Cannon fodder meets cannon fodder

After Sensen sent the text message, she didn't receive a reply until Yu Chengze asked her to go to dinner.

At the dinner table, Yu Chengze just heated up some instant food because his left hand was inconvenient. Sensen thought she should cook. Seeing Yu Chengze's tired face, he was very worried. After thinking about it, he said to Yu Chengze: "Brother, let Xiao Qi Brother come back to accompany you, okay?"

Yu Chengze stopped holding the chopsticks, he knew that the Ming family held a banquet under the pretext of Ming Qifan's birthday, so it would be a bit selfish to let Ming Qifan come back to accompany him at this time.

But he knows better than anyone else in his heart that he hopes that the person beside him now is Ming Qifan.

Sensen looked at Yu Chengze who lowered his head, and after a while he heard Yu Chengze reply: "Adults have things to do as adults, and you can't be willful because of things that happen to everyone, such as sadness and setbacks. Brother Qi has his own way." What to do, and my brother is also an adult, since he has made many decisions by himself, he must be prepared to take responsibility."

Sensen opened her eyes wide and looked at Yu Chengze, and after a while she replied disapprovingly: "Brother, you have to support everything by yourself, isn't your lover the most intimate existence? Or brother, you regard Brother Xiaoqi as the same as me Do you think it’s useless to let children know about these things, why don’t you talk about them and just bear them silently?”

Yu Chengze didn't expect his sister to say such a thing. He looked at Sensen in surprise, and finally the expression on his face slowly collapsed. His fingers seemed to have no strength, and the chopsticks fell to the table slowly and with a "snap". He opened his mouth: "I... I just don't want you to worry, I'm not used to causing trouble for others. "

Sensen was stunned, then came to his senses, jumped off the chair and ran to Yu Chengze's side, hugged Yu Chengze's arm and apologized softly: "I'm sorry, brother, I didn't mean to say that, I didn't mean that, I just..."

Sensen didn't have time to finish his words, Yu Chengze rubbed his sister's head and smiled gently: "Don't underestimate me, I have been in the industry for so many years, if I didn't want to quit, things would not have come to this point. "

Sensen closed her mouth, the little girl didn't know how to comfort him, so she could only put her face on her brother's arm, expressing concern with her movements.

After dinner, Qi Chao came to the door again, with a calm expression on his face, and finally asked Yu Chengze if he was determined to quit the circle, and when he got an affirmative answer, he just sighed, and finally put on a good attitude to bless his friend.

Qi Chao thinks that Yu Chengze has found a financial advisor for the money he has earned over the years. He is very reliable and smart, and his investments rarely fail. Retire from the circle, and the future life will not be side by side with embarrassment.

Thinking this way, Qi Chao thought to himself, what a wicked rich man, as long as he has money, it doesn't matter if he doesn't become a star, he will always have more ways to retreat than others.

Qi Chao chatted with Yu Chengze for a while, originally wanting to comfort him, but seeing Yu Chengze's expression was normal and not sad, finally the comfort became a memory, he recalled the past eight years, and finally sighed: "Ah Ze, You are most sorry for your fans, others will only take this as a joke, but for those who like you, your fans are the saddest."

Yu Chengze thought for a while, but he felt really uncomfortable, so he finally had to smile and replied: "You can't tell if you like this kind of thing. Now there are a lot of little fresh meat in the circle. Today, there is one Yu Chengze missing, and there will be others tomorrow." All kinds of "Aze" appear, the feeling of being sad is similar to liking, sad today, sad tomorrow, and still sad the day after tomorrow, but wait until the day after tomorrow, wait until the day after tomorrow, wait until next month, next month, next month, Wait until next year..."

Yu Chengze's voice softened: "Who will remember Yu Chengze?"

Hearing this, Qi Chao thought that it really made sense, but after thinking about it, he finally came to his senses, and looked at this guy with contempt: "You are so cool, it's really unlucky to be your fan, this is simply a pick for yourself Why don't you make excuses?"

Yu Chengze still smiled and stopped answering.

