Li Si finally understood what was the source of that strange feeling.
Who is An Ying?
It was as abnormal as it was for Yang Fan to say this. After all, in the real world, he just fell asleep.But Yang Fan completely forgot about An Ying, who should have been deeply remembered that night.
He tried to call other people who knew An Ying, and all the replies he got were - there is no such person as An Ying.
How is this going?
Li Si sat slumped, resting his head on his hands, suffering from a splitting headache.
Little K has completely returned the memories of these worlds to him, including the first two worlds whose memory has been erased.
Therefore, he was very sure that the protagonists in each world could not be simple npcs, because they had the same face as An Ying.
Therefore, those people should be An Ying, so why is he in the world he wants to conquer?And why has it disappeared and even the traces of its existence have been erased now?
It was rare for Li Si to panic, a feeling of panic that he could not control things filled his heart, which made his hands holding his temples tremble slightly uncontrollably.
In the end, after his thoughts were in a mess, he sorted out a clear line for the time being. He calmed down and asked Little K, "Do you know something?"
Little K was silent for a while, and finally said: [I didn't understand before, I didn't get a strange but familiar memory package until the task was completed]
Li Si's heart skipped a beat: "What memory bag?"
[It's about my previous memory, which was cleared and packed, and I won't regain this memory until I lead you to complete the task]
"...Is it related to me?"
【Well, to be precise, it has something to do with you and An Ying, so listen to me slowly】
[I always feel that I can't be a stupid novice. Sure enough, Master is a trump card system. He has led countless people to break through the missions before! 】
Li Si closed his eyes, a little tired, wanting to know where An Ying is above all else, and his tone was a little eager: "Let's talk about the key points."
[What I'm talking about is the main point...] Little K muttered in a low voice, and continued: [The host I led before was An Ying]
"It's An Ying?!" Li Si suddenly raised his head, "You mean that he has done tasks in your system before me?"
[Yes, after you died, An Ying bound the system to carry out a strategy on the condition of giving you a chance to be resurrected. After the strategy is successful, you will get a chance to be resurrected. This is why I came to you in the first place]
Li Si pursed his lips: "Then he is also bound to tasks like mine?"
Thinking of this, Li Si's heart was annihilated by sourness. He couldn't imagine that An Ying was flirting with men in many worlds, and those men were not him.Jealousy and jealousy made him grind his back molars.
[Oh, no.He is bound to the Splendid Life System, which has no cp, and uses various means to achieve the transformation from the ugly duckling to the frog prince]
Li Si didn't care about how the ugly duckling crossed the possibility of species and became the frog prince. He only noticed that An Ying was bound to a system that was not a strategy scumbag or the like, and he breathed a sigh of relief.
[But to be honest, the strategy without CP is much better than other types, as long as you work hard and you're done!It is precisely because of my perfect cooperation with Anying that I won the title of ace system]
Little K's voice was faintly proud.
[However, something unexpected happened, things that were supposed to go smoothly had a fork in the road, and An Ying actually asked to intervene in the world of your strategy]
[Because the task you want to clear is randomly selected, and your luck is really unlucky, and you have won a task that is scumbag. Maybe An Ying can't bear to see you go in and suffer, or maybe he doesn't want to see you and scumbag. I am Lennon, so I ask my superiors to be the scumbag of each world in your strategy mission, and bind another system to assist you in completing the mission]
Li Si listened quietly, thinking of something, feeling a little uncomfortable.
[The superior understands that he is sincere and has excellent performance, so he reluctantly agreed to his request, but at the same time he also put forward two requirements-one is to clear all Anying's memories about you, and let him complete the task instinctively; My memory, to prevent me from releasing water because of my acquaintance with An Ying, so as to ensure that the mission is carried out fairly and justly]
"Then why did An Ying not come back after the mission was completed?"
