My ancestors wouldn't let me be gay

Sheng Mingkao had another nightmare.

He didn't sleep well, soaked in sweat, gnashing his teeth.

Dreams are full of fragmented things, one meter of sunlight split by darkness, half a piece of glass, poppies on cliffs, duckweed falling into the sea, shark carcasses sinking on the seabed, and a dark seabed where the sky is dark.

These fragments that don't make up a story made him struggle between half dream and half waking.

The quilt was bitten tightly by him, the saliva soaked the quilt, and the cold sweat spread all over his forehead and temples. Sheng Mingkai suddenly opened his eyes. He didn't know what time it was. He got up and walked in the room, looking at the bright moonlight outside the window, dreaming There is no moonlight.

He couldn't sleep again.

He picked up the rice crust and let him manipulate it like a dead cat.

Sheng Mingcastan played for a while and found it boring, so he put the crispy rice back into the cat litter.

The rice cooker rubbed against its hand and continued to sleep.

Castanopsis Shengming envied its good sleep.

Glancing at the clock on the bedside table, it was only three o'clock in the morning, and it was still a long time before dawn.

What he fears most is the darkness before dawn, which resembles the unforeseen blackness of the seabed.

The city of Beijing at this point is completely silent, there are no overtime workers, the cleaners have not yet gotten up to work, and most of the lights in high-rise buildings are extinguished. He had to fall asleep, he had only slept for two hours after returning from the wrap-up banquet.

Those two hours were a nightmare.

He took out the sleeping pills from the cabinet. Makizaki threw away all the sleeping pills last time. This is a new one—he hasn't taken it for several days.Take out two pills and swallow them with the mineral water beside the bed.

He walked around the room again, trying to speed up the onset of the effects of the medicine, so that he wouldn't be tortured by dark emotions.

After walking for about 5 minutes, the effect of the medicine started. Castanopsis Sheng returned to the head of the bed, lifted the quilt, and lay down.

When he held the medicine bottle and reached out to pick up the cap, he couldn't resist the effect of the medicine, and fell asleep suddenly, the medicine bottle in his hand fell, and the sleeping pills scattered all over the floor.

Mu Muqi stayed up all night, and since Zhou Ye introduced Mu Chu to everyone, he began to feel anxious.

The first time he went to see Sheng Mingkao's reaction, as expected, Sheng Mingkao returned to his indifferent expression, and ignored him no more.

After returning from the green banquet, Mu Qi followed closely behind Sheng Ming Castan, trying to say a word to him, but Sheng Ming Castan was always depressed and never spoke.

Makizaki panicked for no reason.

The relationship between the two has just been repaired a little, is it about to give up all previous efforts?

Mu Qi is not reconciled, at least, Sheng Mingkai should give him a chance to explain to him, he does not accept this kind of behavior of sentencing him without asking.

So when Sheng Mingkao pressed the combination lock, Mu Qi grabbed his wrist and called out in a pleading voice: "Brother Cheng..." Who knew that Sheng Mingkao shook off his hand like an electric shock: "Do not touch me."

Mu Qi was a little injured in that swing, he was still not reconciled, and wanted to follow Sheng Ming into the door, but was shut by Sheng Ming, who said harshly: "Don't come in."

Mu Qi didn't go back to his home either, he sat in front of Sheng Ming Castan's house all night, if Sheng Ming Castan went out the next day, he wanted to talk to Sheng Ming Castan again.

At the same time, he was not idle, so he called someone to investigate, what Zhou Ye wanted to do, and where did that Mu Chu come from?

He sat withered all night, his hair was a little messy, and his eyes were blood red. Finally, before dawn, the person who checked the news sent him a document, which was sorted out clearly.

Mu Chu, formerly an intern at Shanmu Films, six years ago, because he was favored by the young owner and developed an ambiguous relationship, he was arrogant, thinking that he once flew up to a branch and became a phoenix, bossing around and stirring up conflicts among the trainees , which caused the trainees to disagree within the group and was kicked out by the managing agent.

Mu Chu, who was dismissed, somehow hooked up with the top management of Pisces Films, jumped to Pisces Films, and was sent to Korea for further studies by Pisces. Currently, due to policy reasons, Pisces Films has withdrawn a group of trainees.

