The Philosopher's Dandy Dream

Loneliness is like a worm dormant in the depths of the soul, always taking advantage of the emptiness and biting you hard inadvertently, making you feel that your spirit is leaking.

Liu Duxing got his wish and followed Yu Zeshun to the border. Yu Zeshun also put Liu Duxing by his side for Liu Shenyan's sake, preventing Liu Duxing from being shrouded in horse leather at a young age.

Although living under Zeshang's tent, there is no risk of life, but after entering the military camp, Liu Duxing found that enlisting in the army is not as exciting as he thought.

Wars are always tragic, so tragic that when cleaning the battlefield, it can only make people feel sad.

This may be what my brother said, one will succeed and ten thousand bones will dry up.

Liu Duxing sighed, he might not be suitable to be a soldier at all, he clearly realized that following Yu Ze to the border, stationed at the border, and seeing the long yellow sand, he understood what an army is and what loneliness is.

Loneliness is that when you have joy, it is only yours, and when you have sorrow, it is only yours.You have something to say, but no one to listen to, share with, pay attention to, everything about you is only yours, that is loneliness.

Many people say that a sage is lonely, because when he is lonely, people will think about it and wonder why they are alive.

When Liu Duxing first came, he was a little puzzled why those veterans didn’t have any bloodshed. When the enemy came, they always scrambled to hide. Later, he figured it out. Serve the country faithfully, but be able to live, to return to the hometown alive, to see the wife and children who have been separated for several years, and to live to provide for the parents and die.

Time will slowly wear away a person's ambitions. Those feelings of sacrificing one's life to go to the country and seeing death as one's home only belong to teenagers and young men.

Liu Duxing, who was familiar with the swan geese in the north of Saibei, watched the lively faces around him gradually disappear and turn into bones, and he understood how ridiculous it is to serve the country with a self-righteous frontier. How can a spear serve the country?How can one repay the country with one's own efforts?

Liu Duxing felt that he was a little homesick, and a little bit of Liu Shenyan.

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In the evening, Liu Duxing stood in the corner of the camp, and asked Yu Zeshun who was sitting on the ground drinking in a low voice, "Brother Yu, do you think I was wrong?"

Yu Ze suddenly listened amused, "What's wrong?"

"I shouldn't have disobeyed my brother!" Liu Duxing thought about that day at the alley, and Liu Shenyan tried his best to keep him.

"Your brother? Liu Shenyan?"

"Yes!"

"What did your brother say?" Yu Ze took a sip of his wine.

"My brother said, don't try to save the world by yourself. Everything is time, fate, and luck!"

"What is the world?"

"I guess it's You Chao!" Liu Duxing was not sure.

"Hahaha, what are you babbling about!" Yu Zeshun put one hand on the ground and stood up, "What is time, fate, and luck? Now that the treacherous officials are in power, it is time, your family background is fate, and it is your destiny to be a soldier luck." After saying that, Yu Zeshun patted Liu Duxing on the shoulder, "Joining the army can't be done halfway."

"My brother said..." Liu Duxing tried to express his desire to go back.

"Don't talk about your brother, your brother is a soft-footed shrimp. He is good at dancing with long sleeves, and he is slick, and the most terrible thing is that he has a wicked heart." Yu Ze picked up the wine jar in front of him, thinking about the Liuli that his sister was going to marry. The flamboyant dandy became more interesting, "Especially, he wants to hook up with my juicy girl!"

"..." Liu Duxing hadn't heard that Yu Zeshun had a younger sister, and his face was a bit astringent, and he was a little displeased that Liu Shenyan knew someone else's daughter without telling him, so he said with a choked voice, "Uh , although my brother is a bit weak..."

"Hahahaha..." Yu Zeshun almost laughed out loud when he heard Liu Duxing apologize for paying attention, "What did you just say that Liu Shenyan is useless?"

"Yes, the son of an important minister, but he doesn't know how to repay the emperor's kindness!" Liu Duxing added silently in his heart, and when he became famous in the future, he would definitely cover Liu Shenyan.

"..." After listening to Liu Duxing's words, Yu Zeshun was stunned for a while, and felt that as a child of a family, Liu Shenyan had such a bad luck for eight lifetimes, but this kind of thinking was suitable for working for the army.

