Go out and pick up Oda

Xiao Kaji Shaya huddled herself on the bed and listened to the movement outside, staring at the lamp on the bedside, she didn't know what she was thinking.

It would have been logical for Oda Sakunosuke to say good night and this matter would be overturned, but I just said something more, and I don't know why.

No, don't you know why?

"Shaye?"

Perhaps it was because she stared at the lit desk lamp for too long, and when she looked away, Xiao Kaji Saiya suddenly felt that there was still some white light in front of her eyes.After blinking hard twice, she could see the person in front of her clearly, and then she got up from the bed in silence and took the cup in her hand, staring at the honey water in it for a while, but still drank half of it slowly.

"that……"

Putting the water aside, Xiao Kajisa night moved in another direction, reached out and patted the bed and didn't mind Oda Sakunosuke sitting down: "I want to talk to Sakunosuke about something, is that okay?"

"Well, no problem."

Seeing Xiao Kajisa night wrapping the blanket around her body, Oda Sakunosuke looked away and sighed a little at the same time: "Actually, I can pretend that nothing happened."

"No... this is not necessary."

Slightly raised the corners of her mouth, Xiao Kaji Shaya stared at his blue eyes and arched her legs, resting her head on her knees, her voice was a little muffled: "What I said just now is actually my problem."

Which sentence?

"That's the one, 'Don't go.'"

Pursing her lips, Xiao Kaji Shaye closed her eyes for a while before opening again, the smile on her face had a little more meaning: "Actually, Sakunosuke can see it, I'm like 'I have to hold something if I fancy something. 'in the palm of your hand' type."

Yes, Kaji Saye is such a possessive person, but this kind of thinking will be hidden now, not before.

"This kind of personality has always been there before, that's why it became like that. And I know that many people don't like my personality. This kind of... the idea that love wants to live, and evil wants to die, too Extreme."

"I'm not unaware."

Calmly looking at Kajisa Ya who was dodging her eyes, Oda Sakunosuke nodded, but his voice was a little more relaxed: "But personally, I don't really hate this idea."

"That's because you haven't experienced being hated by me."

Unable to hold back a smile, Xiao Kajisa night finally met Oda Sakunosuke's eyes, but her temples were still pressed against her knees and her head rested on her legs, the smile on her face was no longer so calm: "If you know everything, Definitely want to run."

"will not."

"So confident?"

Oda Sakunosuke lowered his head and glanced at her hand that was hanging on the side, then switched the direction of his gaze before continuing: "I don't think what you said is a lie."

"So?"

"I never thought of leaving."

It never occurred to him that he would leave here.

As if shocked by the news, Kaji Sayo opened her mouth, and then she forgot everything she wanted to say in an instant. She just stared blankly at the person in front of her, and finally lowered her head like a cover-up.

"So, you don't have to worry about me leaving."

"No, there is no permanent banquet in the world."

"The banquet will end because everyone at the banquet may not be familiar with each other, and everyone will have a place to go home, so there will be a 'end'."

The man's voice was very peaceful, and there was a little smile in it, which made Xiao Kaji Shaya hug herself a little more uncomfortably.

"But Sha Ye, when I say go home, I mean go back to you."

"..."

The room was very quiet, Xiao Kaji Shaya bowed her head and didn't know where she was looking, but kept breathing shallowly, as calm as if nothing had entered her ears.Oda Sakunosuke watched as her hands seemed to be gripping the sheets and blankets more and more vigorously, until the knuckles turned white.

"Usually, at times like this, I should say something."

"But you didn't."

"Because I don't know what to say."

Xiao Kajisha took a deep breath, sat up and looked at the person in front of her: "Sakunosuke, many human behaviors are first learned from parents, and the family is the first place for human beings to learn. After entering the school, teachers are responsible for teaching, and at the same time Learn or fail to learn to live in harmony with others when getting along with the same kind. When you grow up, enter adolescence, and get to know the opposite sex, you will learn to get along with the opposite sex. At the same time, try to figure out how to get along with your parents in the family and learn how to love one person."

Sakunosuke Oda stared at the black-haired woman who could be said to be eloquent. Seeing that her hair seemed a little messy, he resisted the idea of ​​combing her hair, and nodded gently: "Then?"

"And then, I graduated from school, but never graduated from how to love."

Xiao Kaji Shaya only knows how to like someone simply and rudely, like someone regardless of herself, tirelessly until the end, when she leaves, it is as if everything has been burned, and there will be no second time.

