My ancestors wouldn't let me be gay

There was a smile in Makisaki's eyes, the tenderness in his eyes could even overflow, and he replied softly, "I miss you too."

After the two got bored for a while, Makizaki finally brought up the matter: "Can you tell me what you've been up to recently? As your boyfriend, I want to know about your recent difficulties."

Sheng Mingcheng sighed, he knew that this matter could not be hidden from Mu Qi, and he did not intend to hide it. When he mentioned the irreparable death of manpower, he was depressed, and Mu Qi also felt his sadness.

Coaxed softly: "Is there anything we can face together, can't we?"

Sheng Mingchen pinched his fingers to play with. Mu Qi's fingers were slender and slender, and the five fingers looked like they hadn't done any heavy work. On the other hand, his palms were rough and his nails were cracked.

"My grandma found out the precursor of Alzheimer's disease in the early spring, that is, senile dementia. I'm not afraid that the situation will be serious and I won't have enough money to spend. I can earn a little now. I heard that people are basically confused when the disease gets to the later stage. Yes, I'm really afraid that grandma won't even remember me at that time, in this case, I will become an orphan in this world, brother Qi, can you understand the pain of being an orphan?" Sheng Mingkai said As he spoke, his eyes gradually turned red.

He seldom cried. He cried once when Makizaki was injured. When he was bullied by older children, he would not cry. He would beat them back until the older children started to be afraid of him.

But in the face of the people closest to him starting to die, there is nothing he can do about it, nothing but overwhelming grief.

Mu Qi wiped his tears for him, and said softly: "It's okay, I'll be with you, I'll be with you forever."

Sheng Mingchen could shed tears freely in front of him, no matter how ugly he cried, he didn't feel ashamed to cry to his boyfriend, and he loved to lose him.

The stress and sadness of many days made Sheng Mingkun cry hard on Mu Qi's shoulder. In the end, Mu Qi was afraid that his voice would become hoarse, so he gave him some water to calm down.

"What nonsense, now that we are eighteen or nineteen years old, it's too early to say forever, and besides, aren't we... just talking about finishing the college entrance examination?" Sheng Mingjiao said in the end, his voice became softer.

Makizaki gave him a smooth hand, he had other plans.

"At that time, you will go to your university, and I will do my job. If I have time, I will find you, but we can't be together anymore. It's not that I don't like you, but I like you too much. I'm afraid of dragging you down. Do you understand what I mean?" Sheng Ming looked at him with red rabbit-like eyes, looked at Makizaki's handsome face, trying to find a half-approved expression from his face.

But Makizaki would not agree.

Makizaki just wiped his tears in silence, and then replied softly: "Yes."

When your partner is too good, people will have feelings of inferiority. At this time, Sheng Mingkai began to infinitely regret how he didn't like studying at the beginning, and then his study is as good as Muzaki, so they may fight for a future.

"At that time, based on your grades, you may be admitted to those universities in Beijing. It takes only four hours to get to Beijing by train. If I have saved enough money and I am free, I will go to play with you. If you meet If you find...the right person, you can also show it to me." The more Sheng Ming said, the more uncomfortable he became, and he couldn't help it in the end.

Wiping the tears off his face, Sheng Mingjiao interrupted the previous topic and said, "It's about my grandma, what am I talking about?"

"Let's talk about my grandma. I found that she is in good spirits. She doesn't have any symptoms that the doctor said. Do you think the doctor made a mistake? What if the diagnosis is wrong?" Sheng Mingkao grabbed hold of hope. Holding Makisaki's hand, he said, "When I have a holiday on Sunday, I'll take her to the hospital to have a look, don't let the doctor make a mistake last time."

Makizaki let him hold his fingers and said, "Well, I'll accompany you next time."

On Sunday, accompanied by Mu Qi, Sheng Ming took his grandma to the hospital again. This time, Sheng Ming couldn't hide it from his grandma. Sheng Chen Xiuzhi looked at the words on the medical certificate with presbyopic glasses, and read: " Al what sea what?"

