If you don't bend, I will be blackened!

a title.

Once Bai Jin was lost and found now, he has always just called him by his full name coldly, and has never called him Uncle Cong.

Even the coaxing never heard it when they were most intimate on the bed, but they heard it in such a situation.

This title is of great significance to both Zhang Zucong and Bai Jinyi. He is not only a title, but also a hub that connects the relationship between the two for more than ten years.

Zhang Zucong turned around abruptly, his eyes were unreasonably red, and his breathing trembled violently.

The desire to cry skyrocketed, but he endured it.

His eyes were a little excited, and he said, "Baibai, what did you call me?"

Bai Jin pursed her lips, surprised that she would call out this title.

From the moment he woke up, he had already buried this title deeply, and he didn't want to dig it up again.

But now... Bai Jinyi felt a little uncomfortable in his throat. He swallowed his saliva and didn't answer Zhang Zucong's words directly: "I said your body is okay?"

Zhang Zucong's eyes darkened, that address gave him great encouragement, he even forgot that Bai Jinyi didn't like his approaching now, and approached him resolutely.

Perhaps it was because Zhang Zucong's eyes were too hot, Bai Jinyi took a step back and stuck it against the wall.

Zhang Zucong's eyes were red, and when he was half a foot away from Bai Jinyi, he said: "There is something wrong, the problem is serious."

Bai Jin's face turned pale, and he grabbed Zhang Zucong's sleeve: "What's the problem?"

Zhang Zucong didn't miss the worry and tension in Bai Jinyi's tone. A look of sadness flashed in his eyes, which was quickly replaced by joy: "Are you caring about me?"

As soon as Bai Jin was exposed, he didn't dare to look Zhang Zucong in the eyes, and said with a vague mouth: "No, if you hate you, you hate you. You saved the Shen family and you saved the Shen family. One yard is one yard... " Zhang Zucong's joy came to an abrupt end, he stared fixedly at Bai Jinyi, then suddenly stepped back a few steps, and smiled: "That's right, I'm dirty, you hate me, how could you care about me, I understand..." Zhang Zucong stood unsteadily, still smiling: "I'll go first."

The person who spoke such a disappointed tone was smiling, and Bai Jin could not help but feel a little scared when he saw the smile on Zhang Zucong's face.

He always felt that the man in front of him seemed to be a little far away from him, but this time it was very different from the usual feeling, the panic in his heart became more and more violent, he felt that if Zhang Zu really left like this, he would regret it.

But he couldn't tell why he felt this way, it was fear for no reason.

Bai Jinyi looked at Zhang Zucong's tall and broad back although he had lost a lot of weight: "Cong... Zhang Zucong!"

Zhang Zucong turned his head slightly, biting his teeth fiercely, the sadness in his eyes was well hidden, and Bai Jinyi didn't notice it.

"Sorry for those words."

Zhang Zucong's heart throbbed violently. He didn't speak, but just walked forward.

After walking a few steps, he suddenly turned around and rubbed Bai Jinyi into his arms.

The tall body holding Bai Jinyi trembled visibly, and his breath trembled.

Bai Jin paused, and subconsciously raised her hand to hug the hug back, but she held it in the air and didn't know where to put it, so she could only stiffen.

Zhang Zucong's arms became tighter and tighter, Bai Jinyi took a deep breath and never let go.

"Uncle Cong...?"

Zhang Zucong's breath was scorching hot, spraying on Bai Jinyi's ear, directly burning his heart.

Zhang Zucong didn't give Bai Jinyi a chance to ask, and said hoarsely, "Baibai, do you know what I regret the most?"

Once Bai Jin didn't speak, he didn't know.

"I'm just pretending to be smart. I thought I could strategize and take care of everything, but now the result is slapping me in the face. I'm a complete idiot!"

Bai Jinyi was confused, he didn't understand a single sentence of Zhang Zucong's words, what was the core of his words.

Zhang Zucong's emotions gradually collapsed. His fingers outlined Bai Jinyi's neck covered by a black mamba, but he could still feel the raised scars: "You don't forgive me, it's normal to hate me and disgust me." , I thought about it later, I really can't get along with me, fortunately..." Zhang Zucong's eyes were red, and he didn't give Bai Jinyi a chance to speak, and Bai Jinyi couldn't intervene because he didn't understand. Let's talk.

"Fortunately, you met Shen Jiuzhou who was kind to you, so you are a fool, but you have to admit that he loves you sincerely, and Yihao, you also... like him," Zhang Zucong was unwilling, at this moment Wan Jian pierced the heart, "If you have the opportunity in the future, you will be a surrogate and have a child to explain to Shen Yicheng, and then you will go traveling, climbing mountains and stepping on the sea, wherever you go, it will be romantic..." Bai Jin didn't understand what was said before, but understood what was said later.

His heart ached so hard he couldn't breathe.

He didn't understand that Zhang Zucong would run on Shen Jiuzhou when he got the chance, but today he put him beside Shen Jiuzhou generously, and nervously placed him and Shen Jiuzhou together, and even said about surrogate children... .That's impossible.

How could Bai Jinyi raise a child with Shen Jiuzhou?

Zhang Zucong let go of Bai Jinyi's body slightly, his eyes were soft, he looked at Bai Jinyi, stretched out his hand to caress Bai Jinyi's cheek, like treating a treasure in the world, he couldn't put it down: "Bai Bai, what I said next I don't want you to give me any answer, I don't need any answer, and I don't need your forgiveness, I just want you to know and don't want to leave regrets."

