non-absolute crush

Song Ran, who was at home on vacation, would message and call Jiang Xun every day.

Before he was in a relationship, Song Ran thought it was unbelievable to see those young couples who kept chatting and calling with their mobile phones all day long after they separated, but then he came to him, and he understood it and felt it was completely reasonable .

Lin Wei applied to visit the prison in advance. On the morning of his [-]th day, Lin Wei cooked a big pot of pork and cabbage dumplings made by himself, filled two servings in an insulated box and took them to the prison.

It was almost lunch time when Lin Wei arrived with Song Ran, and she bought two more soft Chinese tote bags in the surrounding shops for the prison guards on duty.

Those who celebrate the Chinese New Year can't go home to spend time with their families and have to stay in prison. The mood of the prison guards must not be much better.

Sure enough, when he saw the prison guard, his face was always stinky, and Lin Wei, who had lived alone with Song Ran for more than ten years, also understood some ways of the world.

Seeing the prison guard's face, Lin Wei first smiled and handed the two-day cigarettes in his hand to the prison guard: "Brother, it's hard work to be on duty during the Chinese New Year, this is my little sympathy."

The prison guard glanced at the cigarette in Lin Wei's hand, took a cigarette out of it without saying a word, lit one, took a puff, and returned the rest, his face relaxed a lot: "Visiting the prison, right? What's your name? "

"Song Yuanshan."

The prison guard nodded, dialed the landline in front of him and started to arrange.

Lin Wei signaled Song Ran to open the insulated box in his hand, Song Ran obediently opened the insulated box, Lin Wei handed one of the dumplings and disposable chopsticks to the prison guard: "The police officer has worked hard, you probably haven't eaten lunch yet? This is I made the dumplings myself."

The prison guard looked up at her: "You can't bring food in the prison, you should know."

Lin smiled, and pushed the dumpling forward: "You see, this dumpling has a thin skin and big filling, and it's very fresh. I made it this morning, and it's been a long time. It's Chinese New Year, can you accommodate me? You send it in for him, and I'll wait outside, and I'll just ask you to take out the lunch box for me after eating."

The prison guard took a look at the opened box of dumplings. It was indeed thin-skinned and packed with fillings. The soup was also very beautiful. The green scallions exuded heat and looked very tempting, especially for those who hadn’t eaten yet. .

The prison guard sighed, dialed the phone again and said he didn't know what to do, then hurriedly swallowed a few dumplings with his chopsticks, got up and let the two go with him.

After the two sat down at the visiting position, the prison guard took another dumpling and chopsticks into it.

After waiting for a while, the prison guard came out with an empty box in his hand. Song Yuanshan also sat opposite Lin Wei and Song Ran through the glass. There was a small prison guard guarding behind Song Yuanshan. The prison guard just returned the lunch box to Lin Wei and left. .

Song Yuanshan looked at his wife and son with a gentle smile.Song Ran's eyes were a little sour when he met his father's kind gaze.

Song Yuanshan was wearing a prison uniform. His face was still so handsome, but it was obviously a lot of vicissitudes. When he smiled, there were obvious creases in the corners of his eyes, and he lost a lot of weight.But his clothes are clean and tidy, his hair is neatly shaved, and his fingernails on the table are well-trimmed, his complexion is ruddy and he is in a good state of mind.

"Alin, the dumplings are delicious. Your cooking skills have improved a lot." The unique mellow and deep voice of a middle-aged man sounded.

It took a long time to see her lover, and it was still a time of family reunion like the New Year. Lin Wei also inevitably felt a little sad. She glared at Song Yuanshan coquettishly, and her tone became much softer: "Are you talking nonsense? After all these years I was the one who cooked for Song Ran myself."

Song Yuanshan was still very happy to be stared at by his wife, and smiled: "Wife, you have worked hard all these years."

