My ancestors wouldn't let me be gay

Sheng Mingkao asked for leave to shoot a movie for three months. During these three months, he missed a lot of classes. As soon as he got home, he was called back to school by his instructor non-stop. The reason for his three-month leave was to make a movie.

The teachers and students in the department all regarded him as an idiot talking in his sleep. He must have gone home to deal with something at home. What about making a movie and wanting to be a star in the future?

Sheng Mingjie didn't argue either, he has already looked down on these Vanity Fair things now, as if others said he was a piece of shit in front of him, and he could accept it with a smile.

Moreover, Sheng Mingkao has a more important task, which is to make up for the missed homework before the final exam.

Sheng Mingchen, who was silent on the knowledge supply, didn't hear anything outside the window until it snowed on Christmas. He had just finished the final exam when the first snow fell on his head, and he was in a daze for a while.

This is the 22nd Christmas in Zhanning.

Thinking of last Christmas, he vowed to tell Mu Qi to have an exciting time, but Mu Qi made him unable to get up on the bed.

Maybe people seem especially lonely during the holidays, otherwise he wouldn't miss Maki so strongly at this moment.

Since he was out of filming, Luo Yan didn't post to his Moments again. I don't know how Mu Qi will react after he suddenly cut off his message. In short, it won't be the reaction of coming to him immediately.

"Too restrained." Sheng Mingkao fell asleep at home, the weather was cold and he couldn't turn on the heater, he woke up in the middle of the night from the cold, and he only had a quilt beside him. Since Mu Qi was gone, he couldn't even warm the bed.

Not surprisingly, Castanopsis Sheng had a fever the next day. Fortunately, he had nothing to do the next day. He was not interested in any winter ski race organized by the school club and student union, so he refused.

He is not interested in anything now, so he shouldn't come back to Zhanning, as long as he returns to this place where Musaki lived everywhere, he is like a half corpse, obviously thinking, able to see, hear, and Understand everything in this world, but feel like a person who is not dead.

The walking dead gotta live.

"Hello." Sheng Mingkao was still asleep, his throat felt like sand, and his throat hurt when he spoke.

Luo Yan was taken aback, she yelled on the phone: "Hey, Brother Cheng, are you sick?"

Sheng Mingchen answered her with a nasal voice: "Yeah."

Isn't it sick, lovesickness, the disease is not serious, once the disease enters the bone marrow, it can't be removed.

"Ah, what about today's premiere? I was planning to pick you up to watch the premiere." Luo Yan was in Beijing, she just got out of the car.

Sheng Ming was so confused that it took him a long time to figure out what Luo Yan meant by "premiere". The film of "Prisoner Mountain" was cut out, and he invited celebrities from all walks of life to Zhenshan to watch the premiere.

Among them, naturally including the starring team.

When Sheng Ming got off the high-speed rail, Luo Yan stepped forward to help him, seeing his pale face and chapped lips, she quickly ordered Yuan Kai to take medicine and water him.

Sheng Mingkao waved his hands, his throat was so hoarse that he couldn't speak, Luo Yan could barely hear the other party's words: "I've eaten."

Luo Yan was taken aback: "This...why is this voice so dumb? I have to answer questions from the media later, what should I do?"

This was the first time Sheng Mingcastan showed his face in front of the public media, and he should have cleaned up decently.

Shengming Castanopsis is weak now, and he braced himself up to arrive at the venue. There was a circle of media outside, all of whom came to take photos of Zhou Ye. Zhou Ye lived up to expectations. He wore a dark blue suit, tie, and a chest strap. Hua, to give the guide enough face, stood in front of the media and was interviewed for more than 20 minutes.

Seeing the figure of Sheng Mingcastle, I wanted to catch him, but in the end, Sheng Mingcastle ran faster than a rabbit, did not walk on the red carpet, did not accept interviews, and wore a black mask, and sent his agent over to say that he was not feeling well and was inconvenient After accepting the interview, I hid in the movie theater and found a corner to stay there.