Zhang Zucong still couldn't hold back a kiss on Bai Jinyi's forehead: "Whether it's Zhang Zucong, who did all kinds of bastard things in the past, or Zhang Zucong, who can do nothing now, has never loved Bai Lin and never used you as a substitute. You have always been you. I've always loved you too."

Zhang Zucong's eyes were deep, and with the light of the mobile phone's flashlight, he seemed to be able to see his own figure imprinted in his eyes.

It was as if he was really engraved into his soul and loved by him.

Bai Jinyi's heart trembled violently. He had heard Zhang Zucong say this several times after he came back, but he didn't believe it.

But now Zhang Zucong is so serious and sincere, he has never seen such a gentle expression on Zhang Zucong.

This look is a thousand times gentler than when he looked at Ni Hong back then.

For a moment his heart was beating wildly.

Zhang Zucong took a few steps back, and took a deep look at Bai Jinyi: "Okay, I still have something to do, so I'll... go first."

Bai Jinyi was shocked by his words and didn't react at all.

Zhang Zucong didn't wait to get in the car, and when he got out of the alley, he held onto the street lamp and vomited out a mouthful of dark blood.

ended.

It's all over.

His tears were blurred, it was clearly the summer wind, it should be cool, but Zhang Zucong felt cold.

He shivered from the cold.

The coldness permeated every hole, and soon every bone in the body was clamoring for pain.

He clutched his upper abdomen, his face turned blue from the pain.

Zhang Zucong didn't forget where it was, and didn't dare to stay longer, so he got into the car enduring the pain.

It was only a hundred meters away from the parking lot, but Zhang Zucong walked out of breath.

He leaned on the steering wheel, panting heavily.

I struggled to find out the painkillers, two of which were no longer effective, and I had to take four to barely control the pain.

However, the side effects are also strong, and the side effects of the medicine come up one after another.

Nausea and dizziness at the same time.

He didn't dare to drive, so he climbed into the back seat and huddled up to rest.

He only has one month to travel, so he can't just waste it... When Zhang Zucong woke up, it was already two hours later.

Sleeping in the not-so-spacious compartment, his hands and feet were already numb, and he grinned when he moved.

He didn't know what he thought of, the expression on his face gradually froze, and he kept looking in Yizhong's direction.

He looked at the logo composed of his and Bai Jinyi's names, his eyes were full of bitterness.

How great would it be if we could go back to four years ago?

But I can never go back.

Zhang Zucong smiled wryly, and drove the car to Dongjiao No. [-].

He didn't sleep and couldn't sleep.

As soon as he got home, he packed a few changes of clothes, took a notebook and a camera, and went out.

He wants to walk around in the last month or so, as much as he walks, it counts...to live with Bai Jinyi.

Since Bai Jinyi came back from Yizhong five days ago, his whole body was not quite right, and he was absent-minded in everything. He wanted to see Zhang Zucong crazily, and wanted to ask him why he never regarded himself as a substitute for his father?

Ask him are these words a lie or the truth?

But thinking about seeing Zhang Zucong again, his thoughts were suppressed in the end.

But his words played back over and over again in his mind.

Thinking of what Zhang Zucong said, his ears turned red. He didn't understand why Zhang Zucong would suddenly say those... disgusting words.

As long as those words are not in line with his character, could it be that his conscience discovered it?

Bai Jinyi lowered his eyebrows slightly, but no matter how he thought about it, he felt a little weird, but he couldn't tell where the weirdness was.

And his flustered never stopped, but intensified, and sometimes he was almost out of breath.

"What is Abai thinking?"

Shen Jiuzhou dropped the popsicle in one gulp, watched the recently hit love drama, and forced Bai Jinyi to watch it with him.

Bai Jinyi was a little helpless, Shen Jiuzhou was an idiot if he didn't understand, how could he still like to watch these things.

He shook and didn't speak.

Seeing that Bai Jinyi didn't speak, Shen Jiuzhou got up after a while and went to fetch a glass of water for Bai Jinyi: "Ah Bai doesn't like eating popsicles with me, so you should drink more water, it's good for your health."

Bai Jinyi looked at Shen Jiuzhou with a sincere face, took it and rubbed his head, feeling very guilty.

He suppressed those thoughts slightly, and watched TV dramas with Shen Jiuzhou.

The male and female protagonists were kidnapped, and the male protagonist was shot and was dying to confess his last words.

Bai Jinyi let out a lazy yawn, but suddenly an idea flashed through his mind, and he caught him right.

He sat up straight suddenly, his pupils dilated suddenly, and his last words...he finally understood why Zhang Zucong's words sounded so weird...and finally understood why Zhang Zucong's sudden and generous behavior reminded him of Zhang Zucong's rapidly thinning body, and The blood found in the trash can outside the police station made Bai Jin's eyes darken, and his heart felt as if someone had stabbed him through the heart.

Bai Jinyi's eyes turned red. Zhang Zucong was saying goodbye to him... At this moment, his cell phone rang. He picked it up and took a look. It was Assistant Lin.

Assistant Lin's breathing was unsteady, and he spoke with a tongue out, "Master Bai, Mr. Zhang..." He paused for a few seconds: Obviously he was angry: "After handing over the company to the vice president, I can't get in touch with you." So I want to ask... has he contacted you?

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