't have to be polite to him," the man grabbed his collar and dragged him towards To myself, "It's disgusting, this guy doesn't care about his parents, he messes with homosexuality, don't you too? But it doesn't matter if he is a man or a woman. He made me lose a finger, and I only want one of yours. ? You said, will he pay for your fingers?" Xu Yanxin realized who he was, he was Jiang Yukou's father, and he remembered what the coffee shop manager told him before, that there was always someone inquiring His whereabouts, at first he thought it was Zhou Suxi, but he didn't expect it to be Jiang Tao.Xu Yanxin threw the heavy object in his hand on his face, trying to buy time to escape, but Jiang Tao didn't care about the hot soup on his face, and chased him as if he didn't feel any pain, and easily subdued him to the ground. He wiped the soup off his face, laughed twice, stepped on Xu Yanxin's face with his foot, and said, "Call Jiang Yu and ask him to come over, or I'll cut off your finger right now."

Xu Yanxin saw the gleaming silver dagger in Jiang Tao's pocket, and swallowed: "If you want money, I can give it to you."

"I don't want money," his leather shoes rubbed against Xu Yanxin's face, "I gave that kid life, and now I want to take it back. Why is he so free while I suffer so much? I'll say it again , call him, or I'll chop off your finger."

Xu Yanxin looked firm and said, "I don't."

Jiang Yu glanced at the clock, it was 15 minutes later than usual.Xu Yanxin is rarely late, and he keeps his promises the most.It was only 15 minutes, but he felt palpitations for no reason. He dialed Xu Yanxin's cell phone several times, but no one answered, so he had to call the front desk. "Two people did register as visitors just now."

"what is it call?"

"Let me take a look, one is Xu Yanxin, he comes here often, and the other..." The man paused, "The man lost a finger and said he couldn't write, so I asked him to show his ID card. Call, call, Jiang Tao, yes, Jiang Tao."

"Hey, hello, are you still there?"

Jiang Yu picked up his coat and ran downstairs. When the reporters saw him, they flashed a flash light like a cat seeing a mouse. However, Jiang Yu grabbed one of them by the shoulder and said sharply, "Have you seen two people?" Get on the elevator?"

"You still want to answer the Zhou Suxi case..."

Jiang Yu almost broke the man's shoulder, and said, "Answer me, yes or no?!" The reporters were obviously taken aback by his expression, they just kept saying no, he was so anxious that he lost all reason , Fortunately, he caught a glimpse of the green passage next to him. These people were guarding the elevator door. Xu Yanxin would definitely go upstairs through the green passage. Thinking of this, Jiang Yu quickly ran into the survival passage, leaving aside those annoying reporters.

If, if...

He comforted himself that Jiang Tao might not hurt Xu Yanxin, but he couldn't help but think of the picture of Xu Yanxin being injured.He just rolled down the stairs, and he stayed in the ICU for a year. If Jiang Tao really... what would happen?

His brain stopped thinking completely, only the sound of his own panting was left, and he felt that the blood in his whole body was trembling, until he turned a corner and saw Xu Yanxin's familiar incubator, the contents inside spilled all over the floor, he looked up , Jiang Tao was taking out the dagger at his waist——

What he just thought was that if Jiang Tao hurt him, he would kill him.

The author says:

Sorry for the long wait, this month is coming to an end.