non-absolute crush

Song Ran's consciousness gathered a little but not completely. He lay on the ground panting, all he knew was that his mouth was so numb, his body was so soft, and he was so tired that he wanted to close his eyes.

So Jiang Xun stared at the person below him for a long time without waiting for a reply, but instead waited for the person's eyes gradually closing and the sound of steady breathing.

Seeing Song Ran who was sleeping peacefully without any reaction, Jiang Xun smiled helplessly, and said in a hoarse voice, "Baby, you are somewhat immoral." Then he bowed his head and kissed the corner of Song Ran's lips lightly again, lying Next to Song Ran calmed down the impulse just now.

More than 20 minutes later, when Lin Wei called and said that he had arrived downstairs, Jiang Xun carried Song Ran down and handed him over to Lin Wei safely.

Back in the box, the other students had almost left, Xia Xingchen and Tan Wei were still waiting for Jiang Xun and the others to come back.

After Xia Xingchen saw his good brother's slightly raised mouth corners and red lips, he already understood, and smiled ambiguously at Jiang Xun.

……

When Song Ran woke up the next day, she was dizzy for a while before she recovered. She touched her phone and saw that it was past eight o'clock.

He didn't move, and continued to lie on the bed thinking about yesterday's events: Yesterday he won the chorus competition, Xia Tong's birthday, we went to Zuiyun Tower, I was drunk in Zuiyun Tower, Xia Tong hugged Jiang Xun, they seemed to be Together, I ran out later, and dreamed about Jiang Xun, and in the dream I even kissed Jiang Xun!

Song Ran recalled, feeling sad and happy all at once, but most of them were sad in the end.He buried himself in the quilt and sighed: From today on, Jiang Xun belongs to someone else, and he has to learn to let go of his feelings for him.

Then he dawdled for a long time before he absent-mindedly got up, brushed his teeth and changed his clothes. While brushing his teeth, he realized that his lips seemed a little swollen for some reason. He touched it and thought it was because he ate spicy chicken yesterday, but he didn't pay much attention.

However, after changing his clothes and going downstairs, he saw Jiang Xun sitting in the shop downstairs teasing the children.

Song Ran was startled: Why is Jiang Xun here?Isn't the time we made an appointment to make up maths on Sunday?

Hearing the footsteps upstairs, Jiang Xun turned his head and saw Song Ran who was in a daze. He waved to Song Ran with a smile, signaling Song Ran to come down.

When Jiang Xun came to Song Ran's house before, he dressed more casually. When it was hot in summer, he usually wore a T-shirt and long trousers, and in autumn, he only wore long sleeves and long trousers.He looks handsome and looks handsome in whatever he wears.But today, Jiang Xun obviously took special care of him in dressing.

Today, he wore a neat white shirt under his jacket, a pair of black slacks underneath, a pair of shiny Martin boots on his feet, and a black windbreaker outside. He looked mature but very temperamental.

He even seems to have taken care of his hair specially today. He combed the long bangs back and fixed them with hairspray. He has never worn jewelry. He also wore a men's necklace around his neck and wrists today. I bought a black sports watch.

Song Ran stared blankly at his attire, and her first reaction was: Is this because he is in a relationship and starts to pay attention to his attire?He should be going on a date to say hello by the way, right?

Looking at Jiang Xun who was smiling brightly, Song Ran suppressed the emotions in his heart and walked towards him with a smile.

Song Ran didn't expect that as soon as he walked over, Jiang Xun stretched out his hand to gently wrap his arms around his waist, and said to Lin Wei who was watching the children's practice, "Auntie, Song Ran is awake, I'll take him to have breakfast now!"

"Okay, you guys go, ask Song Ran to pay the bill, you waited so long and took care of him yesterday, he should treat you to breakfast." Lin Wei responded inside.

Song Ran, who had just woken up, was completely dazed, and it wasn't until Jiang Xun took her out of the house that she became a little more awake.

Looking at Jiang Xun's hands that were not loosened around his waist, the posture of the two seemed too close, Song Ran carefully tried to break away from Jiang Xun's hand, but was hugged even closer by the other party.

Song Ran was startled, but Jiang Xun didn't turn his head, and asked in a brisk tone, "Do you know what you did after you got drunk yesterday?"

About being drunk yesterday, Song Ran only knew that she ran out because of Jiang Xun holding Xia Tong, and even kissed Jiang Xun in her dream, and had no memory of what else she did.Jiang Xun smiled and Song Ran couldn't guess the meaning of his question for a while, so he swallowed, and asked cautiously, "Did I do something bad?"

