Raiders of the Big Bad Wolf's ghosts and animals
Chapter 199
What Pei Junye saw was the wedding photo of Du Yuanda and his wife that he had seen before.
But why is Xiao Sheng'er so afraid of this photo?
Pei Junye held the palm of Du Shisheng's shoulder with a little more force: "Little Sheng, it's fine, I'm here."
He comforted Du Shisheng, but Du Shisheng firmly and slowly opened his palm, broke free from his embrace, and staggered towards the bedside.
He stood still in front of the photo, and stretched out his hand to caress the gentle and beautiful woman, sliding his fingers along the contours of her face.
Although he couldn't see Du Shisheng's expression, Pei Junye could feel the sadness and pain emanating from his body.
Is it because of guilt?Pei Junye groaned to himself, and at the same time, silently approached Du Shisheng, standing next to him behind him.
He also looked up, but maybe it was because he hadn't experienced that kind of pain.So, he couldn't empathize.
At this moment, Du Shisheng's voice sounded, soft and soft like a wisp of smoke floating in the air.
"Jun Ye, do you know? I think, I will never forget my mother's appearance when she died. Do you know why my father put me under house arrest in this room instead of other places?"
Du Shisheng was still staring at the photo, and before Pei Junye could speak, he continued on his own: "Because this is where my mother lives, and it retains the most breath of her. At that time, when I was under house arrest, all but Every day, I have to bear the beatings from my father and the scolding and cursing. What's more, I just lie in the corner alone, staring at this photo in a daze.
At that time, for me, this was the biggest punishment.I thought at the time, I should die, why don't I die?Why is it not me who died?That way, perhaps, father and Yue'er will be much happier.
The biggest source of fear in my heart is not my father, but him pointing out something that I know in my heart but don't have the courage to do it.That is - I should die in exchange for my mother. "
As Du Shisheng spoke, he turned to look at Pei Junye.
There was a smile on his face, sad and broken, like the last touch of color left by the dying sunset.
Xing'er's eyes are full of mist, like a person who has walked into the fog and can't find the exit or direction.
"Little Sheng, little Sheng, don't think too much, don't think too much!" Pei Junye stretched out his hand to hold Du Shisheng's shoulder with some worry, and shook him vigorously, trying to let him walk out of the cage he made come out.
"Xiao Sheng'er, listen to me. Do you remember what you said at your mother's grave? She died to save you, and you should live a good life instead of her. You will live longer than anyone else. Alright, I live happily ever after, so she won't waste her life in exchange for your survival. You promised me, so think about it carefully. "
Pei Junye looked anxiously at Du Shisheng's eyes, but when his eyes were scattered, he couldn't find the slightest expression, just like a blind person.
th.
This is a complete portrayal of Du Shisheng's mood at this moment.
He made a cage for himself and locked himself in it, where there was no light.
He pretended he was fine, that he didn't care.However, when everything was exposed, Pei Junye realized how strong and fortified his cage was.
At this moment, Pei Junye regretted it very much, regretted it very much, he didn't know why he had to let Du Shisheng face some psychological trauma, some dark past.
Therefore, when Du Shisheng was depressed, his will to die unexpectedly appeared.
No, perhaps it should be said that this kind of hidden danger has always existed, but Du Shisheng hid it very well, so he couldn't usually see it.
It will only be triggered at a specific time or place, just like a fear attack, an untimely bomb.
"Xiao Sheng'er, look at me, look at me! I don't allow you to think wildly! Do you hear me!"
Pei Junye roared angrily, and shook Du Shisheng violently, trying to call his sanity back from the abyss.
"Du Shisheng! Du Shisheng! Du Shisheng!..."
Pei Junye called him one after another, and held Du Shisheng tightly into his arms, his voice was full of anxiety and fear.
Yes, he was afraid, he was afraid, in case, what would happen to Du Shisheng.Well, he will never forgive himself for the rest of his life.
No, he should have gone with him.Even if he died, he couldn't bear to walk the road to hell or cross the bridge of Naihe alone.
