residual injury

The author has something to say: Fu Minghuai, who appeared before, Su's former neighbor

Jian Feng stuck his hand in the car before he closed the door, "It doesn't matter, I am like this, should I go to the hotel or to your house?"

Su Shiqing looked at Jian Feng in disbelief, and Jian Feng sat in the passenger seat in his astonishment, "Brother, let's go to your house."

"Go down."

Jian Feng swallowed bitterly, he knew that Su Shiqing was soft-hearted, and he was betting on his soft-heartedness.

The two stalemate for a few minutes, Su Shiqing chuckled, started the car and stepped on the accelerator, "Go to my house."

Along the way, Su Shiqing didn't say a word again. He was irritable and depressed. The face in his previous memories overlapped with Jian Feng's face in the co-pilot seat. It fit together at once, and then distorted extremely at once. Su Shiqing suddenly had a kind of want The urge to jump out of the car and flee, whether it was two years ago or now, Jian Feng can always easily disturb his thoughts and drive his emotions to ignite his anger.

This time he just wanted to live a peaceful life and work quietly, so he had to get out of this state.

If hurting him can make him stay away, then hurt him as much as possible. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. People will always grow thorns after being injured, trying to protect themselves with thorns, and Su Shiqing is no exception.

Jian Feng secretly looked at Su Shiqing's expression, confirmed that he would not be thrown out of the car, and sighed, "Ah Shi, I quit the team and opened an outdoor goods store. I won't play extreme sports anymore, and all my previous circles have quit. , the group has all retreated."

Su Shiqing didn't answer him, and didn't want to know why Jian Feng withdrew from his previous circle.

The car drove faster than usual, and when the car was parked downstairs, Su Shiqing glanced at Jian Feng, "Get out of the car."

Jian Feng stood downstairs and looked upstairs. Su Shiqing's window was pitch-black, and there were Jian Feng's most precious memories inside. He silently followed Su Shiqing upstairs. The advertisement in the elevator had changed a long time ago. They used to When entering the elevator together, Jian Feng would always lie on his shoulder or lean against his back, and now they each occupy a corner of the elevator, as if separated by a river and a mountain.

"Ding..." After a sound, Jian Feng followed Su Shiqing out of the elevator and watched him open the door. The moment he entered, Jian Feng's eyes felt hot, and he finally returned to the place he had missed for two years.

The living room lights turned on, and the big-mouthed doll with the key on the shoe cabinet was gone, and the slippers were not the couple slippers from two years ago. Su Shiqing changed his shoes and ignored him, and went straight to the bathroom.

There were no snacks and fruit plates on the coffee table, no vases on the dining table, and no flowers in the room. Jian Feng walked to the bedroom. The bed was no longer the blue silk and satin bedding he liked, but a gray cotton quilt cover. There were two people on the table. The group photo of Jian Feng is gone, the Rubik's Cube that Jian Feng played casually is gone, and the room is still the original house, but there is no trace of Jian Feng, not a single bit.

Su Shi washed his face with cold water and stood in front of the mirror for a few minutes, feeling another pain in his heart.

When he walked into the bedroom, he saw Jian Feng standing in front of the bed, thinking about something, Su Shiqing asked, "Should we start now or wait for you to take a shower?"

Jian Feng wiped the end of his eyes, turned his head, and squeezed out a smile, "I'll take a shower first."

"Ah."

"Ah Shi, do I still have my old pajamas?" Jian Feng asked, knowing that the answer would be disappointing, but he still wanted to hear from Su Shiqing himself.

"Throw it away early."

"It's okay, can I borrow your pajamas?"

Su Shiqing didn't look at him, "Don't bother, just come out after washing."

Jian Feng fell down in the shower and was too excited. He knew that Su Shiqing hadn't forgiven him, but being able to enter his house was already one step closer to him.

Thinking about it and smiling bitterly, Su Shiqing would definitely not like his current behavior, and suddenly remembered that he used to comment on Yu Chen, licking dogs, and being cheap, but now, he is even more cheap than Yu Chen, but as long as it is Doctor Su, Jian Feng thinks Cheap and cheap too willingly.

