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Gu Ruo's serious appearance made Jiang Xinran panic for a while.

She likes Gu Ruo and wants to be with Gu Ruo, but she hasn't thought about getting married yet.

Regarding marriage, this matter is too far away and too long. Jiang Xinran is still a poor student and just finished her second year of graduate school. Besides, she has made up her mind to continue her studies. In her plan, marriage is at least considered after she has obtained a doctorate certificate.

There has been a gap between Jiang Xinran and Gu Ruo for six years. In six years, a drop of water can smash a stone into a hole. Under the influence of the external environment, the two of them may have changed a lot compared to when they were in high school, but they did not. It's just a matter of awareness, re-running in is easy to say, but it can't be done in a day or two.

From the time the two reunited to being together now, it has only been less than half a year, and the real reunion time is even shorter, only one or two months. In such a short time, Jiang Xinran can't promise a lifetime thing, she can't open her mouth .

Maybe in the eyes of many people, getting married doesn't mean a lifetime, if you can't make it through, just leave, what a light thing.

Ginger Xinran is different.

She has to be said to be an excellent, modern independent woman, but she has a fairly traditional understanding of marriage-marriage is a lifetime commitment.

Marriage should not be a hot-headed decision between two people in love. Love is emotional. If you want this emotional beginning to bear fruit and have a happy ending, you must have rational thinking.

Marriage should not be the tomb of love. Marriage is a part of love. We support each other, collide with each other, adapt to each other, and then blend together with the person we love in the trivial life.

Two people who love each other, on the premise of fully understanding each other, enter the palace of marriage firmly and without doubt. After that, the two are not only independent individuals, but also a whole, advancing and retreating together, living and dying together.

If Jiang Xinran wants to get married, it must be after his own thorough thinking, and he will not take divorce as his retreat by luck.

So now, she can't make this promise to Gu Ruo. This is not a casual promise, but a heavy legal contract that cannot be reversed. It cannot be hasty.

Jiang Xinran hesitated, Gu Ruo's sincere and warm eyes almost burned her, she was a little at a loss, so she had to lower her head and escape silently.

For Jiang Xinran's evasive reaction, Gu Ruo had already been mentally prepared and did not show surprise. It would be a lie to say that he was not disappointed, but he could understand Jiang Xinran's thoughts.

"I'm just kidding." Gu Ruo twitched the corners of her mouth, pretending to take the topic lightly, "I always say I can't take jokes, Ranran, so you take jokes seriously."

Jiang Xinran didn't smile, nor did he relax because of this sentence.She knew that Gu Ruo would not joke about such things, after hesitating for a long time, she raised her face and said to Gu Ruo seriously: "Ruoruo, I never doubt that I will be with you for the rest of my life, but compared to getting married, now I have more important things to do. I haven't finished my studies yet, and my ideal is still on the starting line. Marriage is too heavy, and I can't bear it now. I like you, I love you, but I I can’t give up my ideals and pursuits just because I love you, do you understand?”

In Jiang Xinran's concept, the world is centered on each different self. People must love themselves first, and then take themselves as the origin, spread love to the surroundings, and extend family, friendship, and love.Among them, love is the most wonderful. It makes two people attract each other, connect them into a whole, and then gradually love this person more than themselves.

But you can't completely give up yourself for your lover.

Self-love is the cornerstone of all relationships. If you forget yourself because of love, then the foundation of love will also be destroyed, and love will also collapse.

There is a living example around Jiang Xinran.How sad the fate of giving up herself for love is, the lessons learned from the past are vivid, she does not want to be that kind of person herself.

Gu Ruo listened quietly, without making a sound, and listened very seriously. After Jiang Xinran finished expressing her point of view, she suddenly smiled, looking very happy, "Ranran, what did you say?"

"I said that I will not give up my ideals because I love you..."

"No, last sentence."

Jiang Xinran was stunned for a moment, recalled, and tried: "I can't afford to get married now?"