But at this moment, Du Shisheng just fell limply in Pei Junye's arms, his eyes glazed over.
However, like the projector in his brain, there are many pictures playing non-stop.
The mother's tragedy, the father's beating and scolding, the dark house, the heavy footsteps, the crying, the grayness was like smog, corroding his heart bit by bit.
He couldn't see his five fingers when he stretched out his hand, but there was a glimmer of light looming in the gray world.
is that true?really?
Du Shisheng ran fast and chased after him.
He is tired, but he doesn't want to give up.Faintly, he felt that it was his only hope, that was his hope of escaping from this darkness.
It was something he longed for.
As he got closer, he heard someone calling his name.
who is it?Who are you?
Du Shisheng yelled loudly, and kept turning around to search around.
However, as far as the eye can see, there are some gray things that cannot be distinguished.
However, the call was getting louder and louder.
It's Junye!
Jun Ye!Jun Ye!
Du Shisheng thought excitedly, then, after listening quietly, he found the right direction and ran fast.
"Aha……"
Du Shisheng in Pei Junye's arms moved, and he jumped up like a fish near the water.
Panting heavily, the sweat instantly covered his forehead and dripped down the lines of his cheeks.
"It's okay, it's okay, I'm here."
Pei Junye pulled him into his arms again, patted his back, and calmed him down.
Du Shisheng, on the other hand, supported Pei Junye's shoulder, panting heavily.
After his breath calmed down a bit, he stretched out his arms and hugged Pei Junye, calling his name non-stop: "Jun Ye, Jun Ye, I almost... I can't see you..."
Du Shisheng didn't understand why he said that, but this was his truest feeling at the moment.
"Idiot, what are you talking about?"
Pei Junye cursed with a smile, stretched out his hand and snorted the back of his head.However, apart from being grateful, there was also a little bit of crystal light in the eyes, which seemed to spread coldly.
Fortunately, fortunately... Xiao Sheng'er is fine, he almost felt that he was going to lose him.
Pei Junye took a deep breath, and while rejoicing, he made a decision on his own.
But why is Xiao Sheng'er so afraid of this photo?
Pei Junye held the palm of Du Shisheng's shoulder with a little more force: "Little Sheng, it's fine, I'm here."
He comforted Du Shisheng, but Du Shisheng firmly and slowly opened his palm, broke free from his embrace, and staggered towards the bedside.
He stood still in front of the photo, and stretched out his hand to caress the gentle and beautiful woman, sliding his fingers along the contours of her face.
Although he couldn't see Du Shisheng's expression, Pei Junye could feel the sadness and pain emanating from his body.
Is it because of guilt?Pei Junye groaned to himself, and at the same time, silently approached Du Shisheng, standing next to him behind him.
He also looked up, but maybe it was because he hadn't experienced that kind of pain.So, he couldn't empathize.
At this moment, Du Shisheng's voice sounded, soft and soft like a wisp of smoke floating in the air.
"Jun Ye, do you know? I think, I will never forget my mother's appearance when she died. Do you know why my father put me under house arrest in this room instead of other places?"
Du Shisheng was still staring at the photo, and before Pei Junye could speak, he continued on his own: "Because this is where my mother lives, and it retains the most breath of her. At that time, when I was under house arrest, all but Every day, I have to bear the beatings from my father and the scolding and cursing. What's more, I just lie in the corner alone, staring at this photo in a daze.
At that time, for me, this was the biggest punishment.I thought at the time, I should die, why don't I die?Why is it not me who died?That way, perhaps, father and Yue'er will be much happier.
The biggest source of fear in my heart is not my father, but him pointing out something that I know in my heart but don't have the courage to do it.That is - I should die in exchange for my mother. "
As Du Shisheng spoke, he turned to look at Pei Junye.
There was a smile on his face, sad and broken, like the last touch of color left by the dying sunset.
Xing'er's eyes are full of mist, like a person who has walked into the fog and can't find the exit or direction.
