Cannon fodder meets cannon fodder

054 persuasion

After bidding farewell to Qi Chao, Yu Chengze was still in a trance on the way home. He felt that his mind had turned into a video tape. For a while, the child carefully asked if you like me a little bit, and for a while he asked with red eyes and a hoarse voice. Does he really like the standard liking he said?

These two videos seem to be pressed to play in a loop, and they are constantly played alternately.

"I don't know." Yu Chengze leaned against the wall of the elevator, his eyes were empty, "I really don't understand."

But... In fact, he should be happy. He lived for 28 years. When he was young, his mother left him and went to the United States and never came back. His father remarried and had a new wife and child. He was like an outsider in that family. He has lived on campus since junior high school, and he has lived there for six years. After he arrived at university, he never even returned home. He no longer knows what it feels like to be loved by his relatives.

After going to university, he had his first love, An Yan, who was gentle and delicate, and cared about him, but he was the one who gave more and was really serious about this relationship, but the final result was nothing more than It is because of the phrase "Young people play together".

For the first time in 28 years, he didn't pay by himself, but was loved by others first.

But after being surprised, he was deeply terrified. He was used to giving, no one loved him, and he was already afraid of being loved.

because it will be taken back.

like mom.

The number on the elevator jumped silently, and flashed to 7. The elevator door opened, and Yu Chengze straightened up unsteadily and walked out.

"Shu Shu?" The little girl's innocent voice rang out with doubts.

Outside the elevator, Xiao Mo and his father stood there. It seemed that Xiao Mo's father was going to take Xiao Mo out.

Yu Chengze wanted to make a smile, but the corners of his mouth were tense even after trying for a long time. He just looked at Xiao Mo's father and nodded, taking it as a greeting, and then ignored the father and daughter and walked straight past them.

"Papa." Xiao Mo bit his finger and looked up at his father, "Shu Shu seems to be very sad, and his face is like that of you, Papa, when your mother left."

Mo Qianshi lowered his head to look at his daughter, Xiao Mo bit his finger, the little girl was frowning, gloomy, and didn't know what to worry about.Mo Qianshi sighed, rubbed his daughter's head, did not enter the elevator, and explained to his daughter: "You wait here for Dad, and Dad will come back after talking to Uncle."

Yu Chengze walked to the door of the house, looked for the key to open the door, there were footsteps behind him, someone stood still behind him, Yu Chengze's heart skipped a beat, he turned around, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, but when he saw it was Xiao Mo's father, his face The expression on his face instantly turned into disappointment uncontrollably.

Mo Qianshi took Yu Chengze's expression into his eyes, his face was calm, and he first thanked: "Mr. Yu, Xiao Mo has troubled you and Mr. Ming several times before, and I have never formally thanked you. Here I will first thank you." Say thank you."

Yu Chengze gave him a tired look, nodded, and said in a calm voice, "It's nothing, Xiao Mo is quite obedient."

Mo Qianshi smiled, and then he put away his smile, looking at Yu Chengze with a calm tone: "Little Mo's mother immigrated abroad for her own career, divorced me, and probably won't come back in this life."

Yu Chengze didn't understand, so he looked at Mo Qianshi, and Mo Qianshi continued on: "When Xiao Mo's mother left, she also cried and walked away. It was really sad to see her, but she still chose to leave us behind. Father and daughter two.

At the beginning, I was also very hard to think about it. I was thinking about it every day, thinking how could this person be so cruel?She cried and said that she loved us very much, and left without any regrets. This person, I thought, how can this person be so annoying?

While saying I like it, it makes me so sad. 1"

"However, after a while—" Mo Qianshi laughed, with a fearless look in his eyes, "I found that life still has to move forward. Xiao Mo needs me as a father, and I also need to continue working to earn money to support myself and my daughter. Slowly, I discovered that whoever leaves can't live?"

"From the very beginning, we have lived on our own." Mo Qianshi pointed to himself, "If we don't leave anyone, the sky will really fall."

Yu Chengze looked at him, and after a while, he said thank you, turned and opened the door to enter the house, Mo Qianshi also turned and walked towards the elevator.

In fact, he didn't express the deepest thoughts in his heart.

Of course, people can live on their own without anyone, but they will be sad.Sad sad... that sad.

Yu Chengze entered the house, as soon as he turned on the light, Guigui and Xiaoxue rushed over, the two little guys threw themselves on him, Guigui had a leash in his mouth, it seemed that he was suffocating at home, anxious and excited circled around Yu Chengze, Yu Chengze stood there watching Xiaoxue not move.

Seeing that Yu Chengze was indifferent, Guigui looked back with his big head, apparently looking for another "master", but there was no one behind Yu Chengze, so Guigui could only continue to circle around Yu Chengze.

Yu Chengze sighed again, put Guigui on a leash, then picked up Xiaoxue, and went out again as soon as he entered the house.

The greening of the community is very good. In addition to the large lawn, there are many paulownia trees that are quite old. A breeze blows in the summer night, and there is a kind of coolness that exudes the smell of grass and trees.

Yu Chengze chose a place with few people to walk his dog. After walking for a long time, he let go of the leash. Guigui and Xiaoxue were playing on the lawn. He sat on a bench by the lawn and looked up at the night sky. The pollution was so severe that he looked up for a long time but couldn't see a few stars, and he didn't even have any sustenance for his feelings.

Yu Chengze could only stare at Guigui and Xiaoxue boredly, watching these two little guys rolling and playing with each other on the lawn.

Looking at it, the phone rang, Yu Chengze looked at the screen, it was Xia Ran, he looked at it for a long time before answering the call.

Xia Ran called to say that he was celebrating his birthday the day after tomorrow, and he had reserved the venue at "color", and all the guests were friends, and asked if Yu Chengze would come.

Yu Chengze thought in a daze, oh, Xia Ran's birthday, he had forgotten about Xia Ran's birthday, and he was thinking about it more than a month ago, thinking about what to give Xia Ran on his birthday, but this month, Not to mention Xia Ran's birthday, he even—

He even often forgets about Xia Ran, he actually... doesn't like Xia Ran as much as he said.

Yu Chengze felt even more depressed, he perfunctorily agreed that Xia would go there the next day, hung up the phone and looked at the carefree Guigui and Xiaoxue, feeling childish envy in his heart, it's nice to be heartless.