Cannon fodder meets cannon fodder

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Nero stood below, watching Zai Ming Qifan's words fall behind, the audience was silent for a moment, but in the next second, the whole venue was noisy, and all kinds of discussions had exploded, Xia Ran stood on the stage and felt embarrassed Terrible, Gu Beichao stepped forward and put his arms around his shoulders and led him down.

Nero thought to himself, Afan, you are really amazing... Is this a red-faced girl who is so angry at the crown? !Most importantly, when did Ming Qifan actually like Yu Chengze?

Nero stood there, he was the first person in the entire venue to think of the inside story.

Ming Qifan didn't care about the situation he created, he got off the stage and pushed away those who came to talk to him, but the crowds in front of him were all people, tall and thin, men and women, talking to him looked at him in amazement, but there was no one he wanted to see.

Two men stopped him, their mouths were opening and closing without knowing what to say, Ming Qifan stood there, slowly his whole body seemed to collapse, his back that had been straight all the time seemed unable to carry anything It's like a heavy burden, and it will gradually collapse...

Jiang Caiqing hopped over on one foot, pushed the two men away domineeringly, Gu Chengyuan followed closely, stopped the two men who wanted to reason with Jiang Caiqing, Jiang Caiqing held Ming Qifan, and put her mouth close to his ear: " The back door, Mr. Yu has left through the back door, so hurry up and chase after him."

Ming Qifan raised his head and looked at Jiang Caiqing in surprise, Jiang Caiqing waved his hand: "Hurry up, don't thank me."

Ming Qifan didn't waste any more time, turned around and ran towards the back door.

Outside the color, the night had completely enveloped the land. After leaving the bar, Yu Chengze walked along the back street and came to Jiangbin Road, which was flowed by the Sichuan River. This area is not considered an urban area, and there are only three or two street lights. The road was dim and dark.Pedestrians were also very few, Yu Chengze didn't wear a mask and baseball cap, and no one paid attention to him.

On the north side of the road is a protective railing, and under the railing is a sloping embankment. In the deep night, the surface of the Chuanjiang River is calm and stable, but if you stare at it for a long time, you will find the undercurrent surging below.

Yu Chengze walked a few steps, stood by the protective fence and looked down. After looking for a long time, he wanted to go home. Tonight was really chaotic. When he turned around, someone was holding a smartphone with a large screen, and the screen was lit with a straight photo. Looking at his face, it hurts his eyes.

"Fuck, nerves—"

Yu Chengze opened his mouth, and only spoke half of the curse words. The man threw away his mobile phone, and pulled him into his arms with both hands. His whole body was trembling, and his voice was also trembling.

"Uncle Yu, what are you doing standing by the river...don't be overthinking it!"

Yu Chengze took back the word "psychopathy" and felt that the child had a brain hole.

Ming Qifan still hugged him tightly, the kid buried his head in his shoulder, his voice was angry but also uncomfortable: "Do you like Xia Ran that much? But he doesn't like you, you play the piano for him, But he hugged that man on the stage, Teacher Yu, don't like him anymore."

Yu Chengze wanted to push Ming Qifan away, but he couldn't. He listened to Ming Qifan's words, he felt it was funny, and he also felt a little emotional, so he reached out and patted the brat: "I don't like Xia Ran anymore, please let me go first, okay?" Okay? Young Master Ming? Mingming? Let’s sail tomorrow!"

Only then did Ming Qifan reluctantly let go, he looked at Yu Chengze nervously, his whole body was trembling nervously, but his language was very fluent, with a bit of sadness and a bit of pleading: "Teacher Yu, Xia Ran let you Sad, you like him so much, why does he make you sad? If you like me, I am not willing to make you sad at all, you are my favorite person. I put you on the top of my heart, How dare he-"

When Ming Qifan said this, his tone became cruel and cold, but when he looked at Yu Chengze, his eyes softened again, and he said sadly: "How dare he make you sad, I like you so much."

Ming Qifan's words fell, the logical error of this sentence is very obvious, Xia Ran made Yu Chengze sad and it has nothing to do with him liking Yu Chengze.Yu Chengze thought that Ming Qifan's language was really bad, but when he opened his mouth, his throat was already blocked by soreness. As long as he spoke, he must be no better than Ming Qifan.

Yu Chengze closed his mouth, stretched out his hand and took the child to a street lamp, under the dim light, he looked at Ming Qifan carefully, his beautiful eyes were red, filled with a lot of sadness and sadness, No tears shed, but it hurts more than crying.

Yu Chengze let go of his hand and looked at Ming Qifan, he actually didn't dare to look at Ming Qifan, he always felt some pain in his heart, he thought it was strange, why would he feel heartache?

"What do you like me?" Yu Chengze lowered his head, "Our two ages are too wrong, Ming Shao, you are young, handsome, and have such a good family background, you should like that kind of young and beautiful child, you shouldn't like An uncle like me...isn't worth it."

Ming Qifan pursed his lips and remained silent, while Yu Chengze still lowered his head and lowered his voice: "Do you really know what liking is? You are young, and the two of us happened to live under the same roof for a month, maybe At a certain moment, you suddenly feel that this person is good, and you have a feeling of liking, but it may not be really liking.”

