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Li Si's voice came from behind with a lazy smile. Chi Lian was stunned for two seconds, curled his fingers slightly, and then lightly touched the back of his neck that Li Si had just touched with ice coke with his wrist.

There was still the icy air brought by the aluminum can skin, but Chi Lian felt a sense of dryness and heat.

He put down his hand and turned around, clenched his hand imperceptibly, then turned his head, his Adam's apple slid up and down, and there was a light and quick sound——

"Angry? Why should I be angry?"

Li Si raised his eyebrows, retracted his hand, and put the iced cola on the short bushes beside him. The straight and straight bushes supported the can filled with cola without any effort, and the branches and leaves did not fall short.

He looked at Chi Lian and said with a smile: "Of course you know what you are angry about, don't you?"

After he finished speaking, he spread his hands, and his expression seemed a little helpless, but he didn't know whether it was pretending or sincerity.

Chi Lian stared at him for two seconds, did not speak, but slowly shifted his gaze to the bustling basketball court next to him.

There are boys galloping and dribbling on the basketball court;

Chi Lian stared at these people in a daze.

A lot of boys.

This was his first thought.

So it's normal for him to like boys, right?

This is his second thought.

The first idea is to touch the scene, and the second idea seems to be a long-planned plan.

But it cannot be said that it was planned for a long time.

It can only be said that when he realized it, he realized that he should have liked it for a long time.

I like a boy, the boy standing in front of him and looking at him.

He likes Yan He.

Chi Lian realized it very clearly at this moment.

It was too bad, he thought.

Because Yan He definitely doesn't like him, he thinks.

Does Yan He like Ji Qinglin?The one with studs, the one who always smiles, the one who loves lunch or something...

The Yan He in front of him looks very similar to Chen Yue who is far away abroad, but he has no throbbing towards Chen Yue, and even has an indescribable resistance during their occasional conversations.

Yan He is different, he wants to talk with Yan He, eat together, do quizzes together, eat skewers together, tease Chen Cuihua together...

He still wanted to sit with Yan He.

Together...

Many, many greedy thoughts are like sprouts after the shell has sprung up, growing wildly, and it is difficult to stop.

The hand hanging by his side was unconsciously grasped tightly by him, so that the palm of the hand was a little red.

"What are you struggling with?" Li Si's voice came at the same time as his movements.

He took Chi Lian's hand, then turned his wrist, and spread his knuckle fingers, palming Chi Lian's hand.

Chi Lian's eyelashes trembled suddenly, and his hand held by Li Sibao was burning eagerly, as if he had pinched a flame and it was burning blazingly.

"How about listening to it?" Li Si slowly completed what he had just said.

The voice is slow and low, as if earnestly and kindly.

Chi Lian pursed his lips and was speechless. He didn't know what to say, let alone whether to say it.He was afraid that Yan He would be scared away as soon as he opened his mouth.

After all what a crazy idea it is for a guy to like another guy.

Many beautiful and sincere feelings in the world are blessed, by relatives and friends, by strangers.Sheltered by the god of love, exposed to the sun.

And in the place where the sun does not shine, in that corner full of shadows, there is no blessing, no shelter.For example, when Chen Yue's parents thought he liked Chen Yue, they avoided him. For example, when his parents talked about a certain boss's young lover, they scoffed.

Feelings that cannot see the light grow in shadowy corners.

Thrive backlit growth.

is he gay

Chi Lian thought about it carefully and decided not to.

He doesn't like other boys, he just likes Yanhe, and only likes this unique one.

It's really hard to admit that he likes Yan He, Chi Lian let out a long breath, and suddenly felt that the muffled voice that had been in his heart recently dissipated and disappeared.

A man must have the responsibility of being a man, so what if he likes Yan He, what if he is not blessed.

It doesn't matter if his parents don't like him, even if Yan He doesn't like him.

It's his own thing to like, and he just needs to like it.

After figuring it out, it was much easier to handle. Chi Lian raised his eyes, and instead of pulling back the hand wrapped by Li Si, he stretched out his other hand to reach for the ice coke in the bushes.

"laugh--"

He opened the can, and suddenly remembered the voice of bubbles wrapped in a faint smell of cola.It also abruptly stopped Chi Lian's wild thoughts and thoughts just now.

Then--

Li Si saw Chi Lian take a big gulp of Coke, wiped his mouth roughly with the back of his hand, then raised his eyelids and looked at him, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Do you want a sip?"

Li Si looked at Chi Lian who was bright and flamboyant under the sun, and felt that his mood at this time was a little strange, which delayed his quick thinking, but this did not prevent him from reaching out and taking the can in Chi Lian's hand calmly and calmly. Take a sip of where you drank.

Doing this requires no thinking.

Coke actually has a hint of sweetness, did the previous Coke have it?

Li Si was thinking about Chi Lian and opened his mouth.

"Did you finish your meal? You came out so early."

"Didn't eat." Li Si took another sip of Coke, "I only bought a bottle of Coke, and you drank half of it."

While talking, he let go of Chi Lian's hand, and made two gestures at the cans in the void, clearly and vividly reflecting the amount of Coke that Chi Lian drank.