Little K's voice suddenly became a little low: [You completed the task, not him, he failed.This is his punishment, erasing everyone's memory about him except you, making him disappear from this world, and no one remembers him.He took the initiative to ask to stay in our place, and promised to serve us forever]
"Request?" Li Si clenched his hands tightly and said, "Is it because he doesn't want to come back?"
[On the one hand, the system punished him, and on the other hand, he really didn’t want to come back. I once asked him why he came when we were clearing missions with him, and he said that all he did was for his love. It took him a long time to understand that he doesn’t have to be loved by someone to give up, as long as that person lives well is his greatest wish.]
【He understands that you don't love him, he can't find the meaning of staying here, he might as well work with us, at least he can see many worlds, just like watching a movie】
【He wants you to live well】
"No...not." Li Si's hands trembled slightly, his throat was blocked, and he seemed to have lost the ability to organize words.There is only one thought in my heart - tell An Ying everything, tell him that I love him very much, it has been like this since a long time ago, tell him not to leave myself.
"Where is he, take me to him, I have something to tell him." Li Si raised his head, his eyes were red, and said in a deep voice.
【Hmm... are you sure you want to find him?It's very difficult for me. Although I am the ace system and highly valued, I will definitely be punished if I take you there hastily. First of all, I have no intention of being unwilling!Our relationship is so strong, if you are cut, you can get cut, and I am willing to take you there.That is... If you go, it will be for nothing?Are you confident in bringing An Ying back? 】
"Yes." Li Si didn't say much, but just stared at the pot of plain crowned lotus cauldron on the table. This pot of flowers was given to him by An Ying before, and he has been raising it for a long time.
The flowers are still there, but the sender is gone.
【Hey, all right, let's go.Both of you are equally stubborn, don’t look back until you bump into the south wall]
As little K's voice fell, a flash of white light flashed, and Li Si disappeared into the room, leaving only the leaves of the plain crowned lotus tripod swaying gently in the wind.
……
It was a vast expanse of whiteness, Li Si couldn't see anything, and the ground under his feet was like clouds, which had no sense of reality.
He tried to call Little K in his mind, but got no response.
Is this where their system is?
What about An Ying?Where?
Li Si frowned, turned around and walked a few steps along the white area without touching any obstacles, as if he had strayed into someone's dream.
"Li... Si? Is that you?"
A voice came from behind, gentle and familiar.
Li Si shook his head, and the impact of hearing this voice again was far greater than what he had expected. His chest was overwhelmed, and there was a voice in his head clamoring for him to turn back.
He turned around slowly, and saw the person who had appeared in his dreams several times and had the same face as those so-called scumbags.
He is still wearing an ordinary white shirt in the real world, and his hair is light brown and slightly curly, which is what he was born with.The eyes are as beautiful as before, with the peach blossom eyes slightly raised at the end, bringing a casual charm and seductiveness.However, at this moment, the eyes were flushed red.
An Ying lowered his head and wiped his eyes with his shirt sleeve, but the corners of his eyes were even redder.
"Why are you here?" An Ying asked, his voice a little low.
Li Si was speechless, and slowly approached him.
There was nothing in his mind, the first time he saw An Ying, he just wanted to hug him.
Thin.
The already thin person became even thinner, and the white shirt seemed to be on him, which made people feel distressed.
He walked up to An Ying and stopped.Then he raised his hand and slowly touched An Ying's face.
The touch of the skin under his hands is still so familiar, soft and cold.
In the next second, Li Si suddenly pulled An Ying into his arms, and hugged him tightly, as if he was holding a lost and found treasure.
An Ying was a little overwhelmed, his hand lightly grasped the clothes around Li Si's waist, and then let go, his voice was hesitant: "Yes... what happened?" Li Si turned his head and buried his face in the Anying's collarbone and the tip of his nose linger with Anying's unique taste - a tranquil and delicate fragrance.
An Ying's hand wanted to push him away.
Liz closed his eyes.
"I love you."
When the voice fell, everything around them seemed to disappear, and there were only the two of them in the whole world.
