If you don't bend, I will be blackened!

Without any clues, I crossed half of China, and found it after a long journey.

This kind of spiritual shock is rare in this life.

Zhang Zucong grabbed his coat and rushed out. He didn't even take a taxi, just like an impulsive and irrational boy of seventeen or eighteen.

Although it is summer, the Samye Monastery is close to the snow mountain after all, so it will still be cold.

There were people coming and going on the road, but he didn't seem to see them. There was only one goal and purpose in his eyes.

The distance of one kilometer, whether it is far or not, is just enough to make Zhang Zucong breathless.

He ran to the Samye Monastery about twenty meters away in one breath, and gradually heard his footsteps.

He saw the root of his life, so youthful and full of vitality.

Let his already dead and gray world bloom with colorful traces of life again.

Bai Jin stood on the steps of the temple wearing a white t-shirt. The branches of the ginkgo tree in the temple stretched out from the wall, perfectly blessing his head, and the early morning sun shone through the gaps in the mottled leaves. It sprinkled on Bai Jinyi's body.

It's beautiful and divine.

Zhang Zucong's soul was hit hard and his breath choked.

want to cry.

The feet were so heavy that he couldn't even lift them up, so he could only stand there stupidly and watch his boy walking towards him step by step with red eyes.

When Bai Jinyi saw Zhang Zucong, his eyes were blurred. He pretended to be strong because he couldn't find him during this time, and the suppressed confusion, helplessness and fear of grievance poured out at this moment.

His lips trembled twice, his heart beat again, and he held back the tears that were about to burst.

He walked for a long time at a distance of 20 meters, and when he finally landed one meter away from Zhang Zucong, he stared into Zhang Zucong's eyes with a fierce and trembling voice: "Hiding! Why don't you hide, old bastard... ..." Zhang Zucong looked at the short sleeves Bai Jinyi was wearing, his cheeks that were cracked by the cold, his lips that were blue due to lack of oxygen, and... those clear eyes revealed wronged.

They are all conveying to Zhang Zucong how hard and difficult Bai Jinyi's journey has been.

It was as if someone was holding both ends of his heart and tearing it forcefully. The severe pain only left him with the strength to breathe.

Every breath pulls on my chest and hurts.

A bloody smell suddenly filled his throat. He moved his throat, unable to utter a word. He could only put his coat on Bai Jinyi with stiff hands, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry..." Zhang Zucong said His breath enveloped Bai Jinyi instantly. Hearing Zhang Zucong's apology, he suddenly tore off his clothes and threw them on the ground.

The repressed emotions finally reached the breaking point, and he complained heartbreakingly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Aren't you just 12 years older than me? What are you taking advantage of? Why plan my future for me? Who am I? What does it matter to you to be together? Why don't you tell me anything? Do you think it's best for me? "

"The so-called good for me of your arrangements is a bunch of bullshit to me! If you want to die, die, let me know what you are doing, know that you didn't want to kill me four years ago, why do you want to let me know that you are Love me, why do you let me know that you are going to die, you just want me to never forget you for the rest of my life, and live in pain, right?!!!"

Bai Jinyi's lips trembled violently, and the wings of his nose were visibly agitated.

"Because I am 12 years old, I am arrogant and selfish..." A lot of accusations were weeping and bloody, and they all fell on Zhang Zucong. Bai Jinyi, who was holding back his tears, felt extremely sore in his chest.

His fingers tightened slightly, and he said in a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to keep those things, you can forget all those words..." He couldn't continue talking, he had already seen them all. How could it be possible to forget everything after hearing it, and when he saw Bai Jinyi...crying.

Zhang Zucong froze on the spot, stretched out his hand to hug him but didn't dare to hug him, he could only gasp in distress.

Bai Jinyi looked at the dark circles under Zhang Zucong's eyes and sunken cheeks, raised his hand to wipe his tears with the palm of his hand, and said, "If I forget, what about you? What should you do? Look at me and Shen Jiuzhou secretly Happy together, happy family, but you are just a coward who dare not even hang a prayer tag and a pitiful creature waiting to die? Are you really willing?"

How can you be willing?

Zhang Zucong's eyes were blurred, his breathing was disordered, and he couldn't help rubbing Bai Jinxiu's thin body into his arms.

He has been raising this boy who is 12 years younger than him since he was eight years old, and it has long been engraved in his soul and his blood.

They love each other, but there are only a few days of sweet days, and most of the time is spent in "farewell" and suffering and hatred.

Every time I thought that all the hardships and rewards would come, but what was waiting for them in front of them was one after another, more and more painful ordeals, and the rewards had not yet come, so how could he be reconciled?

He is not reconciled, he is more reconciled than anyone else.

But what can he do?His life is coming to an end, but his boy has a long way to go for the rest of his life.

Rather than being reconciled, he was more afraid that his boy would spend the rest of his life alone for decades, being bullied by no one to protect him... Bai Jinyi felt Zhang Zucong's body temperature, and he didn't hug him for a long time.