These trainees will make their debut in domestic groups.

After reading the materials, Makizaki also focused on the high-level parts.

He checked back and forth, everything that Mu Chu did did not infringe on the interests of others, nor did he offend himself, in the final analysis, he was considered an innocent person.

But this innocence only stopped before last night.

Zhou Ye was also there when Sheng Mingka had a high fever six years ago. As one of the witnesses, didn't Zhou Ye know that Mu Chu's reappearance would stimulate Sheng Mingka's mental state?

No, exactly, Zhou Ye knew this.

Only then did Mu Chu be called back from South Korea, trying to use Mu Chu to drive a wedge between him and Sheng Mingjiao who had finally repaired their relationship.

Through Sheng Mingkao's reaction, Zhou Ye did it.

Mu Qi sat on the ground, hit the back of his head against the wall, and tried hard to think about how to calm down Sheng Ming.

But when Sheng Mingkai encountered this kind of thing, his first reaction was to push himself away, which also deeply hurt Makizaki.

It's always been like this, and it's also like this when letting him study abroad, and it's still like this now.

No matter what it is, as soon as there is any disturbance, Sheng Mingcastan will quickly push the person away, then shrink back into the shell, pretending that everything is all right.

Sheng Mingkao like this will not only make Mu Qi feel out of breath, but also easily hold himself back.

Mu Qi's eyes darkened, and he glanced at the time. It was [-]:[-] in the morning, and the sky in Beijing had already begun to light up.

Mu Qi got up from the ground, he knocked on the door of Castanopsis Sheng Ming, yesterday, this door was Castanopsis Sheng Ming's shell, Castanopsis Sheng shrank back, and shut Mu Qi out of the door.

Not surprisingly, no one came to the door.

Makizaki pressed the password to open the door. The secrets set by Sheng Mingkao were always simple, six ones, six sixes, or a combination of numbers like 445566.

"Drip."

The door rang twice, and Mu Qi opened the door and went in. Guoba had already woken up, licked his hair and washed his face in the cat's nest, and saw Mu Qi coming in, this kid didn't know what happened to his father and dad yesterday, and jumped out of the cat's nest, He ran to Mu Qi's leg, hugged Mu Qi's calf, and dragged him to the kitchen.

There is cat food and cat milk in the kitchen.

This little thing is very smart.

Mu Qi squatted down, picked up the rice crust, held it under his arm, stroked the smooth and shiny hair of the rice crust, sighed, and said: "Your father will wake up later, remember that it was Daddy who fed you, please help Daddy say good things. ,do you know?"

The crispy rice is under his armpit: "Meow?" It's ok, let's suck the milk first.

Sheng Mingkao probably hasn't woken up yet, Makisaki closed the kitchen door and started to boil water, the rice cooker sat quietly on the marble, and the cat's head began to swing from side to side following Makisaki's finger movements.

When Makizaki took a spoonful of milk powder, it started to look at it, and when it took another spoonful, its ears moved, expressing its happiness.

Usually, one cup of milk is used to make two spoonfuls, and Musaki had to put down the spoon to pour hot water. Suddenly, Guoba raised a hand and pressed his arm, and Musaki asked, "Do you still need a spoonful of milk powder?"

Guoba looked up at him, moved his ears twice, and said happily, "Meow meow?" Mu Qi went to spoon the third spoonful of milk powder, Guoba jumped onto his shoulder and licked his face.

Makizaki patted its head, hugged it down, taught it to squat, and wrapped a small napkin around its neck, ready to eat.

"Papa will get angry later, I'm going to coax him, you know?"

The crispy rice in the milk: "嗤哭哭哭" "Words are what they say."

"Aw, blah, blah, blah."

After Makisaki finished feeding the rice crust, he took out a cat toy and threw it to it to play with.

Only then did he go upstairs lightly.

At the door of the room, Mu Qi took a deep breath, thinking, don't be discouraged no matter how coldly Castan Sheng Ming looks at him later.

With his hand on the doorknob, he slowly turned it open. The room was dark, and he could only see a figure lying on his stomach on the bed, and he was still sleeping.

