the furthest distance

27

After Li Shengli fled back to Osaka in a hurry from Seoul, he never contacted his brothers in private.

He made the most of his schedule, but still couldn't stop himself from thinking about that bloody kiss.

He couldn't believe that he would do such a thing, what would his brother think of him?

It can no longer be hidden, those little hopes that cannot be seen...

He himself doesn't know when it started...

Maybe when everyone despises him, but that person still says he will love him;

Maybe it was when the self-proclaimed little lovers left and betrayed him one by one, and that person swore to be with him forever;

Maybe it was when the album was released and the person said that he didn't have to worry about everything;

Maybe it was when I made a small mistake and didn't care about it but was scolded bloody by that person;

Maybe it was his first solo, when no one cared, but he wrote more than 30 lines of comments;

Or maybe from the very beginning, when I first saw that proud young man standing against the light with a cold expression...

He only knew that for the entire seven years, it seemed that every minute and every second was telling him that only this person was the most important, and everything else didn't matter.

Feeling unacceptable, going deeper.

But what to do now?

Will he be hated, coveted by someone who treats him like his own brother, will he feel sick?

However, that person said that he was a closer person than a lover.

Are you comforting me?

He even kissed my forehead......

But, that's not enough, I don't want to be a relative, I want to be a friend...

Don't kiss the forehead, kiss the lips......

Even do more shameful things......

Those grotesque dreams, the more he suppressed them, the more he struggled to come out. He wanted to smash the person on the cloud into pieces, crush them, and devour them...

He is grateful for the safe distance of 1000 kilometers from Seoul to Osaka, which allows him to indulge his unrealistic fantasies without worrying about his impulsive implementation; place.

He is also grateful that the Internet has eliminated all the distances in the world. He followed that person's footsteps all over the world through the screen, and with millions of people, he sometimes felt reconciled, and sometimes felt that it was so good.

However, he is different from the millions of people who followed GD. Near the end of the year, Bigbang's activities in Japan started, including 5 egg tours and 8 FanMeetings.

When the whole Bigbang group reunited in Osaka, it seemed as if they had met again after a long absence. They hadn't seen each other for a few months, as if it had been a century.

Li Shengli saw his brother at a glance, walking in the crowd, his figure was already engraved in his mind, even though he couldn't see his face clearly.

He stood up to meet them, and after a brief greeting in the hotel lobby, they went to the penthouse suite together.

After entering the private space, it is the real meeting. As a superstar, any public place is a stage, and the life of living in the eyes of others will always be tiresome at times.

As soon as Quan Zhilong entered the room, he collapsed on the sofa without saying a word. It is said that he has not slept for more than 20 hours.

Li Shengli arranged the pillows on the sofa to make his brother sleep more comfortably, and took out a spare thin quilt from the closet to cover him.

"Hey, I'm back again... It feels like it's been a long time."

"The last time you came was last year, right?"

"Well, it's also the end of the year, which happens to be almost a year."

"Time flies so fast......Speaking of which, Seungri hasn't been back to Seoul for a long time......Is it lonely here alone?"

"If you want to talk about loneliness, it's my brothers... Victory will definitely not be lonely..."

"That's right... Those Models, Clubs... probably don't want to go back..."

"No…………… Lonely………"

"Oh, don't pretend... I heard from Bao Jing that some people don't go back to the apartment at night..."

"What I didn't have..... I spent the night in the studio..."

"Boss, you are wrong...... The studio cannot bring strangers back......"

Although struggling hard, the victory as the youngest was still overwhelmed by his brother, who was unable to refute.

Finally seeing the cute look of the young and old who hadn't seen him for a long time, the brothers expressed their wish and they were going to go out to eat something together before taking a rest.

"Shengli, you stay and take care of Zhilong, it looks like you have to sleep until night."

“…………………… Hey, why me?”

"My brothers all flew over early this morning..."

"I also took the Shinkansen for most of the day, and I'm tired......"

"Dragon Tory, Fighting!"

"Well, take care of your brother."

The members left the suite one after another, and Li Shengli put away his reluctant expression.

The sky has gradually darkened. Because it is the top floor, the view is very good, and the skyline of Osaka can be seen at a glance. The sunset falls into the clouds and cannot be found, but it dyes the whole sky red, which is really beautiful.

Li Shengli sat quietly on the sofa, straightened his back, and looked at his brother's sleeping face across the coffee table.

His eyes are like gentle hands, caressing the carefully carved curves, lightly closed eyes, straight nose bridge, slightly parted lips, elegant neck, delicate Adam's apple, sexy collarbone... as well as………………

He pictured the thinned and hidden part of the person in his mind, as he had done many times.

As if hypnotized, he has been sitting without changing his posture, so he will not be tired.

The sky completely darkened, turning into a dark blue cloth.

Thousands of lights are lit up, painting a warm picture.

Only then did Li Shengli come back to his senses. He glanced at his watch. It was past ten o'clock in the evening. After sleeping for more than seven hours, he must be hungry... Do you want to wake him up?

But it looks like she slept soundly. It's been a long time since she slept so soundly...... I can't bear to disturb you......

As if feeling the hesitation of victory, Quan Zhilong hummed twice, sat up, looked around, and seemed to realize that he was in a strange hotel.

Then, he stood up and walked out the door.

"Brother...the bathroom is on the other side..."

Quan Zhilong paused, turned around, smiled sheepishly, and walked to the other side.

Li Shengli couldn't help but laughed along with him. That must be the charm of "Zhilong's smile", and he was instantly infected.

Before he could recover, a pair of warm arms passed behind him and wrapped around his waist, "Victory, I'm so hungry, what can I eat?"

Li Shengli's body froze, he hardly dared to move, but his heart jumped with joy, he was still the same as before, nothing had changed, that's great, he was still the same elder brother who always paralyzed on other people, loved to tease and act like a baby to those close to him.

On the surface, he calmly opened the hotel's food delivery menu, "Brother, what do you want to eat?"

"The things in the hotel restaurant are boring... You have been here for so long, do you have any special recommendations?"

"Yes, there are, but there is no delivery... At this point, the reporters and fans are still there, it may be difficult to go out..."

Quan Zhilong smacked his lips in displeasure.

Li Shengli wanted to kiss him.

"Brother, I'll think of a way."

It’s okay to let me die, let alone just think of a way, as long as you are happy.