residual injury

Su Shiqing rushed to the hospital early in the morning, performed three surgeries in the morning, and dealt with the discharge summary of the patients in the inpatient department in the afternoon. If there were no accidents, he would get off work at six o'clock today.

Brothers from the same school and laboratory went to the hospital to participate in an exchange meeting today, and made an appointment to have dinner together after get off work.

Jian Feng slept until noon, got up and ordered a takeaway, and played a few games. Looking at the time, it was almost four o'clock. It seemed that Dr. Su mentioned yesterday that he would leave work early today, so he hurried to take a shower, change clothes and run to the hospital.

Su Shiqing changed his clothes and called his brother Yu Xinyuan while walking, Yu Xinyuan told him that he was waiting in the parking lot.

Yu Xinyuan was two years older than Su Shiqing. After graduation, he stayed in school for the postgraduate entrance examination and almost always stayed in the laboratory. He helped Su Shiqing a lot. After graduation, Yu Xinyuan was recommended to the pharmaceutical research institute and is now in charge of a new drug research and development.

Su Shiqing saw Yu Xinyuan standing at the edge of the parking lot from afar, and called out to his brother, Yu Xinyuan turned around with a smile, stepped forward and gave him a hug: "Shiqing, long time no see."

"Brother, why are you alone? Didn't Senior Sister Zhang Li come with you?"

Zhang Li was in the same class as Su Shiqing, and Feng Qiaoru, the senior who took good care of Su Shiqing, was in the same class as Yu Xinyuan. At that time, the four of them liked to go to the laboratory. Later, Feng Qiaoru went abroad, and there were usually Su Shiqing, Yu Xinyuan, and Zhang Li in the laboratory. It wasn't until Yu Xinyuan and Zhang Li announced their relationship that Su Shiqing didn't realize it. He co-authored Zhang Li's Pao Laboratory just to chase Yu Xinyuan. Naively, he thought it was just friendship in the revolutionary war, but it turned out to be just love that he didn't know.

"Ali has been busy with the transfer of subjects recently, so she has no time to come. She asked me to say hello to you."

The two walked towards the car while talking, Su Shiqing asked: "Brother, when you plan to get married, you must inform me then."

Yu Xinyuan patted Su Shiqing on the shoulder, teasing and smiling: "Naturally, you are the one who has witnessed our love along the way, although you are the last one in the whole laboratory to know."

Just as Su Shiqing was about to speak, he was pulled aside by a figure that suddenly jumped out from behind. Su Shiqing's heart tightened with such strength, thinking that he had encountered some dangerous person. Then, Yu Xinyuan was pushed by someone, but Su Shiqing hadn't reacted yet. , heard Jian Feng's voice: "Doctor Su, how could you lie to me!"

Su Shiqing hurriedly helped Yu Xinyuan stand firm, and said in a stern tone, "Jian Feng, what are you doing again? Apologize to my senior brother."

Jian Feng was full of grievances. He waited here for almost two hours. He saw Su Shiqing cuddling with other men from afar, and the two were talking and laughing, "Dr. Su, didn't you say you don't like men? Then he is who?"

He has never been wronged like this, Jian Feng's two uncles have no males in their families, Jian Feng's four cousins, none of them are cousins, they have been the treasure of the whole family for three generations since childhood, give what you want, and get what you want What, it was the first time he liked someone so much, more than the robots, chocolates, and motorcycles he liked when he was a child, and it was also the first time he had tasted such sadness.

"Jian Feng, what nonsense are you talking about? Don't mess around with me. What I told you yesterday is in vain. Can you change your impulsive temper? I have no obligation to indulge your nonsense. You are an adult now." My brother apologizes."

Yu Xinyuan patted Su Shiqing's shoulder: "Small things, don't take it seriously, who is this kid?"

Jian Feng yelled at Yu Xinyuan: "Whoever is a child, if you apologize, you will apologize. I'm sorry, let's do it!"

Su Shiqing's tone became more serious: "Jian Feng, is this the attitude that an apology should have?"

Jian Feng's eyes were red: "I thought you really didn't like men, but it turns out you just don't like me!"

After saying this, Jian Feng turned and ran away.

Su Shiqing was stunned by the tears that would fall from Jian Feng's eyes at any time. He never thought that Jian Feng's reaction would be so great. He followed Jian Feng and moved two steps in the direction, and was stopped by him again. The wind is impulsive, playing cards not according to common sense, thinking about it, flying back from another city in the middle of the night, just for a few snacks, they are two people with diametrically opposite personalities, and they are destined not to be from the same world.