"That's not it either." Gu Ruo waited impatiently for her to think about it, and leaned over from the side and behind her head, put her hands around her arms and stepped forward, encircling her waist, and stretched her arms horizontally to bring her back.

Jiang Xinran lost his center of gravity and leaned back, his whole back fell firmly into Gu Ruo's chest, and the two places where the shoulder blades on both sides were pressed were just soft.

Jiang Xinran blushed, and immediately knew where it was.

She secretly twisted her shoulders, but didn't move away from the scorching heat, but felt that Gu Ruo's place was also squeezed, so the blush spread, and the tips of her ears were stained pink.

Gu Ruo picked a good time, and at this moment, her thin lips brushed against Jiang Xinran's ear, moist and smiling, "Ranran, you just said you love me."

"I...do I have it?" Jiang Xinran's ears moved sensitively, and both cheeks were hot with embarrassment, and he bit his lower lip, "Do you have any?"

Jiang Xinran had said love to Gu Ruo, but the number of times was very small. Now she blurted out carelessly, but Gu Ruo pointed it out on the spot. Suddenly, heat came out from the base of her neck, and she was so hot that she couldn't speak.

"I heard it all." Gu Ruo murmured in her ear, her lips slowly moved down from the pinna of her ear, rubbing against the small and thick earlobe, then lowered her head, wandering around her collarbone.

"Don't try to deny it." Gu Ruo spoke in a very soft voice, and the breath coming out from the cracks of his lips was also slight, but the scalding temperature did not decrease at all. It sprayed on Jiang Xinran's side neck, causing a small patch of redness, and even more so. It makes the surrounding skin warm and porcelain white.

"Who... who denied it." Jiang Xinran was forced to raise his neck, and exhaled hastily, "Isn't it just a word of love for you, why are you embarrassed to say it? Gu Ruo, I just love you, what's wrong?"

The latter sentence was a bit angry, and Gu Ruo heard it, as if a warm current was rushing through her chest. She was afraid that Jiang Xinran would be shy, so she didn't want to show it too obviously, but even if she kept her mouth shut, the laughter came from deep There was steam in his throat, and his shoulders trembled to express his pleasure.

You can't hide your love for someone. Gu Ruo loves too deeply. When she heard Jiang Xinran's confession, her body instinctively rejoiced and couldn't control it. Even if she covered her mouth, she couldn't restrain her laughter.

On the contrary, it added a bit of deep ambiguity to the smile, which made Jiang Xinran's ears itchy, his heart flustered, his heart pounding, and his face turned red with heat.

"Say it a few more times, Ranran." Gu Ruo tilted his head and touched Jiang Xinran's chin, but he was not satisfied, and turned into a rubbing ear, begging: "I love to listen."

She hugged Jiang Xinran, airtight, and her body temperature was continuously transmitted from the back of her heart. There was a wave of hot air in Jiang Xinran's chest. She pleaded sincerely, her heart became hot, and she became more courageous, and even said a few words: "I love you, Ruoruo, I love you, and only you."

When she said this, Gu Ruo couldn't bear it any longer. He took her waist from behind and fell on the bed together, then turned over quickly and held her down.

Gu Ruo pressed Jiang Xinran's wrist, lowered her head, and blocked her lips.Jiang Xinran wanted to say something, but just as he opened his lips a little, Gu Ruo nimbly slipped in.

Grasping this opening, Gu Ruo kissed deeper and deeper, almost pressing on the root of Jiang Xinran's tongue.

Jiang Xinran put his hand on her shoulder, and at first she refused, but after a few pushes, she didn't push, and before she knew it, she changed into a posture with her arms wrapped around Gu Ruo, and her eyes were half closed.

"Can you?" Gu Ruo asked.

Jiang Xinran blinked her moist eyes, and nodded imperceptibly.

There was chaos in the room.Gu Ruo was very aggressive, but he also controlled his temper, not as crazy as the first time.