Chi Lian: "..."

"Where is it half drunk? There's still so much left." He said speechlessly, "I'll pay you a bottle."

"No need." Li Si said, "I like to drink half of the Coke left."

Chi Lian: "...?"

"Are you hungry?" Liz asked.

"Not hungry," Chi Lian glanced at him, and said in an unclear tone, "Didn't you just say that? I'm full of gas."

Liston paused, then hooked the corner of his lower lip and said, "Oh, really."

"I'm a little hungry." Li Si continued, tilting his head.

"Go and eat when you're hungry, what do you want to eat—"

"Let me take a bite."

What Chi Lian hadn't finished speaking came to an abrupt end. He stared blankly at Li Si who was smiling slightly in front of him, his face was a little stiff, and he said quickly in a low voice after a while, "Are you kidding me?"

Unexpectedly, Li Si chuckled and said: "Well, I was joking, seeing that your mind was seriously distracted just now, I am teasing you."

Chi Lian swallowed a bit, feeling his throat tightened, he took two steps towards the fence of the basketball court, and without looking back, he said, "Are you going to the cafeteria?"

"Are we together?" Li Si lazily replied behind him.

"Whatever." Chi Lian replied low and quickly.

Li Si didn't speak anymore, but just followed Chi Lian at a short distance, so that the two of them would not be too close or too distant.

It is a qualified distance suitable for friends.

He still doesn't know what Chi Lian is thinking at the moment. He is working hard, but it seems that Chi Lian doesn't have that intention yet.Li Si recalled the man's stiff expression when he teased Chi Lian just now, and wondered if he had acted too hastily, and it seemed necessary to slow down a little bit.

"What are you doing so far away?"

Li Si raised his head, his gaze slowly shifted from his toes to Chi Lian, who stopped in front of him and turned back, and said, "It's okay, it's not very far."

Chi Lian stared at him and clicked his tongue lightly, with an uneasy expression on his face, he turned his head and quickened his pace to the cafeteria, without checking whether Li Si behind him followed.

Chi Lian calmed down when he reached the entrance of the cafeteria. He looked at the large playground behind him, but Li Si didn't follow.

He did not enter the cafeteria, but stood at the door and waited.Since the man said he would come, he didn't care about anything else, he just waited.

He had never been in any relationship, with a man or a woman, neither.

However, there was a lot of rumors in the campus post bar, saying that his one-semester girlfriend could form a football team, making him a vivid Neptune.

It is precisely because he has never been in love that he has become so worried about gains and losses now, as if he has been demoted.

Take just now, when he saw Yan He drink the Coke he drank, he felt a strange throbbing feeling in his heart, like excitement.

Seeing Yan He following him far away and unwilling to approach him, he felt a little angry for no reason.

He felt that his current emotions were controlled by that person named Yan He.

Is this what it feels like to love someone?

Fuck, embarrassing and attractive...

Chi Lian pressed the back of his neck, cutting off the endless stream of thoughts in his heart, and suddenly, he stopped with his fingers pressing the back of his neck.

A ridiculous thought suddenly popped up in his heart—whether Yan He likes him too.

However, after careful consideration, he voted against it again. After all, their way of getting along seems to be no different from his and Chen Cuihua's.

But... he always felt that Yan He was flirting with him, was it an illusion?

Forget it, forget it.Falling in love is a mess.

Chi Lian wiped her face irritably, raised her head and let out a long breath, her neckline was smooth and beautiful.

The revolution has not yet succeeded, and comrades still need to work hard.

"Why don't you go in?"

Chi Lian took down the hand covering her face, glanced down the steps, and saw Li Si standing on the bottom step.

Li Si was slightly looking up at him with calm eyes.

But Chi Lian felt a little hot from this calm gaze, as if he had been possessed by an evil spirit.Sure enough, after realizing his own intentions, he would stop being a human being? ?

Tsk, irritable.

"I'm waiting for you, can't you see?" He dropped this sentence, chose not to meet Li Si's eyes, and walked into the cafeteria with long legs.

……

The meal for the two of them was made by Chi Lian, the classic two meat and one vegetarian, plus a fried egg that was not in the shape of a heart.

They rarely ate in the cafeteria, the surrounding environment was noisy, coupled with the subtle embarrassment lingering in front of them just now, so neither of them spoke first.

At the end of this quiet meal, someone finally opened a golden mouth between the two, breaking the silence.

It's Reese.

"Are you still going on the weekend?" Li Si asked briefly.

But Chi Lian understood. He was talking about the appointment between the two that weekend.

"Why don't you go?" Chi Lian said after swallowing his last mouthful of food.

He couldn't ask for it.

Li Si got the answer, nodded, did not say any more, picked up the empty food tray and left the seat.

This time it was Chi Lian who followed him.

There is still a distance.

……

For the rest of the day, the two of them had a tacit understanding, neither of them talked to each other, surrounded by a group of rough guys with nerves thicker than fried dough sticks, completely unaware of the slightly awkward atmosphere between the two of them.