The characters were too small for her to read clearly, so she turned around and asked Mu Qi: "My child, grandma can't read this word clearly. What kind of disease is this? Why is it still a foreign disease? It sounds very advanced?"

Sheng Minggong went to pay the fee, Mu Qi accompanied grandma, he said with a smile: "It means that you will get younger and younger, and you will become sicker like a child. Don't remember people's illnesses."

Sheng Chen Xiuzhi didn't feel very serious when he heard what he said. She put the medical certificate back into her pocket with a smile, and said while walking on crutches: "I used to hear people say old children and old children, but I didn't believe it, but now I have become an old man." Now, kid, I have to believe it."

Makizaki lowered his head to support her, talking and laughing as he walked.

Sheng Mingkao just watched Makizaki treat his grandma gently and kindly. At that moment, he suddenly felt that if grandma left, he didn't seem to face the world alone.

At least he still has Makisaki, doesn't he?

"Grandma, let's go home and buy candy for you." Sheng Mingkao ran over with a smile and said.

Sheng Chen Xiuzhi also cooperated with him: "Then I want Lao Ding to pick up the malt candy you bought. Your grandfather always liked to buy this for me to eat. It sticks to the point that my teeth loosen."

Sheng Mingjiao said: "Then this time I will buy sugar cakes that don't stick to my teeth."

"Don't, I just like sticky candies."

"You're showing me your grandfather's love in a disguised form, aren't you?"

"You found out."

In mid-March, the results of the physical examination can be checked.

Sheng Mingjiao didn't feel anything yet, so Yuan Kai checked it for him with his mobile phone.

"I fucked, I fucked, 298, Brother Cheng!"

Sheng Mingkao turned his pen and raised his head, and asked with some pride: "What's so strange about this? Isn't it just your usual grades?"

Even though he said so, the upturned corners of Sheng Mingjiao's mouth still revealed his mood at the moment, Yuan Kai threw the book over and said, "Don't come to Versailles, you will be number one in the school, do you know that?"

Sheng Mingjiao thought with pride in his heart: "Isn't it normal that I am number one in the school?"

"Hey, don't just look at me, how much are you?" Sheng Mingkao knocked on the table and asked.

"I..." Yuan Kai scratched his head in embarrassment, and then whispered a number: "Two hundred and five."

Sheng Mingchen didn't hear clearly, and asked: "What?" "I said I passed the [-] exam, are you fucking deaf?" "Huh?"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha? "

When Sheng Mingjiao heard it, he laughed like hell, and said, "No, I found out that you are related to the number 250?"

"Fuck, I don't know how I got on the bar with 250." Yuan Kai was quite depressed. Although his usual score was around 245, his test score this time was still the highest.

Sheng Mingjiao knew his goal, and asked after laughing, "Is this score enough to get into the junior college next door?"

Yuan Kai said: "That must be enough. This score is above the cut-off line for undergraduates, and there are 3 points more, okay?"

Sheng Mingjie patted him on the shoulder and said: "That's fine, I won't be scolded by this score in vain."

After checking the scores, some families were happy and some were sad. Some of the students who did poorly in the exam were ashamed to death. The students who got good exams did not dare to congratulate at this time, so they could only secretly buy two bottles of beer and go back to the dormitory.

Castan Sheng Ming didn't stay at the house, he had a good reason: he had to take care of his grandma.

The poverty-stricken students have always been the school's key support targets, not to mention that Jidi Street is not far from the school, and several school leaders know his family's situation, not to mention that every Qingming, Sheng Mingkao is included in the list of martyrs' children.

In the entire Zhanning City, except for the families of Dingsheng, no family can find out the honor of the three martyrs.

Tomb-sweeping Day is approaching, Shengming Castanopsis is going to the bar to sing and he is so busy singing, when no one is around, he leans on the back of Xiaosanlun's chair, looks at the starry sky, and complains why God likes to give him hardships so much .