"What... what did you say?" An Ying's voice trembled a little. Listening carefully, there was a slight, imperceptible cry.
"I love you, I love you, I love you." Li Si raised his head, pulled An Ying away from his arms, looked into his eyes, and said seriously what he wanted to say a long time ago if.
An Ying's forearm held by Li Si was a little weak, and his whole body was weak - because of what Li Si said.
So unreal.
It was like his dream, after all, only in the dream would Li Si say the three words "I love you" to him.
An Ying lowered his head and smiled wryly. After a while, he asked, "Did Little K tell you what I did?"
Li Si frowned, not understanding why he suddenly mentioned this, and nodded.
"So, is it because you are grateful to me that you say this, right?" An Ying lowered his eyes, parted his lips reluctantly and said with a smile: "It doesn't matter, I just help you because I love you, I do all of this It's not intended to coerce you into saying the words 'love me'."
"What are you thinking?" Li Si raised his hand to pinch An Ying's thin chin, and said word by word: "It's not because of gratitude, nor is it a threat. I said these three words just because I wanted to say it. I want to tell you what's on my mind."
"You've said it many times, you don't love me." An Ying frowned, his eyes filled with tears, and in the next second, teardrops slid down his cheeks and flowed over Li Si's hand.
The cold tears were like sharp knives, piercing into Li Si's palm and piercing his heart, the pain was indescribable.
"No, no." While wiping An Ying's tears in a hurry, he wanted to organize his words and explain clearly to An Ying.
"Do you remember how I died?" Li Si asked.
An Ying sobbed, and even though he was out of breath from crying, he still obediently answered Li Si's question: "Sudden death."
"No, it's not." Li Si gently stroked the corners of his eyes, curled the corners of his lips, and said in a coaxing voice, "Stop crying, be good."
"I didn't leave you because of sudden death, but because of a brain tumor."
After Li Si's voice fell, An Ying was so shocked that he forgot to cry, and stared at him blankly.
Li Si continued: "I have been diagnosed with glioma since I was ten years old, and it was grade two at that time. Over the years, I have performed several operations without telling you, but it still failed to prevent the disease from getting worse."
"Why didn't you tell me?" An Ying's throat twitched and his eyes were full of pain.
Why do you have to bear these by yourself, why don't you tell him.
"You little crybaby, if I tell you, you won't have to cry from childhood to adulthood?" Li Si chuckled, then reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of An Ying's eyes, and said, "I wanted to tell you, but the illness I have been unstable all the time, and I am afraid that one day I will suddenly abandon you. So I must first know whether you can bear the result of my sudden departure. "
An Ying was taken aback.
"I used to think that the main character in TV dramas who got seriously ill and wanted to break up without telling his lover was so bloody and ignorant, but I didn't expect that I would become this kind of person." Li Si smiled self-deprecatingly, " Remember that question I asked you when you were an adult?"
"Remember." An Ying nodded, "You ask me, if we are together and one day you die unexpectedly, what will I do."
"Then do you still remember your answer?" Li Si continued to ask.
An Ying was stunned for a long time, his lips moved, but he couldn't speak, so it was like this, so it was like this, that's why Li Si stayed away from him and neglected him from then on.
His answer at the time was——
If you die, then I will not live alone, the world is incomplete without you.Losing you is all pain and no joy for me, I will follow you, we will always be together, no matter where you are, you will never be alone.
"Because of what you said, I dare not have any extravagant hopes. I don't want you to be my appendage. I'm afraid that I will leave suddenly one day, and you will definitely not stay in this world alone. But I just want to I want you to live." Li Si also choked up, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and the tip of his nose felt sore.
"A Li." An Ying hugged Li Si fiercely, wrapped his hands tightly around his waist, and cried uncontrollably: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I only know now, A Li, will you be in pain, I'm sorry, sorry, my ah Li..."
He raised his hand, wanting to touch Li Si's head, but stopped trembling in mid-air, tears blurring his vision.