Hearing Song Ran's words, Jiang Xun suddenly chuckled, and turned to look at Song Ran with a pleasant smile on his face and eyes, looking very gentle, but what he said made Song Ran's heart skip a beat: "What kind of Is it bad? Hugging me and kissing and chewing on me?"

what... what?Song Ran froze.

However, although Jiang Xun was smiling, his tone didn't sound like he was joking.

Seeing his reaction, Jiang Xun didn't intend to go into details, so he changed the subject: "What do you usually eat in the morning? Let's talk about it in the store."

Song Ran glanced around, pointed to the soup bag shop in front of him: "That's it." Now Song Ran was in no mood to think about what to eat, he just wanted to know what Jiang Xun said quickly.

Jiang Xun naturally knew that Song Ran was anxious at this moment, he followed Song Ran into the soup bag shop, and while waiting, Jiang Xun stopped hanging Song Ran, and sat face to face with him: "Yesterday you were drunk and saw me and Xia Tong hugged each other and ran out, and seeing you running out, I was so anxious that I pushed Xia Tong away and refused and she went to find you."

Song Ran was overwhelmed: So, they are not together?

"It took me a long time to find you on the top of the building. You were crying and answering your mother's phone call. I was helpless and distressed when I saw your pitiful face full of tears. I walked over and wiped your mother's phone for you." Tears helped you answer your aunt's call."

Song Ran looked at Jiang Xun blankly, wondering if it was his illusion, Jiang Xun's eyes seemed to be spoiled when he looked at himself and said.

"After I answered the phone, you were surprised and said to me, "You look like Jiang Jiang." Said that Jiang Jiang is hugging his girlfriend Xia Tong below, so I am not Jiang Jiang. As you talked, your tears fell again. I quickly wiped your tears, and at the same time, my heart was soft, and I realized that you might be I felt jealous when I liked me. Then I deliberately coaxed you to tell the truth, and then you said you liked Jiang Jiang, and took out your phone to show me the photos you secretly saved."

Fuck!Song Ran was stiff and his heart was beating so fast that he began to feel uneasy. He thought it was a dream when he met Jiang Xun on the roof yesterday, but he didn't expect it to be true. However, he only remembered what he did to Jiang Xun but forgot what Jiang Xun did to him, so his mind was full of: I was so rude to Jiang Xun yesterday, what should I do?He knows that I like him ah ah ah ah ah ah!How to do how to do?Is he explaining things today?Is our tablemate relationship coming to an end?

However, the next thing he heard Jiang Xun said: "You don't know how happy I was when I heard you say you like me, every cell in my body was beating with excitement, and then I couldn't help but kiss you. "

Jiang Xun's words exploded in Song Ran's mind, disrupting his own nervous thoughts, and he looked at Jiang Xun in disbelief.

"You still think that I am not your Jiang Jiang, so you pushed me away. I told you seriously that I am, but you reached out and touched it, but you still didn't believe it. You felt like you were dreaming, and then you approached me and kissed my face , and the forehead."

"You didn't touch my mouth, because I couldn't take it anymore, I pushed you down to the ground, and took the initiative to lean on it. Your lips are still swollen, and I kissed you." There is no shame in guilt, and even some pride.

Hearing this, Song Ran unconsciously reached out and touched his lips, looking at Jiang Xun speechless.

Jiang Xun looked at him and smiled, leaned closer and patted his head, looked into his eyes seriously, and said softly: "I said something later, you didn't hear it yesterday, I want to say it to you again now Listen, can I?"

Song Ran was completely immersed in the joy that Jiang Xun liked to kiss himself back, and Jiang Xun's voice was also extremely gentle and full of bewitching meaning. He looked at Jiang Xun and nodded.

"Song Song, you said that you fell in love with me when I taught you how to play basketball in the first year of high school, but I liked you earlier than you liked me. Maybe you don't believe it, but the first time I met you I fell in love with you from the beginning of the day, you were very fierce when you were fierce to me that day, but you were also very cute."

"Maybe this is called love at first sight. After that, I really wanted to get in touch with you. I deliberately chose the same physical education and school-based courses as you, deliberately selected your class supervisor, and so on. You are closer to you. I also wanted to confess to you, but after Tian Yu confessed to you, after you said that you have a girl you like, I was very sad. There was nothing to do, so I hid it until now.”