From chasing Lin Wei to being with Lin Wei, to the two getting married, Song Yuanshan has always doted on Lin Wei.Song Yuanshan is also very good, he will go home on time every day, send Lin Wei a bouquet of flowers every week, and send various gifts every festival and anniversary, and there will be various romantic arrangements.

Lin Wei also loves Song Yuanshan very much, and she is willing to wait for Song Yuanshan after he has been in prison for so many years. During this period, many suitors with good conditions were also rejected by Lin Wei.

Although Lin Wei has been strong for so many years, she will always be a spoiled child in front of her husband.Hearing her lover say "Honey, you've worked hard." Lin Wei felt the suffering she had suffered before, and the sad emotions welled up in her eyes, and she couldn't help crying, but at the same time, she also felt that everything was worth it, so she forced herself to shed tears. Forced to go back.

Song Yuanshan looked at his wife opposite, and wanted to reach out and hug her, but there was a glass in between.

Song Yuanshan sighed in his heart, turned his eyes away and looked at his son. In a blink of an eye, his son was almost as tall as him: "Of course, you should be a second-year high school student now, right? Did you choose science? Are you still used to it?"

Song Ran obediently called out to Dad, and then answered Song Yuanshan's question: "Yes, I chose science, and mathematics is still not very good, but I have a lot of help from friends, which can be regarded as adaptation."

Song Yuanshan nodded in satisfaction: "Very well, you have grown up now, and my father is very sorry for not fulfilling his responsibilities. It has been very hard for your mother to drag you up all these years. You must take care of your mother."

Song Ran nodded: "Dad, we don't blame you, we'll wait for you to come back."

Song Yuanshan entered the prison when Song Ran was six years old. The court sentenced him to 15 years, and he will be released soon after calculation. Moreover, Song Yuanshan is an economic crime. It is estimated that Song Ran will be released from prison in his sophomore year.

Speaking of this, everyone became more relaxed, and Lin Wei began to ramble about how Song Yuanshan would compensate her and Song Ran when the time came.

Song Yuanshan agreed to all of Lin Wei's requests with a smile, and also communicated with Lin Wei about his work arrangements after he was released from prison.

Said that the time passed quickly, and it didn't take long for the prison guards to start reminding that the time was up.

Lin Wei and Song Ran had no choice but to say goodbye to Song Yuanshan, but this time they felt much more relaxed and happy.

It was already afternoon when I got home.

Although the New Year's Eve is said to be "New Year's Eve dinner", each family has different arrangements. In some families, the noon meal is the most sumptuous, and the family gathering is particularly lively.Song Ran's family is rich at night, while Jiang Xun's is rich at noon.

When he got home, he saw Jiang Xun sent him a group photo of their family. There was Grandpa Jiang and a couple. The husband looked very similar to Jiang Xun, so it should be Jiang Xun's father.The wife has short hair and looks quite heroic. It should be Jiang Xun's mother.

Song Ran guessed this way, the next picture was still this one, Jiang Xun deliberately circled the couple, and told Song Ran, "This is your father-in-law, a businessman. This is your mother-in-law, a policeman."

Song Ran: ...Why can't it be the father-in-law and the mother-in-law?

Song Ran thought about it and asked back.

The opposite Jiang Xun replied almost instantly: Baby, I will answer your question with actions in the future.

Song Ran raised her eyebrows and returned an emoji to the other party.

Then Jiang Xun sent some photos of their New Year's Eve dinner to Song Ran, and told him which dishes he participated in cooking. He was learning how to cook and made it for Song Ran when the time came.

The two chatted for a long time afterwards, and soon the sky gradually darkened.

Lin Wei also prepared dinner, four dishes and one soup, two of which were meat dishes, it was already very rich for the two of them, they would definitely not be able to finish one meal, and it would probably take until the next day.

But Lin Wei didn't care, he was in a good mood, and bought a bottle of red wine specially, and poured a glass for Song Ran and himself from a goblet while eating.