"It's different now. Li Si is a healthy Li Si." Li Si held An Ying's hand and said, "Are you still willing to go with him?"
"I am willing." An Ying stood on tiptoe and kissed the corner of Li Si's lips, his tone was full of tenderness, "Ali, I am willing. I will follow you wherever you go, just like when we were young."
Liz bowed his head, closed his eyes, and deepened the kiss.
Fortunately, fortunately, when I turned around, you were still there.
Fortunately, there is still a chance for everything, and there is still time for everything.
He was so unlucky, yet so lucky.
【cough cough—】
In the vast expanse of whiteness, a mechanical sound suddenly came to mind, it was Little K.
Li Si opened his eyes, hugged An Ying into his arms, assumed the posture of a protector, and looked around.
[Don't be wary of me!I didn't come to snatch An Ying, just now when you were reminiscing about the past, I worked very hard to beg for you, who told you that one of you is my former host and the other is my current host, I am not busy with this We must help! 】
"Little K, what do you mean?" Li Si asked, with a vague guess in his heart.
【What's the meaning?You two can go! 】
"Really?" An Ying stuck his head out of Li Si's arms, revealing a pair of wet eyes.
[Really, who am I, I am the trump card system, and finally reached an agreement with the superiors on the condition of bringing five more hosts, and they promised to let you go]
"Thank you." Li Si's tone was sincere, and An Ying also thanked him.
[Thank you, save it. If I can't find the host to send someone later, then you and your husband will go up together, and the work efficiency will be doubled, yay! 】
Li Si and An Ying glanced at each other, smiled and said, "It's a duty."
"Wake up, why are you still asleep?"
The tip of his nose was pinched and shaken gently, Li Si opened his eyes, and what he saw was An Ying's face full of vitality.
Li Si laughed: "Why are you so energetic so early in the morning?"
"Probably because you let me go yesterday." An Ying turned around and winked playfully.
Li Si raised his eyebrows: "Then I can't let you go tonight, lest you wake me up early tomorrow morning."
"Okay." An Ying brushed Li Si's collarbone and Adam's apple with his fingertips, his movements were ambiguous, and he said with a crooked smile, "Please don't let me go."
Li Si smiled lowly, grabbed his fidgeting hand, brought it to his lips, and kissed him lightly.
It has been two weeks since they came back from the system world, and their lives are on the right track, and they have truly realized the cohabitation life they each longed for before.
After breakfast, An Ying sat on Li Si's lap, hugged his neck, and acted like a baby by rubbing against him.
"Do you want to visit the nursing home tomorrow? I haven't been there for a long time. I miss them very much." An Ying said, snuggling into Li Si's arms.
"Yes." Li Si retracted the arms around An Ying's waist and said.
"Yeah, I like Ali the most." An Ying buried his head in Li Si's shoulder and said softly.
"Don't make trouble." Li Si smiled dotingly, "Get up, go to work first."
"Woo... don't want to be separated from you." An Ying raised his head and kissed Li Si's cheek.
"You have two surgeries today, come on, come back tonight and give you a reward." Li Si rubbed An Ying's soft face.
"Really?" An Ying got up and said pleasantly, "Then I'm going to work, Ali, you should go to the office early too, I want to see you earlier at night."
"Okay." Liz nodded.
"Bye-Bye."
An Ying's tone was light, and when he walked out of the door, he stretched out his arms and waved to Li Si.
Li Si stood up and looked at him with a smile, his eyes were full of tenderness.
He also raised his hand and waved.
The morning sunlight diffused into the room through the leaves of the lotus tripod on the balcony, and the two raised their hands and waved goodbye to catch a ray of sunlight.
On their different ring fingers, they have the same ring.
The sun shone warmly on the ring.
Like their future, bright and long.
—————End of the text—————
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Who is An Ying?
