The sudden torrential rain lasted for half a day, and it didn't stop until night fell.

It was late at night, and there was only the sound of the pendulum swinging in the dimly lit living room, which was monotonous and boring, disturbing.

Time flows quietly, and at this point, most people have already fallen asleep.

Suddenly there was a slight sound from the lock of the door, and after a while, the locked door was easily pried open, and a dark figure came in.

After closing the door gently, the figure didn't turn on the light, and walked inside gropingly.

"Where did you go?" An inaudible voice suddenly sounded from the dark living room.

The black figure floated all the way to the living room.

"Ah, I suddenly saw a river and thought it was suitable for suicide, so I jumped down, but was washed away for a long time, and finally climbed up."

Dazai Osamu explained in a clear and smooth voice, as if he had thought of this reason long ago.

While talking, he walked to the sofa wetly, and admitted his mistake seriously, "Because I rushed too fast, I didn't have time to tell you, sorry."

Wutiaowu: "..."

Where does the river come from in the square? !It was flushing too fast, did you think it was flushing the toilet?

Gojo Satoru was so annoyed by this reason for not being distracted... No, it was Shizhang!He had been holding back his anger all day, and it was impossible for Osamu Dazai to be taken away under his nose, the only possibility was that he could go away by himself.

For a while, he wondered whether Osamu Dazai's previous obedience and cooperation were all deliberately deceiving him, letting him relax his vigilance, and just waiting for this moment to leave without saying a word.

Anyway, according to this guy's temper and ability, this kind of thing is basically easy to handle.

It was also because of this that Gojo Satoru suddenly realized that if Osamu Dazai really wanted to leave, he would never find anyone.With his extremely special physique and elusive mind, he exhausted all methods that day, but he couldn't even find a trace of the other party.

This feeling of powerlessness was very much like when he watched Xia Youjie's back disappear into the sea of ​​people back then, and he couldn't find a reason to stop him.

He hasn't felt this kind of strong unwillingness for a long time since he was an adult.

——If Osamu Dazai really made up his mind to leave, would he be able to stop it?

This is a question that he has never thought deeply about. At first, he didn't think about it, and later he didn't want to think about it.

But when Osamu Dazai disappeared but he couldn't find him everywhere, Gojo Satoru couldn't help asking himself, what if he couldn't stop him?Let it go?

Do not--

Gojo Satoru dismissed the idea almost without thinking about it, unlike Xia Youjie who had gone against him because of different choices, Dazai Zhi, he couldn't let him go.

When the bottom line was clarified in his heart, Gojo Satoru suddenly realized that he had probably really fallen into the bottomless pit called Dazai Osamu. The footsteps of stepping into the pit, not only that, he also digs the soil and bury himself as if it is not enough.

Although furious, Gojo Satoru also knew that unless Osamu Dazai found a way to make himself disappear from this world immediately, then he would not be able to avoid him forever. There was nothing he could do.

After wandering around Yokohama like a headless chicken for a long time, Gojo Satoru finally decided to go home and wait.

Wait for the stinky brat to show up by himself.

The hours of waiting were not tormenting, Gojo Satoru just suppressed his anger and kept thinking, if Osamu Dazai really broke his promise, how he would deal with him when he was caught in the future, including but not limited to spanking his ass and locking him up. , Lock the chain anytime, anywhere...

However, he hasn't decided which method to implement first. The curse spirit that he had raised for half a year and then suddenly lost came back from the house by itself.

……

"What's going on?" Dazai Osamu walked up to Gojo Satoru, tilted his head, looked at his tense and cold expression, and suddenly bent his eyes and laughed, "Are you really angry? But Gojo-sensei is also very handsome like this Oh~”

The water droplets dripped onto the boy's hair, forming a completely opposite coldness to the gentle and almost soft smile on the other side's face, and it was at this time that Gojo Satoru realized that the other side seemed to be trembling slightly.

—It must be cold.

Holding his breath, he stood up, went to the bathroom and took out a large bath towel to cover the whole person, gently rubbed the other person's hair, and at the same time said coldly: "Don't talk sweet words, tell the truth what's wrong."

"Well... I saw a beautiful lady on the side of the road. I went up to strike up a conversation and found that she ignored me." The young man said slowly in a clear voice, his voice had always been soft, and when he deliberately slowed down his tone, it became more gentle. "I suddenly felt very disappointed. What's the point of my life if I can't chat with beautiful ladies? So..."

"You lie again." Wujo Satoru interrupted him, his tone was low, with obvious annoyance, but his hand movements were still gentle, as if he was wiping some fragile objects, so even if he was annoyed, he would subconsciously lighten his movements, I can't imagine his vicious appearance of randomly smashing people's heads in battle, "Is this the meaning of your life?!"

"Otherwise." Osamu Dazai suddenly answered, "Does Gojo-sensei think that being alive...has any other meaning?"

boom -

The thunderstorm that fell from the sky seemed to shake the entire city, and a flash of lightning tore the sky, and at the same time illuminated the pair of iris eyes that could not see any emotion.

