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The wide coastline makes the people who are busy preparing for the night show on the beach smaller? What is in the distance?Seagulls hover in the sky, and the cruise ship draws V-shaped dark blue waves.

Tan Xing was sitting on the trestle bridge, when she heard someone walking towards her behind her.

She is? A person who is extremely insecure, so she is instinctively alert? For a moment, she turns her head and raises her eyes. It is You Yingxi.The other party? There is no film today, and there is no film? Come to the set? Is it? For? Her or? For? Jiang Wanzi?Tan Xing didn't know the answer, but the man whose skirt was blown up by the wind was walking towards her, and the piles of mustard yellow and the narrow insteps filled her retinas.

The corners of the lips are slightly curved upwards, is it? Tan Xing's can't help it.

The sense of security that the other party gave her is so rare, it can even be said that she is the only one in her life, and the second-ranked wine meeting can also give her a sense of security, but that kind of sense of security is only? Allowing others to approach, she will not have the feeling of wanting to depend from the bottom of her heart.

The only word like this is doomed? How special is this person, so special that she is included in all the emotions that Tan Xing can name, complicated, complicated, superimposed, the part that really wants? Banlan hid? Get up.

Her sister is wearing a T-shirt on her upper body, a skirt on her lower body, and fruit-colored flip-flops on her feet. She is only a wide-brimmed hat away from the holiday style.

But the purpose of You Yingxi’s coming here is far from vacation, dressed like this? It’s just? It’s? Her Weibo has been out of business for a long time? Fans are starving because they want to go to the beach. The shooting location of this set of pictures is from? The hotel where the material was collected has become a "coastal road".

The wind was a bit strong, and Tan Xing helped her to press down the skirt when she sat down while stroking the skirt.

"You just spoil such an expensive dress?" Maybe it's because I used to live a hard life, and Tan Xing is considered very frugal among the younger generation in terms of food and clothing. A piece of clothing is worn for several years, and it is rotten before being thrown away.

You Yingxi's makeup today is very refreshing. The lipstick is an orange-toned red bean paste color, and a thin layer is applied, making her whole person look very gentle. She smiled and said, "It's not expensive, the last time I filmed a night market scene By the way, I bought it at a street stall, and it cost a few dozen yuan."

As she said, she rubbed the fabric of the skirt, a little proudly: "Is my vision good?"

The waves hit the shore, and the humid sea breeze made both of them have their hair covered? Their faces covered.She's so beautiful, so charming, and so childish at this moment, Tan Xing is so?

Of course You Yingxi didn’t come here on her rest day? To show off this dress, the consumption concept established by Yu Shurong since she was a child is that the expensive one is good, but it was long after she went to Yanjing alone. It has been transformed into? Cost-effective is? Good.

Her father thought she had money to spend, so he never asked about her expenses.In fact, she didn't touch a cent of the inheritance her mother gave her. She spent the rest of the money she saved when she grew up. Did she spend the first two years of college? She also went out to do part-time jobs.

But she felt that her suffering might be incomparable to that of Tan Xing when she was a child.

After all, You Yingxi was already an adult at that time. In order to survive, she washed dishes for an hour longer than others, stood in the lobby for an hour longer, and tutored for an hour more for the same price... these are just "Physically tired, rest for one night will be fine."

But it was so different when I was a child? You Yingxi occasionally recalled that she cried because of what? She was so young that her sister promised to buy the candy but didn’t buy it, and she was so big that she didn’t practice the piano well and was beaten a few times. Fart|stock.The sky above the child's head is so fragile. If it collapses, it will be fine if someone else supports it. If it collapses, no one will support it, and it will be crushed. Then it will crawl out of the ruins in a bloody mess. It may lead to a completely different life.

This younger sister? Experienced? What?, You Yingxi asked?, always being perfunctory.

There will be secrets between sisters who grew up dependent on each other since they were young. Tan Xing can say what he wants to say, and let it go if he doesn’t want to. But You Yingxi doesn’t have to force it, just? Want to skip? What happened to her made her happy.

"Is that so? Is it obvious?" Tan Xing rested his legs under the trestle, shaking gently, and supported the damp wooden board with his palm.You Yingxi covered the back of her right hand with a soft palm, no one can resist the intimacy towards a more intimate body? Touching, Tan Xing's slight hesitation is just? Because they? After all, they are? Sisters, she and each other? Completely different understanding?

So every time she had an intimate scene, she was in pain and tormented. She survived it? She will look forward to the next time.The desired lamp is finally here? She is like a summer flying insect, yearning for light, but she will be burned by the light if she gets close to it.

