residual injury

When He Ruoyuan received Jian Feng, Jian Feng had already cried so hard that he had no energy left.

"Yuanyuan, he just doesn't love me. I'm with him. If I hadn't been pestering him, we would have broken up long ago. In the beginning, I was unilaterally pestering him. He just fell in love with me by the way. No, maybe not, he even slept with me when he was drunk for the first time, and he stayed with me just to be responsible."

He Ruoyuan felt uncomfortable watching him cry, but he still comforted him: "But he is really good to you, he will give you whatever you like and want, for you to learn skydiving and bungee jumping, don't think about it, listen Let him explain."

"What are you explaining? If it weren't for me, he might have married that Dr. Feng long ago, and he would have been transferred to a big hospital long ago."

"Okay, okay, go home with me first, you can't listen to what you say now."

He Ruoyuan called Su Shiqing while Jian Feng was asleep and told him not to worry, Jian Feng was by his side.

Su Shiqing thanked him and said that he would go to pick up Jianfeng.

"Doctor Su, you'd better not come here, he is in a fit of anger, I will call you to pick him up after a few days when the anger subsides."

After the experience gained from the previous cold wars, Su Shiqing also gradually got a feel for Jian Feng's temper. The more he waited for him to get angry, and when the anger did not subside, it would be better to pick him up and coax him at this time.

He Ruoyuan also thought it made sense, and sent the address to Su Shiqing.

Su Shiqing got into the car with Jian Feng in his arms. Jian Feng had already woken up when he went out. He didn't think about what to say, so he continued to pretend to be asleep.

When he got home, Su Shiqing parked the car and said, "Okay, don't pretend to be asleep, do you want me to carry you up?"

Jian Feng was still angry, and went upstairs without saying a word.

"What do you want to eat? I'll make it for you."

Jian Feng said angrily: "Did you pick me up to ask me what to eat? Didn't you explain why you wrote the application first?"

"I'm sorry, I wrote it. The situation was complicated at that time. My parents forced me to write it. I wrote it, but I didn't mean to leave you. When I wrote it, I was thinking about you. I Didn't sign it, didn't plan to sign it."

Jian Feng didn't believe it at all, and continued to make trouble out of no reason: "I want to eat frozen pineapple now, you can buy it for me."

"Shouldn't be available this season, should I change it to something else?"

"You didn't even go out to look for it, so you said no, Su Shiqing, you don't love me at all, do you? Are you with me just because you were drunk and slept with me, and you want to be responsible for me?"

"You just look at me like this?" Su Shiqing's eyes were full of hurt.

"do not you?"

Jian Feng didn't know why, and when he got angry, he would say anything. He knew that Su Shiqing was wrong, but he just wanted to say it like this, as if seeing Su Shiqing in pain proved that he cared about himself very much.

Su Shiqing didn't speak any more, turned around and went to the kitchen to cook, which was all Jian Feng liked.

After cooking, ask Jian Feng to eat, and called three times, Jian Feng pretended not to hear, and continued to play games in the bedroom, with a loud voice, Su Shiqing didn't call for the fourth time, and went to the study to rest after eating, tossing Already exhausted after a day.

Jian Feng gambled that he would not come out to eat, and played until the middle of the night when he was too hungry to come out to find something to eat. Looking at the food on the table, he wanted to eat it, but felt that he would forgive Su Shiqing after eating it, so he went to the refrigerator to get a beer, on an empty stomach He drank three cans of cold beer.

Su Shiqing woke up the next day and saw that the food on the table hadn't been touched, but there were a few more beer cans. He sighed and cooked a bowl of noodles and brought them to the bedroom.

Jian Feng was breathing heavily, and Su Shiqing felt something was wrong, so he stretched out his hand and found out that he had a fever, "Jian Feng, Jian Feng, wake up, you have a fever, follow me to the hospital."

"Oh, don't bother me, I'm so annoying, I want to sleep, I don't go anywhere."

Su Shiqing hurried to work, found the cold medicine, poured water and put it on the bedside, and told him to take the medicine when he got up.When I arrived at the hospital, I called him again to remind him to take medicine.

Jian Feng was woken up, as if the anger hadn't come out, and now added a new one: "You all know that if I have a fever, you can't ask for leave to stay with me at home?"

"Sorry, I can't go away."

Jian Feng thought for a while, then ran to the refrigerator to get a can of beer, and swallowed the pills with the beer.

When the ambulance came, Jian Feng was smiling, he thought, your patient is important and I am not important?

Looking at Jian Feng who was lying on the hospital bed, Su Shiqing felt a deep sense of powerlessness for the first time.He would come to take care of Jian Feng every day, and Jian Feng also accepted his care, but he was often relatively silent. Su Shiqing no longer knew what to say to Jian Feng.

Jian Feng wanted to admit his mistake, but was beaten back by Su Shiqing's indifferent attitude, and finally said nothing.