Yu Xinyuan said: "You seem to have hurt a child's heart."

"Don't worry about him, let's go, let's go to eat."

"Your expression tells me that you are worried, is it your suitor?"

Su Shiqing was silent for a few seconds: "It's my patient. He was only temporarily deceived by his own heart. During a certain period of time, a person will suddenly have a strong sense of dependence on another person, become madly obsessed with him, and want to possess him. After waiting for a while, he will naturally be serious and realistic."

Yu Xinyuan glanced at him: "Shi Qing, I've always wanted to ask you, have you ever met someone who made your heart beat faster?"

Su Shi was cold and humorous: "Yes, when I first got on the operating table, my heart beat faster when I faced every patient."

"You know what I want to say. During college, there were not ten or eight girls who pursued you. In my impression, you never responded to anyone. Even Feng Qiaoru, you always treated him coldly. Actually, I always wanted to ask you, Do you not call the opposite sex?"

"Brother, I really don't have feelings for those girls, and I'm really not sure about my sexual orientation. I haven't thought about this issue at all. The emotional issue is just going with the flow. I don't want to bother to study it."

Thinking of the girls who had shown affection for him in the past, they all had shy faces. Facing Su Shiqing, it took several sentences to complete a sentence. Su Shiqing frowned, and Jian Feng suddenly flashed a smile in his mind. When he said he wanted to chase him, Jian Feng's straightforwardness moved him even more, at least he didn't feel disgusted.

"What do you think of that kid just now?"

Su Shiqing didn't answer him.

When he got to the side of the car, Su Shiqing signaled Yu Xinyuan to sit in the co-pilot, and when he got in, he said, "Brother, do you know the rumors about the haunted lake in our school?"

Yu Xinyuan was stunned for a moment: "I know, the whole school knows, why are you talking about this all of a sudden?"

It was Su Shiqing's sophomore year when two male students suddenly drowned at night in the artificial lake of the school. The school did not specify the reason, but only said that they fell into the water and it was forbidden to go there at night. At that time, there were rumors that the two male students liked the same girl. Dueling in the artificial lake, I didn't want both of them to fall into the water and die. In the end, every year on their death anniversary, there would always be a will-o'-the-wisp by the artificial lake, and people were panicked for a while.

Su Shiqing started the car and said, "Brother, they didn't fight to death because of jealousy as the rumors said, they were a couple."

Yu Xinyuan's heart skipped a beat: "How do you know?"

"I've seen them together."

Su Shiqing was very quiet when he was a freshman. There were all kinds of dirty jokes in the dormitory at night. He couldn't get into it. He ran out every night with a book. The small woods and parks in the school were all occupied by lovers. Su Shiqing had to go to the second floor of the scientific research building to open small rooftop.He was reading a book that day when he heard footsteps, and because he didn't want to say hello to anyone, he ducked behind the rooftop door. Two boys came, and they hugged and kissed as soon as they came up. Su Shiqing was even more embarrassed to leave, and left after they finished. , Later, I often met them on the small rooftop.

In his sophomore year, he suddenly remembered that there was an instrument in the laboratory that was not turned off. He ran to the office to ask the teacher to borrow the key. He had just arrived at the classroom building, and before he knocked on the door, he heard a dispute coming from inside. He should have gone back quietly. , but he heard that the voice was the pair of boys kissing on the rooftop. For some reason, he didn't leave. He stood outside and listened for a while. The school discovered the fact that the two boys were together and asked them to separate. Either they both drop out of school, and one of the boys retorted loudly: "We just like each other, and we haven't done anything harmful, why should we be separated, and why should we be asked to drop out of school!"

The dean's words were cruel: "If you graduate, you can do whatever you want, but it's not allowed in school. Homosexuality is not allowed in our school. If you don't change it, I will ask your parents to come and sit down and talk about it."

Su Shiqing's heart tightened when he heard that, and he backed away.

Two days later, when the parents of both parties arrived at the school, no one knew what happened, except that the result was that the young lovers were both killed.

Yu Xinyuan didn't speak for a long time after listening, but just let out a long sigh: "Shi Qing, that happened several years ago, and the society is different now, and the tolerance is much stronger than it was then."

"But I am a doctor. People may accept the sexual orientation of a common person, but they may not accept that a doctor is a different kind. At least in the eyes of some people, doctors are beautiful, holy, and undefiled in their eyes, brother , the secular world is far more complicated than we imagined."

Yu Xinyuan turned to look at him: "Shi Qing, sometimes it's better to look away."

Su Shiqing didn't speak anymore, he was thinking about Jian Feng.

Jian Feng was in tears just now.

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