Although the Yu family has been loyal to the royal family for generations, but to put it bluntly, they have similar interests. Since I was a child, no one has ever asked me to be loyal to the emperor and patriotism. What I have to do is to guard the Yu family and let the Yu family stand tall in the court. Does not fall.

So, when I heard Liu Shenyan asking my father to open the way for his younger brother Liu Duxing, I was stunned for a moment.

What's even more strange is that his father asked himself to make things easier for the Liu family afterwards.

In fact, anyone with a discerning eye in Chaoli knew that, except for the hidden game left by the late emperor, everyone wanted the little emperor to be raised and abolished.

Because the second prince's talent is higher, and the queen mother is in charge of his relatives, after the second prince ascends to power, there may be no money to be made, so whatever the queen mother wants to do, the Yu family will suppress it no matter what.

Thinking about it, Yu Zeshun felt that something was wrong. If Liu Shenyan just wanted to be a dandy, it would be fine, but it would be a bit bad if he tried to help the emperor to the throne.What the Yu family wants is power and profit. The Yu family doesn't want power, and the Yu family doesn't care about any emperor. The world knows that there are ministers of the three dynasties. Who has heard of the kings of the three dynasties?The emperor, when the country is in turmoil, is just a name like a reminder.As for the Yu family, as long as they hold the military power, the fate of the country will be in their hands.However, all these assumptions are based on the fact that the emperor does not want military power and is a puppet. When an emperor truly rules the world, everything belongs to the emperor, power, interests, country, and beauties are all his.Including Yu's army.

Therefore, the Yu family does not need an emperor who can rule the world, the Yu family only needs a puppet.

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Seeing the constant changes in Yu Zeshun's face, Liu Duxing thought that Yu Zeshun's impression of Liu Shenyan was extremely bad, so he felt a little inexplicable joy in his heart!Only I know that my brother is good, that my brother can make brushes, make tea, and...

But the sudden laughter from the tent behind him made Liu Duxing panic.

Liu Duxing raised his head when he heard the sound, and saw a man in armor pushing aside the curtain.

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"General Yu was joking!" A somewhat frivolous male voice said.

"Zang Feng?" Yu Ze frowned, he really hated the supervisor sent by the queen mother.

"General Yu!" Zang Feng stood in front of Yu Zeshun with a smile on his face, and said provocatively, "Don't pour dirty water on Liu Shao's head. You haven't been in the capital all year round. I don't know. When Liu Shao was studying, Wen Tao Wu Lue is unique in the capital, and he is quite a character. Back then, he was very powerful among our group of children!" Then he turned around and patted Liu Duxing on the shoulder, "Boy, if you learn [-]% of your brother's ability, you can be a disaster. One party!"

After saying that, Zang Feng left in front of Liu Duxing.

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After hearing Zang Feng's words, Yu Zeshun was very displeased, but Zang Feng had already left, so he looked at Liu Duxing very badly, and said intentionally, "Do you know? Your brother loves to visit flower houses! He likes to play with girls, and he also likes to gamble. Your brother burned the emperor's book, and he wants to raise your emperor to waste!"

"No!" Liu Duxing was a little angry when he heard Yu Zeshun's words. His elder brother was a little bit wrong, but how could his elder brother want to raise and depose the emperor!He clearly promised himself!So he gave Yu Zeshun a hard kick, and blurted out, "My brother promised me that he would teach the emperor well! Don't slander him!"

Blocking Liu Duxing's foot, Yu Zeshuang laughed loudly, "You are such a silly boy! You can jump up if you say it casually! I just teased you!"

Liu Duxing saw Yu Zeshuang laughing, and secretly hated himself for being impulsive, "Brother Yu, I..."

"It's okay!" Yu Ze waved his hand to express his forgiveness to Liu Duxing, and left.Thinking about Liu Duxing's words in his heart, 'I will teach the emperor well'!Well, I'm going to write a letter to my father!Yu Zeshun held the sword at his waist, Liu Shen said, don't do what you shouldn't do!

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Seeing Yu Zeshun leave, Liu Duxing went back to his tent silently, thinking about writing a letter to Liu Shenyan to report his safety!By the way, by the way...

You must find a way to go home!