For example, Fang Wu touched Li Si's paw with his masculine body and small, delicate steps, then turned his head and patted Chi Lian's face again.

As a result, both of them ignored him, and he made fun of himself and returned to his position resentfully.

As soon as the bell rang for the end of the last evening self-study class, Chen Cuihua leaned on the door frame of the back door of the classroom with her schoolbag on her shoulders, shaking her legs and shouting at Chi Lian: "Brother Chi, let's go home! There are only two of us at home today, and tomorrow too." , the day after tomorrow too."

"Mom and Dad don't go home on business trips, Brother Chi plays computer games all day long, Oye!"

He also hummed a ditty.

Chi Lian glanced at him speechlessly, and complained, "Who wants to play computer games?"

Chen Cuihua is the only one who likes to secretly play computer games.

"Buy some snacks and go home, and you need to have skewers, and it's best to have wine." Chen Cuihua turned a deaf ear to Chi Lian's complaints, and said while snapping her fingers.

Chi Lian didn't refute him, it seemed that he acquiesced in Chen Cuihua's plan to enjoy life wantonly when there was no one else at home.

"Understood, hurry up if you want to buy skewers, there are many people outside the school." Chi Lian picked up his schoolbag and put it on his back and said, while speaking, he glanced at Li Si from the corner of his eye, and saw Li Si sitting slowly He packed his things without even looking at him, and left the classroom with his mouth curled up as if discouraged.

As soon as Chi Lian walked out of the classroom, Li Si turned his head and glanced at the back door, staring at the place where he was standing just now.

……

At around eleven o'clock in the evening, Chen Cuihua was still howling in the living room.

He drank too much and was going crazy.

After Chi Lian finished washing, she entered the room and locked the door, blocking Chen Cuihua's loud voice, "The river is flowing eastward——"

He sat cross-legged on the bed, and he had been looking at the mobile phone in his hand for a long time.

On the phone screen is the WeChat chat interface between him and Li Si.

The last message was quite a while ago.

He didn't know what to say, but he didn't want to maintain such an alienated and normal relationship with that person.

Like the most ordinary friends.

He wants to get a little closer...

I clicked on Li Si's WeChat avatar and entered Moments, but my eyes were blank, nothing, and the background was white.

Chi Lian frowned, there was no way to get to know that person through this method.

He clicked on the chat box, typed quickly with his fingers, and one word after another appeared on the screen—"Are you home?"

These words lay quietly in the chat box, but they have not been sent out for a long time.

Chi Lian thought about it, deleted this sentence again, continued to type with her head down, and then continued to delete, delete, and delete. "What's wrong with you today?" Why don't you talk to him.

Chi Lian shook her head and deleted this sentence, it was too subtle and abrupt to ask.

"Have you finished your homework?"

This sentence doesn't work either, it's like looking for trouble.The ulterior motive is not in drinking, not in homework, but in love.

"Where do you want to take me this weekend?"

This sentence has been lying in the chat box for the longest time, because Chi Lian really wants to know, he is looking forward to the weekend very much, very much looking forward to it.

But no matter how long he lay down, he still deleted it, which was inappropriate.

It doesn't seem right to say anything, what should I send in the past?

"Ah... I'm so bored!" Chi Lian covered his face and fell back, his head fell on the soft quilt, which made people lose consciousness.

"Om-"

The mobile phone beside him vibrated suddenly, Chi Lian withdrew his hand abruptly, a carp stood up straight, touched the mobile phone at the speed of light and unlocked it.

really.

It was a message from Liz.

—Yan He: What do you want to say?

Chi Lian didn't even blink his eyes. He held his breath and replied a message.

— Sanye: Huh?

——Yan He: The other party is typing, almost 10 minutes, it seems that what you want to say is quite long.

Chi Lian: "..."

God damn the other party is inputting and has been exposed!

awkward.

He clutched his phone and thought he could just hit the wall and kill himself, lest Yan He ask him what he typed in 10 minutes in class tomorrow.

Enter a lonely.

But he really didn't want to be alienated from Yan He.

You have to find something to talk about, and cherish the hard-won opportunity to chat.

He tilted his head, thought for a few seconds, gritted his teeth and sent a few messages.

Li Si didn't wait for Chi Lian's reply for a long time. He waited with his mobile phone for a while, then quit WeChat, and clicked on the mini-game that was done last time.Just before the game was started, the news from Chi Lian came.

Li Si lowered his eyes and clicked on the message sent by Chi Lian.

— Chi Lian: That's right...can you come to Chen Cuihua's house tomorrow?

— Chi Lian: Nothing else.

— Chi Lian: Just have a meal or something, there is no one else in his house recently, so you don't have to be afraid of strangers.

— Chi Lian: It doesn’t matter if you don’t want to come, but you may feel a little regretful.

— Chi Lian: Because...Teddy from Chen Cuihua's family can play Tai Chi, don't you really want to come and see?

The author has something to say: Teddy: Haikou, you can boast as you please, I will try my best to learn.The two can be interchanged, I am no longer a dog, and you are no longer a human being.

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I'm sorry, something happened a few days ago, the update was delayed, and the author himself knelt orz.