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Yu Shurong's funeral is just a few days away, but I'm afraid it will be very busy, so You Zhuangchen sent You Yingxi home first, and told her to rest well and not think too much.In his context, when Yu Shurong left, both of them were relieved, but judging from the relaxed expressions, it seemed that he was the only one like this, and there was an old folk song in the car. rumor.

You Yingxi leaned against the car window, and the melody of the folk song was very familiar. As she listened to it, she recalled the hazy memories of her childhood. It seemed that her parents had a fight because of this song.

At Nanzhou Water Garden near six o'clock in the morning, a car has already driven out of the gate, passing by You Zhuangchen's car.

There was a heavy rain last night, now that the rain has stopped, the surrounding air has started to heat up again, the car windows are down, and the wind that blows in carries a temperature that indicates that it will still be sunny today. You Yingxi sees her own villa.

You Zhuangchen: "Xixi."

He stopped the person who was going to open the door and get off the car, You Yingxi turned around, You Zhuangchen had a smile on his face that she rarely saw, so happy, it seemed abrupt when Yu Shurong died less than half a day ago, but it was heard After hearing what he said, You Yingxi could understand again, and there was even a reason for this man's recent departure early and late return.

"The aunt my father liked before, she was pregnant at that time and gave birth to a child for me, you have..."

The girl told him with a loud slam of the door? And the back who walked out quickly told him that she was not interested in listening.

The house was empty, and Aunt Liu also left on the last day of You Yingxi's college entrance examination. She was mainly responsible for You Yingxi's meals, and the two adults seldom ate at home.

She went into the bathroom and took a shower. She didn't pay attention to adjusting the water temperature when boiling the water. After being poured with cold water for a long time, she slowly moved the switch of the shower to the hot water side.After washing, I wiped my hair and went back to the room.

Half of the bookshelf is used for display, displaying the awards that You Yingxi has won since learning painting.She seldom went to see it, and it was only when she picked up one of the trophies that she realized that this corner that she deliberately ignored seemed to be taken care of by another person, and there was no dust on the trophies.

Yu Shurong had an almost morbid obsession with someone inheriting the mantle, but at the beginning of May, she let go of the wish that was forced on You Yingxi.

But it turned out that You Yingxi only let go of what he thought.From the beginning of May to now, it has been more than two months. How many times did Yu Shurong enter this room, and how many times did she wipe the trophy? When she wiped the trophy, did she think of You Yingxi or You Yingxi? Yi Nuan?

No one knows anymore, and with Yu Shurong's death, these have become mysteries that no one has the answer to.Even the motive of her driving into someone can only be speculated based on past words and deeds as evidence.

She yelled at You Yingxi when she was crazy? Countless times you go to die, why don't you go to death, good luck tricks people, and the one who dies first becomes her.

You Yingxi didn't know whether it was sad or what? She used to think that if such a day came true, she would be happy, but now it is obviously not the case.Even in such a room designed by Yu Shurong herself, she was overwhelmed by all the familiar things in front of her eyes, so she had to drag her tired body to another room.

Too tired, and didn't bother to blow-dry her hair, You Yingxi asked the teacher of the acting class for leave, and checked the WeChat message she sent, but it still hasn't been replied by?She pursed her lips, without thinking about it, and fell asleep.

In fact, I couldn't fall asleep, I tossed and turned, my body was extremely tired, and my mind was abnormally clear, but at any rate, closing my eyes was considered a rest.

After lying like this for an unknown amount of time, the cell phone in my hand rang.

You Yingxi held it in front of her eyes, but put the phone back on her chest the moment she turned on the screen.

Want to see.

I dare not look at it.

I hope Jiang Wanzi's reply is as she wishes.

But is it really what she wants?

You Yingxi just turned over, her waist is still a little sore, her arms and knees are like this, the posture of the night before yesterday was really tiring, but the tenderness and joy that coexisted with it will never be there again.

It was her choice. She knew the other party's difficulties and made a choice first.You Yingxi has never been a person who can mess around, but she hates her retreat a little at the moment, she can stick to it smugly, even if it was the cold face of the other party in the past, even if she has to pay for it with flesh , making her half-dead satisfies the heart of revenge...

As long as the other party is Jiang Wanzi, it's fine.

But she loves her so much, to the bottom of her heart, and because of the similar place and the similar rainy night, You Yingxi reminded You Yingxi of a similar experience. She too understands the feeling of a life on her body that needs to be repaid with a lifetime of regret up.

It was Jiang Wanzi who led her out of the boundless darkness, how could You Yingxi have the heart to push her down the cliff where she was crushed to pieces many years ago.

In the deserted corridor, one can hear the sound of rain beating on things outside the window? There is also Jiang Wanzi's sobbing in the next floor.You Yingxi sat with her for a long time without her knowing, until her eyes? .

Wanting to be with you is liking, and in such a situation, driving you away is also liking.

When Jiang Wanzi sent the word "good", it had been almost six hours since she received this WeChat message. She was sitting in Gu Xuxi's car, going to the airport and flying back to Yanjing to deal with it. Jiang Xudong's matter.

She has walked through this airport expressway countless times in the past year, but this time Jiang Wanzi has the feeling that she will never come back again.She looked at the backward scenery outside the window, and her eyes returned to the screen. She changed the background twice. The first time was the snow scene of Hokkaido with the picture of them holding hands in the shadows. The second time, also Right now, it is the sudoku answer that she solved on the table of the non-staple food shop in the depths of the flowers.

14551.

you are my only one.

Her only scar from now on will become a scar that she wants to touch but dare not touch, because of love, the sea of ​​blood will not be filled with deep hatred.I dare not put the other party in love, and I am reluctant to throw it into hatred, so I have to dig out a bloody place on the tender flesh between the two, as a special existence, I just hope that time can Strand their inseparable thoughts in it, and never see the sky.