"You didn't mention the girl you like much until the next class. After I asked, you said that you didn't intend to pursue it. When you should not be able to pursue it, I felt that it was time for me to fight for it. So the second class of senior high school was assigned to the same girl. After class, I specially arranged for you to be at the same table with me, and I helped you fill water and bring you food every day, and I took care of you all the time to help you with your math. In fact, I was secretly chasing you. You asked me before that I treat you What's the purpose of being so good, what I told you at the time was to let you help me stare at the teacher while playing with my mobile phone, but that was actually a lie to you, my purpose from beginning to end is only one, and that is you."

"But you have never thought of my feelings for you in other ways. You have always thought it was a relationship at the same table. I felt very uncomfortable when I realized it. Recently, I have been probing step by step and getting closer and closer step by step, but You still didn't notice. I was thinking of finding time to tell you clearly, but I didn't expect this accident, but I am very happy. You can't imagine how happy I was when I heard you say you like me when you are drunk , but I also regret it, regret not confessing to you earlier."

Jiang Xun's words were very long, but he always looked at Song Ran gently, with sincerity in his tone and eyes.

Song Ran's nose felt a little sour, and he also regretted that he didn't ask Jiang Xun carefully, regret that he didn't discover Jiang Xun's feelings for him earlier, and regret that he didn't confess to Jiang Xun earlier.

"But it's okay, it's not too late to find out. So Song Song, Jiang Jiang has always liked you, and has been chasing you, although the pursuit has not been very formal, are you willing to promise him to be his boyfriend? If not , can you give him a chance to officially pursue you?" Jiang Xun changed his voice, looked at Song Ran fixedly, and waited for his answer.

Song Ran looked at Jiang Xun, the atmosphere was just right, and just about to answer, the owner of the soup bag shop came up with two soup dumplings and clear soup with a smile, interrupting the atmosphere between the two: "Come on, you two The signature soup dumplings and clear soup are the biggest meal in the world, so let’s talk about what to do after eating!" After the boss put the things down, he patted Jiang Xun on the shoulder.

Jiang Xun: ...

The boss saw that the boy in the black windbreaker kept chattering as soon as the two children came and sat down, and his expression gradually became serious. He thought that the two of them had talked about something bad.Jiang Xun was very helpless, seeing that Song Ran was about to answer when he opened his eyes, the great atmosphere and timing were broken just like that.

Seeing Jiang Xun frowning slightly, not knowing whether to laugh or cry at the enthusiastic boss, Song Ran burst out laughing.

After the boss left, he pushed one of the soup dumplings in front of Jiang Xun, handed him a pair of chopsticks, and blinked at him, with a brisk tone, deliberately emphasizing the last three words: "Eat quickly, boyfriend .”

Hearing Song Ran's address, Jiang Xun froze for a moment, then smiled happily and reached out to rub Song Ran's hair.

The innocent Song Ran, immersed in the joy of having a boyfriend, never imagined that Jiang Xun, who was so natural and calm during breakfast, would rush to press Song Ran on the bed and kiss him as soon as he returned to Song Ran's room.

After being together, Jiang Xun is still as considerate and gentle to Song Ran as before, and his gentleness is still the same as before, but some of his jealous, possessive, coquettish and talkative nature are completely exposed in front of Song Ran.

For example, when Song Ran was with Tan Wei before, Tan Wei always liked to put an elbow on Song Ran's shoulder. Before they were together, Jiang Xun seemed to have no reaction.But after being together, whenever Tan Wei put his hand up, Jiang Xun would always stare at Song Ran with resentment, and tell him with his eyes: I'm jealous, I can't.

Song Ran immediately pushed Tan Wei away after receiving the sight, but afterwards Jiang Xun would ask Song Ran childishly if he wanted to kiss him, and he would be unhappy if he didn't.There are many things like this, Song Ran's heart is sweet and soft, and he sighs helplessly that Jiang Xun has such a childish side.

The most exaggerated is the afternoon of the New Year's Day performance.

Song Ran's class won No.1 in the class song competition, and won the qualification of the whole class to perform in the New Year's Day performance. They still made their finale appearance.

But this time, everyone paid more attention to performing in front of the whole school. They organized and bought chorus costumes and added a lot of small props.

On that day, Jiang Xun was the host of the New Year's Day performance. The location of the New Year's Day performance was in a multi-purpose hall that could accommodate the whole school. For the convenience of the actors, the actors' seats were arranged at the front.Song Ran's whole class had to perform, but they didn't have to spend a long time in the backstage preparing for the final appearance, so they spent more than an hour in front of the class sitting in their seats to watch the performance.

Song Ran sat in the second row, and he could easily meet the host Jiang Xun on the stage.

The seat next to Song Ran was originally vacant, but after the hip-hop show, a few girls from the first year of high school in sexy clothes came off and sat next to him.