It was as abnormal as it was for Yang Fan to say this. After all, in the real world, he just fell asleep.But Yang Fan completely forgot about An Ying, who should have been deeply remembered that night.
He tried to call other people who knew An Ying, and all the replies he got were - there is no such person as An Ying.
How is this going?
Li Si sat slumped, resting his head on his hands, suffering from a splitting headache.
Little K has completely returned the memories of these worlds to him, including the first two worlds whose memory has been erased.
Therefore, he was very sure that the protagonists in each world could not be simple npcs, because they had the same face as An Ying.
Therefore, those people should be An Ying, so why is he in the world he wants to conquer?And why has it disappeared and even the traces of its existence have been erased now?
It was rare for Li Si to panic, a feeling of panic that he could not control things filled his heart, which made his hands holding his temples tremble slightly uncontrollably.
In the end, after his thoughts were in a mess, he sorted out a clear line for the time being. He calmed down and asked Little K, "Do you know something?"
Little K was silent for a while, and finally said: [I didn't understand before, I didn't get a strange but familiar memory package until the task was completed]
Li Si's heart skipped a beat: "What memory bag?"
[It's about my previous memory, which was cleared and packed, and I won't regain this memory until I lead you to complete the task]
"...Is it related to me?"
【Well, to be precise, it has something to do with you and An Ying, so listen to me slowly】
[I always feel that I can't be a stupid novice. Sure enough, Master is a trump card system. He has led countless people to break through the missions before! 】
Li Si closed his eyes, a little tired, wanting to know where An Ying is above all else, and his tone was a little eager: "Let's talk about the key points."
[What I'm talking about is the main point...] Little K muttered in a low voice, and continued: [The host I led before was An Ying]
"It's An Ying?!" Li Si suddenly raised his head, "You mean that he has done tasks in your system before me?"
[Yes, after you died, An Ying bound the system to carry out a strategy on the condition of giving you a chance to be resurrected. After the strategy is successful, you will get a chance to be resurrected. This is why I came to you in the first place]
Li Si pursed his lips: "Then he is also bound to tasks like mine?"
Thinking of this, Li Si's heart was annihilated by sourness. He couldn't imagine that An Ying was flirting with men in many worlds, and those men were not him.Jealousy and jealousy made him grind his back molars.
[Oh, no.He is bound to the Splendid Life System, which has no cp, and uses various means to achieve the transformation from the ugly duckling to the frog prince]
Li Si didn't care about how the ugly duckling crossed the possibility of species and became the frog prince. He only noticed that An Ying was bound to a system that was not a strategy scumbag or the like, and he breathed a sigh of relief.
[But to be honest, the strategy without CP is much better than other types, as long as you work hard and you're done!It is precisely because of my perfect cooperation with Anying that I won the title of ace system]
Little K's voice was faintly proud.
[However, something unexpected happened, things that were supposed to go smoothly had a fork in the road, and An Ying actually asked to intervene in the world of your strategy]
[Because the task you want to clear is randomly selected, and your luck is really unlucky, and you have won a task that is scumbag. Maybe An Ying can't bear to see you go in and suffer, or maybe he doesn't want to see you and scumbag. I am Lennon, so I ask my superiors to be the scumbag of each world in your strategy mission, and bind another system to assist you in completing the mission]
Li Si listened quietly, thinking of something, feeling a little uncomfortable.
[The superior understands that he is sincere and has excellent performance, so he reluctantly agreed to his request, but at the same time he also put forward two requirements-one is to clear all Anying's memories about you, and let him complete the task instinctively; My memory, to prevent me from releasing water because of my acquaintance with An Ying, so as to ensure that the mission is carried out fairly and justly]
"Then why did An Ying not come back after the mission was completed?"
Little K's voice suddenly became a little low: [You completed the task, not him, he failed.This is his punishment, erasing everyone's memory about him except you, making him disappear from this world, and no one remembers him.He took the initiative to ask to stay in our place, and promised to serve us forever]
"Request?" Li Si clenched his hands tightly and said, "Is it because he doesn't want to come back?"