There is no pajamas, there are bath towels in the bathroom, Jian Feng is useless, and walks into the bedroom naked.

Su Shiqing leaned against the bed, saw Jian Feng coming over, and threw something to him. It fell on the side of the bed, but he didn't see it clearly at a glance. Jian Feng thought it might be lubricant, went to the bed and picked it up, and his whole body was struck by lightning. , the heart trembled uncontrollably, and cold sweat leaked from every pore in an instant. It was a dildo, the one that Jian Feng bought to stimulate him on purpose.

He erased all the traces of Jian Feng's life, except for this utensil.

"Lie down and use it yourself." Su Shiqing said, his voice was not the slightest bit warm, only he knew that at this moment his fingertips were pinching into his palm, and the knife that stabbed Jian Feng was also stabbing himself at the same time, looking at Jian Feng's pale face Face, he is not feeling well.

Only one stimulation can be eliminated forever. He hoped that after this time, Jian Feng would give up on him and live his own life.

"Ah Shi..." Jian Feng's voice was broken, trembling uncontrollably, "You...you're joking, right?"

Su Shiqing didn't look at him again.

This kind of silence is more uncomfortable than stabbing a knife into the body. Jian Feng slowly climbed onto the bed, his tears fell on the gray quilt, moistening it with ink. He should be in the same mood as Jian Feng at the moment.

Jian Feng lay down on the bed mechanically, and numbly sent the thing down his body. Su Shiqing kept clenching his hands, pulled Jian Feng quickly, grabbed the utensil in his hand and threw it under the bed, "Enough, let's go .”

"You do not want it?"

"Let's go, Jian Feng, live a good life."

Jian Feng has not recovered from the astonishment just now, "You did this on purpose, right? You just want me to give up on you and let me retreat in spite of difficulties, right? Ah Shi, I will not give up. I won't give up until you don't have a boyfriend, I will really change, give me another chance, okay?"

Su Shiqing stood by the bed, threw the quilt on Jian Feng, and laughed miserably, "If I have a boyfriend, you will give up, right?"

Jian Feng didn't understand the meaning of his words for a while, and nodded dully.

Su Shiqing took out the phone, turned on the speakerphone in front of Jian Feng, the other side answered the phone quickly, and a man's voice said, "Brother, it's so late, what's wrong?"

"Are you free now? Come to my house."

"What's the matter, brother? Come right away." The other side asked.

During the few seconds of listening to the phone, Jian Feng felt that he had died again, so he asked in a low voice without confidence: "Who is he?"

Su Shiqing didn't speak, but asked him, "Do you want to stay and see him, or go now?"

Jian Feng almost fell off the bed, staggered towards the bathroom, dressed indiscriminately and left in a hurry. In the elevator, he looked at himself in the mirror. His clothes were worn backwards, and his shoes were not put on. He was so embarrassed, so embarrassed. .

At that time, Su Shiqing ran to the arena in the rain to find him, and heard him talking to his so-called "friends", didn't he feel the same way?

After he left, Su Shiqing slid along the wall and sat on the ground, his heart ached so badly that even his breathing hurt.

Fu Minghuai came very quickly. After ringing the doorbell for the third time, he kicked the door a few times anxiously, "Brother, are you okay? I broke the door!"

Su Shiqing clutched his chest and forcefully stood up and opened the door. Fu Minghuai hurriedly helped him sit down, "Did you take the medicine? You sit down, and I'll get the medicine."

Fu Minghuai couldn't remember how many times Su Shiqing called him over in the middle of the night. The first time Su Shiqing called him, only Su Shiqing's faint breathing sound remained on the phone. When he arrived, Su Shiqing almost lost his breath. Fortunately, there are medicines at home.

"Hey, brother, you'd better go for a checkup. It hurts every now and then. It will kill you every now and then. How long can you last?"

Su Shiqing took the medicine and breathed a sigh of relief, "It's okay, it's just heart palpitations, it's not serious, I know it."

"It's good that you have a count, you say you, you don't have any friends and no one to take care of you, if something happens someday... Forget it, I'll help you to rest, I'll sleep on the sofa, call me if you have anything to do."