It was eleven o'clock when Qi Chao left. Sensen made salad for the two of them. Qi Chao also opened a few cans of beer. Yu Chengze didn't drink it. He was too weak to drink. Qi Chao drank five cans by himself. Not drunk, but emotionally, and finally hugged Yu Chengze and cried for a while. He worked for Yu Chengze for eight years. The contract terminated by his manager will come tomorrow. He will bring other artists in the future, and there will be no more Yu Chengze brought it to him.

He has witnessed Yu Chengze's eight years of hard work and achievements since his debut, and Yu Chengze has witnessed his eight years.

Sending off Qi Chao, Yu Chengze urged Sensen to wash up and go to sleep, the clock walked slowly, and the hour hand moved to the position of 1, Sensen woke up for a while, feeling dry mouth, and was startled when he left the room, in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of the living room, a black shadow Sitting there with legs propped up, Sensen's heart calmed down, and he approached: "Brother?"

Beside Yu Chengze is Guigui's big kennel, and the two little ones, Xiaoxue and Xiaoxue, snore in his sleep. Yu Chengze touched Guigui and replied softly: "I can't sleep."

Sensen walked over, the little girl's hands were a little cold, she touched her brother's forehead comfortingly, Yu Chengze pushed her, let the little girl drink water and go to bed quickly, it's time to grow taller.

When Sensen returned to the room, Yu Chengze took the phone out from under his legs, the screen was already black, he opened the screen, and the interface was Ming Qifan's phone, his fingers stopped on the top of the interface, and he did not press it down.

At the same time, Ming Jiaming Qifan's bedroom——

Ming Qifan lay dead on the bed, Ming Yufan's words seemed to open a Pandora's box, he felt that it was wrong, but at the same time thought in his heart, if it was for Yu Chengze, he would be willing to do anything, if it was him, he would definitely quit circle, but his lover wouldn't do that.

As long as you think about it like this, although there is nothing to comfort yourself, you still feel sad from the bottom of your heart. He took the initiative in this relationship, he confessed first, and he pursued it hard. At the beginning of love, he tasted bitterness first, even if it was full of sweetness later. , but also powerless from the bottom of my heart.

Ming Qifan thought about it, rolled the quilt from the bed and rolled to the ground, finally sat on the ground wrapped in the quilt, and pressed Yu Chengze's phone number with his mobile phone.

Yu Chengze still didn't make a call in front of the floor-to-ceiling window. After this point, Qifan should be asleep. He didn't want to disturb people's dreams. The moment the phone was about to be put away, a call came in. Yu Chengze was stunned looking at the name, and finally answered. Got on the phone.

"Teacher Yu."

Ming Qifan is over there, the voice is not loud, but it can be heard very clearly at night, Yu Chengze doesn't know what to reply, Ming Qifan continues to shout: "Uncle Yu, Ze, Yu Yu."

Yu Chengze stuck his phone to his ear, and then he spoke, his voice was also very soft: "Ming Shao, Mingming."

After a pause, the voice became gentle: "Xiaoqi, can't you sleep?"

After saying this sentence, Yu Chengze thought of something, he added: "Happy birthday, Xiao Qi."

Ming Qifan was wrapped in a quilt, sitting on the ground like a big ball, he heard Yu Chengze say happy birthday, even though he just heard the expression on Yu Chengze's face, he must be gentle and pampering, Yu Chengze is really a person A very gentle and gentle lover.

Ming Qifan's tone softened unconsciously, like a child: "Is it just talking, Aze, where are the gifts?"

Yu Chengze looked out the window, the night was dark, but he felt that the child's face kept flashing in front of his eyes, the modesty and politeness at the first meeting, the sharpness of his mind later, and the impulsiveness in the second grade, and finally turned into that child Zhang Xie started with a soft and coquettish voice, he laughed as he thought about it, and hummed a tune in a low voice, which was transmitted to another person's ear through the phone in the silent late night.

Ming Qifan didn't make a sound, quietly listening to the humming sound in the middle of the night, Yu Chengze's humming voice was soft and clear, and the tune was a kind of gentleness with sadness.

It is a deep and sad love.

So sleepy qaq~~~ I will add another thousand words to this chapter around three or four in the afternoon_(:3ゝ∠)_