Repeatedly, tirelessly.

Tan Xing's little finger moved? It hooked You Yingxi's fingertips. She thought the word entanglement was so beautiful. your status.I heard her sister sigh again: "It's too obvious? I've been out of my mind for the past few days. Didn't I eat well? Zuo Jia is afraid that you will get sick if you continue like this. Tell me?"

"Meet? What? Unhappy? Tell me, or tell Dad, don't hold back."

Seeing that she was silent, You Yingxi touched her hair, her eyes were as soft as water flowing: "I know, Dad is not so reliable, and there is a generation gap when we talk. But... Me? No? It’s only one year older than you? Yes? Sister, what if I can help? Take a step back and talk to me like a trash can? That’s fine.”

She got a little closer, so that the fine eyelashes were distinct, and Tan Xing suddenly remembered the first time I met many years ago. This person was a doll when he was a child.

Tan Xing has no affection for You Zhuangchen, not only because he doesn't care about You Yingxi, but also because it goes back to a long time ago.

Driven crazy by a cheating man? Two women who didn't know each other at all, one is? Yu Shurong, the other is? Tan Xing's mother, Tan Kerou.

Tan Kerou sang folk songs, and later entered the TV station. You Zhuangchen was not the director of the station at the time, but they were a relationship between superior and subordinate.A few meals, a few business trips, the men are elegant and bookish, the women are beautiful and sensible, the relationship warms up unconsciously, and the confession seems to be a matter of course.

You Zhuangchen concealed from Tan Kerou? The fact that he has a wife and a daughter, perhaps? The reason why Yu Shurong was pregnant and unable to have sex with them, perhaps because Yu Shurong was studying abroad? Tan Kerou is? The woman he wants to spend his life with.

Tan Kerou agreed to his pursuit, and the two of them got into a couple and even slept together, but they learned that the other party was actually married through gossip.She wanted to prove it, but the two elders who heard the news blocked her at the entrance of the TV station, and the worthless man was naturally there too.

They looked at each other without saying a word.

During the negotiation, You Zhuangchen said that he was willing to divorce, but Tan Kerou scoffed. She didn't want to "believe the other party's promise" anymore.No resettlement fee? No job? No more? I don't even want to stay in Jiang City any longer and go back to the hometown where she was born and raised alone.

In such a poor small village, where her relatives are gone, Tan Kerou will not stay long, but she met another man there who is willing to treat her well.

It's a pity that it's all an illusion. This gentle-looking man has asthenospermia, and everyone in the village dislikes him, so he clings to her, otherwise he won't be able to marry a wife for the rest of his life.Tan Kerou wanted to leave at that time and couldn't go anymore. She was pregnant, and the weak man forced her to give birth, saying that no matter male or female, she should take his surname.

What's funny is that, in order to prove his ability, the man hosted a banquet and invited relatives and friends to visit Tan Kerou's pregnant belly.

At that time, Tan Kerou was already seven months pregnant, and abortion would be life-threatening, so she had no choice but to give birth to the child.During childbirth, Tan Kerou's body was badly damaged. She was betrayed by two men one after another, and she had a child who couldn't be lost. She washed her face with tears all day long, and the child kept crying and refused to drink milk Just kick and hit when you can.

In the end, the mother and daughter cried loudly together.

Tan Xing was too young at that time? Nothing? Impressions, all? Hearing what the grandmother next door said.What does she really remember? When she was four or five years old, her mother was going crazy. When she came back from working in a factory and saw her squatting by the river to catch fish, she would think that she was playful, and she would go home. After a severe beating, the grandma next door knocked on the door? Come to persuade her, she will feel distressed when she sees Tan Xing's injuries.

Holding the trembling child and crying, saying yes? Mom is bad, I shouldn't have given birth to you...

He was beaten too many times, and the reason was inexplicable. Tan Xing didn't dare to fish or play in the mud, but even if he was just quietly flipping through comic books, he would still be beaten.

It was only when she was a teenager that she realized that her existence was enough to dislike Tan Kerou?

On the day when it snowed heavily at the end of the year, Tan Kerou was dying of illness and wrote a letter asking Tan Xing to go to Jiangshi to find her father with her grandmother's uncle.

The uncle had other things to do, so he brought Tan Xing to the front of the house and left.

Tan Xing was waiting outside that beautiful big house. Tired of standing? She squatted down. Tired of squatting? Just sat down. Tired of sitting?...She heard someone coming out, and hurriedly stood up, took a picture? Dust from clothes.