The reason why Jiang Xinran knew was that she remained awake this time, unlike on New Year's Eve, when her memory was blurred afterwards.

So Jiang Xinran clearly remembered that later, Gu Ruo grabbed her hand and said in her ear: "Good Ranran, you can help me too."

Jiang Xinran listened to her and obeyed obediently.

In the end, the movements and feelings of the two were in step, and finally both bowed and hugged each other tightly.

Jiang Xinran also bit Gu Ruo's shoulder.

After tossing around in the middle of the night, Gu Ruo hugged Jiang Xinran to take a bath. The two shared a shower, and hot water poured down from the top of their heads. Gu Ruo couldn't hold back, and pressed Jiang Xinran against the transparent glass.

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When he finally came out of the bathroom, Jiang Xinran's legs were trembling, and he nestled lazily in Gu Ruo's arms, the corners of his eyes were steamy and red.

The sheets in the two bedrooms were stained, but fortunately, Gu Ruo's bedroom was already dry, so he had no choice but to sleep for the night.

Gu Ruo waited for Jiang Xinran to lie down on the bed first, Jiang Xinran didn't even want to move a finger, rolled into the bed sleepily, hugged the quilt, and turned his back to Gu Ruo.

There was a rustle at the back, and after a while, Jiang Xinran felt the side of the bed sinking, and then Gu Ruo's long arm crossed over, passed under her arm, stuck to her nightdress, encircled her, and then hook--

Jiang Xinran fell into her arms.

"Ranran." Gu Ruo pressed her chin against Jiang Xinran's shoulder, touched the back of her neck with her lips, and whispered, "Happy Valentine's Day."

Jiang Xinran was itchy by her breathing, shrunk his neck, raised the corners of his mouth, and said, "Happy Valentine's Day."

"I like the gift you gave me very much." Gu Ruo asked again, "Ranran, do you like the gift I gave you?"

"I like it..." Jiang Xinran smiled subconsciously, her eyebrows stretched out, and she turned around in a daze, facing Gu Ruo, and got into her arms, "Ruo Ruo, I love you. I love you so much."

How can you not like it?Gu Ruo gave Jiang Xinran all of herself.

There is no better gift than this.

"Ranran, I love you too." Gu Ruo paused, lowered his head, and kissed her on the forehead, "Love is terrible."

Miserable is a word, but it looks like a tragedy, which makes people feel painful at first glance, but if it is combined with love, Jiang Xinran feels that there is no more appropriate adjective than this.

She loves Gu Ruo, and Gu Ruo loves her too, and there are many twists and turns in the process. To describe it in one word, wouldn't it be miserable?

But her love for Gu Ruo was far from being miserable. In retrospect, those pains only accounted for a small part, and they were easily overlooked. The only thing she could think of anytime and anywhere was her heartbeat and sweetness for Gu Ruo.

Even that not-so-good encounter back then has been turned into a cup of mellow sweets by the years, with endless taste.

"Ranran." Jiang Xinran heard Gu Ruo say again: "I won't force you."

"Yeah." Jiang Xinran arched his head in her arms, and smiled sweetly.

Gu Ruo continued: "But when you're ready, let me know, okay?"

Gu Ruo didn't want to propose to Jiang Xinran hastily, but she also wanted to give Jiang Xinran a beautiful proposal ceremony.

Jiang Xinran is a person who likes to live life to the fullest, and Gu Ruo indulges her petty capriciousness and satisfies her sense of ritual.

"Then what's the surprise..." Jiang Xinran put his arms around her, and put his red lips on her heart coquettishly.

"Don't be too straightforward." Gu Ruo smiled compromisingly, "Just a little hint, just let me receive your signal."

"When I'm ready, how about I propose to you?" Jiang Xinran kissed her collarbone nonchalantly, "This time, let me prepare a surprise for you..."

Gu Ruo's heart was burning hot, her eyes were sore and swollen, she hugged her and kept saying yes.

"Ranran, I'll wait for you."