Osamu Dazai raised his head and looked at him calmly.

—He was asking this question seriously.

Wujo Wutiao was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly realized that the other party's mood was not quite right at this time.

In fact, he never considered the general and abstract question of the meaning of life, and even recalling the past became a luxury when he was so busy every day, let alone such incomprehensible things.

But Osamu Dazai is the exact opposite of him. This guy usually pretends to be playful and has no troubles. In fact, he is extremely sensitive, and he doesn't like to talk to people. He always holds back his emotions and doesn't know how to digest emotions. .

"So you can't answer...I..."

Osamu Dazai shrugged his shoulders, and was about to take a step back to leave the warmth that was close at hand, when the warmth approached him proactively.

Gojo Satoru stretched out his hand, and wrapped him into his arms through a layer of soft towel.

The difference in body shape between the two was too great, which made Osamu Dazai feel as if he was completely surrounded by others, and he subconsciously felt a little dazed.

There are not many moments when the two of them are so close, and there have been more intimate actions than this, but only this time, he had the illusion that his soul was held in someone's arms.

"...What's the matter?" Osamu Dazai struggled immediately without even thinking about it, but his fingers were trembling helplessly, and he didn't know whether he was rejecting him from the bottom of his heart or he didn't want to leave the other party's embrace, "Is Wujo teacher afraid of thunder?" ?"

"Well, I'm pretty scared." A man's faint response came from above, "So just stay still and let me hug you for a while."

"We clearly made an appointment, and we have to say something when we leave." Gojo Satoru continued, "You can't disappear casually."

"I……"

"It's time to say sorry."

"……right……"

"But I don't need to say it this time." Wujou closed his eyes and tightened his arms, "I'm afraid of the dark, and you helped me, so there's no need to say it."

Osamu Dazai was stiff all over, but he no longer struggled. The warm body temperature from the wide palm placed behind his head even made him feel like he was about to cry.

The clock is ticking, the wind and rain outside the window have not stopped, it is still cold and dark, but the house is dry and tidy, and the most important thing is that there is another person there.

... It was he who needed me.he thinks.

"...I really can't stand you." I don't know how long it took before Osamu Dazai replied, his voice was soft and quiet, he raised his arms and hugged him back, leaning his head against the other person's chest, "Then give you a hug." .”

……

When you take a comfortable hot bath, and someone carefully prepares delicious hot cocoa and cake, and nestle in the warm quilt, it seems that even listening to the lightning and thunder outside becomes a happy event matter.

Osamu Dazai buried himself in the soft quilt, drank sweet hot cocoa, the warmth spread from his fingertips to his limbs and bones, which actually gave him a fresh feeling of "coming alive".

"The next time you go diving in this weather, try it!"

There is another person beside him who is chattering hard and soft-heartedly. It is rare to accommodate and take care of others, and he really looks like a reliable adult.

Osamu Dazai licked the hot cocoa at the corner of his mouth, looked at Gojo Gojo muttering beside him, and said with a smile, "Oh, don't be angry~ It's been a long time since I jumped into the river, I miss it very much."

"Don't make me miss this kind of thing!"

Gojo Satoru curled his lips, his beautiful eyes filled with obvious dissatisfaction, but it wasn't anger, if I had to say it, it was a softer emotion——

"Understood." Osamu Dazai replied.

——Why did you suddenly become so obedient?

Gojo Satoru frowned slightly, Dazai Osamu's change can be said to be abrupt and obvious, from resistance at the beginning to docility now... This kind of emotional ups and downs obviously has hidden reasons that he doesn't know, and it can't just be a hug from him. Has that much power?

If that's the case, won't everything be fine if I hug him to sleep in the future?

He is always complained by Osamu Dazai that he is not smart because the object of comparison is Osamu Dazai himself, but in fact Gojo Satoru is at the top level in terms of both force and intelligence. It can be said that the only shortcoming is that his dog hates it Got angry.

Gojo Goto was sure that Osamu Dazai must have encountered or knew something that made him lose his composure, which was difficult to conceal. It was so serious that he didn't want to expend energy to maintain that nonchalant disguise, so that he could easily detect the clues.

It's a pity that he couldn't guess it, and he couldn't even guess it.

Could it have something to do with him becoming a curse spirit for no apparent reason?or something else?

Wujo Gojo realizes that he doesn't really understand Osamu Dazai, his life experience is put there frankly, and Osamu Dazai can easily see through himself.

But what about Dazai?He doesn't know anything about Dazai's past, except that he was once a human being, even though they've been together day and night for months.

Gojo Satoru once thought Dazai Osamu's past was not important, to be precise, it was not so urgently important, and he cared more about the present and the future than the past.

However, now, he wants to know, wants to know all about Osamu Dazai, he doesn't want to see Osamu Dazai ask him what is the meaning of living with blank eyes.

Obviously there wasn't a single tear, but the tears had already filled his world like the heavy rain outside.

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