It’s warm for two people to chat while eating, but looking through the window, every household outside has hung up red lanterns and red couplets, and there are bursts of crackling sounds of fireworks and cannons, mixed with the crisp laughter of children The sound of the sound and the sound of adults talking, laughing and chatting, the lights of Wanjia are extremely lively.

With such a backdrop, it seems that Song Ran's mother and son are a little lonely.Song Ran is not good at chatting. From eating to now, Lin Wei has been looking for topics to chat with Song Ran. Song Ran just felt that this is not good, and when he was about to take the initiative to find some topics, his phone vibrated, and someone sent a WeChat message.

At the same time there was a knock on the door downstairs.

"It's Chinese New Year today, why is there still someone knocking on the door?" Lin Wei got up and went down to open the door, feeling very strange.

Song Ran opened WeChat and took a look. It was from the contact Jiang Jiang: Can I come to my mother-in-law's house for a meal and visit my wife?No way, I'm already at the door.

Song Ran was stunned for a moment, unable to react. During Chinese New Year, everyone usually stays at home with their families, and when the family reunite, Jiang Xun actually put down his family and came to find him.

When she came to her senses, Lin Wei was already excited and brought Jiang Xun upstairs, she was both surprised and happy: "Hey, why bother, Song Ran and I are the only ones at home, we can't finish the dishes, Don't bother at all."

"Song Ran, hurry up, go and get the bowls and chopsticks for Xiao Jiang." After the words fell, Song Ran saw Jiang Xun who was wearing a gray windbreaker and wearing a red scarf and raised his eyebrows and smiled at him.

Song Ran's heart was pounding, full of surprise and touch, if Lin Wei wasn't there, Song Ran would probably have rushed to kiss her boyfriend by now.

Song Ran smiled brightly at Jiang Xun, and trotted to help Jiang Xun get the bowls, chopsticks and cups.

When he took it back and handed the rice to Jiang Xun, Jiang Xun touched his hand vaguely before taking the bowl.Lin Wei didn't see it, Song Ran blushed.

Jiang Xun is very social, and after having Jiang Xun, the atmosphere at the dinner table is much more active than before.

When Lin Wei asked him why he didn't stay at home with his family during the New Year's Eve, Jiang Xun said that there were too many little kids from relatives at home, and it was very noisy.But in fact, he wanted to spend the first year with Song Ran because he missed Song Ran, and he also knew that Song Ran's house would be deserted, so he wanted to come and accompany him.

Lin WeChat, enthusiastically pick up food for Jiang Xun and Song Ran.

Lin Wei and Jiang Xun got along pretty well, they were good at chatting, they chatted while eating, Song Ran occasionally interjected a sentence or two while eating, and put a couple of chopsticks into Jiang Xun's bowl from time to time.

No matter what Song Ran puts in Jiang Xun's food, he eats with the bowl and chopsticks while chatting with Lin Wei, but he still can't stop, so he gently rubs Song Ran's calf with the tip of his toe.

Itchy calf, Song Ran secretly glared at Jiang Xun, but she was not willing to dodge or stomp him.

It was past eight o'clock after dinner, and the Spring Festival Gala started. After Song Ran Jiangxun helped Lin Wei wash the dishes, the three of them sat harmoniously on the sofa in the living room to watch the Spring Festival Gala.

There was a large push of snacks on the coffee table, Lin Wei sat on the sofa facing the TV, Song Ran and Jiang Xun sat on the side sofa facing each other.

Jiang Xun felt itchy in his heart, and couldn't touch Song Ran even if he wanted to, so he could only sit on the sofa and watch the Spring Festival Gala absent-mindedly.

Song Ran was in a good mood, and enjoyed watching the Spring Festival Gala while kneading sunflower seeds in his hand.