Jian Mingyuan found out about this, and slapped Jian Feng in front of Su Shiqing, "Jian Feng, you can be willful, we are all your closest people, we can tolerate you, but we are gone? Who will indulge your petty temper? How many times have I said that no matter what you do, you can't make fun of your life, you have disappointed me so much!"

The more Jian Mingyuan said, the more heartbroken he was: "I'll give you whatever you want since you were a child. You didn't get good grades in school. I didn't force you to go to a good university. You haven't done any work after graduation. What else can you do except play?" , Jian Feng, when will you grow up?"

"Shi Qing, I apologize to you on behalf of Jian Feng, you give him another chance, I know my child is just spoiled, he is not bad at heart."

"Uncle, you don't have to do this, I also believe that Jian Feng will change."

After being discharged from the hospital, Jian Mingyuan suspended all Jian Feng's credit cards and confiscated all the vehicles under his name. Jian Feng looked at the 2 yuan in the card and sighed.

Liu Hui was annoyed by his sigh: "If you are short of money, just tell me, I have it here, and use as much as you want first."

"You don't understand, my dad scolded me in front of Ah Shi, and made me worthless. What I want is not money, but to prove my worth. I want to prove that I am not really a waste, even if I don't have a serious job. I can also make money on my own."

As expected, a rift appeared between the two again.

This cold war lasted for half a month. Jian Feng moved away his things, moved back to his small house, blocked all of Su Shiqing's contact information, and he didn't go home to live. Su Shiqing couldn't find anyone else. .

We've been together for almost a year, and there's been a lot of quarrels, big and small quarrels, Su Shiqing gradually can't remember how many times there have been, and half of the stack of sticky notes has been torn off at some point.

Maybe it's because of a word, maybe it's a meal, in short, one is awkward and the other is coaxing, Su Shiqing has always thought that all relationships in love are like this, as a mature one, one should tolerate the other and grow up with him.

Jian Feng has not been idle recently. He has signed up for a motorcycle competition and spends his time training in the training ground every day in the dark. He wants to get the results and then go back to Su Shiqing to prove to them that love is not worthless. Love is not worthless. It can also be a business.

On this day, the team received an advertisement, Lin Xinran's family's company invested, and invited the team members to dinner tonight.

Coincidentally, a group of people met Su Shiqing and Feng Qiaoru at the entrance of the hotel. Feng Qiaoru was standing on the side of the road crying pear blossoms with rain, Su Shiqing stood next to her and comforted her softly, a few meters away, Jian Feng didn't hear them talking What.

Liu Hui and the others saw it too, and said, "Do you want to go up and ask?"

Jian Feng's heartache was not like his own, today was the No. 17 day of their cold war, he thought that Su Shiqing would wait for him where he was, but Su Shiqing didn't seem to be there.

He Ruoyuan patted Jian Feng: "Jian Feng, they are gone, do you want to catch up?"

Just as Jian Feng was about to step forward, Lin Xinran grabbed his shoulders, "Tsk tsk, you didn't see it just now, your doctor Su almost fought with someone because of that beautiful sister, hero save the beauty, Jian Feng, I even recorded a , do you want to see it?"

"Are you annoying? Why are you everywhere?" Jian Feng roared.

"You just don't want to face the reality. The reality is, Jian Feng, people just play with you casually, but you take it seriously."

"Screw your mother's ass!"

The coach came over when he heard the dispute: "What's the matter? How could Jian Feng talk to Master Lin like this, toast Master Lin for two cups later."

Jian Feng was dragged into the hotel, turned his head to the long street, Su Shiqing's car had already turned a corner and disappeared at the corner of the street.

Su Shiqing took out a tissue and handed it to Feng Qiaoru: "Do you want to go back to the hospital? Dr. Feng."

"No, please take me to the neighborhood."

Feng Qiaoru met a man on a dating website a while ago, and they made an appointment to meet tonight, but as soon as they met, the man dragged her into the car, groped her, and dialed Su Shiqing in a hurry, and the man let her go get off.

"I'm really bothering you tonight."

"No trouble."

The next day, it was raining and the training ground was closed. Jian Feng was in a bad mood, so he refused to listen to advice and went to practice on a simulated track alone. Once injured, Liu Hui was terrified, and hurriedly helped Jian Feng to send him to the hospital.

Lin Xinran stopped him, and deliberately provoked Jian Feng: "Jian Feng, you should call Dr. Su and tell him that you are injured, and see if he will come to pick you up. If he doesn't come, it will prove that I was right last night. He was just playing with you."

Seeing Jian Feng's hesitation, Lin Xinran said again: "Otherwise, how about we block him, I block him and he won't come, if he comes, the latest racing car will be yours."

Jian Feng didn't hesitate anymore, he also wanted to know if Su Shiqing really cared about him, so Jian Feng called Su Shiqing and told him that he was injured in a car crash.

Su Shiqing was very calm, asking him about his injuries while writing the handover worksheet.

"Is it the leg? Is it bleeding?"

Jian Feng glanced, no, but he said, "Yes, it's been bleeding."

"Stop the bleeding first, I have taught you before."