"Little Sheng, little Sheng, don't think too much, don't think too much!" Pei Junye stretched out his hand to hold Du Shisheng's shoulder with some worry, and shook him vigorously, trying to let him walk out of the cage he made come out.
"Xiao Sheng'er, listen to me. Do you remember what you said at your mother's grave? She died to save you, and you should live a good life instead of her. You will live longer than anyone else. Alright, I live happily ever after, so she won't waste her life in exchange for your survival. You promised me, so think about it carefully. "
Pei Junye looked anxiously at Du Shisheng's eyes, but when his eyes were scattered, he couldn't find the slightest expression, just like a blind person.
th.
This is a complete portrayal of Du Shisheng's mood at this moment.
He made a cage for himself and locked himself in it, where there was no light.
He pretended he was fine, that he didn't care.However, when everything was exposed, Pei Junye realized how strong and fortified his cage was.
At this moment, Pei Junye regretted it very much, regretted it very much, he didn't know why he had to let Du Shisheng face some psychological trauma, some dark past.
Therefore, when Du Shisheng was depressed, his will to die unexpectedly appeared.
No, perhaps it should be said that this kind of hidden danger has always existed, but Du Shisheng hid it very well, so he couldn't usually see it.
It will only be triggered at a specific time or place, just like a fear attack, an untimely bomb.
"Xiao Sheng'er, look at me, look at me! I don't allow you to think wildly! Do you hear me!"
Pei Junye roared angrily, and shook Du Shisheng violently, trying to call his sanity back from the abyss.
"Du Shisheng! Du Shisheng! Du Shisheng!..."
Pei Junye called him one after another, and held Du Shisheng tightly into his arms, his voice was full of anxiety and fear.
Yes, he was afraid, he was afraid, in case, what would happen to Du Shisheng.Well, he will never forgive himself for the rest of his life.
No, he should have gone with him.Even if he died, he couldn't bear to walk the road to hell or cross the bridge of Naihe alone.
But at this moment, Du Shisheng just fell limply in Pei Junye's arms, his eyes glazed over.
However, like the projector in his brain, there are many pictures playing non-stop.
The mother's tragedy, the father's beating and scolding, the dark house, the heavy footsteps, the crying, the grayness was like smog, corroding his heart bit by bit.
He couldn't see his five fingers when he stretched out his hand, but there was a glimmer of light looming in the gray world.
is that true?really?
Du Shisheng ran fast and chased after him.
He is tired, but he doesn't want to give up.Faintly, he felt that it was his only hope, that was his hope of escaping from this darkness.
It was something he longed for.
As he got closer, he heard someone calling his name.
who is it?Who are you?
Du Shisheng yelled loudly, and kept turning around to search around.
However, as far as the eye can see, there are some gray things that cannot be distinguished.
However, the call was getting louder and louder.
It's Junye!
Jun Ye!Jun Ye!
Du Shisheng thought excitedly, then, after listening quietly, he found the right direction and ran fast.
"Aha……"
Du Shisheng in Pei Junye's arms moved, and he jumped up like a fish near the water.
Panting heavily, the sweat instantly covered his forehead and dripped down the lines of his cheeks.
"It's okay, it's okay, I'm here."
Pei Junye pulled him into his arms again, patted his back, and calmed him down.
Du Shisheng, on the other hand, supported Pei Junye's shoulder, panting heavily.
After his breath calmed down a bit, he stretched out his arms and hugged Pei Junye, calling his name non-stop: "Jun Ye, Jun Ye, I almost... I can't see you..."
Du Shisheng didn't understand why he said that, but this was his truest feeling at the moment.
"Idiot, what are you talking about?"
Pei Junye cursed with a smile, stretched out his hand and snorted the back of his head.However, apart from being grateful, there was also a little bit of crystal light in the eyes, which seemed to spread coldly.
Fortunately, fortunately... Xiao Sheng'er is fine, he almost felt that he was going to lose him.
Pei Junye took a deep breath, and while rejoicing, he made a decision on his own.
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