"Maybe you just..." Yu Chengze raised his head and looked at him. The pain in his heart spread to his fingertips. He felt very painful, but he still said word by word: "You are just young and fresh, and you think that moment is right." , I thought it was not bad, so I wanted to play, to put it more bluntly, I just tried it, but I didn’t have much patience, as long as it didn’t fit, I would get out immediately.”

"But I can't afford it anymore." Yu Chengze's voice trembled, his heart ached into a ball, and his voice was hoarse: "I'm already past the age when I can afford it."

Ming Qifan blinked, he stretched out his hand to touch Yu Chengze's side cheek, Yu Chengze avoided it, Ming Qifan apologized softly: "Teacher Yu, I'm sorry."

Yu Chengze wiped his face, and said weakly: "What are you apologizing for?"

Ming Qifan covered his eyes with his right hand this time: "I didn't mean to make you cry."

Yu Chengze's heart trembled again, he said in a hoarse voice, "I didn't cry, you read it wrong."

"I'm crying..." Ming Qifan felt the thin eyelids of the man under his hand, swept over the long eyelashes in his palm, and said distressedly: "Your voice, expression..."

After a pause, he let go of his hand, and Yu Chengze's eyes regained their light. He saw Ming Qifan pointing at his heart: "There are still people crying."

Yu Chengze has nothing to say... Ming Qifan lowered his eyes, his voice was sour: "I like you, so I make it difficult for you?"

Yu Chengze turned his face away and paused, he heard his voice hoarse and said: "Yes, you like me, I feel very embarrassed."

I feel, very sad.

Yu Chengze turned his face away, and if he didn't look at Ming Qifan, he felt that his heart would not soften, he took a breath and continued: "Because we are not suitable, because you are too young, because of what you have said, and because of what I have experienced. The time we met was wrong, and the person we met was also wrong, so it’s also wrong for you to like me, Ming Shao, change someone, it’s good to like anyone, don’t like me.”

Ming Qifan opened his eyes wide, he thought to himself, is this person really hard-hearted and what he said really hurt others, or is it because he likes this person that what this person said makes him so sad?

"But why do you say it's wrong?" Ming Qifan took a step back, tears could not be restrained from piling up in his eyes on his pretty face, and the tears contained in his voice, "Do you think it's wrong, or are others saying it's wrong?" Wrong? Others look at me and think I should like young, beautiful boys, but who are they? When do you need another person to judge whether you like this kind of thing?"

"You still think I'm young, playing around, just want to give it a try." Ming Qifan looked at Yu Chengze, "Teacher Yu, look at me, I never knew, I'm just young and fresh, It would be so sad."

"Do you know how sad I am?"

Yu Chengze turned his face suddenly, and he saw the tears falling from the eyes of that beautiful child under the dim light.

"I think this place..." Ming Qifan pointed at his heart, "It hurts like he's going to die."

Yu Chengze froze there, his heart seemed to be tightly grasped by an invisible hand...

Mugs close together on the dining table, towels close together in the toilet, awakened in the middle of the night by the sound of steady breathing coming from around——

Back home, the man lazily said with a smile, you are back.

In the room, in the kitchen, in the unintentional turning around, those eyes are gentle and focused, with a love that makes people prefer to drown in them.

"I'm sorry." Yu Chengze looked at Ming Qifan weakly, "It's my fault, I'm sorry."

Ming Qifan wiped his eyes, he didn't want to cry, but his heart really hurt, he looked at Yu Chengze, and finally asked: "Others think we are not suitable, I don't care, Teacher Yu, what about you, you really What are you thinking? Didn't you ever like me a little bit, a little bit so much?"

After Ming Qifan finished speaking, his face was tense, but in his heart he still held a little, a little bit of hope, just a little bit of liking... Just give him a little bit of hope...

But after a while, Yu Chengze never spoke. Ming Qifan hung his head weakly. He turned around and dragged his heavy body to leave here. He was like a badly injured little beast in the dark night. Now he just wanted to find a quiet place. , licking the wounds I don't want others to see.

"Actually, I don't understand."

Yu Chengze's confused voice came from behind, Ming Qifan stopped, turned around and stared at Yu Chengze with wide eyes.

Yu Chengze looked at him, walked over, and stood in front of Ming Qifan, he seemed to have made a lot of determination, confused but also firm: "It's the first time I was told that I like it, and it's the first time they like me first." , and after so many years, I have forgotten what it is to like. You ask me, aside from other people's judgments, my thoughts..."

Ming Qifan became nervous, then he laughed, and Yu Chengze said——

"But I hope you won't be sad. I saw you crying, and here, too, it hurts."

"It hurts a lot."

Yu Chengze pointed to his heart, Ming Qifan came up and hugged him into his arms, Yu Chengze saw that the child was smiling, but his eyes were calm and sad.

"I like it."

Ming Qifan put his mouth close to his ear, his voice was very soft.

"Because I like it, my heart hurts."

After Ming Qifan finished speaking, Yu Chengze stood on the spot without moving for a long while, and the kid didn't make a sound. He hugged Yu Chengze, buried his head on his shoulder, thinking about hugging him for a while, and rubbed the tip of his nose against Yu Chengze's neck, smelling Looking at the smell of shower gel on this person, he raised his eyelids and saw that Yu Chengze's fair earlobe was slightly red.