He kept cursing in a low voice, and Zhang Zucong's clothes were soaked with tears and snot.

It was really uncomfortable to have a stuffy nose, so he blew hard on Zhang Zucong's clothes regardless.

The scene is not as beautiful as an idol drama should be, but it is more exciting than anyone else.

The two hugged each other in the temple for an unknown amount of time. Bai Jinyi kept crying until his eyes were so swollen that he couldn't open it, so he gradually eased off. Bai Jin took Zhang Zucong's hand and placed it on his chest. The voice was hoarse: "Uncle Cong, even if you can bear that kind of pain yourself, I know it, but I know it. You can bear it, but I can't bear it."

"I love you. Your every move affects the health of my heart. I feel distressed when you are sad, and I want to forget, but my instinct cannot be forgotten. Loving you has become my instinct and cannot be controlled by me subjectively."

"Even if I think I hate you, I can't stop loving you."

After four years, Zhang Zucong heard love again from Bai Jinyi's mouth, tears fell into Bai Jinyi's collar.

do not care.

I can't control it anymore.

Even if he only has half a month, even if he only has three days.

Then you have to love fiercely for three days.

Zhang Zucong hugged Bai Jinyi tightly, and said hoarsely, "I was wrong, please forgive me, okay?"

Bai Jinyi lowered his head, neither spoke nor shook his head.

But Zhang Zucong didn't care, and said: "I was already thinking of giving up..." Before he could finish speaking, Bai Jinyi pinched his waist hard, causing him to gasp in pain, She smiled and said, "But since you're here, I can't muster up the courage to give up again."

Zhang Zucong took a deep breath: "So Bai Bai, you have to think about it, I may fall into a coma at any time and never wake up again, just like you said I am very selfish, I will not allow you to go out and find a second marriage .”

Bai Jin pursed her lips, her eyes were a little gloomy, there was still a bigger hurdle to cross between them, and there was even a 90.00% chance that they would not be able to cross it.

After a while, he said, "Let's go back and treat the illness."

Zhang Zucong was stunned for a moment, his heart ached again, and he said in a hoarse voice, "Listen to you."

Zhang Zucong took Bai Jinyi back to the hotel, took off Bai Jinyi and stuffed it into the bathroom, then found a set of thick clothes from the box.

He looked at the t-shirt and jeans that Bai Jinyi took off on the ground, his eyes were still distressed, and he was also puzzled. He didn't know how Bai Jinyi knew that he was in Tibet.

Hearing that Bai Jinyi was still in the bathroom, he took a deep breath, opened the door and went in, only to find that Bai Jinyi hadn't entered the bathtub and was motionless.Zhang Zucong's heart was half cold, and he quickly squeezed the man out, and pressed a few times to squeeze the water out of his chest.

Keren didn't wake up, the skin on his blushing body was abnormally hot.

Zhang Zucong dried the man, put on his clothes, and carried him to the town hospital.

The tentative version is fatigue, hypoglycemia and lack of sleep.

Zhang Zucong looked at Bai Jinyi who was on an IV drip on the hospital bed, his brows were deeply furrowed, and he stretched out his hand in distress to smooth his frowning brows.

Eyes full of self-blame.

After an unknown amount of time, he stood up and called Assistant Lin.

Assistant Lin was busy running around the company, and when the phone rang, he was so irritable that he wanted to smash it, but he was still distressed and took out the money.

When he saw Mr. Zhang, he was so excited that his eyes filled with tears, and he quickly answered: "Mr. Zhang, where have you been for the past half month? Are you in good health? Where is Young Master Bai? He came to see you, he Are you there?"

Zhang Zucong rubbed the center of his brows and said, "I'm fine. I'm here for nothing. You can arrange for a helicopter to come over right now, and bring a doctor with you."

When Assistant Lin heard that he was fine, he almost collapsed and fell to the ground.

Quickly replied: "Okay, you can send me the address and I will prepare it right away."

''Well" the helicopter arrived three hours later, Zhang Zucong looked at Bai Jinyi who was still sleeping, and told him to hug him up and board the plane.

It was late in the evening when he returned to Shencheng. As soon as he got off the plane, he took Bai Jinyi back to Dongjiao No. [-]...Two days later.

Bai Jinyi slowly opened his eyes. Looking at the familiar room, he suddenly shivered and his face turned pale.

How did he come back?

What about Zhang Zucong?

Didn't he already find Zhang Zucong?Did he run away again?

Bai Jinyi climbed out of bed in a panic, but her legs limp and fell to the ground due to being lethargic for too long.

Hit the glass next to the bed and it shattered everywhere.

He got up, fell back again, and propped his palms on the glass impartially. The severe pain almost made him cry.

Is it just a dream for him to find Zhang Zucong?

Zhang Zucong just went downstairs to cook porridge for Bai Jinyi, when he came up he heard movement, ran over and saw Bai Jinyi sitting on the ground with a face full of despair, with red blood dripping all over the floor.

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