[On the one hand, the system punished him, and on the other hand, he really didn’t want to come back. I once asked him why he came when we were clearing missions with him, and he said that all he did was for his love. It took him a long time to understand that he doesn’t have to be loved by someone to give up, as long as that person lives well is his greatest wish.]
【He understands that you don't love him, he can't find the meaning of staying here, he might as well work with us, at least he can see many worlds, just like watching a movie】
【He wants you to live well】
"No...not." Li Si's hands trembled slightly, his throat was blocked, and he seemed to have lost the ability to organize words.There is only one thought in my heart - tell An Ying everything, tell him that I love him very much, it has been like this since a long time ago, tell him not to leave myself.
"Where is he, take me to him, I have something to tell him." Li Si raised his head, his eyes were red, and said in a deep voice.
【Hmm... are you sure you want to find him?It's very difficult for me. Although I am the ace system and highly valued, I will definitely be punished if I take you there hastily. First of all, I have no intention of being unwilling!Our relationship is so strong, if you are cut, you can get cut, and I am willing to take you there.That is... If you go, it will be for nothing?Are you confident in bringing An Ying back? 】
"Yes." Li Si didn't say much, but just stared at the pot of plain crowned lotus cauldron on the table. This pot of flowers was given to him by An Ying before, and he has been raising it for a long time.
The flowers are still there, but the sender is gone.
【Hey, all right, let's go.Both of you are equally stubborn, don’t look back until you bump into the south wall]
As little K's voice fell, a flash of white light flashed, and Li Si disappeared into the room, leaving only the leaves of the plain crowned lotus tripod swaying gently in the wind.
……
It was a vast expanse of whiteness, Li Si couldn't see anything, and the ground under his feet was like clouds, which had no sense of reality.
He tried to call Little K in his mind, but got no response.
Is this where their system is?
What about An Ying?Where?
Li Si frowned, turned around and walked a few steps along the white area without touching any obstacles, as if he had strayed into someone's dream.
"Li... Si? Is that you?"
A voice came from behind, gentle and familiar.
Li Si shook his head, and the impact of hearing this voice again was far greater than what he had expected. His chest was overwhelmed, and there was a voice in his head clamoring for him to turn back.
He turned around slowly, and saw the person who had appeared in his dreams several times and had the same face as those so-called scumbags.
He is still wearing an ordinary white shirt in the real world, and his hair is light brown and slightly curly, which is what he was born with.The eyes are as beautiful as before, with the peach blossom eyes slightly raised at the end, bringing a casual charm and seductiveness.However, at this moment, the eyes were flushed red.
An Ying lowered his head and wiped his eyes with his shirt sleeve, but the corners of his eyes were even redder.
"Why are you here?" An Ying asked, his voice a little low.
Li Si was speechless, and slowly approached him.
There was nothing in his mind, the first time he saw An Ying, he just wanted to hug him.
Thin.
The already thin person became even thinner, and the white shirt seemed to be on him, which made people feel distressed.
He walked up to An Ying and stopped.Then he raised his hand and slowly touched An Ying's face.
The touch of the skin under his hands is still so familiar, soft and cold.
In the next second, Li Si suddenly pulled An Ying into his arms, and hugged him tightly, as if he was holding a lost and found treasure.
An Ying was a little overwhelmed, his hand lightly grasped the clothes around Li Si's waist, and then let go, his voice was hesitant: "Yes... what happened?" Li Si turned his head and buried his face in the Anying's collarbone and the tip of his nose linger with Anying's unique taste - a tranquil and delicate fragrance.
An Ying's hand wanted to push him away.
Liz closed his eyes.
"I love you."
When the voice fell, everything around them seemed to disappear, and there were only the two of them in the whole world.
"What... what did you say?" An Ying's voice trembled a little. Listening carefully, there was a slight, imperceptible cry.
