My ancestors wouldn't let me be gay

Sheng Mingkao, who was sitting in the first-class cabin, had a book on his lap, reading casually. After a while, Makizaki got on the plane, sat next to him, and complained: "The paparazzi are so annoying."

Sheng Mingkao glanced at him, turned the page of the book calmly, didn't say thank you, and didn't mention the matter that Makizaki wanted to lead him just now.

But Mu Qi leaned over and said to him: "But I didn't reveal your itinerary, I didn't say a word."

As he got closer and closer, Sheng Mingchen stretched out his hand and shouted: "Hello."

A beautiful stewardess came over and served with a smile: "Hi sir, what do you need?"

"Give me a glass of water, and a glass of milk for this gentleman to help me sleep." Sheng Mingkao said.

When the stewardess left, Mu Qi pouted and said dissatisfiedly, "I don't like drinking milk."

Sheng Mingkai ignored him and continued to flip through the book.

Makizaki said again, "I don't want to sleep."

Shengming Castanopsis flipped through the book.

Maybe it's because people are used to being ignored, Mu Qi said to himself: "I want to talk to you, if possible, I want to warm your hands and feet, the last time you touched your hands, it was too cold. "

Sheng Mingkao took a cold look at the heating and air conditioner, closed the book, took out the blindfold, closed his eyes, and put earphones in his ears, completely ignoring the chattering people around him.

? Makizaki really shut up.

Because he found that the sleeping Castanopsis Sheng Ming had a pale face and reddish lips. Because he was too thin, his collarbone was clearly visible, and even the blue veins on his neck could be pulled out because of his movements. The face adds mystery.

If we say, Castanopsis Sheng Ming with his eyes open is full of fragility that makes people want to protect.

The quiet Castanopsis shengming with eyes closed makes people feel that it is the firm and mysterious Mount Everest. The whole picture can only be seen when the weather is clear and the air visibility is the highest.

Mu Qi watched Castanopsis Shengming quietly all the way, during the few hours from Beijing to Kunming, he stared at Castanopsis Shengming the whole time.

At first, Sheng Mingkao was on guard against him doing something out of the ordinary, but in the end, smelling the perfume on his body, he fell asleep again in a drowsy state.He found that only by Makizaki's side, he could fall asleep peacefully, and he could fall asleep without any medicine as an aid.

When he landed in Kunming, he could clearly feel the temperature rise. Sheng Ming took off his coat, with Makisaki sunglasses on his face, waiting for his luggage.

Mu Qi didn't know where to get a car, and waited for him in the underground parking lot, and Sheng Ming took his luggage and got into the car.

Makisaki asked, "Are you hungry? Let's go eat first?"

Sheng Mingchen shook his head and said, "I'm not hungry."

Mu Qi frowned, he thought for a moment, and said, "I heard that the bridge rice noodles in Yunnan are delicious, I'll take you to eat authentic ones."

Sheng Mingkao didn't refute, he thought that if he wasn't hungry, Mu Qi should be hungry too.

He is not hungry because once he takes a plane, takes a high-speed rail, as long as he travels, he doesn't want to eat.

People who usually don't eat much, because of running around and working hard, they don't want to eat even more.

Mu Qi took him to a time-honored restaurant, there were many people and there was a queue, Sheng Ming wanted to say don't eat it, but seeing Mu Qi's expectant face, he swallowed the words back.

He is a little afraid of crowded places, as long as anyone touches him, whether intentionally or not, his skin will get goose bumps, and his mind will also feel hairy, making him very uncomfortable.

But this kind of century-old store is the easiest to gather tourists from all over the world. With a dialect that is unintelligible from the north to the south, Sheng Mingke stayed quietly in the corner. After a while, the seat he originally occupied was taken by someone else. He opened his mouth , wanted to stop the people at the table, but found that his voice was ugly and dared not speak.

When Mu Qi came back excitedly with two bowls of rice noodles, he saw this scene: Sheng Mingkai folded his arms, looked at the people coming and going around him helplessly, his eyes especially fell on the position that had just been robbed, and then With a glance, when he looked at himself, the grievance of being bullied had not been put away in his eyes, and he caught him straight.

That look, like a rice dumpling that has been bullied, stood in the corner, wiping away tears alone.

"Hello, these two copies, please pack them for me." Mu Qi said to a waiter who passed by.

