the furthest distance

Fortunately, there was no itinerary for the next day, and it was almost dawn when the two of them returned to the hotel during a day's rest.

Li Shengli took the opportunity to sleep in Quan Zhilong's suite and did not go back to his apartment.

Then, the almost breathless consecutive performances began.

The stage of Bigbang exploded at any time, and the teenagers swayed their youth and sweat wantonly against the gorgeous background, as if they wanted to burn everything overnight.

The atmosphere of the concert was so warm that the sea of ​​crowns became one piece.

When singing "Fantastic Baby", both GD and VI couldn't help laughing. The moment their eyes met in the air, an unspeakable ambiguity sprouted inexplicably.

Unfortunately, it was captured by the camera lens and projected on the giant display screen, and the screams of the fans instantly overturned the roof.

GD took advantage of the opportunity and came to VI's side, and danced close-fitting.

Although it was a cold winter, the members only wore single clothes. After nearly half of the performance, everyone's clothes were sweaty.

Quan Zhilong got close to Shengli's back, feeling the heat from that person.

Without any words, Li Shengli didn't even turn his head. Once his body detects the approach of the other party, he will automatically step out of the dance steps that have been rehearsed countless times. Even the swings are almost the same, and the coordination is seamless.

Quan Zhilong felt that it wasn't enough, he suddenly stretched out his hand, making Shengli rotate half a circle, facing him head-on.

When the child twisted his waist, he would subconsciously bite his lip. Quan Zhilong stared at the soft lower lip that was lightly bitten, his eyes were about to catch fire.

Perhaps it was because the rhythm was too noisy and the atmosphere was too enthusiastic. He hadn't completely retracted his hand, and approached him with Victory's head.

There is only one sentence left in his mind, "If I don't hide, will you kiss me?"

——If I really kiss you, will you hide?

Unprepared, Li Shengli was brought infinitely closer to him by GD, and the man's fiery eyes locked onto the target clearly.

"Will you kiss me if I don't hide?"

The same sentence flashed through his mind.

——He really kissed me, would I hide?

After only 0.1 second of hesitation, Li Shengli had already been wrapped into Quan Zhilong's arms, the heat that seemed to be melting, and the wild musky scent of that person were overwhelming.

He didn't retreat, and he couldn't retreat. The last reason made him tilt his head slightly. The man's hot lips brushed across his lips, as if they were about to wipe out sparks, and finally fell to the side of his ear.

Countless fireworks exploded in Li Shengli's mind instantly, more deafening than the screams of tens of thousands of VIPs.

"Victory..." The man's murmur-like voice rang in his ears.

Unable to think, Shengli completely gave up fighting against reason, and a sense of dizziness hit him. He reached out and hugged his brother, letting the man support his full weight.

The hug lasted for 30 seconds, which was the upper limit allowed on the stage, just enough for Quan Zhilong to sigh lightly.

Still not working, is it?

When the two parted, the heartbeat and dizziness disappeared. They returned to their positions and sang their own parts as if nothing had happened.

What's ridiculous is that the loss of control in less than 2 minutes before and after was the most intense time for fans to react during the whole show.

Therefore, the stage director asked to keep this link as a fixed performance link.

Is there anything more absurd than this?

Whether it's true or false, emotional or disappointing, no one cares, all they want is a gorgeous performance.

Idols, this is an idol, a puppet that is manipulated at will, and looks like it is loved by thousands of people.

But those beautiful dolls who always smile brightly, they also have hearts, and occasionally there are moments when they want to cry.

Li Shengli was sensitive to his brother's bad mood, and naturally blamed himself.

Because of me?

But I really don’t want to, I just……………

I just dare not………………

Yes, I was cowardly, cowardly in front of tens of thousands of people.

Nothing to admit.

After all, I still can't do it, completely ignoring the eyes of so many people.

I am not prepared.

I am not ready yet.

Then, still on stage, he regretted it.

They were so close, he saw the loneliness flashing in the man's eyes.

Brother, give me another chance, don’t be unhappy......

"I'm going out to smoke a cigarette." Quan Zhilong said hello and walked out.

"I'll go too." Li Shengli went out without thinking.

"Has Shengli started smoking too?" TOP asked with a confused face.

The others looked at him like they were looking at a fool.

Quan Zhilong pushed open the french door, came to the terrace, and exhaled foul breath.

He leaned his back against the wall, lit a cigarette, and before he could put it in his mouth, he was hit by Victory, who was chasing quickly.

The slightly cool lips pressed against his, and the tip of the soft tongue cautiously poked in. Quan Zhilong looked at the child's eyes, the corners of which were slightly red from excitement, as if he was begging for forgiveness.

Silly boy, it’s not because of you…………………

But……………… that’s fine too.

Quan Zhilong held the child's head from behind with his hand holding the cigarette, and then deepened the kiss. The tip of his tongue swept across his lips, palate, and even slid to the root of his tongue, sucking the sweet juice.

Li Shengli felt that his heartbeat was completely out of control, his brain went blank, and he even forgot to breathe. All his experience and skills were thrown into nowhere. He was like a child in school who kissed his first love for the first time. accept.

That's GD...……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… Don't stop.

Quan Zhilong's kiss is aggressive, especially when he feels the other party's pandering, he even has the urge to devour.

Really, it's been a long time since I've been so excited.

That kind of passion from the heart without any impurities has always been there, but it was buried in a deep place.

Both of them invested unexpectedly, so that they were a little breathless when they were separated.

When Quan Zhilong finally put the cigarette into his mouth, he realized that it was almost burnt out.

"Brother, I..." Li Shengli didn't know what to say.

Quan Zhilong lit another cigarette, took a puff, and exhaled a beautiful smoke ring. He shook his hand holding the cigarette, "It's not you...it has nothing to do with you."

"But...... Brother."

Li Shengli followed out on impulse, not even wearing a coat.

Quan Zhilong took a look at him, pulled him to stand side by side with him, and divided the Oversized down jacket he was wearing into half.

"Brother is just a little tired......Everything must be liked by others, and the days of living in everyone's eyes."

"In the beginning, I just wanted to be a star... I wish I could become a SuperStar like XXX... In order to be liked by more people, I am constantly improving myself."

"Then one day, when I stood high enough and wanted to be myself, I realized that I was lost, and I couldn't find the so-called 'self'......... that person has gone It's too far away, all the efforts just created a G-dragon that I don't know at all, and it has nothing to do with KwonJiyong......"

"Walking on the stage, it's like playing a pre-set role, that's not me, that's just what others want me to be, a G-dragon who can do everything well, is confident and fearless... ………………”

"But when will I be able to be myself? ……………… Victory, my life is full of spotlights, I can’t tell the difference between life and the stage………………… The beautiful drama seems to never end, and I'm just an actor."

"The real me is not beautiful, I am occasionally cowardly, I also want to be lazy, and I am very emotional..."

"Isn't perfect at all... Will anyone still love me? Will anyone still love me?"