hold a cigarette

02 Limo

I seldom suffer from insomnia, and I have fewer dreams, but this night I tossed and turned, and after falling asleep with difficulty, I dreamed again.

At [-] o'clock on Monday morning, I was woken up by the alarm clock, and when I opened my eyes, my mind was still full of dreams.

In the dream, Jin Shengyang was wearing a cheongsam and smoking a cigarette in front of the burning church. I could only see his back, but it seemed as if I could see his face.

The dream was real and weird, and I couldn't really wake up for a long time after I woke up.

Habitually touching his phone, he never replied to the message he sent to Jin Shengyang last night.

I told him - see you tomorrow.

When I sent this message, I didn't realize how unkind my smile was, as if I was deliberately trying to tease him, and wanted him to know: I have discovered your secret.

There was no new news, so he threw the phone back on the bed and rolled around with the quilt in his arms.

He raised his hand and opened the curtains, the sky was bright, even a little dazzling.

Sure enough, after the rain, the sky was clear the next day, and the world was washed clean.

I stretched in the sunlight that poured in, and when I closed my eyes and yawned, I couldn't help thinking: Why is Jin Shengyang like that?

Is it a whim?Or lost the bet?

Then I opened my eyes and looked out of the window, thinking of his easy-going look, it always made me think that was the real him.

Originally, I was interested in him, but I always suppressed it. Now, that kind of curiosity can hardly be suppressed.

Something should happen.

I admit my despicableness. On this sunny day, I actually thought about how to destroy his disguise.

Get up, wash up, and go out early.

Traveling from my home to work takes more time than usual every Monday morning.

No way, the morning rush hour of this day is always the most congested in a week.

There is a section of the way that Jin Shengyang and I go to work overlaps, and I followed him all the way after work a few times until he turned a corner at a certain intersection.

I always wanted to get close to him but dared not get close to him.

During the traffic jam, I played that song again. It was one time when I was in a traffic jam and I happened to be parked next to Jin Shengyang. We opened the car window to say hello, and the sound of music came from him.

"The feeling of being hacked into pieces is vivid, don't give it back to me, don't give it back to me."

I just heard this sentence, and then went to search.

That night, I thought about Jin Shengyang and listened to this song repeatedly. I have to say that this man surprised me.

I didn't expect that there was such a chaotic beating heart under a frozen plant.

Sure enough, people can't be seen.

After that, I was more interested in him, but also knew that I had to keep him at a distance—unless I didn't want to make it easier for myself.

Don't provoke straight men, and don't try to warm an iceberg in vain.

I know too well what kind of life can make myself comfortable.

However, when my continuous self-hypnosis and self-restraint were about to work, Jin Shengyang showed his flaws.

He's no better than me.

I was listening to the song, thinking about how I should greet him when I meet him later.

He is a person who usually has a straight face when he meets everyone in the company. Although that face is enough to make people desire greatly, it is also very disappointing to have a black face all day long.

I have to make him smile at me.

Thinking of this, I laughed myself first.

The car in front began to move slowly, and I was getting closer and closer to the company.

Jin Shengyang should have arrived by now. We never meet each other on the road in the morning. He always arrives at the company early.

When I parked the car, I made a big circle around the underground parking lot. Fortunately, I found Jin Shengyang's car.

I pulled over next to him, sat in the car and looked towards his car.

Will the cheongsam be hidden in the car?

Or is there something more shady hidden?

I have already discovered his secret, how can he bribe me to keep my mouth shut?

I got out of the car with a smile, humming a song and walked towards the elevator. Coincidentally, when I reached the first floor, the elevator stopped and the door opened. Jin Shengyang walked in with the breakfast he bought with the crowd.

During working hours, the elevators are crowded.

There are two people between me and Jin Shengyang.

I looked at his back from the corner of the elevator. Today he is wearing a dark blue shirt and black trousers, his hair is neatly combed, and he is wearing his framed glasses.

I used to think that he was abstinent in wearing a thin silver frame, a typical beast in clothes, but unfortunately, he never let me see his violent side.

But it's different now.

I chuckled in the back. He might have sensed someone's gaze, and he suddenly turned his head before getting off the elevator.

We looked at each other, and his eyes were as usual, cold, without any emotion.

He wasn't like that at the bar last night.

Last night he was wearing a cheongsam, sitting there drinking like a charming woman, looking at the man beside him full of jokes.

Did he even know that he had been exposed?