"The last time I went to Yunque, when I told him that I was leaving, he didn't ask me a word. He just glanced at me and nodded, and said 'be careful on the road'. He didn't ask me where I was going or what I wanted. What to do. No matter how much I tell myself 'this is trust in me', I still want to laugh. Does he really like me, or is he sure that I won't leave, so he has nothing to worry about? I finally took a fight and told him I had a plane at three o'clock in the afternoon, but I didn't see him when I went through customs."

If a person talks endlessly about the person he liked before to another person who likes him, then the other person will definitely not like him anymore.

Without looking at Oda Sakunosuke's expression, Xiao Kajisa night continued flatly: "I picked you up after that, about nine years from that year. More than nine years are still not enough to make my hometown forget the past I still don’t have any of my bold words and feats..."

If she said that she still couldn't forget her former "lover", then he definitely didn't have a good impression of her either.

"You haven't forgotten him either?"

Seeing that Kajisaya didn't speak, Oda Sakunosuke laughed instead, and finally reached out to hold her hand hanging beside her: "This kind of thing is impossible to forget."

"Now that you know, then..."

"I don't think you will forget your previous experiences, but you should have let go of your previous feelings."

Turning her head to look at the man who was a little too close to her, Xiao Kajisaya didn't know whether she should quickly pull her hand back, or she should just cover her head with a blanket and say that she was going to rest and drive him away.

"Shaye."

"Don't call me by my name from now on."

"Shaye."

Looking sideways at Oda Sakunosuke's eyes still staring at her, Kaji Sayaya wished she could bury herself in the blanket again.Feeling that the strength in her hand seemed to be a little stronger, she moved her hand a little bit, and found that she couldn't get it out and didn't care too much. She looked at him again: "Let me say it again, I am a person who can't love."

"It doesn't matter."

"I used to have someone I liked, and that person was still my childhood sweetheart."

"I know."

"so……"

"So, everything in the past has created the present in front of me, the clumsy little Kaji Sayaya who hasn't graduated yet."

"..."

Oda Sakunosuke's voice was very gentle, and he slowly held Xiao Kaji Sayo's hand and laughed: "It's okay, if you don't graduate, you can just re-study."

"Fortunately, I graduated, otherwise this sentence would be a nightmare."

After muttering something, she withdrew her hand, and Xiao Kajishaya grabbed the blanket and lay back on the bed again, watching the people around her calmly: "I've graduated, so forget about the subjects you failed."

"If that's what you want."

Reaching out to hold the half-drinked water glass that Kajisaya had drunk, Oda Sakunosuke was about to leave when he suddenly felt his clothes being pulled slightly.

"Shaye?"

"you……"

"Ok?"

"Can you, don't leave today?"

A little dazedly, she looked at Xiao Kajisaya who buried herself and only stretched out one hand. Before Oda Sakunosuke could react, she shrank back again: "No, pretend I didn't say it."

"can."

"..."

No, she is really obsessed, don't come!

Resolutely pushing her whole body against the door and locking it behind her, Xiao Kaji Shaye only felt her cheeks start to burn.

These days, it's true that you can't drink wine casually, and you can't drink too much, otherwise something will happen.Just like her, although she wasn't really drunk to any extent, she was too impulsive to open her mouth to speak.

The most important thing is that in this way, how will she face Oda Sakunosuke?

If I didn't say anything, could I still be able to talk to him quietly and all kinds of things as before?

It's just that after waiting for so long, he didn't even come to open the door...

Holding the doorknob with her hand for a long time, she looked down at the light coming from the crack of the door. After waiting for a long time but not waiting for the person who promised her "don't go" just now, Xiao Kaji Saiya also knew whether she should breathe a sigh of relief, or Said that he really understood that he was just talking nicely, but he was actually a coward in essence.

If he did come, would she open the door?No, it should be said that I was lucky to be on the fifth floor, and I didn't know that the other party was...

"Shaye."

"Then, that, just pretend I didn't say anything!"

Hearing that the voice inside the door had changed, Oda Sakunosuke let out a muffled laugh, and just nodded his head before realizing that the other party couldn't see, and smiled comfortably at the door: "I know."

"Always trouble you..."

"Shaye."

Every time she heard him call her name, Xiao Kajisa night would pause slightly, then looked up at him and waited for him to finish.Perhaps it was her habits, her upbringing.But it is undeniable that every time she is watched, Oda Sakunosuke will have the expectation that her gaze will last longer.

Perhaps he has been very concerned about this matter from a very early age.

Putting his hands on the door and closing his eyes, Oda Sakunosuke didn't stay any longer, and took one last look at the door before turning around to leave, only to see Kajisa Ya secretly opened the door a crack.

"that……"

She stammered and spoke, finally as if she had made up her mind, but her voice was so thin that it was almost impossible to hear.

"Good night, Sakunosuke."

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Thank you for the landmines full of horses, okay!