The one who was waiting was not a man who could be a father, nor? Not the mother-in-law who answered the doorbell just now, but a strange, beautiful aunt with a bit of a fierce face.

Auntie looked her over several times, as if her gaze seemed to regard her as a stray dog ​​or a pile of garbage.

Of course, Tan Xing didn't know that this woman was? The same? Also? The insane Yu Shurong, also? I don't know that You Zhuangchen just went on a business trip at that time? There is a father who buys small toys to coax the children during the New Year.

But fate may not really treat her? Very friendly, all she waited for was a meal that was no less than her mother's punching and kicking, the bones were about to fall apart, and she couldn't even climb up, and the letter was torn to pieces , Throwing confetti all over the floor.

She saw it through the fence gate? Exquisite swing sets, neatly trimmed bushes.She thought to herself, wait a minute, wait a minute, Dad should be inside, he will come out and see me, and I can live in such a nice house...

Thinking about it, Tan Xing only felt that her body was very cold. As the snow fell harder and harder, she also became colder and colder.

Eyes slowly closed?

I don’t know? How long has it been? I vaguely heard someone’s voice——

"Sister, what's going on there? Is there someone lying down?"

"You begging child, don't worry about that? Too much? Your hands are so cold, go in and get warm."

The door opened and closed again, Tan Xing barely opened her eyes and then closed them.

"Xixi! Didn't you hear Mom say to leave that child alone?"

"But? She looks very bad, so I'll just feed her something."

You Yinuan had no choice but to help her younger sister, who was also very small, send the little girl who fell on the ground to a nearby clinic.

When the wound was being treated, Tan Xing woke up from the pain, her big eyes were slightly bent towards her, and the eyelashes were thin and long, as beautiful as snowballs.You Yingxi laughed? Two dimples, peel off? A piece of candy was brought to her mouth: "My aunt is cooking porridge? You can eat a candy first to pad your stomach."

The wind was blowing outside the window, and the tall girl stood by the door to answer a phone call, and then yelled inside: "You Yingxi, if you don't go back, I'm going to be angry!"

You Yingxi didn't care about the bruised girl in a daze, stuffed candy into her mouth, and smiled at her: "Mom and sister are urging me, I want to go home?" It's too cold outside Lah, I was about to catch a cold a few days ago. Are you sick? Go home early. Adults say that children should not go out alone, it is very dangerous."

After finishing speaking, he jumped off the bench and said "goodbye" to the doctor's aunt. The voice was as sweet as "a soft and delicious cake, and he was taken away by a tall girl who seemed to be her sister."Feeling worried, You Yingxi looked back at the thin little sister on the hospital bed in three steps. When she was almost at the door, her sister put on the fur-brimmed hat of the milky white down jacket, and she turned her head again.

The big eyes were bent into two crescent moons, and she made a mouth shape of "Get well soon".

Tan Xing opened her mouth, what did she want to say? Unfortunately, the next second, You Yingxi was gently hugged by her sister.The wind outside seemed to be strong, and You Yinuan pressed You Yingxi's hat tighter. Her face was really small, and it was almost buried in it right now.

Tan Xing kept watching, and could vaguely hear her arguing with her sister.

"Well, don't want my sister to hug her, Xixi can walk by herself."

"It's snowing outside? You have short legs, and you got stuck in it later? You want me to help you pull|out it."

"...I'm still young." You Yingxi rubbed against her sister's face, muttering unconvinced, "I will grow taller in the future, and my legs will also grow longer."

Maybe it was because she didn't say goodbye to herself at that time, and it was so many years later that they said goodbye.

Every time Tan Xing thinks of that, she will feel scared on a snowy night. If there is no You Yingxi, she may have died long ago.Later on, she also "met" other good people, but it was "completely different" from the feeling of finally picking up a star in the boundless darkness.

The aunt of the You family not only cooked porridge, but also brought a jar of sugar and a small amount of money, which she said was given by the young lady.

What? What? Little Miss?

The aunt laughed and said it was the youngest one, about your age.The doctor said at the side, [-]% of you are considered a beggar?

She is a nice person.

but I am not?.

As long as it lasts, I will be greedy for such a day.

The sea breeze brushed? His cheeks smelled fishy.

Tan Xing withdrew her legs, changed her posture, and fell on You Yingxi's lap: "Sister, let me teach you a secret. From now on, if I'm in a bad mood, you can hug me."

She looked at the vast night sky that has been like a day for tens of thousands of years. There are countless stars, but they are not on the ground? A couple.

The author has something to say: I’m sorry, I’m too busy today to revise chapter 98, so the main text has just been released, and I’m sending a red envelope to apologize for this chapter