the furthest distance

44

When Li Shengli woke up, he was already lying on the hospital bed.

It is said that after the accident, he himself called the police.

But he doesn't remember it at all.

The first thing I did when I woke up was to look for my mobile phone. The doctors in the hospital seemed very experienced, so the mobile phone was placed within easy reach.

As soon as it was turned on, the familiar number was dialed out, but the phone was still shutting down.

Li Shengli sighed inwardly, and then dialed the number of his agent.

This time he was picked up very smoothly, and after a series of aftermath arrangements were made, Li Shengli lay back on the bed.

Then, the feeling of pain swept over, it hurt everywhere, but the most painful thing was the heart.

Why is it still off?

What is going on here?

It was fine two days ago, why is it like this all of a sudden?

Li Shengli had a lot of thoughts in his mind, thinking about it, and his head hurt, but there was no result.

Then the phone rang, and the first person to call in was President Yang, "Shengli, how are you doing now?"

"It seems to be okay, but it hurts a little... basically it's still intact."

"Is there no violation?"

"No drinking, no speeding, don't worry, President."

"That's good, Victory, you can rest easy and recuperate. If you need anything, you can go to Bao Jing... Don't go to the two FamilyCons in Fukuoka."

"Huh?... I don't have a big deal. It will be two days later, maybe I can catch up..."

"Why are you working so hard... I told you to let you recuperate..."

"That president... brother Zhilong is fine... his phone is always turned off when I call him."

"Zhilong?... Is it okay... I called him and his cell phone was turned off. It's out of battery. It's also possible during the vacation... I called his house... All the members have notified, and now it's the cusp of the storm Come on, I told them not to come to the hospital, don't think too much about it."

"Well, I know, thank you, President."

After a long time, Li Shengli would often think that at that time, if it hadn't been for this sudden car accident, if he had found Quan Zhilong and asked him face to face, would the ending have been different.

However, there are no ifs in life.

The plot seemed to have been arranged long ago, and when he finally found his agent, got permission from the doctor, and was discharged from the hospital to find Brother Zhilong, that person had already gone to Japan.

So, he desperately wanted to catch up with the performance in Japan, wanted to see him, and he was discharged from the hospital without even doing a comprehensive inspection. He went to the police station to record a statement, and then rushed to the airport.

But on the way to the airport, he was sent to the emergency department because of internal bleeding, and later even entered the ICU.

That "why" just didn't have a chance to be asked again.

At that time, he was afraid.

It is especially scary when a person is lying in the intensive care unit.

He saw people being pushed in and pushed away, either for good or for good.

Someone has been lying there, no signs of life can be seen except for the blinking readings on the machine.

He heard the doctors discussing his condition around him, but he couldn't understand the meaning.

I just know I'm going to stay here for a while.

This made him even more frightened.

He didn't know what was wrong with him, he couldn't feel the pain, but he couldn't move either, his body seemed to be imprisoned, so his thoughts became extremely active.

He remembered a lot of things, things about his childhood, things about school, things about his family, but more about things after he came to Seoul, things that involved that person.

Those young and inexperienced laughing and fooling around, those persistent beliefs that never give up, the madness we went through together during carnival, the wine we drank together when we were in pain, the water that was handed over when we were thirsty, the hand that held you up when you fell, disappointment A bosom you can hug when you are tired, a shoulder you can rely on when you are tired, lips you can kiss when you are in love...

You are everywhere.

Why do you say you want to separate?How can they be separated?

The bones and tendons have already been broken, and they have melted into the flesh and blood.

Brother Zhilong, come and see me...

I am a little scared……

You tell me you still love me...

You tell me everything will be fine...

I believe you...

I only trust you.

come on……

The visiting time is fixed every day, and even though it is through the glass, he is still looking forward to it.

He saw his father, mother, and sister.

But the person he was most looking forward to did not come.

One day didn't come, two days didn't come, three days didn't come...

He told himself that the guy was on tour in Japan and he would come after the show.

But he didn't come after the tour, and he didn't come after returning to Seoul, and he still didn't come when he was on vacation.

He went from making excuses for him to convincing himself that that person should not come.

But at least make a phone call, I really want to hear his voice.

Later, thankfully, he was transferred back to the general ward.

It's not so scary here, and you can use your mobile phone. Many calls came in, but there was still no news from that person, and he couldn't be contacted.He tried to ask his close friends about the man's recent situation, and everyone evaded in unison.

It turned out that there was a scandal, and it took him a long time to find out.

Everyone concealed it from him intentionally or unintentionally, until he peeked at his sister's INS.

"Brother, don't think too much... You know KIKO too, you know their relationship best... Brother Zhilong is diverting the public's attention... Yes, that's it... You don't know, at the beginning When the hospital was surrounded by reporters and fans, it was very difficult for parents to come in... even let you stay in the ICU for two days, afraid of disturbing your rest...it must be like this."

Hannah's momentary look of panic was even a little funny to Li Shengli. Could he be jealous?

If those two people can go further, they have been together 800 years earlier, do you think I am a fool?

Brother Zhilong, you just want to tell me that we are over, don't try to keep it.

Well, I got it, I won't wait for you again, I won't call you again, and I won't ask for your news again.

If you break up, don't come to me again.

I will do it as you wish.

In the days after that in the hospital, there were no unrealistic expectations, and no anxiety. Li Shengli lived a leisurely life. He re-planned his life. The world is so big, and there are so many wonderful things besides music. Waiting for him to find out.

You only live once, try everything, and hope you don't regret it.

Yes, that person is gone, and as long as you admit it, it's no big deal.

I used to think that I couldn't live without you, but that was just an illusion. Don't you think I'm living a good life?

I want to live harder, hold my head high, be a better version of myself, and not be underestimated.

However, something is different, it's grown or matured, no matter how much Li Shengli doesn't want to admit it.

The wounds on the body will heal after all, but the wounds on the heart have become a big hole, which can no longer be mended.