Among them, the girl sitting next to him was very excited: "Senior Song Ran, you are so handsome today!"

Song Ran didn't know how to respond, she smiled and nodded at her: "Thank you."

"I saw the video of you playing the violin on the confession wall, it's really amazing!" The girl was very excited when she saw his response, and she couldn't control herself and grabbed Song Ran's arm as she spoke.

At this time, it happened that Jiang Xun and another host were reading the linking words on the stage. Song Ran secretly said that it was not good, and when he turned his head, he saw Jiang Xun looking at him with a smile that was not a smile. He could even imagine Jiang Xun at this time Voice: Baby, how many times is it?What should we do?

Hiss - Song Ran hurriedly pushed the girl's hand away. The girl realized that she had overstepped her behavior, and smiled at him embarrassedly and withdrew her hand.

But she seems to be familiar with herself, and the little girl talks a lot. When watching the show, she would turn her head to talk to Song Ran from time to time. Even if Song Ran just said "um" or didn't reply, girls can entertain themselves Le continued to chat with Song Ran indifferently.

Song Ran knew that Jiang Xun could see every move between him and the girl on stage, and the naked eye could see that the smile on Jiang Xun's face was gradually fading. Song Ran knew that her boyfriend was jealous again, and he didn't know how many kisses he would have to make to coax him back , He sat on the spot as if he was sitting on pins and needles.

After a while, he really couldn't sit still, so he found an excuse and left.

Song Ran first washed his hands in the toilet, and then seeing that his class was not far away, he slipped into the backstage with his violin.

The New Year's Day performance was almost over, and there were not many people backstage, and no one Song Ran knew.

There were a lot of things in the backstage, but it was quite wide. Song Ran silently found a small corner and made gestures with the strings. Although he had practiced very well, he was still a little nervous about the crowd today.

After Song Ran gesticulated and practiced almost completely, he noticed footsteps approaching him.

He looked up, it was Jiang Xun.

Just as Song Ran wanted to make a sound, Jiang Xun walked up to him in a few steps, put his arm around his waist and lifted the curtain that was almost level with the other hand, completely hiding the two of them under the curtain Only shoes can be seen.

Song Ran was sitting by the window, and behind the curtains was a waist-length table for props.

His eyes dimmed, and he felt the strength of the hands on his waist. Song Ran realized the danger. He quickly put down the violin and put the wristband on Jiang Xun's waist, leaned close to Jiang Xun and licked his lips lightly: "Jiang Jiang, I was wrong. "

Jiang Xun froze for a moment, and suddenly the uneasiness in his heart completely dissipated.He's easily jealous, but also easy to coax.

But he still pretended to be unhappy, held Song Ran's waist, hugged him to sit on the table, leaned close to Song Ran and bit his lips lightly, put his hands on the table and surrounded him in his arms: "What's wrong?"

Song Ran felt that the pose in this scene was very familiar, and it seemed that he was in the same pose with Jiang Xun in the equipment room on the day of the military training in the first year of high school.

Thinking of Song Ran's distraction at that time, Jiang Xun saw that he was distracted and gently pinched his chin, and lowered his voice: "Huh?"

Song Ran quickly regained consciousness, honestly: "I shouldn't have talked to that girl."

Jiang Xun also quickly remembered that this scene is very familiar now. In order not to be discovered, he hid with Song Ran in the curtain of the equipment room.He was the same then as now, he was very close to Song Ran, and he could clearly smell the seductive fragrance of Song Ran's body, and he is the same now as he was then, staring at Song Ran's lips and Adam's apple, itching unbearably.

Song Ran saw that Jiang Xun hadn't responded to his answer, thought for a while, and continued to coax her boyfriend: "I really did something wrong, I should have changed places with someone else when she kept talking to me, I... um -"

The only difference from then is that Jiang Xun had to endure it then, but not now.

He put one hand behind Song Ran's head, and lifted his chin with the other hand, approached him and kissed him without hesitation, domineering and gentle.

Song Ran had a premonition that Jiang Xun would not be just a shallow kiss. Although there were curtains covering it, this was the backstage after all. What if someone came to lift the curtains?He began to get nervous, and put his arms around Jiang Xun's neck, hoping that he could take the initiative and make a quick decision.

But he didn't expect his action to make Jiang Xun even more excited, his tongue was attacking the city like a wild beast in his lips, and there was no end to it.

When Jiang Xun finally let go of him, Song Ran's eyes were red, his eyes were covered with mist, and he covered his mouth and panted heavily.