After being happy alone for a while, Song Ran's phone rang again. He took it out and took a look. The sender was from Jiang Xun who was on the opposite side: I really want to touch you and kiss you/poor/poor/

Song Ran looked at Jiang Xun and saw the deep longing in his eyes.Song Ran glanced calmly at Lin Wei who was nestling on the sofa, glared at Jiang Xun lightly, and typed back to him: Be good, give me a kiss like this first/kiss/kiss

Looking at the news from Baby Song Song, Jiang Xun replied /sigh/sigh/, and when Song Ran met his gaze after seeing the news, he poked Song Ran with aggrieved and pitiful eyes heart of.

Song Ran's heart softened, the last time he and Jiang Xun met was five days ago.

Song Ran glanced at Lin Wei again, and found that although Lin Wei was looking at the TV screen, his eyes were obviously not focused. Song Ran knew that Lin Wei was a little sleepy.

He typed back to Jiang Xun: My mother is about to fall asleep, go to my room when she falls asleep /rose/

Jiang Xun replied "Okay" in seconds, and the smile on his face recovered a lot.

Lin Wei got up at five o'clock today to buy vegetables and came back to chop stuffing and make dumplings with noodles. She didn't have much rest in the afternoon. At this time, she was lying on the sofa after eating and warmed up. Listening to the soothing singing of the Spring Festival Gala, she slowly Slowly fell asleep.

Seeing Lin Wei breathing steadily and closing his eyes, Jiang Xun lightly touched Song Ran with his foot, with a sly smile in his eyes.

Song Ran got up, turned down the volume of the TV, carefully took a blanket and covered Lin Wei, then pulled Jiang Xun to leave the living room and went back to the room.

Song Ran took Jiang Xun back to his room, opened the door and was about to turn on the light when Jiang Xun hugged his waist and leaned against the wall. At the same time, the other party's warm and soft lips covered his own. Gently prying open his teeth.

Song Ran froze for a moment, then slowly hugged Jiang Xun's waist, raised her head slightly and opened her mouth to let the other party plunder her lips.

I don't know how long this kiss lasted. At the end, Song Ran fell softly into Jiang Xun's arms. Before the light was turned on, the two people's panting sounds were particularly clear and ambiguous in the darkness. Jiang Xun's hoarse voice was close to Song Xun's. However, when it sounded in his ears, Song Ran trembled all over: "Baby, I miss you so much, you are so sweet."

It seemed that something had been pinching Song Ran's legs for a long time, and he didn't dare to move. After panting for a while, his breathing became a little more stable, and he whispered, "I miss you too."

Jiang Xun seemed to be more excited by his answer, Song Ran froze, not daring to move or speak at all, for fear of making Jiang Xun excited again.

Noticing Song Ran's stiffness, Jiang Xun smiled lightly, turned on the light and closed the door, hugged Song Ran and sat down on the bed. He let Song Ran sit in his arms, and buried his head in Song Ran's neck , sniffing the scent on his body lightly, coaxing in a hoarse voice: "Don't be afraid, I won't touch you today."

Jiang Xun did what he said, he just hugged Song Ran and rubbed against him, intending to just hug him for a while and let it go away by himself.However, Jiang Xun overestimated his own reason.Holding Song Ran in his arms, his breath was filled with Song Ran's clean and refreshing breath. He rubbed against Song Ran's neck, and couldn't help but kiss gently, biting a small piece of it with his teeth. Delicate white tender skin.

As a result, the hotter and hotter it got, the longer and stronger the evil fire became.

Feeling Jiang Xun's change, Song Ran wants to cry but has no tears: ...

Everyone is a boy, and Song Ran also knew that Jiang Xun must be feeling uncomfortable at this time, and he also felt sorry for Jiang Xun, and couldn't bear him to feel uncomfortable.

So after he was mentally prepared, he breathed a sigh of relief, sat sideways beside Jiang Xun, kissed him, and said to him, "Don't talk." Then he began to practice the skills Jiang Xun taught him the last time we parted. .

Soon after, Jiang Xun slowly wiped Song Ran's hand with a wet towel, and kissed him gently on the forehead.

Song Ran blushed so badly, and after Jiang Xun finished wiping, he ran to the window of the room and opened the window to let in the wind. The cold wind hit his face, and the heat on his face faded a lot.