Mu Qi will make him a cup of tea every day, because he is afraid that he will be busy with part-time work and miss his homework, so he stuffs a small note in his pocket every day. When Sheng Mingkao occasionally finds money for customers, he will see Mu Qi's strong and powerful handwriting. Heart smile.

Before the three-day holiday of Qingming Festival, Castanopsis Shengming's culture class came out with a monthly test score, and he scored 180 points in the test. He was very happy. According to Yuan Kai, he would have no problem getting into the junior college next door with such a score.

Poor student Yuan Kai is still struggling with the grades of the junior college next door. If he does well in the exam, he will pass. If he is not in good condition, it is normal to lose more than ten points.

Luo Yan would give him tutoring, and most of the time, Luo Yan couldn't even take care of herself.

I don't know the reason, but Luo Yan's scores have been poor in the last few exams, the score gap is large, coupled with the pressure from her parents, Luo Yan is getting haggard day by day, Yuan Kai looks anxious in his heart, and there is nothing he can do.

His grades are still at the bottom, so there is no way to help Luo Yan.

Luo Yan is a literacy student, unlike them who have already passed the physical examination, they can get into the undergraduate course after [-] to [-] literacy exams, and literacy students can only enter the undergraduate course after [-] yuan, and then they can only read books.

While Luo Yan was losing weight day by day, her skin was also poor, and she stayed up every night.

Sheng Mingkao saw the changes in these students, but looking at himself, he was not much better, especially when compared with Makizaki's score, it was even worse.

Before the holiday, Castanopsis Sheng Ming gave himself a rare few days to relax and stopped working night jobs.

After class, I went to wait for Mu Qi, but this time, several classmates around Mu Qi were silent when they saw him, and Sheng Ming had an intuition that there must be something wrong.

"Brother Qi, let's go." Sheng Mingkao called out.

Makizaki packed his schoolbag and followed him.

Sheng Mingchen put his arm on his shoulder and asked, "Brother Qi, how many points did you score this time? Tell me and blind my titanium alloy dog ​​eyes."

Mu Qi smiled slightly, and calmly said: "573." Castan Sheng Ming heard it clearly, but did not respond: "What?"

Following his footsteps, Mu Qi stopped for a while, with an annoyed and disappointed expression, and said, "I don't know why I failed so much in the exam this time."

Sheng Mingcastle couldn't stand his grievance, so he put his shoulders on his shoulder and said: "It's okay, just fail the exam once, and it's fine to pass the exam next time. It's nothing to fail the exam once, come on, be happy, listen Said that Auntie will come back on Ching Ming Festival?"

Seeing that he wasn't bothering about his grades, Mu Qi chatted along the topic: "Well, she said that she would clean up the mountains for grandpa and grandma."

Sweeping the mountain means worshiping the Qingming Festival. Mu Qi's grandparents are all buried in Zhanning, so Sun Yuan will naturally come here to worship, but where is Mu Yuansheng?

According to Sheng Mingjiao's understanding, Ms. Sun Yuan and Mayor Mu have not yet divorced.

It is also easy to understand that according to Mayor Mu's current social status, he must not have a divorced family background, so it is easy to say that Ms. Sun Yuan cannot leave.

So it happened that Makizaki is also a descendant of the Maki family.

Then worship the mountain to clear the Qingming Festival, so Makizaki has to go back to his home.

The two have been together day and night for more than half a year, and Mu Qi has to leave for a few days, Sheng Ming casts a strong reluctance in his heart, but he can't be like a little girl, telling his boyfriend that you don't want to leave ~ too ignorant of righteousness up.

But Sheng Mingcastan couldn't help asking: "Then you want to go back to your father's side to worship the mountain?"

Mu Qi knew him as well as he knew himself, and guessed the thoughts of Sheng Mingkao's entangled and disgusted face just now. He didn't answer and asked instead: "Do you want me to go?"