Mu Qi breathed a sigh of relief: "..." As he walked into the room, he noticed that something was wrong. After seeing the sleeping pills scattered all over the floor, Mu Qi opened his eyes wide, terrified, and quickly rushed to Sheng Ming Castanopsis.

"Brother Cheng!"

"Wake up?"

Makizaki didn't know how many sleeping pills Castanopsis Sheng Ming had taken, but the pills scattered on the ground looked terrifying.

If Kao Sheng Ming couldn't think about it, six hours had passed since last night, and the effect of the medicine would have taken effect long ago.

"Brother Cheng!" Mu Qi only felt that his whole body was icy cold. He didn't care about frightening his limp limbs. He tremblingly turned Sheng Mingcaster over and hugged him in his arms. 120.

But I also remembered that the identity of Castanopsis Sheng Ming cannot be admitted to the hospital.

Mu Qi was so anxious that he slapped Sheng Mingkao's face with cold water, trying to wake him up.

"Brother Castan, don't scare me, wake up, you are so stupid, why don't you ask me, you just take medicine..." Mu Qi hugged Sheng Ming Castan's head and began to cry bitterly.

Then my fingers trembled on the screen, and I couldn't press 120 clearly.

When Sheng Mingkai opened his eyes in a daze, he only saw two drops of crystal clear tears on Mu Qi's chin, and then he saw clearly that it was Mu Qi's crying face.

"Brother, brother!" Seeing him waking up, Mu Qi patted his face nervously and asked, "Can you see me? Do you know who I am?"

Sheng Mingkao was still sleepy, he patted Mu Qi's hand away: "It's so noisy."

Seeing that he was conscious, Mu Qi remembered and asked, "How many sleeping pills did you take yesterday?" Sheng Ming said, "Two."

Two pills are fine, two normal doses, Makizaki wept with joy, and said, "Two pills are good, two pills are fine, you are so anxious to death."

Sheng Mingcastan got into the bed and drove him out: "Get lost."

"Okay, okay, I'll get out, I'll get out right away." As long as Mu Qi confirms that Kao Sheng Ming is okay, it's fine for him to jump off the second floor right away.

After Sheng Mingkao fell asleep, Mu Qi picked up the medicines on the ground and counted them, and it was true that two were missing.

He also thought that he was too impulsive just now, and never thought about counting the pills.

Mu Qi looked back at the person who had re-entered sleep on the bed, and the melancholy in his heart made him reluctant to leave, so he took off his coat, climbed up from the other side of the bed lightly, lay on his side, and looked at Sheng Mingkao's peaceful sleeping face.

"Actually, I don't know what happened yesterday. I really didn't arrange it. If I knew that the man was back, I would wish to kick him out again, but it's really not me."

Makizaki spoke softly, trying to defend himself.

Sheng Mingcastan still slept comfortably.

"I was wrong, baby, I was wrong, okay?" Mu Qi leaned over and gently hugged Sheng Ming Kao in his arms, kissing his forehead softly.

Mu Qi touched Sheng Ming's thin face, and said softly: "I have no feelings for him, not even a drop, I don't even remember his name, you can't fight with me again because of this, you can't put Zhou Ye's pot all over Put it on me, you bastard Zhou Ye, you should be angry with him, no, you can't be angry with him, you can only have me in your eyes."

Sheng Mingcastan lay quietly on his body, breathing long and hard.

"Actually, I am also very wronged. I also want to reshape time. If there is a chance for me to go back to six years ago, I would rather rush to the stage and arrest you than do stupid things to make you hate me for six years. I was wrong. Yes, baby, I was really wrong, can you forgive me?"

Makisaki pleaded, looking a little bleak in the early morning room.

He knew that Sheng Mingkao would not be able to hear it when he fell asleep, so he dared to show weakness unscrupulously.

He repeatedly said the three words "I was wrong" thousands of times, and pronounced "baby" hundreds of times.

But the person in his arms was just sleeping peacefully, without any response.

"How can you forgive me?" Makizaki looked at the ceiling, unable to hide the sadness in his eyes.

Finally, the person who was sleeping peacefully on his chest moved his fingers, turned over, stretched out his hand and slapped him on the mouth, and muttered, "It's so noisy."

Mu Qi suddenly lowered his head, looking at Sheng Ming's face, he heard it.