"I love you, I love you, I love you." Li Si raised his head, pulled An Ying away from his arms, looked into his eyes, and said seriously what he wanted to say a long time ago if.
An Ying's forearm held by Li Si was a little weak, and his whole body was weak - because of what Li Si said.
So unreal.
It was like his dream, after all, only in the dream would Li Si say the three words "I love you" to him.
An Ying lowered his head and smiled wryly. After a while, he asked, "Did Little K tell you what I did?"
Li Si frowned, not understanding why he suddenly mentioned this, and nodded.
"So, is it because you are grateful to me that you say this, right?" An Ying lowered his eyes, parted his lips reluctantly and said with a smile: "It doesn't matter, I just help you because I love you, I do all of this It's not intended to coerce you into saying the words 'love me'."
"What are you thinking?" Li Si raised his hand to pinch An Ying's thin chin, and said word by word: "It's not because of gratitude, nor is it a threat. I said these three words just because I wanted to say it. I want to tell you what's on my mind."
"You've said it many times, you don't love me." An Ying frowned, his eyes filled with tears, and in the next second, teardrops slid down his cheeks and flowed over Li Si's hand.
The cold tears were like sharp knives, piercing into Li Si's palm and piercing his heart, the pain was indescribable.
"No, no." While wiping An Ying's tears in a hurry, he wanted to organize his words and explain clearly to An Ying.
"Do you remember how I died?" Li Si asked.
An Ying sobbed, and even though he was out of breath from crying, he still obediently answered Li Si's question: "Sudden death."
"No, it's not." Li Si gently stroked the corners of his eyes, curled the corners of his lips, and said in a coaxing voice, "Stop crying, be good."
"I didn't leave you because of sudden death, but because of a brain tumor."
After Li Si's voice fell, An Ying was so shocked that he forgot to cry, and stared at him blankly.
Li Si continued: "I have been diagnosed with glioma since I was ten years old, and it was grade two at that time. Over the years, I have performed several operations without telling you, but it still failed to prevent the disease from getting worse."
"Why didn't you tell me?" An Ying's throat twitched and his eyes were full of pain.
Why do you have to bear these by yourself, why don't you tell him.
"You little crybaby, if I tell you, you won't have to cry from childhood to adulthood?" Li Si chuckled, then reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of An Ying's eyes, and said, "I wanted to tell you, but the illness I have been unstable all the time, and I am afraid that one day I will suddenly abandon you. So I must first know whether you can bear the result of my sudden departure. "
An Ying was taken aback.
"I used to think that the main character in TV dramas who got seriously ill and wanted to break up without telling his lover was so bloody and ignorant, but I didn't expect that I would become this kind of person." Li Si smiled self-deprecatingly, " Remember that question I asked you when you were an adult?"
"Remember." An Ying nodded, "You ask me, if we are together and one day you die unexpectedly, what will I do."
"Then do you still remember your answer?" Li Si continued to ask.
An Ying was stunned for a long time, his lips moved, but he couldn't speak, so it was like this, so it was like this, that's why Li Si stayed away from him and neglected him from then on.
His answer at the time was——
If you die, then I will not live alone, the world is incomplete without you.Losing you is all pain and no joy for me, I will follow you, we will always be together, no matter where you are, you will never be alone.
"Because of what you said, I dare not have any extravagant hopes. I don't want you to be my appendage. I'm afraid that I will leave suddenly one day, and you will definitely not stay in this world alone. But I just want to I want you to live." Li Si also choked up, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and the tip of his nose felt sore.
"A Li." An Ying hugged Li Si fiercely, wrapped his hands tightly around his waist, and cried uncontrollably: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I only know now, A Li, will you be in pain, I'm sorry, sorry, my ah Li..."
He raised his hand, wanting to touch Li Si's head, but stopped trembling in mid-air, tears blurring his vision.
"It's different now. Li Si is a healthy Li Si." Li Si held An Ying's hand and said, "Are you still willing to go with him?"