Zhou Ye choked to death. He had never seen such a lazy star. Strictly speaking, Sheng Mingjiao was not a star. His first shot in the entertainment circle was tonight's movie.

When Zhou Ye thought about it, he barely understood Sheng Mingkao.

It's the first time!It is inevitable to be nervous, understand and understand.

Sheng Mingkao was quietly in the corner, tilting his head, closing his eyes and meditating. Maybe it was because of the fever. He was breathing heavily, but his consciousness was half asleep. He heard the host announce several film companies that were coming to project.

Shanmu Films, Huale Films, Pisces Films... If you guessed right, these film and television companies are the investors.

Sheng Mingjiao is like an outsider, all the entertainment is left to the manager and the manager's fiance, he himself is sitting on the sofa in a messy posture, closing his eyes and resting his mind.

When people have a high fever, they will have hallucinations. When Sheng Mingkai was in a state of confusion, he could feel people coming and going around him a few times, and one of them stood beside him for a full 5 minutes, and then he was caught. A staff member put on a blanket.

Sheng Ming burned so badly that he couldn't concentrate on seeing who it was before the movie started, but he only smelled the familiar sandalwood, and then he quickly denied himself, how could it be.

That person is separated by mountains and oceans, unable to cross or touch, how could he appear here?

After the movie started, Sheng Mingjiao was woken up by Zhou Ye who was beside him. Seeing that he was half dead, the other party frowned and asked, "Can you do it?"

Sheng Mingkao folded the blanket, looked at the screen, and said, "You will know if I can do it later."

His throat was hoarse, and the words he spoke were rough and difficult to understand. Zhou Ye could barely understand what he meant, sighed, put the blanket back on him, and said, "Cover it and watch."

The film was edited by Xiang Zhenshan himself. Xiang Zhenshan generally does not rely on others to do things. From finalizing the script, casting, shooting, and editing, he handles everything by himself. The sophistication of the film can be imagined.

And Xiang Zhenshan himself has always had the label of "never shoot waste films" in the industry. All the films shot by Xiang Zhenshan either won awards or started at the box office of 30 billion.

From the beginning of the movie, Sheng Mingcasti's eyes were fixed on the screen, carefully watching the things he had filmed.

Watching myself filming on the set and watching myself act on the screen are two different experiences. The finely edited film is like a magical hand.

Sheng Mingkao never knew that he could be so innocent under the camera.

Those black and white eyes look at the long-distance mountain road, and when they ask questions in the mountains, they are full of hope and despair of life with no end in sight.

These two emotions should not have appeared on the same person, but Sheng Mingjiao happened to grasp the middle point of the two emotions, and vividly acted out Lin Jia's struggle and expectation.

It seems that Lin Jia is Sheng Mingcastan in another parallel moment.

He is struggling between his homeland and hope, between dreams and secularism.

He had difficulty making choices, unable to release his contradictions, and tortured him day after day until the poor life in the mountains wiped out the black and white in his eyes.

At the end of the film, Lin Jia is 30 years old, still wearing old sackcloth, patrolling the mountains day after day, year after year, with flowers in spring and moon in autumn, cool wind in summer and snow in winter.

Within 5 minutes after the film ended, no one stood up in the cinema, and then Zhou Ye took the lead in applauding, for Sheng Minggong beside him, for this opponent whose acting skills deserve tribute.

Some people are born to be actors. Zhou Ye felt that Sheng Mingkao's acting skills were explosive and relaxed when he was on the set. Now that the film is out, Zhou Ye is convinced.

The media from all walks of life, investment bosses, and actors who came to watch the movie all applauded.

Zhou Ye helped Sheng Ming to get up, turned around, and saluted the audience.

Xiang Zhenshan delivered a speech on the stage: "Thank you for taking time out of your busy schedule to come to the premiere of "Prisoner Mountain". Everyone has watched the film, and the editing is rough. I will edit it when I go back, but it is worth mentioning that this film The two leading actors in the movie, one is Zhou Ye, who has already been named Shidi in the domestic TV circle."