"it is good."

Su Shiqing asked again: "Try to move your feet, can you move them? Does it hurt?"

Jian Feng lifted his leg and turned his ankle. Fortunately, it didn't hurt too much, it was probably just an old sprain.

"I can't move, it hurts when I move."

"Stay still, I'm going over now."

Su Shiqing asked another colleague to take over his job, and drove the car to the training ground. It was raining, and the car broke down halfway through the drive. The training car was remote, and there was no way to go to the village or back to the shop. Su Shiqing thought of a backup and wanted a simple wind Fold the bicycle and continue to drive forward in the rain.

It took an extra hour to switch to a bicycle for a distance that could have been reached in four or 10 minutes by car.

Su Shiqing arrived drenched, and the security guard who watched the scene led him to the rest area, and pointed to the front halfway: "That blue room, they play cards in it, I want to see the car, you go in by yourself."

Jian Feng played poker with Lin Xinran and the others, Lin Xinran said: "Let me just say, your Dr. Su probably won't come, Jian Feng, you can just play with what you said, you have to take it seriously, look at you, How unrestrained!"

The person next to him echoed: "That's right, your story has been spread in this circle, and that doctor is nothing good. Last time your story broke out on the Internet, he didn't stand up to defend you. You fell in love with him back then. What?"

Jian Feng was getting angry, and said angrily: "Never mind your business, he looks good-looking and clean, unlike you who like to mess around, I have a cleanliness, I just want to find a clean one, the most suitable doctor .”

Su Shiqing stood outside the door, put his hand on the doorknob, and listened to Jian Feng's word for word, and the voice inside continued: "Even if he is boring, even if being with him is boring, so what, he looks like Good-looking, never fucks up, clean, none of you can compare!"

Feeling no pain in his heart anymore, Su Shiqing pushed open the door and walked in, walking straight to Jian Feng.

"Are your legs okay?" Su Shiqing still said in a gentle tone, squatting down to look at his legs.

Jian Feng took a look at Su Shiqing, his clothes were all wet, his hair was sticking to his forehead, he looked messy and sloppy, Lin Xinran sneered and said, "Hey, isn't this Dr. Su who has been in the newspapers? Why is he so messed up like a drowned rat? Same, haha, Jian Feng, you say yes."

"Are your legs okay?"

Everyone was looking at Jian Feng, with half-smile eyes watching the excitement. Jian Feng suddenly felt like he was being ridiculed. He thought Su Shiqing would appear in a white coat and let him proudly introduce in front of everyone: Look , my boyfriend is a doctor, I did not lie to you!I said he would come!

His self-esteem was troubled, but his exit became: "Why did you come? I said on the phone that I was bleeding profusely and was about to die. It took you more than an hour to arrive, so you are not afraid that I will die in an accident?"

Su Shiqing didn't speak, but after confirming that Jian Feng was fine, he turned around and was about to leave.

Don't want to explain too much.

Later Lin Xinran was still encouraging Jian Feng: "Look, I just said that he doesn't love you and doesn't value you."

Jian Feng stood up and shouted: "Su Shiqing, do you love me?"

He hoped that Su Shiqing would say love.

Su Shiqing didn't say anything, love, but being tossed like this, no matter how much you love, it's tiring.

"If you don't tell me, let's break up." Jian Feng said again.

Sadness flashed across Su Shiqing's eyes, and his heart throbbed. In Jian Feng's heart, the word "break up" could be said anytime, just like "eat".

"Jian Feng, have you thought it over clearly, do you want to break up?"

Jian Feng looked into his eyes and felt that he didn't want to break up, that he was trying to persuade him to stay, he didn't notice the wound in Su Shiqing's eyes at all, raised his face and said, "Su Shiqing, we raced motorcycles, you beat me , we will not break up."

"it is good."

It's not for the phrase "don't break up if you win", but to prove to Jian Feng that he loved Jian Feng, but the deepest love can't stand such a toss.

The rainy track was slippery, and Su Shiqing got on the bike without saying anything.

Jian Feng planned to let him go early in the morning. He just wanted to find himself a step down. He didn't intend to really compare with Su Shiqing. He is a professional motorcycle racer who has been trained professionally. Su Shiqing is just learning to ride a motorcycle. ordinary people.

Su Shiqing really wanted to win, and he pushed the accelerator to the maximum like crazy. Jian Feng started to get scared, he didn't dare to chase too closely, and shouted Su Shiqing's name in the wind, telling him that he had won, but Su Shiqing couldn't hear him.

He rushed to the finish line, the speed was too fast to stop the car, and the whole person and the motorcycle crashed into the roadside hillside.

In the ambulance, his legs were covered with blood. Jian Feng cried so much that his whole body trembled. He cried and said, "I will never mention breaking up again. We will never break up. I will always love you."

Su Shiqing was sweating from the pain. He looked at Jian Feng and wiped away the tears on his face. His voice was soft but firm, his eyes were gentle and cruel, and he said, "Jian Feng, let's break up."