Soon, Jiang Xun also stood beside him, stretched out a hand, clasped fingers with Song Ran, and looked at the scenery outside together.

Song Ran's room is on the second floor. Although it is a bit short, the nearby buildings are not high. Looking up, you can clearly see the dark and deep sky.

Someone was setting off fireworks in the distance, and the bright fireworks exploded beautifully in the dark sky.

Looking at the splendid fireworks, Song Ran's eyes sparkled. It may be the Chinese New Year today. I went to see Song Yuanshan again in the morning. I knew that he would be able to celebrate the New Year with me in two years. Song Ran was very happy and said to Jiang Xun: " When I was young, my dad also took me to set off fireworks."

"It was probably when I was four or five years old. I don't remember exactly. I only know that the streets were full of excitement at that time, and everyone was setting off fireworks. It was very beautiful. When I saw others wanting to set off fireworks, I also wanted to set them off. When my dad found out, he immediately went to the shop next door to buy fireworks. When I got the fireworks, I didn’t dare to light them. He helped me to light them, and then held my hand to set them off together. The fireworks we set off that day were really beautiful .”

Jiang Xun listened quietly, knowing that Song Ran's father was in prison. After Song Ran's voice fell, he looked at Song Ran gently from the side of his head: "Do you want to let go now? I will accompany you." Seeing that Song Ran did not reply, he suddenly After a pause, he said sincerely, "If you want to let go during the Chinese New Year, I will accompany you too."

Looking into Jiang Xun's eyes, Song Ran was very relieved and warm.Jiang Xun was always so gentle and considerate, knowing that he didn't want to mention his father's affairs, he didn't ask, but just stood behind him silently to help him accompany him.Knowing that there are only two people in my family during the Chinese New Year today, I deliberately left my family to accompany me.In order to consider his own feelings, he is willing to suffer and endure...

After looking at Jiang Xun for a while, Song Ran shook his head and pushed Jiang Xun to sit down on the bed.Then he took out his violin and looked at Jiang Xun with a smile: "I want to play a piece of music for you, do you want to listen?"

Jiang Xun looked at Song Ran with red cheeks, and licked his lips: "Listen."

Song Ran nodded, put the violin on his shoulders, his expression became more serious, and after saying to Jiang Xun, "Then I'll start", he pulled the strings under the moonlight.

Song Ran was very serious and enjoyed playing the piano, and slowly closed her eyes, immersed in the music.

Sitting, Jiang Xun couldn't bear to leave his eyes on Song Ran for a moment. Watching Song Ran play the piano is a kind of enjoyment.

While looking at Song Ran, the sound of the violin also reached Jiang Xun's ears.Song Ranla's song Jiang Xun has never been heard before, but it is very pleasant to listen to. At the beginning of the music, it was lively and brisk, and then gradually slowed down and lingering, as if it was a love process. When we were not together at the beginning, it was young and lively. After being together, the romance is lingering and inseparable.

The piece is not very long, but every syllable sounds romantic.

After Song Ran finished playing, he stood by the window and watched Jiang Xun quietly.

Jiang Xun applauded enthusiastically: "The performance is superb, it sounds great!"

Song Ran smiled and introduced to him: "This song was written by my mother to my father. It is their love song."

Jiang Xun was surprised and asked curiously, "Did Auntie choose a name?"

After asking, Jiang Xun noticed that Song Ran was watching him quietly without answering, then saw him smile softly again, put down the violin and approached him.

Afterwards, Jiang Xun's ears heated up, and then Song Ran's voice sounded: "Themostsincerelove"

Jiang Xun was taken aback for a moment, and realized that what Song Ran said was the name of the song.He just wanted to say that it was good to get it out loud, Song Ran paused, and then said two words, these two words were almost close to Jiang Xun, and they were said very softly and lingeringly, as if to put all the He put his love and affection on these two words, he said: "foryou"