In the end, Mu Qi took two boxes of cross-bridge rice noodles and walked out of the shop holding the hand of Kao Sheng Ming.

Why would Sheng Mingkao let him hold hands, because people who are afraid of society see a familiar person coming into their sight, just like a person trapped in the deep sea sees a driftwood, hold on tightly, afraid Driftwood left himself and floated away alone.

Probably because he felt that he was too useless, Sheng Ming cast off Makizaki's hand as he walked out of the store.

Mu Qi looked at Kong Luoluo's hand, which still felt cool to the touch, raised his eyebrows, and said to Sheng Mingjiao, "Crossing the river and tearing down the bridge?"

Sheng Mingjiao glanced at him and said, "Can't you?"

Even though she was rejected, Makizaki still had beauty in her heart.

Because this time, Sheng Mingjiao's refusal was no longer to drive him away coldly, but to become angry after being caught in embarrassment. In Mu Qi's view, such Sheng Mingcasti was quite cute.

Because there was no space, the two big men ate a meal of cross-bridge rice noodles in the car.

Sheng Ming Castanopsis has always had a poor appetite, he took a few mouthfuls of noodles, picked out a few mouthfuls of side dishes, and then stopped eating.

After eating, Mu Qi frowned while looking at his bowl, and asked, "You only eat this little?"

Sheng Mingchen wiped his lips with a tissue and said, "I'm full."

"You eat too little."

"Bring it here?"

Sheng Mingchen thought he was going to throw out the trash, so he glanced at the trash can on the side of the road. Obviously, the car door on his side was closer to the trash can, so he stretched out his hand and said, "Give me yours, I'll go down and throw out the trash."

Mu Qi stretched out his hand, took away his cross-bridge rice noodles, and said, "Who said I'm going to throw it away? It's shameful to waste food, Brother Cheng."

After finishing speaking, he picked up the chopsticks again, picked up a chopsticks powder without hesitation, and then inhaled the storm.

But Sheng Mingkao was dumbfounded.Makisaki, eating, what was left of him.

This realization made him feel hot.

In the small carriage, there is only the sound of Makisaki eating noodles. The louder the sound, the hotter Sheng Mingkao's face is, not only eating the leftover noodles, but the chopsticks in Musaki's hands are all leftovers from his own use. For a while, it was all my own saliva.

Castanopsis shengming feels hot, it is indeed a place close to the tropics, and the temperature here is too high.

Sheng Mingjiao got out of the car and took out a cigarette from his pocket. He was not addicted to cigarettes. The reason why he smoked was learned from the protagonist of a movie. After filming, I got into the habit of smoking, but the addiction is not strong. I haven't finished smoking a pack of cigarettes for more than half a month.

Now, he desperately needs to light a cigarette and calm down.

And think carefully, what does Makizaki mean by this?

From the New Year to the present, he has been confused with himself. More strictly speaking, since he agreed to play "Begging", Makizaki has started to behave strangely.

From saying "regret" to him, to eating what I left now, using my own chopsticks.

These acts of intimacy should not appear on the ex-boyfriend, but should appear on the couple sharing a glass of water, kissing, and sleeping in the same bed.

Then Makizaki, are you coming back to get back together?

Sheng Mingjiao's cigarette smoked so fast that his eyes were tearing and his throat was itchy, reminding him of that kiss.

That kiss he couldn't get past no matter what.

Six years later, he couldn't forget that scene.

Makizaki lowered his head and said gently to the unknown beautiful boy, "It's so sweet."

At that time, Makizaki was the same as now, he liked to eat the other party's ice cream, and even touched the other party's saliva when kissing.

Sheng Ming’s hand holding the cigarette was shaking, and the rice noodles and side dishes that he forced down were a little nauseating, he bent down, and vomited by the trash can: “vomit Musaki heard his voice in the car, and quickly jumped out of the car , came to him and patted him on the shoulder: "Why did you vomit all of a sudden?Are you motion sick? "

Sheng Mingchi dodged his hand, twisted the water, took a few mouthfuls, spit it out, and then took a few mouthfuls of water down his throat to suppress the nausea. Mu Qi stood beside him, looked at him worriedly, and asked, " Do you want to go to the hospital?"

"No need, let's go."

He couldn't be alone with Makisaki anymore, this person...this person, whether it was six years ago or six years later, could easily affect his emotions.

