The Philosopher's Dandy Dream

The high mountains, the rugged roads, and the snow made it even more difficult to walk.

"Hurry up!"

Seeing Liu Duxing moving slowly behind, Ji Rong urged Liu Duxing to go faster.

There are still two hills, climb over and you will arrive in Yanzhou.

The mission of this escort was completed.

……

Liu Duxing lowered his head, pretended to obey, and walked a few steps faster.

In the past few days, I have been looking for opportunities to escape, but I never thought that Ji Rong would watch him so closely.

Is it possible that I really have to obediently go to Yanzhou to wait to die?

No, I can't die.

Liu Duxing secretly encouraged himself.

I haven't played for the country yet!

How could he die in this wilderness!

and……

Liu Duxing was a little homesick after so many days of long-distance travel.

Think of the high bed and soft sleeper at home, think of the delicious food on the jade plate at home...

Although Liu Xiao is a traitor, but...

Liu Duxing had to admit that Liu Xiao had never been harsh on himself in terms of food and clothing, and treated himself well, and even taught himself to study, even his elder brother Shenyan did not treat him like this.

However, he is his father, and that should be the case.

It's just Liu Shenyan...

Thinking of his elder brother Liu Shenyan, the thought of 'escape' made Liu Duxing even more anxious.

That's right, I haven't met Liu Shenyan yet, how could I just die outside like this?

……

think of death.

Liu Duxing staggered behind Ji Rong, tears welling up in his eyes.

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Dad is not a good person, he taught himself to be a loyal minister, but he himself is a treacherous minister.

My brother is not a good person either, he watched himself being exiled but didn't come to save himself.

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Liu Duxing felt more and more sad as he walked.

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Inexplicably thinking of the situation in the prison last time.

That time I went out from Hualou and ran to Taifu Zhang's house. At first, Taifu Zhang persuaded me to give him the private letter between my father and the queen mother. prison.When he was sent to prison, he was not only dazed, but also terrified. He never thought that the second young master of his Liu family would have a chance to enter the prison cell.

But if you go in, you can only think about whether you will die or not.

At the beginning, I kept waiting for my father or elder brother to save me, but no one came.Hearing that the prisoners around were discussing how to die, at that time, they were quite stubborn thinking that they should die well.However, the fear of death still surrounds him.

After a few days of fear and fear, he was carried out, and when he met his brother, he said that Laofan was not bad, but it was just a blunt mouth...

Only I know how scared I am when I sit in the prison.

Not only was he afraid of death, but he was also afraid that he would never have the chance to expose Liu Xiao, and he was even more afraid that he would implicate Liu Shenyan...

Liu Duxing walked forward unconsciously.

Having been with Liu Shenyan for more than ten years, Liu Duxing's mind is full of Liu Shenyan.

Living with a person for more than ten years, his words and deeds will be fully invaded into your brain.

As long as you calm down, you will think of it inadvertently.

whatever you do.

When eating, he will naturally think of what he likes to eat, and when he is playing with objects, he will involuntarily think of what he likes to play with... Thinking of Liu Shenyan telling himself to know his destiny and do his best, Liu Shen told himself with sincerity that disasters come from his mouth, Liu Shenyan hated iron for being weak and knocked on his head so that he would not always force himself to stand out...

Tears gushed out of Liu Duxing's eyes like a flood breaking a bank.

Liu Duxing was thinking about Liu Shenyan's snacks, thinking that Liu Shenyan would not allow him to visit flower houses, thinking that Liu Shenyan could not go to the casino by himself, thinking that Liu Shenyan would not allow him to skip classes...

Liu Shenyan is not a good brother.

He never leads by example.

Liu Duxing bit his purple lips to prevent himself from making a sound.The tears that flowed down were painfully blown by the cold wind.

Liu Shenyan clearly told himself what to do, but knowing so many reasons, why can't he still fulfill his wish?

Liu Duxing let his thoughts wander.

"Xiao Xing, if you want to serve the country, you must study hard!"

"Does Xiaoxing want to serve the country wholeheartedly? Just do it when you think about it."

"Xiaoxing, don't disobey Daddy."

"Xiaoxing, don't be willful."

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"Practice, it's eleven or twelve, I'm about to restrain myself, I'm about to become an adult..."

"Practice..."

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Liu Duxing gritted his teeth.

Serving the country is the most important thing.

My brother never stopped me from doing what I wanted to do.

But he never told himself the world he could see.

Perhaps, if I listened to his words, I would not be imprisoned and exiled...

Can……

Thinking that Mr. Yao knew that Liu Xiao was a treacherous minister, Liu Duxing was inexplicably happy, and had some indescribable pleasure of revenge.

Liu Duxing himself couldn't tell whether he was happy because he had reported to the country, or because Liu Xiao might be affected and his official position would be unstable.

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Once some ideas come out, they will become a big net.

When Liu Duxing found himself gloating over Liu Xiao's misfortune, he was shocked.

Liu Xiao is his father, although, although he is under the Empress Dowager...

But how could he feel that he had avenged himself?

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"Be careful……"

Liu Duxing, who was wandering in vain, suddenly heard a shout in his ear, and then felt that his feet were empty, and the scenery in front of him began to change rapidly...

"Ah..."

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Before Ji Rong's outstretched hand could grab Liu Duxing, Liu Duxing had already stepped on the ground.So Ji Rong could only watch Liu Duxing stumble at the corner.

Ji Rong frowned tightly, how could he go down to search and rescue in such a heavy snow.

"Jitou..." The guards behind Liu Duxing were a little dazed and didn't react at all, so it was worth shouting for the leader.

Ji Rong knew that it was useless to pursue responsibility at this time, so he calmed down and ordered calmly, "Quickly look around to see if there is a way to go down!"

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Everyone was surveying the path in the snow, when suddenly a guard at the back uttered a scream, and everyone turned their heads quickly, only to see a smear of blood spilled on the ground.

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At the moment of the sword and light sword movie, Ji Rong is the only one left on Ji Rong's side.

Ji Rong took a deep breath, and stared at the leader of the group of men in black in front of him warily.

"Who are you?"

The masked leader of the men in black went straight in, "Where's Liu Duxing?"

"Go down." Ji Rong maintained a defensive posture.

"Then there is no need for you to exist."

After saying that, an arrow shot straight at Ji Rong's face, right between his eyebrows.

A touch of black disappeared into the snow.

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The author has something to say:

Mental activities may look a little chaotic... But in principle, a person's thinking is also very random under normal circumstances... For his father's account, you can refer to adolescent rebellious psychology and some principles of Freud... TT If you look dizzy, it must be my fault...