Getting closer to the airport, Gu Xuxi heard Jiang Wanzi whispering, "I want to go back."

"Are you crazy?" Gu Xuxi held the steering wheel. She was still prone to road rage while driving. She had scolded countless people's mothers along the way. Now she wanted to scold Jiang Wanzi's mother, but she didn't have that courage.

Jiang Wanzi repeated again: "I want to go back, I haven't said goodbye to her yet."

Gu Xuxi was stunned for a while: "You are crazy! What are you saying? Farewell? You guys have made trouble like this? It will be impossible in the future. What's the matter? Is there a need to say goodbye?"

impossible.

These three words lingered in Jiang Wanzi's mind. It was impossible for them to be together again, just like she couldn't open the car door without the lock unlocked now, just like she couldn't bump her elbow open the window...

It is because it is impossible that she is not reconciled, why? It is impossible, why? It is impossible?

Jiang Wanzi grew up wanting whatever she wanted, but she was in a car accident and narrowly escaped death, broke her leg, lost her brother, and spent a lot of energy trying to get this person, it was impossible.

Gu Xuxi was so angry that her eyes were red, she braked hard on the emergency parking belt ahead, and unlocked the car: "You fucking smashed my car, now? Get off and find her!"

She just said it casually in anger, but she didn't expect Jiang Wanzi to loosen her seat belt, and she really rolled and crawled? Rolled down.

Gu Xuxi: "..."

She scratched her hair, her face was almost distorted with anger, and she had to suppress the anger to grab the man who was staggering along with a bad leg without holding a cane: "You don't want your leg, do you?"

"No more." Jiang Wanzi lowered her head, "I just want her."

It hurts so much when I walk, and I don’t know if there will be any sequelae in this leg. It has been hurting since Jiang Xudong’s accident, but I never thought that the moment I would never see You Yingxi again would be so painful. .

The wind on the expressway was not strong, she was walking in the direction of Huijiang City, leaning on the guardrail, and when she raised her head, she crossed the traffic flow and looked into the distance. There was a blankness in her eyes that Gu Xuxi had never seen before. and pain.

Jiang Wanzi was a little choked up: "I wanted to have a future with her, but now there is no future."

"...I'm really convinced after you." Gu Xuxi said, "You are like this, it's better to come and go among the flowers in the past."

Anxiously, she kicked the stone beside her feet: "Get in the car, I'll take you back to meet her."

After receiving the good words, You Yingxi fell asleep without any worries, only to wake up to find that the pillow was mostly wet with tears.The doorbell? It rang again and again, and the phone vibrated beside the bed.

When she saw the name on the screen, she didn't even think about it, and ran downstairs with her slippers on. The moment the door opened, she was pushed into the entrance by a person who stepped in from the outside. On the shoe cabinet.

Jiang Wanzi's movements were always so gentle in the past, but at the moment she didn't care about the other party? Did she stand firm, and didn't care about the small basket on the shoe cabinet to store the small things that might make people hurt? Xi was pressed in one place at will. If there is no future, then today's farewell hope is unforgettable.

So she kissed very deeply, very hard, and hugged each other? The waist that was going to soften, rough, I don’t know when? The kiss that would stop at some point, biting bloodstains on You Yingxi’s very beautiful lips .

After licking it, the tip of the tongue is full of rust.You Yingxi used to be shy, but she would respond anyway, but today she seems to have put herself in a very humble position, willing to be robbed by Jiang Wanzi. She is training for the art test next year, but she has no waist It's so soft, the waist is about to break in such a posture, and the shoulder seems to be poked on something like a key, and it's hard to tell where the pain is.

"I didn't blame you." Jiang Wanzi knew exactly what she was thinking.

Lips and teeth separated, You Yingxi took a few breaths: "You can blame me."

"I do not know."

"If I blame you, I won't come back."

Jiang Wanzi's gaze accompanied her response, prompting You Yingxi to lift up the two arms hanging beside her, wrap them around the other's clothes, and hug her tightly.

You Yingxi: "Remember, I told you to separate."

Jiang Wanzi: "I will never forget everything about you."

You Yingxi leaned against her shoulder and closed her eyes: "Zeng You is your first love, she dumped you, and I dumped you too, are you willing to fulfill a beginning and end, and put me in the last position?"

The other party's chin nodded up and down against the top of her head.

enough.

Whether it's true or not, a nod at the moment is enough.

You Yingxi pushed Jiang Wanzi out, pushed her out of a dilemma?, and said with a smile: "You go."

Close the door, and after a while, open it again, You Yingxi rushed out, and shouted to the person supported by Gu Xuxi under the corridor: "Jiang Wanzi! I won't wait for you, but In fact, I was waiting for you, and I will always like you in the past, now and in the future."

Jiang Wanzi stopped in her tracks, and the hand supported by Gu Xuxi slowly clenched into a fist, as if she wanted to hold something, half of her body trembled with force.In fact, it is rare for her to be so emotionally exposed and unable to control herself, too much? Reluctant, too much?

So, she let go of her hand and didn't look back.

At noon, she was gone.

You Yingxi's gaze fell from the front to the ground. She took a deep breath, spread her arms, and made a hugging gesture. The gap between her arms was Jiang Wanzi's gradually disappearing back.The sun was very big, as if she had left a scorching temperature in her arms.

In summer, the sun is shining brightly, the trees are densely shaded, and the gentle wind and the chirping of cicadas complement each other.

From now on, not only winter, but also summer will be her.

The author has something to say: Order a song, Lin Youjia's "Back View", eat it with this chapter~

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