"I am willing." An Ying stood on tiptoe and kissed the corner of Li Si's lips, his tone was full of tenderness, "Ali, I am willing. I will follow you wherever you go, just like when we were young."
Liz bowed his head, closed his eyes, and deepened the kiss.
Fortunately, fortunately, when I turned around, you were still there.
Fortunately, there is still a chance for everything, and there is still time for everything.
He was so unlucky, yet so lucky.
【cough cough—】
In the vast expanse of whiteness, a mechanical sound suddenly came to mind, it was Little K.
Li Si opened his eyes, hugged An Ying into his arms, assumed the posture of a protector, and looked around.
[Don't be wary of me!I didn't come to snatch An Ying, just now when you were reminiscing about the past, I worked very hard to beg for you, who told you that one of you is my former host and the other is my current host, I am not busy with this We must help! 】
"Little K, what do you mean?" Li Si asked, with a vague guess in his heart.
【What's the meaning?You two can go! 】
"Really?" An Ying stuck his head out of Li Si's arms, revealing a pair of wet eyes.
[Really, who am I, I am the trump card system, and finally reached an agreement with the superiors on the condition of bringing five more hosts, and they promised to let you go]
"Thank you." Li Si's tone was sincere, and An Ying also thanked him.
[Thank you, save it. If I can't find the host to send someone later, then you and your husband will go up together, and the work efficiency will be doubled, yay! 】
Li Si and An Ying glanced at each other, smiled and said, "It's a duty."
"Wake up, why are you still asleep?"
The tip of his nose was pinched and shaken gently, Li Si opened his eyes, and what he saw was An Ying's face full of vitality.
Li Si laughed: "Why are you so energetic so early in the morning?"
"Probably because you let me go yesterday." An Ying turned around and winked playfully.
Li Si raised his eyebrows: "Then I can't let you go tonight, lest you wake me up early tomorrow morning."
"Okay." An Ying brushed Li Si's collarbone and Adam's apple with his fingertips, his movements were ambiguous, and he said with a crooked smile, "Please don't let me go."
Li Si smiled lowly, grabbed his fidgeting hand, brought it to his lips, and kissed him lightly.
It has been two weeks since they came back from the system world, and their lives are on the right track, and they have truly realized the cohabitation life they each longed for before.
After breakfast, An Ying sat on Li Si's lap, hugged his neck, and acted like a baby by rubbing against him.
"Do you want to visit the nursing home tomorrow? I haven't been there for a long time. I miss them very much." An Ying said, snuggling into Li Si's arms.
"Yes." Li Si retracted the arms around An Ying's waist and said.
"Yeah, I like Ali the most." An Ying buried his head in Li Si's shoulder and said softly.
"Don't make trouble." Li Si smiled dotingly, "Get up, go to work first."
"Woo... don't want to be separated from you." An Ying raised his head and kissed Li Si's cheek.
"You have two surgeries today, come on, come back tonight and give you a reward." Li Si rubbed An Ying's soft face.
"Really?" An Ying got up and said pleasantly, "Then I'm going to work, Ali, you should go to the office early too, I want to see you earlier at night."
"Okay." Liz nodded.
"Bye-Bye."
An Ying's tone was light, and when he walked out of the door, he stretched out his arms and waved to Li Si.
Li Si stood up and looked at him with a smile, his eyes were full of tenderness.
He also raised his hand and waved.
The morning sunlight diffused into the room through the leaves of the lotus tripod on the balcony, and the two raised their hands and waved goodbye to catch a ray of sunlight.
On their different ring fingers, they have the same ring.
The sun shone warmly on the ring.
Like their future, bright and long.
—————End of the text—————
The author has something to say: the main text is over, it is the first time to write an article, after more than a year of procrastination, it is finally finished, thank you for your company along the way~
过两天更新番外感谢在2021-07-1323:49:30~2021-07-1702:14:59期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 2 bottles under the moonlight;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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