Zhou Ye waved to the audience.

"The other one is a baby I found in the audition. He made his debut in front of the media for the first time. I hope all media teachers will give me a good introduction to this rookie, Sheng Mingjiao."

Sheng Mingkao pulled off his mask and bowed to the audience.

He is a newcomer, so of course Zhou Shidi didn't wave his hand. He wants to bow, bow to the media, bow to the investment father, and show his face to the capitalists.Sheng Mingcastan greeted him in a circle, dizzy, he felt that he was going to be unable to hold on, and the fever made his whole body limp and weak.Zhou Ye then supported his waist, lowered his head intimately and asked, "Why don't you leave early?"

Then he looked around the field and said, "It's almost the same."

Sheng Mingjiao shook his head, the seats in the audience were dark, although he couldn't see the bottom from the stage, but he knew that the audience of only twenty people was related to his acting career.

Zhou Ye was a little short of breath, this person could pass out in a second, and he is still gritting his teeth to hold on.

Fortunately, Xiang Zhenshan is not a nonsense person. After reminding the media not to leak the film information in a few words, he waved his hand to signal the audience to leave.

Before the audience left the venue, the lights in the cinema hall suddenly turned on, and Sheng Mingkao was dizzy suddenly stimulated by the strong light. Light.

After Sheng Mingjiao got used to the strong light, he lifted his clothes, and with just one lift, his eyes could clearly see those people who were about to leave the stage.

Then his pupils shrank slightly, and his eyes looked straight at the back row of the auditorium. There were two people sitting there. One of them was in a suit and leather shoes. , combing her hair back, silently looking at Sheng Mingcastan on the stage.

Beside him is a delicate and beautiful little boy, about 17 years old, with fashionable granny gray hair and baby fat on his face, as beautiful as a doll in a window.

The delicate little boy didn't dare to urge him to leave, but just whispered something in the man's ear, and then the man looked away, stood up, buttoned his suit, put his arms around the boy's waist and left.

Sheng Mingchen had a splitting headache, he didn't know where the energy came from, he quickly ran off the stage, and ran in the direction of the man and the boy, but there were so many people that his feet were so crowded that his steps were messy, Zhou Ye called him from behind, he should be He couldn't hear it, and then quickly ran to the street, ran out of the movie building, ran to the street, searched in the vast crowd, and finally found the person he had been thinking about day and night standing next to a Land Rover.

Sheng Mingjiao stepped forward without hesitation, his voice was too hoarse to speak, but he still shouted in a hoarse voice: "Mu..." Before he could say that, he saw the The pretty little boy held a cone in his hand, jumped up and down and licked it, pouted his mouth and raised his head to let the person standing in front of the car taste it: "Young Master Mu, hurry up and try whether it's sweet or not."

Mu Qi lowered his head and smiled, and Sheng Ming saw in this smile that Mu Qi's youthfulness had faded in the past six months, and now his gestures and gestures are full of the fatal attraction of a mature man.

Sheng Mingke watched as Makizaki lowered his head, kissed the boy's lips, dipped in the sweetness of cream, then stuck out his tongue to lick it, and said to the boy, "It's so sweet."

He couldn't remember what happened after that, his mind was full of Makizaki's bowing his head and smiling, kissing a delicate boy in front of him, he knew that his legs turned in the opposite direction, and he walked unconsciously.

Maybe he met Xiang Zhenshan who came out, Zhou Ye, and even Luo Yan.

But no one dared to come up to touch him, because at this moment, he really looked like a dead body, walking dead on the street full of people.

Sheng Mingjiao looked up at the sky in Beijing, his consciousness began to withdraw, his mind could no longer control his body, his voice was hoarse and he couldn't make a sound.The sky is spinning, and the eyes are full of desolation.

Before he fainted, he had a feeling of being helpless, like going out to sea at dusk, the road was unfamiliar and far away.