He remembered what the psychiatrist said, he must maintain a happy mood and not fall into the mood of sadness and withdrawal again.

He must follow the doctor's advice and stay away from the virus.

The road to the border town was not easy, the road was full of bumps and bumps, and Sheng Mingkao really got motion sickness.

He leaned back in his chair, looked at the rolling mountains, and imagined how the people in the mountains lived to attract attention.

Makizaki was very worried about him, driving and stopping, asking him from time to time: "Can you bear it?"

After getting his nod, he still drove very slowly.

When we drove to the hotel, it was already sunset, and it happened to be dusk, and his assistant was already waiting at the hotel.

Seeing him coming, she was so happy that she came forward to get his suitcase.

The little assistant wasn't surprised to see his boss getting off the producer's car. After all, he was a movie king, and the position was big. What's wrong with the producer going to pick him up?

This is the treatment an actor should have.

The film king's treatment is more than that.

I don't know if it was deliberately arranged by the crew. The three-story homestay is fully booked by the crew. Then there are two rooms on the top floor, one for Sheng Ming and one for the producer.

Even director Xiang Zhenshan can only live in a small pavilion on the second floor near the south.

Looking down from the third floor, Kao Sheng could see Xiang Zhenshan holding a teapot, sipping tea leisurely in the small gazebo.

Seeing him coming, he yelled, "What are you looking at? Don't know your father? Come down for some tea."

With this voice, people who are not familiar with him think he is getting angry, but those who are familiar with him know that he is really telling them to go down and drink tea.

Sheng Mingjie didn't even take off his shoes, went down to the second floor, and then walked around the corridor before arriving at the small gazebo.

Sheng Mingjie didn't know who arranged the room, but he arranged Xiang Zhenshan in the farthest place from him, but also the place with the closest line of sight. Was it to prevent the director from disturbing him?

"When did you come?" Sheng Mingkao asked while holding a cup of hot tea.

Xiang Zhenshan took a sip leisurely and said, "The first day I worked with me? When I'm filming, don't I step on the scene first?"

"That's true." Sheng Ming took a sip of hot tea to soothe his bumpy stomach along the way, and let out a comfortable sigh.

Seeing that his face was pale and bloodless, Xiang Zhenshan reprimanded him, "Don't you eat well again?"

"Eat." Sheng Mingkao said.

Xiang Zhenshan just wanted to praise him.

In the end, I heard Sheng Mingkao say: "I vomited."

The old father filled his heart with passionate compliments, and asked, "Are you motion sick?"

Sheng Mingkao held the hot tea and said perfunctorily, "It's about the same."

He couldn't say that he felt disgusted when Makizaki ate his saliva, did he vomit?

It's no wonder that Xiang Zhenshan couldn't spray him to death in love love love.

"But you'd better be thinner." Xiang Zhenshan took a puff of cigarettes, this old smoker, without his wife's nagging, can smoke vigorously, and someone from the crew gave him cigarettes, and the one he smoked was the last one Continuously lower branches, stuffing the gods every day.

Sheng Mingkao knew what he was going to say.

Xiang Zhenshan was relieved to see that he understood.

A person with acting talent is not only talented, but also willing to work hard, specialize in the role, and work hard to get closer to the role, which is a good thing.

"Liang Xingyun, this character is a beggar. The biggest feature of a beggar is that he eats his last meal and never rests. It is natural to be thin, not only thin, but also pale, because he was given a very common poison at the border. One by one with a smile and a hundred steps."

"The biggest characteristic of this kind of poison is to walk a hundred steps and laugh a hundred steps, so in the eyes of normal people, the first impression of seeing this beggar is that he is insane."

"Because no beggar lives a life of begging and can still laugh. It's just this kind of laughter, but it's not his voluntary laughter. He is under the control of poison. Coughing and laughing are his forced reactions. "

Xiang Zhenshan carefully analyzed the characteristics of the character for Sheng Ming, and Sheng Ming listened quietly, going over how he should act in his mind from time to time.

Xiang Zhenshan stubbed out the cigarette butt, and during the lecture, he smoked a cigarette and said, "In the past few days, you go out and wander around. There are several beggars in this small town, and they all go out for a walk." Let's see what a real beggar looks like."

Sheng Mingchen nodded: "Okay."