non-absolute crush

Looking at Feng Xiaoli whose face was full of tears and lost control of her emotions, Song Ran opened her mouth, really not knowing how to comfort her.

Seeing that Song Ran didn't respond to her, Feng Xiaoli slammed the wine bottle on the ground: "Why don't you talk?!"

For a moment, broken glass splashed everywhere, Lin Wei saw this, and quickly pulled Song Ran behind him.Feng Xiaoli was alcoholic and wanted to reach out to pick Song Ran, Lin Wei hurriedly motioned to Song Ran:

"Ride a bike and put this flower in front of Zhanye's father's tombstone. Hurry up! She's drunk now and her mood is unstable. Seeing you think of Zhanye, it will be difficult to control. You go, I'll stop her , Don’t worry, I’m fine, just be safe on the road.”

Seeing that Feng Xiaoli was just drinking too much and making a fuss, Lin Wei could stop her, Song Ran nodded to Lin Wei, and left the shop with the bouquet of flowers on the table and the car keys.

The cemetery is not far from Zhanye and his family, about three or four kilometers away.After starting the small eDonkey, Song Ran drove towards the suburbs in the mist at dusk.

Due to the rain and getting closer to the countryside, there are fewer and fewer people on the road.

Song Ran was riding a bicycle with many thoughts in his heart.Although he and Zhanye had been fighting since childhood, he didn't hate Zhanye very much. Zhanye's bad attitude came from his belief that his father had harmed their family, and he regarded Song Ran as an enemy.

Song Ran sometimes thought that if he and Zhanye switched identities, his reaction might be the same as Zhanye's, so he could understand Zhanye.

He also knew that Zhanye was not a bad person. He remembered that when the elementary school was in the same school as Zhanye, one afternoon after school, Song Ran saw fifth and sixth graders blocking the first and second graders in the alley, looking fierce Asking them for money.

At that time, Song Ran and the others were only in the fourth grade. When Song Ran saw that he was about to go to the school to find the security guard, he saw Zhanye rushing up, fighting with three boys who were taller and stronger than him, and saved the students in the lower grades.

The situation of Zhanye's family is indeed difficult, but he has only been in high school for less than a semester. If Zhanye really drops out of school like this, it is really a pity, and Zhanye's life will be even more difficult in the future.

Song Ran wanted to help Zhanye, he himself had some useless money that Lin Wei usually gave a lot, and he still saved the New Year's money for the past few years, adding up to ten thousand or twenty thousand in total.

Although it was not much, and there was no way to solve the problem at its root, the [-] to [-] yuan was at least worth Zhan Ye's money for dropping out of school and working for five or six months.Waiting for the holidays to do some part-time jobs, should be able to survive the three years of high school.

After thinking about it, it has been more than ten, twenty, ten minutes, and Song Ran is about to reach the destination.

There is still a distance of about 400 meters between the road and the cemetery. It is a stone road made of small stones, with green lawns on both sides. After getting off the car, you need to walk across this road by yourself.

Song Ran got out of the car, took the bouquet of flowers and quickly walked across the stone road. At this time, it was completely dark, and the dim street lights on both sides of the path became the only light source. It was raining and a cold wind blew Song Ran shivering. The cemetery, with no one in sight, looked even more eerie under the circumstances.

Song Ran took a deep breath and thought: Fortunately, this place is not far from Zhanye's father's tombstone, so I'll leave as soon as I finish delivering the flowers.

Thinking of this, he pulled his coat and walked quickly towards Zhanye's father's tombstone.

When he was about to arrive, Song Ran seemed to see a figure sitting in front of Zhanye's father's tombstone from a long distance away. Song Ran was startled and stopped abruptly. He stood still and took a closer look. It seemed that it was indeed a person , but sat motionless.

He approached boldly, only to realize that it was indeed a person, Zhan Ye.

When he saw clearly that it was Zhanye, Song Ran breathed out, and most of the fear in his heart dissipated.At any rate, he was a human being, and a person he knew.

Zhan Ye was sitting, his clothes were already soaked, he hung his head, unable to see his expression clearly, he seemed to be immersed in his own world, until Song Ran put the flowers in front of the tombstone, Zhan Ye raised his head noticed him.

"Why are you here? Who told you to come?" Zhanye saw that it was Song and then, his reaction was the same as that of Feng Xiaoli, both surprised and unhappy.

Song Ran was also like Lin Wei, ignoring the other party's displeasure in a calm tone: "Today is uncle's memorial day, I'm here to send a bouquet of flowers to uncle."

It is estimated that he has caught a cold after being exposed to the rain for a long time. Zhanye's voice is not loud, a little hoarse and nasal: "Heh! Sending flowers? It's so hypocritical, do you need to send them? Ah? Why is he sleeping here and you don't have any points?" ?"

Although the other party's attitude was very bad, Song Ran took a deep breath and chose to ignore it. He didn't speak, and stood silently aside.

With the help of the dim light, Song Ran could clearly see the photo on the tombstone. The person in the black and white photo looked very similar to Zhan Ye. He looked serious, but he was very young. Zhan Ye's father was only in his early thirties when he passed away.

Zhanye should be a little tired too. Seeing that Song Ran didn't reply, he didn't make any provocative words, and sat quietly.

About five or six minutes later, the light rain had a faint tendency to get bigger, but Zhanye had no intention of leaving. Song Ran finally couldn't help but say: "Zhanye, let's go, it's raining heavily. It's gone now. It's time to take the bus back, I'll take you back."

Zhan must have heard what he said, but he still sat still.

After a moment of silence, Song Ran thought about it, and continued to persuade him in another way: "If you continue to drench like this, you will definitely catch a cold tomorrow. Your mother and grandma still need you, and they will be very worried when you are sick." You, are you sure you want to worry them?"

Another way of saying it is really useful, now Zhanye's weakness may only be his mother and grandma. Hearing this, Zhanye wiped the rainwater off his face, got up and patted the dirty parts of his body while walking around Song Ran. go forward.

It seemed that he heard it and planned to go back, Song Ran quickly followed after seeing this.

Probably because his legs were sore from sitting for too long, Zhan Ye didn't walk fast.

Zhanye's father's tomb is also quite a distance away from the stone road. Song Ran hurriedly walked for three to five minutes when he first arrived, but now that his speed has slowed down, he may have to walk for a while longer.

Walking behind Zhanye, looking at his thin and thin figure, the thoughts in his mind on the bike ride gradually crowded Song Ran's brain again.

But with his relationship with Zhanye, he didn't know how to tell him that he wanted to help him, and that he wanted to lend him money.Moreover, Zhanye would rather drop out of school and go to work instead of telling the school, the teacher, or the classmates that he is short of money and wants to borrow money. It seems that he is a person with strong self-esteem. Song Ran is not very good at talking, so he will be more I don't know how to say it is more appropriate.

Seeing that he has already reached the stone road and is not far from the road, let alone that it will be difficult to have a chance to speak in the future, so Song Ran gritted his teeth, stood still and said: "Zhanye! I was in your store just now. Here, your mother told you about your family."

Zhanye who was walking in front stopped, but he didn't turn his head back. Song Ran couldn't see the other person's expression clearly, but after thinking about it, he continued to speak. He also knew that he was not very good at talking, and he was afraid that Zhanye might misunderstand or hurt him. Zhanye, his tone slowed down a lot when he spoke.

"I know you are in a hurry to spend money, but you can't just drop out of school. It will be difficult to find a good job after you drop out of school."

Song Ran saw that Zhanye was still maintaining the same movement just now, he didn't turn his head, and couldn't see his expression clearly. He thought that Zhanye had listened, so he continued to soften his voice: "That...it's that I have saved some lucky money and have some money for the new year. The pocket money, about [-] to [-], you can use it first, it should be able to cover your salary for several months now, so don’t drop out of school, wait until you have a vacation and find a part-time job, or when you grow up and have money, you can pay it back Give it to me." But Song Ran didn't notice that Zhan Ye's hand hanging beside him had already clenched into a fist.

After Song Ran's voice fell, before he could react, Zhanye in front of him suddenly turned around and threw him down on the side lawn forcefully, with one hand tightly clutching his collar, the knuckles on his hand protruding, His eyes were red, his eyes were cracked, he gritted his teeth and approached Song Ran, and squeezed out each word hoarsely from his throat: "Song Ran, who the hell are you? Why are you pretending to be generous and kind?"

In Zhan Ye's eyes, Song Ran has always been so lofty and proud since he was a child, with a high and indifferent appearance, he owes so much to others but still lives so easily as he should?

Why is it that the victim himself lives like garbage, but Song Ran and the others, the perpetrator, can live a bright and beautiful life?

Zhanye didn't understand, and he didn't accept it either.

Zhan Ye's actions were indeed rude. Song Ran felt dizzy when he was thrown on the lawn, and it was difficult to breathe when Zhan Ye grabbed his collar.In an instant, Song Ran became angry, because he had just calculated all the way, and planned to take a part-time job to make money to help Zhanye during the holidays, and considering Zhanye's mood, he tried his best to slow down his voice and said, what is he trying to do like this?

Song Ran has never said that she has a good temper.He really couldn't figure out which of his words made Zhan Ye unhappy.A boy is pinned to the ground by another boy's collar, no matter who it is, everyone will be unhappy.

Song Ran's temper also came up, Zhan Ye grabbed his collar and he did not hesitate to pull Zhan Ye's collar down with both hands.

Usually Song Ran might not be able to move Zhanye, but today it should be because Zhanye was caught in the rain. He probably didn't eat much at noon. He sat in the cemetery for an unknown amount of time. His strength was not as strong as usual, and he was dragged to the ground by Song Ran Staggered to fall down.

Song Ran stood up, and soon, the two changed positions, and Zhan Ye fell on the lawn.

Seeing being put down by Song Ran, Zhan Ye refused to accept it, and stared at Song Ran with red eyes: "It's your turn to pretend to be kind? Your family is not a good person, I'm going to work..."

"Snapped--"

Before Zhan Ye finished speaking, Song Ranyang slapped him hard on the face, and Zhan Ye was suddenly stunned, unable to recover from the slap.

Immediately afterwards, he saw Song Ran grabbing his collar just like he did just now, lowering his head slightly, and his eyes darkened:

"Listen, if our family were not good people, you and your mother would have lived on the streets when you were in elementary school. If our family were not good people, we wouldn't send you 5 to [-] yuan a year. If our family They're not good people, and I won't be here to accompany you in the rain now. Zhanye, do you think my mother and I, being orphans and widowed mothers, are getting better all these years? Huh?"

"How much do you fucking think you can earn in a month now? How much do you fucking think you have the chance of going out and running around now? Don't you hate me? Okay, drop out if you want to, wait seven or eight years later , Standing in front of you, I graduated from college glamorously, but what about you? Which factory bar do you work as a small worker?"

Song Ran saw that Zhan Ye clenched his fists after hearing the words, trembling due to excessive force.

He knew that Zhanye was shaken, and he didn't want to talk to Zhanye anymore, so he let go of Zhanye's collar: "I'll go back to school on Monday after I've made up my mind, and I'll bring you the money."